Introduction

I was tired of this. Everything he did to me, hurt me. But I still loved him. Our love would never end. Or maybe it would. Everything he did to me, hurt me emotionally and physically. Whenever he slapped or punched me, I was too scared to fight back. Too scared to just break away from him. I was afraid that he would abuse me all over again. So I never did break up with him, even though I wanted to. Sometimes he hates me. Sometimes he loves me. I felt the same way about him. So I believe there is no point breaking up with him because later on in life he would find some other way to flatter me all over again. To love him again. Well I believe this a cycle. A continuous cycle that will just go on and on without end.

Chapter 1

"Hey are you sure you want to watch this movie?" I asked Danny. "Yes just put it in the DVD player and start it, God." He replyed obviously annoyed. I sighed and inserted it into the player. While the movie was playing I stared at the screen thinking about Danny and his horrible attitude. I felt like bursting into tears. Throughout the year we had been together he had always been the same. I never thought he liked me and I always questioned myself why we were still together. I would of thought by now we would have been through. But don't get me wrong he was amazingly sweet when we first met. He even bought me a heart filled with little deliciously precious chocolates for our first date. I don't know why but I am still in love with Danny. I mean he is seriously attractive. With apple green eyes and a dark skin tone. He also had dark brown hair and a muscular body.
"Get me some Coca Cola." Danny said scaring the bejeezus out of me. I stared at him thinking he was joking. "Now." I stood up and walked over to the refriderator slowly. I opened it and grabbed a coke. I then tossed it to Danny. It landed write on his big toe. "Ouch!!! What the heck were you thinking???" His toe immediantly started bleeding. "I'm so sorry!!! I'll go get a bandage!" I exclaimed. "No forget it idiot. I can't even trust you with cans of soda. You are so crazy. Don't get me the cheap bandage of yours. I am leaving. Bye see ya... I hope not soon!" "I am sorry just let me help you out. Please." I said. "Daniella shut up!" He roared, ran to the door (limping), opened it, and ran out(limping). I collapsed onto the floor bursting into tears. I felt so bad. My annoying blond wavy hair fell onto my face. I brushed it away and ran to my bathroom. I put my hands under the faucet and slashed cold water all over my face and my medium brown eyes. I dried my face with a towel and hopped over to my bed.

I landed face first into my pillow. "Uhhh..." I groaned. I fell asleep about five lonely minutes later.
I woke up about an hour later to my phone beeping telling me I got a text message. I unlocked my phone and read my text message.
Hey. I'm sorry.
From: Danny
I didn't reply. Totally not in the mood. I slowly drifted back to sleep. Another two minutes later my phone beeped again. I ignored it this time. I just laid there on my bed thinking. "If my parents were alive they would be here to help me right now

." I thought. Thinking about my parents, which died when I was six in a car accident, didn't help the situation. It made me even sadder to think that I was all alone in my situation with no one to help. All of a sudden I heard the door bell ring. I ran to the door and opened it very surprised as I saw who it was. It was Danny in a white shirt and jeans with a beautiful red rose in his hand. "I'm sorry D. I hope you forgive me for all that I have done. I brought you a pretty red rose for you. I hope you like it." I stood closer to him taking the rose from his hand. I smelled it. It smelled well like roses. I smiled up at him. "I forgive you. Sorry about your toe. And thanks for the rose. I love it." He grabbed my face gently. He then gave me the softest kiss ever. "Let's take a walk D. Please. With me." He said sweetly. "Fine." He took my hand as I closed the door. We started to walk down my street slowly together."I love you D."
Danny said. "I love you too." I replyed.

Chapter 2

I woke up to find Danny snoring close next to me in my bed. I laid there thinking about our lovely walk yesterday.
A few minutes later the snoring stopped. I looked at my side seeing that Danny was awake.

"Hey good morning." He said groggily. "Mornin'." I replyed back. "D. Let's go by Mc. D's and get some breakfast." "K." I jumped up from the bed and walked over to the bathroom. "I am going to take a shower and do my hair." I said. Daniel replyed with a "K." I rushed to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, took a warm shower, and started to do my messy blond hair. I decided I was going to straighten it for today. I grabbed my straightner out of my cupboard and plugged it in. I took a piece of my hair and started to gently pull it through my hair when... BOOM,BOOM,BOOM!!! I jumped pulling out a couple of my hairs. "Hurry up in there we don't have much time left slowpoke!!!" I glanced at my bathroom clock. It was 8:30am. We had plenty of time! Mc. Donald's stopped serving breakfast at 11! I unplugged the straightner and put everything else away hoping not to here another tantrum of Danny's. While I walked out of my bathroom Danny said "Well don't you look ugly today." Ughhh...."Well why don't you look at yourself in the mirror? People compare you to well they don't even know." I muttered embarrassed at his comment. That did it. "Excuse me? What did you say to me? If you have something to say than tell it to my face stupid." "Nothing." I muttered back. "Yeah, I thought so." Danny said furiuosly. I wasn't going to let that mess up my day or even my summer vacation.

When Danny was finished showering (which let me tell you....he took way longer then me...) we headed to my red Camaro. I hopped in the passenger seat while Danny hopped into the driver's. He backed up the driveway and we got to Mc.Donald's in less then eight minutes.
I sat down ready to enjoy my delicious egg and bacon cheese sandwich. I was about to take a bite when Danny dropped his ketchup packet by his shoe. "Hey D. Get me that please." I sighed hungrily. (Yeah, it's so much closer to me...) I went under the table and grabbed it. I put it into his hand. "Thanks." He said obviously not meaning it. I was about to take an enormous bite of my awesome sandwich when Danny dropped his napkin. "Get me that too." "Would it kill you to pick something up that is less then a centimeter away from you?" I practically shouted into his face. I snatched my sandwich from the table, and stormed out the door. I then sat at the bench out in front. I was going to have to eat my breakfast alone to survive. Again I wished my parents were here. Or even a friend to help me out with my problems. But it's not like I am a people person. I have friends that aren't really permanent. Once they become friends with me then a week passes by they find someone else way more interesting then me. That has happened a lot. Let's see who my past "friends" were. I remember Jessica, Lindy, Zoey... I could go on forever and even when that forever is over I could still keep going. I took another big bite of my food when I heard the door open. It was Danny. He started walking over to me. "Hey D. Why did you leave me all alone?" "Leave me

alone." I said with my mouth full. I took my last bite, cleaned up, and went over to my car with Danny following closly behind. I opened my passenger door and got in while Danny got into his seat. We drove to my house without a word.
"Bye." Danny said. As he got out of my car. I rushed to get in the house.
I sat down at my computer chair and just thought of Daniel. I mean what the heck is his problem? I wasn't his servant! And it's not my fault he has such a bad temper...

Chapter 3

Tap. Tap. Tap. Game over.
I put my iPhone down on my computer desk and sighed.
Ding!
It was the doorbell. I sighed again and picked up my iPhone and started to play Ninja Wars again.
Ding!
I was not going to answer it. I continued to tap away. Game over.
"I need to talk to you." I jumped nearly falling out of my chair. Danny smiled up at me and stepped closer. He was holding a flat black box in his right hand. I turned back around and stared at my black computer screen. "How the heck did you get in here?" I asked leaning into my rolly chair. "Went through the window." He answered. Before I knew it I felt something being slid on to my neck. It was cold and made my skin tingle. Then it fell into place. I looked down gasping at the sight of a necklace with a rose made of beautiful smaller redish twinkling diamonds right in the middle. "Why did you put this bajillion dollar neckalace on to my neck?" I asked, very confuzzled. "It's for you." Danny said sweetly. "But why?" I asked still shocked. "Because I'm sorry for every little thing I ever did to you. I didn't mean to and I didn't mean it. You deserve this." "Um. Thank you." Danny bent down and kissed my cheek softly. My skin tingled even more. "I seriously owe you big time." I said smiling. "No. No you don't. Like I said, you definitley deserve this after what I have done to hurt you."

Chapter 4

"Hahahaha." Danny and I laughed. (We almost died. Almost.) My eyes were glued to the T.V. watching America's Funniest Home Videos. Now there was a baby on that kept slipping on the wet tile in her kitchen. She kept on trying and trying but everytime she was about to stand up, she just came tumbling down.
"D, do you want more popcorn?" Danny asked. "Yes, please." Danny walked into the pantry and grabbed a packet of buttery popcorn. He then placed it into the microwave and set the time for it. Up next was going to be a dog falling into the pool. That really didn't get me interested to keep on watching the show. I grabbed the remote from the brown coffee table and changed it to channel 200. They were giving music videos.
Beep,Beep,Beep.
The popcorn was finished. Before I knew it, Danny was sitting next to me with a big blue bowl of hot popcorn. "Hey, can you please change it back?" Danny asked. "Why? We have been watching this for over an hour." I explained hoping that he wouldn't explode. "Because I want to watch it. Why else?" "No. If you want to watch something then go watch it, some place else." I said looking him straight in the eye. "That's it. Give me the remote." He demanded. I shook my head no. "Daniella. Give it." I shook my head no again. Danny tried to snatch it from my hand, but luckily he missed. Then Danny's hands balled up into fists. One of his hands was aiming directly for my face. In a millisecond he could have punched my face. Before he even laid a finger on me, I threw my head back just missing Danny's punch at about one centimeter away from me. Danny leaned over and tried to take the remote from my hand but before he could I used my other hand to push him off the sofa. He landed with a thud on the carpet. I jumped off the couch and sprinted to the oppisite side of the living room. I closed my eyes and leaned against the wall trying to regain my breath. Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in. Breathe out. Then I felt a warm hand close around my throat. I couldn't breathe. No air. Nothing. I was going to die. I mean I was already out of breath before he tried to suffocate me. I tried to grab his hand and pull it away from my throat. He was too strong. I could barely move even one of his fingers. I could feel my heart beat slipping away. I need a breath. More than anything. I couldn't feel my face anymore. The "breathtaking" hand loosen its grasp. I could take slow breaths. Then the hand loosened completely. I fell quickly to the floor my knees giving up on me. I laid there against the lower wall and let the air flow through my lungs. The blood in my face spreaded. I kept gasping for air and I finally began getting enough. I opened my eyes and found the front door wide open. Danny had left. He had left me.
After I had regained all of my breath my head was full of questions. Most of them were, 'What should I do now?'. I felt a tear find it's way down my face. I just didn't know an answer to any of them. I mean I couldn't hit him or anything. Too scared. The same familiar statement went through my mind. I wish my parents were here. To help me. To support me. To love me.

Why did they have to die? This was the time when I needed them most. I knew always that I was alone in this world. No friends. No family. I mean I had family still here in this world, somewhere, but no way to contact them. Another tear came sliding down my cheek. I wiped it off my face. Then I felt my hand go toward the diamond rose necklace that Danny had given me. I winced when I thought of him. I ripped the necklace off my neck causing it to break apart. I went out through the door into my front yard. I clutched the necklace tight in my hand. I then tossed it into the air and watched it fly towards the trees. I turned around and went right back in my house. I didn't care anymore that the jewlery was beautiful. I didn't even care that it was highly expensive. I didn't care who found it. Then remembered the rose. The beautiful red rose that was very close to dieing now. I took it from the vase and ruffly pulled the petals off one by one. I threw them all into the garbage. Then I ran to my room and threw myself on the bed.

Chapter 5

I spent many days in bed just thinking about many things. Stuck in my mental world of horrible events and thoughts. All I thought about was Danny and what he had done to me. And how he changed so much since I met him a while ago. And how he had hurt me. Physically. Emotionally. He always used to be so sweet to me. (Please notice how I said used to.) He never had such a bad temper like now. Not until just like a month ago. He used to understand me. (again notice how I said used to) I could of told him anything weird about me and he would so much as just blink. He was the only person. Now I have no one left. Nobody. I have lost my family. My friends. Everybody I ever knew. I have even lost my old self. The way I had used to be.
I might as well have died when Danny choked me. I should of let myself stay on that floor forever, and I should have stopped breathing on purpose. I could have died so easily. Not painfully. I would have prefered that more than what I am going through right now. I would of been so much easier. So much easier.
Right now I needed to be loved and loved only. Loved by someone who actually cared about me. One who I can tell anything without him freaking out and thinking that I am such a wierdo. I don't want money. Or new clothes. Or new expensive shoes or jewlery. I want love.
I needed to break up with Danny. I could trust him no more. I would not be with him any longer. Not after what he did to me. He could of killed me. I could have been dead. And he probably wouldn't even care. He would of left me there dead and forget about me. I needed to do something about about this.

Chapter 6

I kept on walking. I cannot stop now. Just keep walking.

I kept walking on the long sidewalk over to Danny's house. I can do this.

See I am the one who is breaking up with someone and I

feel pain too. I got up to Daniel's driveway and walked slowly up it. I took a deep breath. I was so nervous and scared of his reaction. I reached the door and took in another big breath. I rang the doorbell once and waited. No answer. I knocked on the door three times. About ten seconds later the door slowly opened. He stood there and waited. "Well what do you want?" He said looking impatient. "We need to talk." I said back serious. "Well, hold on. I need to apologize first." He said. Nope. Not going to let him. "Nope. Sorrys won't help fix what you have done to me." "Come on. They worked every other time." "Well not this time. Those fake apologies and those gifts that no longer mean nothing to me and never mean't anything to you except covering over what you did to hurt me, will not work this time. Not ever again." "So you're point is...?" He asked. "My point is that I am going to break up with you." "Oh, no your not." "Oh, yes I am." I said. "Fine. Whatever. Leave me. Now don't come to me later and say that you can't live without me. I can find a better girl anyways." "Trust me. I won't." Danny then grabbed the door and shut it closed hard with a bang. I ran back to my house all happy and free. Well I wasn't going to be happy the next day because...

Chapter 7

I was going to pay for my ticket to watch The Hunger Games. I walked up to the ticket seller and said,"Just one ticket for The Hunger Games, please." She handed me the ticket. "Thank you." Then I waited in the line for some popcorn. I scanned the movie theatre, looking to see if I recognized anybody there. Then I saw a couple that caught my eye. I looked back to them and I noticed that it was Daniel with some other girl. They were kissing each other softly on the lips. My heart fell down into my stomach. I ignored it. I tried to forget about them. I ordered my popcorn and walked right past them into the movie room. There were already so many people there already. There was only one seat in the middle and at the end of the row. I hurried over to it and sat down. I watched the previews in the mean time. "Hey what's your name?" I almost fell out of my seat. I had forgotten that there was someone sitting next to me. I looked over and saw a guy that looked my age. "Daniella. But most people call me D." "Well my name is David. Oh and by the way um... I only came to see this movie because I was bored and had nothing else to do. (hint,hint)" I giggled, embarassing myself. "Hey so would you like to join me tommorow night for pizza?" I was so thrilled I managed to say, "Sure. That would be great." I smiled.

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