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chapter 1: highschool keg party

Chapter 1: The Highschool Keg Party

 

I wait outside for Noah. Noah and I have been friends since the 1st grade. His sister came after we met. Noah’s little sister is younger than me so she kinda looks up to as an aunt. My and Noah do almost everything together. I sit there waiting for Noah to come pick me up, It's almost 70 degrees out in Los Angeles. I live in a small neighborhood close to the beach. As I sit there sweating, I scroll through my instagram reading interesting facts, when Noah pulls up. “Get in Rem” Noah says, I smile at him and roll my eyes, as I get up and walk to his convertible. “Well well well look what the cat dragged in” I say I get in the car and look at him “what took you so long Nohie” “hey I have a life you know” says Noah smiling and driving off.  “Yeah right, the only life you have is a lazy town” I say laughing. “Mhm yeah I guess that's true” says Noah laughing. He parks his car. We both get out of the car staring in awe at the house where the party was, It was huge. Me and Noah walk in the house; we stand there for a good minute. “Let's go find the keg” I follow Noah through the crowded people dancing half drunk. We soon find the keg room, Noah Grabs a red solo cup as do I, and we pour some beer into our cups. I take a sip wondering with Noah through the huge house. Suddenly a loud crash erupts from outside the house. Me and Noah looked at each other and shrugged it off continuing the tour. We soon found the pool. “Good thing we both came prepared” I say laughing.

I was already tipsy when someone bumped into me, I turned around and Noah was yelling at this cute guy that bumped into me. Half drunk and slurring my words I speak up Not knowing I was taking off my shirt that had beer on it. Noah looks at me sternly as if saying what the hell Rem. I just shrug and smile at both of them. I take another sip from my cup. I walked away stumbling on almost everything. I almost fell, not seeing a person passed out on the floor, when Noah caught me. I smile slurring my words “Thh-nk you Noey” he just looks at me smiling back. I walk out of the living room to get more beer. I looked to see if Noah was following me. Sure enough he was. I pour more beer for myself. I took a sip, set my drink down and walked up to Noah telling him where I was going so he wouldn't freak out. “I will be right back. I have to use the restroom, hopefully I can find it without getting lost,” I say laughing and stumbling away. I walk by the pool, when suddenly a guy picks me up and throws me into the pool with him. I rushed to the surface to look at my kidnapper when I realized who He was. It was Nick chaser, the hottest guy in school. 

 

 

chapter 2 nick chaser

 

Chapter 2 Nick Chaser 

 

“Sorry about that hot stuff I thought you were someone else” Nick says 

“Oh it's okay” , blushing and smiling, I was about to walk away when Nick caught my wrist, I looked at him in confusion. “ Hey aren't you that one girl who hangs out with noah all the time” he says curiously, “ uh um yes why?” I say 

“I don't know” he says smiling and pulling me closer to him

“ I’ve been wanting to talk to you all year” 

I blush and look away but he softly touches my Jaw to make me look at him. “ dont hide that gorgeous face from me” nick says smiling  

I bite my bottom lip and just stand there not knowing what to do,

“Is that a request or a demand Nick?” I say half slurring.

He just smiles “ Why is a girl like you single” nick says smoothly 

He touches my lip with his thumb “ uh I don't know you tell me “ I say 

I was afraid to move with him touching my lip with his thumb, It tickled and I wanted more,

Surprised Nick looks at me curiously biting his lip, “ I suppose It’s because you're just so intimidating and beautiful that people have a hard time understanding you” 

He says moving his hand slowly down to my waist. I shivered with excitement. I bite my lip trying to figure out what I should say, “ well um I.I.I suppose your one thats not intimidated by my beauty” I say stuttering 

“No I’m intimidated by your beauty I just dont show it plus I wanted to get to know you” NIck says   

I shiver in excitement as I look away blushing.

 Rem, can I try something? Nick says 

I look at him curious as to what he wants to try, Uh sure? 

He smiles and leans forward toward me, suddenly he's kissing me.

 

 

chapter 3: The Rape

 

Chapter 3 The Rape 

 I stand there stunned for a minute trying to figure what the hell just happened. I slowly kiss back. I was a little nervous to kiss him back;

what would happen if I was bad at it? would he leave, or spread rumors around. knocking me off balance he pushes me against the wall hard. Ow Nick,

but he doesn't stop. I push him back a little, Nick please, not here where people can see, I say biting my lip. 

Nick smiles and grabs my hand and tugs me, making me nervous.  Tugging behind him he leads me to a room with dark colored walls, a chandelier hanging above the bed with 10 glistening diamonds hanging from it. 

 The room was huge, it had a bathroom, and a walk-in closet. The walls were plain as if no one had slept in here for years. Nick pushes me on the bed, Sit Nick says anxiously. Nick walks to the door, shuts it and locks it. I suddenly feel nervous and uncomfortable. I get up and as I try to leave, Nick grabs my wrist and pushes me on the bed, he unzips his pants and takes it out and gets on top of me. Nick grabs my wrists and puts both above my head. Nick you're hurting me I say, he suddenly stops and looks at me with lusty green eyes as his dark brown hair falls in his face he smiles viciously at me. He takes my pants and panties off, throwing them somewhere in the room. Nick please don't do this, I cry struggling with him on top of me. You know you want me, you said so yourself Nick says. I didn’t want it rough, I-I changed my mind I say, he backhands me. You're going to shut it, and enjoy me Fucking you, Nick says viciously. I cry shaking my head no, he then backhands me again. I cry as he rubs himself on me. “I will do this and you will be quiet and enjoy it or I will hit you again, do you understand REM! Nick says, spitting as he viciously waits for my response. I lay there crying for Noah or anyone to save me from this psycho. He lowers himself on me, his grip tightens as he puts himself in me. I cry in pain and he slapped me again, tightening his grip more. SHUT IT BITCH ! Nick says breathlessly. I muffle a scream as he moans in pleasure moving his pelvis back and forth. When he finishes he zips his pants back up. Nick walks up to me, grabbing my long black hair and pulling me up making me look at him. Making me scream out in pain he punches me. “THIS WILL NOT GET OUT, IF IT DOES I WILL KILL YOU” Nick says. He then throws me down on the bed hard making me hit my head on the headboard and leaves me there half naked and shaking. I cry there for at least an hour or two before I get a text from Noah.



chapter 4 : Sleepover

Chapter 4 sleepover

 I picked up my phone and called Noah. As I waited for Noah to pick up, I tried to put my clothes on but I couldn't move. So I just waited for Noah, 

Hello...? Noah says in a concerned voice.

I held up the phone to my ear trying to speak but nothing came out of my mouth, I just cried. 

Rem are you okay do you need me to find you and take you home? Noah says 

I.I. Y-yes I say faintly into the phone 

Okay, don't hang up just keep breathing, I will be there in a minute. Noah says 

N-n.noa- but Noah stops me 

Dont Rem don't try to speak I'll find you okay just hold on okay. Noah says worried 

as I hear him bumping into people I hear Nick in the background 

Noah man where you going the party hasn't even started yet he says laughing 

I just cry and I start to hyperventilate 

I start to panic.

Remi breathe please it's going to be okay, I'm almost there ok just hold on Noah says 

I just cry trying to find my breath again, when Noah bargis in breathless.

He just stands there for a minute. I start to cough when he breaks out of the train of thought. Noah turns on the light switch, I look away ashamed and vulnerable,  not to mention naked. He rushes to me picking me up and sitting me up. I wince in pain. Noah grabs my clothes and puts them beside me.

I just sat there as if I was a statue. 

Noah tries to put my bra on but I shake my head in protest. 

Noah grabs my underwear and helps me put them on. Noah holds me up making me stand so he can put them all the way on, I whimper in pain when he touches my back. 

He suddenly drops his hand, I-I’m sorry did I hurt you. Noah says concerned. I shake my head no. Noah looks at my shirt realizing it’s stained red daiquiris, Noah takes his shirt off and puts it over my head pulling it down. He then picked me up slowly and carefully trying not to hurt me in the process. Noah sets me on the toilet. Grabs a wet rag and dabs the spots with blood on it. I wince in pain as he does so, Noah finishes cleaning my wounds. He again pickles me up, carrying me to his car. It was silent all the way home, Noah didn't even ask what happened. He just knew something terrible happened and that I was in shock. When we get home, he sets me down on his bed softly, making sure he didn't hit my head. Noah just paces back and forth. I whimper, as I try to grab his wrist, he stops and comes over to me. Noah sits there holding my hand. Noah can you just lay with me tonight please I say shakingly

He lays down on his bed, I lay there on his chest, I Instantly got up and ran to the bathroom, I puked out the alcohol I consumed at the party. When I was finished I brushed my teeth and went back into Noah's bedroom. He lays there on his bed asleep. Noah even sleeps with a concerned look on his face. I lay next to him while he sleeps. I roll over, I suddenly fall asleep. I jolted awake crying, My dream was my nightmare from hell. Noah just lays there staring at me with concern in his eyes. I smile faintly and cuddle up next to him still shaking from my dream. Noah rubs my back making circles on my back, the way my mom used to when we were kids. I listen to his heartbeat, Rem, what happened back there at the party? Noah says

I sit up looking at him with watery eyes, He-he r-r-r raped m-m-me I say hysterically crying. Noah's eyes widened in discussion. He grabs me and holds me rocking me back and forth. 

Who hurt you Rem Noah says 

N-n-n I start to cry harder. I couldnt finish my sentence. 

 Noah just lays back with me not asking any more questions.

I fall asleep listening to his heartbeat.

 

chapter 5 Sorely Hurt

 I jolted awake screaming and kicking, 

Noah wakes up concerned, looking for me, 

 I’m right here I say shakingly with a sense of relief noa relaxes a little. 

I'm going to make coffee for you okay,Noah says kissing my forehead. Walking out of the room to the kitchen, leaving me there alone in his room.  I lay back down groaning in pain as I stared at the ceiling, from my head. Not realizing that I had fallen asleep, 

Hey Noah softly nudges me awake whispering. 

Here take this it will wake you up Noah says softly giving me the cup of coffee he made. 

I take the cup of coffee from his hands, 

Our hands softly touching 

We sit there for a good minute, breaking the silence 

I take my cup, taking a sip and setting it down on the nightstand next to me.

So what would you like to do today milady Noah says as if he's from the 18th century. I smile at him 

Can we just stay home today and watch hallmark movies please? I'm not up for much of a walk--- I suddenly jump up running to the bathroom to puke. I hate puking, I never liked puking as a kid, It always felt like death. I know that sounds a little exaggerated but that's how it felt. I was still puking when Mrs Millton walked passed, she abruptly stopped what she was doing and knocked on the door. 

Rem sweetie, are you alright? Mrs Millton says 

I'm alright Mrs Millton I’m just Hungover that's all I say flushing the toilet and brushing my teeth. I could hear Mrs Millton’s footsteps fade away. Thinking I was done puking I opened the door to see Noah standing there in the doorway about to knock.

 Oh sorry I was just checking in on you, I wasn't trying to Invade your privacy or anything he says nervously laughing.

I laugh smiling at him, as I punch him softly.

You're not , I would have told you if you were. 

I say walking up to him whispering

Plus you have seen me naked so you can invade all you want  teasing him, I open my mouth to say something but instead I turn around and puke once again. After I was done puking I brushed my teeth and walked out of Noah's bathroom. Noah closes his door, as I sit on his bed staring at the wall in front of me. 

Rem, what happened at that party, I mean why were you bloody and bruised, why were you, as if scared to say it he walks up to me whispering. (naked).? 

I want to know. Noah says pleadingly 

I walk to the bed, laying down as Noah does the same.

Noah I say looking at my best friend since kindergarten.

Noah I continue but Mrs Millton barges in. 

Sorry was I interrupting something? Mrs Milton says 

She walks over to the dresser and sets the clean folded laundry down before fore walking out, I’m making pancakes if you guys want some and walks out closing the door behind her.

Noah locks the door and lays back down as he waits for me to continue. Noah I.I.I I stopped to take a deep breath, I wasn’t going to lie to my best friend. 

Noah I need you to just listen to me okay, you need to think rationally what I’m about to say okay I said looking at him in the eyes making sure he was listening. 

Okayy? Noah says urging me to continue,

Getting up I stand in front of Noah and his bed.

I started to tear up but stopped myself. I can do this, I say, talking to myself. 

I took a step forward, closing my eyes as I took a deep breath.

Noah May I ask you something I say hesitantly 

Yeah anything Noah says curious 

Noah is N...

I took a deep breath, I hated saying his name. He gave me shivers and not the good kind either. 

I Nick your friend from basketball right?  I say forcefully 

Uh yeah come to think of it yes he is why? Noah says in confusion 

He had to promise me before I could tell him anything. 

Can you promise me something I say biting my lip nervously 

Rem, you know you can ask me anything and make me promise, as long as you're happy I will be too. He says confidently 

I walk up to noah, grabbing his hands to give me courage and strength to say this out loud.

 Noah I need you to promise me, you won't sat or do anything stupid, after what I’m about to tell you. Promise me you wont try to confront Nick or hurt him please. I say begging him 

Noah Michal Millton promise me, I say sternly as I look at him with gentle yet stern eyes. 

Noah was silent for a couple of minutes as if debating what to do. He then takes a deep breath. 

Putting his right hand up as if he’s on trial in front of a judge.

I, Noah Michal Millton swear to uphold the information given to me, promises to keep the information confidential between me and you, Even if It kills me to do so, I promise to think rationally and not do anything that will end up with me or Nick getting hurt. I Promise not to say anything around or to Nick chaser.

I’m serious Noah, I say trying to hold my laughter in and keeping a straight face. 

Noah I can’t have Nick finding out by anyone saying what I’m about to say to you. I say nervous

Okay okay I promise but why can’t he know? Noah says puzzled 

Noah I say looking away as I bite my lip 

Noah then reached for my face, I flinched, but realized it was just noah.

Taking in a big deep breath I say it.

Noah, Nick I say forcefully as I shook from saying his name.

As I Crossed my arms. 

Noah he raped me --- t-- t -that night at the p--arty, I say stuttering in fear as I relived the rape in my mind. Noah’s eyes widened in fury 

Closing my eyes, I cried in silence.  

I couldn't even look at Noah without being ashamed of what happened.

 Noah doesn't say anything he just nudges me to the kitchen to eat. But I couldn't eat without wanting to puke. So I just pick at my pancakes. 

Rem, sweetie do I need to call your father you don't look so well Mrs Millton says motherly. 

 Noah cutts in before I said anything. 

Rem's dad is out of town for a couple of days so she's going to stay with us if thats okay mom Noah says 

Oh okay well I will just leave you guys to it then she says smiling as she picks up our plates. 

Thanks Mrs.Millton

Thanks Mom Noah says with me

I tense when Noah puts is hand on my back, But he romoves it noticing my tension, but I liked it I felt safe when he held me or touched me.

grabbing his hand I put it back where it was.

As Noah leads me to his room, he shuts it behind us. 

Behind us i could hear Mrs.Millton say, Noah, Rem I will be gone for of hours depending on my boss, so please dont wait up for me, theres leftover in the fridge. bye Love You. Mrs Millton locks the front door leaving.

as soon as she left, we were left in silence. 

No grabs my hand and leads me to his theater room to watch a movie.

turning the T.V on he put hallmark on for me. 

Noahs room was cozy, i had a king sized bed with a white and baby blue comforter with a fan above the bed as well as a huge bathroom.

 Rem I'm going to take a shower will you be alright for a monment. Noah says nervously.

mhm yeah okay I say igualfed in the hallmark movie I was watching. 

 He smiles and walks out and around to the bathroom closing the door behind him. 

When I hear the shower start I had the urge to go in and kiss him.

MY BEST FREIND. 

I really was losing it. I never thought of Noah as anything else but a brother and a best freind. So it's really weird thingking of Noah in a sexual way. 

 I dont know what came over me, but suddenly after the incident at the party, and him being so gentle and sweet and worried, made me want to pounce like a lion, I cant tell if thats just the alcohol talking or me. It did certainly change things.

As I get up I suddenly become lightheaded, As I tried to walk I kept tripping over my feet as if I was drunk all over again. I couldn't see shit.

All I could see wher blured spots dancing around my vision. 

Suddenly My body became heavier and heavier.

all of a sudden I plundged into darkness. 

 

 

chapter 6: Breakdown (Noah's) point of view &(Rem's) point of view

 As Im drying myself off and putting clothes on I hear a thud as if someone fell. I quickly put my boxers on and sprinted out to the theater room.

Rem ! I say worried 

There laying on the floor unconscious, It was Rem. 

I suddenly fall to my knees trying to grasp what happend then realized I need to get her on the bed. 

I pick her up bridal style as her arms hang while I'm walking her to the bed.

Setting her down I prop her head up with a pillow gentel not to hurt her more.  

I walked off grabing a wet rag and some ice from the freezer. I set down the ice on my nightstand on her side of the bed. 

I just gentely dab the wet rag on her forhead. every hour or so I would re-wet the rag for her. she was hot to the touch. after another hour went by I walked over to my side of the bed and layed next to her. I watched her sleep, making sure she was breathing every so often. I Honestly felt like a creeper I suddenly felt drained, I closed my eyes suddenly drifting off to sleep.

(Rem) I wake up suddenly to a loud snoring noise, as I look over to where the noise was coming from, Noah was sleeping, he looked peaceful when he slept. I watched him breath in and out, alright get a grip Rem, you look like a fucking stalker I say in my head, My eyes stoped at his lips as I bite my lip, I so wanted to kiss Noah right then and there,but I'm not going to let myself do that. I suddenly looked at his stomach, the perfect body is what I call that i thought to myself, Noah had a 8 pack, it was from all that work out from baketball practice it really did suit him well. Oh my god I'm totally checking out my best freind. This cant be happening, welp I screwed. I couldent look away from his 8 pack I really just wanted to touch them. I slowly move closer to Noah, trying not to wake him. My hand flew gently to his chest. I could feel his heartbeat, the muscles where so firm it was inremarkable. I suddenly realized Noah only had boxers on. Looking away As I started to blush. god I wanted to kiss him so badly. I traced his 8 pack, My god Noah was truly hot. I just wanted to touch his hair it looked soo soft, his blonde hair was toussled and damp from the shower earlier. My hands still tracing down his 8 pack stopped suddenly, where his hairline disappears underneath his boxers. My fingers tingled with antipaction. Why did it take me so long to realize Noah was perfect. Noah was everything I looked for in a guy, he was kind, loyal,smart, trusting, artistic,funny,handsome, supportive and understanding. 

As if hearing my thoughts Noah wakes up, and just smiles at me with a boyish grin.

what? I say playfully 

oh nothing Noah says as he still stares at me.

stop teasing me Noah really what are you staring at? I say agitated 

oh it's nothing, it's just um your uh----

My what Noah I said cutting him off and getting irritated.

As Noah bites his lip hes replies.

your boobs are playing peek a boo he says laughing hasterically.

I looked down and sure enough they were.

jesus Noah why do you have to make things so akward and uncofortable I say faintly embarrassed.

And why are you looking at my boobs, last time I checked my eyes where up here and not down there I say pointing at my eyes.

I get u and I started to heave and puke everywhere.

Oh My God, Im so sorry noah I didn't meant to It just happened I say frantically embarressed with myself. 

Why are you sorry it was an accident Noah says reasuring me

at least let me clean it up I say 

No its okay I got it go take a hot relaxing shower Noah says nicely 

But --

No Rem now go please Noah says sternly cutting me off.

Are you sure I say still feeling horrible 

Yes now go Noah says irritated as he cleans up the mess 

I walk to the next room grabbing some extra clothes and go back to Noahs room and got to the bathroom shutting the door behind me.

I set down my clothes on the counter by the sink, I walk over to the shower turning it on as I wait for the hot water to come.

I walk past the mirorr grabbing a towl, I stop to look at myself.

I had a split lip, and brusies everywhere on my body from Nick.

I slowly touched the bruises I could see, they were black blue brown and purple. 

I couldn't even recognize myself anymore and that was terrifing 

I was ashamed and mad atmyself to even let Nick do what he did to me.

I hated him and myself for not stopping it. 

Not realizing it a tear drops down on my collerbone snapping me out of my mind.

I took off my clothes and got in the shower.

I whimpered as I got in becuase the water was extremly hot. 

it burned, it felt like a bunch of pins and needles where pricking me over and over again.

I sat down as I let the hot water fall on my abused body. 

I started to cry silently, so that Noah coulden't hear me. 

I didn't want to be like this, I hate what he did to me.

I didn't even feel likie myself anymore, it felt like someone elses body. 

I grabbed a lofa and soap and started to scrub my body as hard as I could.

I had to get his secnt off me, I scrubbed and scrubbed until, I started to realized I would never actually truly get rid of him, he would always be apart of me , and I hated that. I didnt want anything to do with Nick Chaser. 

I cried even harder becuase I could never be the same person I was before the rape.

I look around my surroundings looking for anything that was sharp, to my right was a razor.

grabbing it I started to cutt deeply into my brusies Nick made on my body. 

I screamed in pain and anger as I cut even more deeply makeint two deep wounds in my body. 

Noah came bursting throught the bathroom door and opening the curtian to see me bleeding.

(Noah)

I stand there in horror, In front of me was my best freind harming herself as she cried. I took a step forward as she stood up staring at me with an apolegetic exspression. 

Rem what- I cleared my throat.

Rem give me the blade please I say softly as I took another slow step toward her.

NO STAY BCK NOAH I HVE TO DO THIS LET ME DO THIS rem says frantically 

Rem calm down and put the blade down please your scaring me and I cant lose you please I'm begging you put it down. I say crying with her.

NO, I CANT AND I WONT, I HAVE TO GET HIM OFF ME, I HATE HIM NOAH I DESERVE TO SUFFER Rem says crying and yelling 

Rem please- before I could stop myself I said what I always been wanting to say to her ever since we became best freiinds.

I LOVE YOU REM PLEASE I BEG YOU DONT DO IT I say yelling and steping closer to her.

Rem raises the blade to her throat,threating me to stay back. My eyes widen in horror and pain.

REM PLEASE DONT, I say dropping to my knees crying and begging her to not do it.

Rem suddenly drops the blade, and starts to fall.

I run to her catching her and picking her up and setting her down on my bed. I put her underwear on and put my t-shirt on her.

I run to the kitchen grabing the first aid kid and an ice pack for her.

she was pale from the lack of blood loss, I called a freind of mine to come and bring blood bags and a sariynge. 

I hung up and started to apply the antibiotics to her wounds, as Im wrapping the wonds up the doorbell rang.

I ran to the door opening it and shoving him in my house.

Hey dude you okay your kinda bleeding Eil says worried

Its not mine now follow me I say anxiously shoving him to the room where rem was.

whoa Noah uh do I want to know what happened here or... Eil says playfully 

which made me angry

just help her okay. I say agitated 

okay Eli says in surrender. 

Eli walks over to Rem and puts a IV in her and sets up the blood up and it starts pumping throught the IV into her.

relieved I thanked Eli and showed him out. 

thank you Eli I owe you one man, I say thankful

Its no problem Noah, bye Eli says driving off.

I walk back in locking the front door and walk into my room and sit next to Rem.

I read while I waited for her to awake.

(Rem)

 I wake to Noah reading a book and an IV stuck in me. 

Confused for a sec and then it hit me.

I tried killing myself.

As if Noah heard me move he touches my hand.

Noah I'm so sorry I don't know what came over me I say crying I couldnt look at him without seeing pity in his eyes.

shhh he says grabbing me and hugging me.

we sit ther for a minute just holding eachother in silence.

A week later: Rem you allright says Noah as Im eating and watching hallmark movies in the theater room with him.

mhm I say ingulfed with curiosity.

Noah turns the tv off once the movie was over.

Rem Noah says quitely

Yes Noah I say softly 

how are you feeling he says touching my forehead with his wrist to feel my temperature. 

I'm fine Noah really I say moving his hand to my lap. 

As I hold his hand I could feel electricity going up my arms through my body making me shiver.

I scooted closer to Noah.

Noah stiffens.

I touched his face following the lines that made his wrinkle face.

my thumb brushes over his bottom lip making me stop.

Rem what are ---

shhhh I say cutting him off.

I want to try something is that okay I say softly asking for permission first.

Mhm Noah says relaxing 

I climb on top of him as im touching his face.

Rem-

just let me try something please I say softly cutting him off once again.

I lean into him, we were face to face almost lips touching.

I cant believe I'm about to do this I say in my head 

biting my lip I cover his lips with mine.

I wrapped my arms around his neck for support.

he deepened the kiss invitng his tonung into my mouth.

I gracuously accepted it letting him in.

we were all over eachother.

Noah picks me up walks out of the theater room in to his room setting me down in front of him.

He stops and looks at me.

I bite my lip nervously wanting it not to stop.

Noah leans down to kiss me I started to play with his hair. 

suddenly my hands fly to his shirt.

I took it off throwing it to the floor.

I went backc to kissing him as he took my shirt off aswell 

he layed me down kissing me, he kissed my neck making me moan.

Noah wait I say faintly 

Noah still kissing me I started to panic Noah Get Off me Now I say yelling 

Noah suddenly get off me scared that he hurt me.

Noah Im sorry I cant I just I cant I say looking down in defeat.

It's ok shhh he says holding me tightly.

That bastard will pay I promise you, Karma will do its job. Noah says in fury.

I cried as he held me close.

chapter 7: The pregnancy

I woke up nauseated, I rush to the toilte baraly making it. 

As I finsh puking brush my teeth, Noah stand at the door curiously staring at me.

What I say 

Nothing Its just sounds like your pregnant Noah says faintly 

What no I cant be I wont be No I say Frantically getting up and started to pace.

Theres only one way to find out Noah says giving me a pregnancy test.

I widden my eyes when he pull the pregnancy test out. 

where did you get that Noah I say feverishly

Mom had some extra ones for emergancys only Noah says softly 

Oh I say grabbing it from his hand and closing the door behind me.

I sit n the toliet as I peed on the stick and setting it next to me. as I flushed the toilet I washed my hands and opened the door. 

I paced for four minutes. Its time Rem. Noah says softly 

Rem No matter what it says Im here, I wont leave you okay he says kissing me.

I look into his eyes and nodded my head, okay.

I walked to the pregnecey test and my heart just sank to the floor.

No this cant be real I cant be I say horrified and excited all at the same time. 

Noah comes up from behind and hugs me tightly making me cry 

I'm preganet with Nick chasers baby.

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Texte: Midnight Moon
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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 16.09.2020

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I dedicate this book to My mother, she has been so strong for me and our family, I honestly couldn't have done it without her. My mother is my hero. she's a strong independent women who raised a beautiful and strong daughter. I'm lucky to call her my mom te amo mom.

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