Sober Rated at 33 took me back in time when I was grieving over this girl I thought I was in love with back in 2005. She wasn't even my girl friend yet, I told her that I would put my life on hold until she was ready for me, big mistake. She would avoid my phone calls, I only spoke to her a couple of times a week! I was missing her so bad that my heart was in so much pain, I wasn't into alcohol or substances, so all I did was... mehr anzeigen
Sober Rated at 33 took me back in time when I was grieving over this girl I thought I was in love with back in 2005. She wasn't even my girl friend yet, I told her that I would put my life on hold until she was ready for me, big mistake. She would avoid my phone calls, I only spoke to her a couple of times a week! I was missing her so bad that my heart was in so much pain, I wasn't into alcohol or substances, so all I did was skip food, tv and high school for a month, I slept all day to avoid my pain, I was addicted to her mind games, she would excite me, then she would avoid me. I was in denial, I convinced myself that she was special and I needed to wait, I told my friends and other people how amazing she was, they all looked at me like I was crazy. Looking back I realized now that I was addicted to her playing hard to get! Eventually I did get with her a year later, the relationship lasted 4 years, in the end I still ended up in grief LOL, I told her i hated her, I never thought I could say this to another, took 4 years to get over it when I realized that it was my fault not hers, i should have paid attention to how she treated me before i got with her. Sober Rated at 33 is emotionally driven, with genuinely words!
Thank you for sharing your honest story, sometimes pain helps us to grow, its a tough lesson in life. sometimes we can't escape our destiny because of this suffering you experienced back then you are a better man today for it , Thank you for reading
LOL agreed! Thank you too!
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