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Jozo Garic
Repriza progona
- Biografie/Autobiografie
- Kroatisch
- 107141 Wörter
- Ab 16 Jahren
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Još dok sam po vrelom suncu nesigurnim korakom koračao prema kapiji „slobode“, ispunjen srećom i strahom istovremeno, opraštao sam onima što su mi ostavili ožiljke na tijelu i duši, misleći da zavedeni i zaneseni nisu znali što čine. A onima što su nacističkom politikom osmislili giljotinu nad nedužnim civilima zaradi etničkog čišćenja, morao sam oprostiti jer su bili daleko i u zaštiti istomišljenika što su im se hvalospjevom i za šaku cekina dodvoravali. Bez ljutnje koju sam pod noge bacio, vratio sam se u mislima pitanju od kog mi se krv u venama ledila: “Što me čeka iza kapije i na putu dugom par kilometara do stana i hoće li ponovno hapšenje, nakon nekoliko koraka slobode, a bilo ih je često, obnoviti i produljiti moju golgotu?“ I dok je kapija „slobode“ u zjenici moga oka enormno brzo rasla, a misli se znojile pred mogućim, zastrašujućim scenarijima kroz dolazeće minute i sate, nešto poznato je u mojim ušima škripnulo, a oblačić prašine sa makadama mi je zapuhnuo nozdrve:
„Sjedni u hlad, tamo ispod šupe, za desetak minuta sam tu pa ću te odvesti kući!“ odjeknuo je muški glas sa moje desne strane poput naredbe, od čega sam instinktivno gurnuo ruke sa malim zavežljajem na leđa, a glavu oborio ka cesti. Ispod oka sam u otvorenom prozoru automobila prepoznao oficira i bez riječi, u znak pristanka zakoračio u stranu, pogledom prateći oblak prašine ispred kog se, kao u bijegu skrivao crveni golf. Još od dana dovođenja u ovaj osmišljeni pakao poniženih i obespravljenih, od onih što su se barem jednom tjedno pred oltarom obvezivali na ljubav prema bližnjemu, pokušavao sam prema učenju iz vjeronauka, Bogu predati moje goleme i nerješive brige. Da sam ih time skinuo sa vrata nisam osjetio, ali da mi je On s vremena na vrijeme uzvraćao rješenjem koje smo mi ljudi karakterizirali kao stjecaj povoljnih okolnosti, baš kao i u ovom slučaju, mogao sam mirno svjedočiti.
Sa povraćenim mirom i ulivenim optimizmom, zahvalno sam misli posvetio onima, a bilo je i njih, koji su suosjećanjima, skrivenom pomoći, toplim riječima, zalizivali moje rane i vraćali nadu u postojanje normalnog sutra. Jedan od njih je bio i moj radni kolega iz Trudbenika Milutin, sa friško rođenim nadimkom Kukanjac, pošten i dobronamjeran čovjek srednjih godina, ponekad stacioniran na liniji razgraničenja pruženoj preko Putnikovog brda, a ponekad angažiran kao čuvar u logoru Bare. Na Putnikovom brdu, govorio bi Milutin, misli bi posvećivao svom ortaku sa radnog mjesta Marjanu, pitajući se, sjedi li upravo tada i on u suprotnom rovu, i kako bi on Milutin sa rafalom mogao jurišati na Marjana, kada zna da mu iza leđa stoji radom i znojem sagrađena kuća i voljena obitelj. Kući je donio sa posla Marijanovu šalicu za kavu i iz nje pije, pa i kada mu gosti u uniformi izbiju, bez straha i stida priča o ljudini sa Usore, siguran da Marjan ne bi pucao, da mu se na nišanu pojavi on, njegov drug Milutin. Sjećajući se prvih dana stražarenja pored krcate barake zatvorenika, pričao bi kako je kod kuće večerao, a vojničku porciju sljedovanja iz kasarne, u noćnoj straži kradom proturao izgladnjelim Grapčanima. U zgradi gdje je stanovao, štitio je Milutin komšiju iz Osijeka, pokazujući zube zločestom i rasplamsanom nacionalizmu, a dok bi se u kamionu vozili ka zrelim pšeničnim njivama Bosanske Posavine, milovao bi glavu dječaka Pere iz Kulaša, u vlastitom krilu usnulog, uspoređujući ga glasno sa svojim sinom. I dok su mi zahvalne misli tekle od jednog do drugog lika Milutinovog kova, a zaslužili su spomen, dočekao sam i mog oficira, nekadašnjeg radnog i kolegu sa post studija.
Tako sam stigao pred svoju zgradu u pratnji i automobilom, a dok sam se zahvaljivao i opraštao od uniformiranog oficira, iz zgrade je izašao milicionar, moj susjed, izgledom bi se reklo sretan, ali sasvim sigurno rasterećen zbog slike ispred očiju što mu je dokazivala moju nevinost. Znao sam da će taj detalj proizvesti priču što će u jednom danu stići do mnogih ušiju i stvoriti mi željenu i potrebnu zaštitu pa sam ozarenog lica zahvalno poklonio kratki pogled nebu.
Srce mi je počelo snažnije i brže da tuče dok sam gledajući prema balkonu mog stana išao ka ulazu u zgradu, a nakon kratkog kucanja, odškrinula su se vrata susjedovog stana, pa nakon kratkog zbunjenog pogleda prema meni, bez ijedne riječi me dohvatila Husnijina ruka te me naprosto uvukla u hodnik, a onda iza zatvorenih vrata, snažno me i očinski prigrlila.
Bili su to moji prvi koraci na putu u slobodu, teške, devedeset i druge godine [mehr]
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Rizwan Ullah
The WolfMan of Hanover
- Horror
- Englisch
- 10143 Wörter
- Ab 12 Jahren
- 80
Friedrich Heinrich Karl "Fritz" Haarmann was born in Hanover on 25 October 1879, the sixth and youngest child born to Johanna (née Claudius) and Ollie Haarmann. Fritz was a quiet child, with few friends his own age or sex and who seldom socialized with any children other than his siblings outside of school. From an early age, Haarmann's behavior was noticeably effeminate. He was known to shun boys' activities and instead play with his sisters' dolls and dress in their clothes. He also developed a passion for both needlework and cookery,and would develop a close relationship with his mother who spoiled her youngest child. Reportedly, Haarmann's father married his mother, when she was 41 years old, and seven years his senior, on account of her wealth and the substantial dowry their marriage would eventually bring him. Haarmann Sr. was known to be argumentative and short-tempered who, through several affairs he conducted throughout his marriage, would contract syphilis in his later years.Despite his being an authoritarian who had little time for his children and a notorious womaniser, Haarmann's parents remained together until his mother's death in April 1901. In 1886, Haarmann began his schooling, where he was noted by teachers to be a spoiled and mollycoddled child who was prone to daydreaming. Although his behavior at school was noted to be exemplary, his academic performance was below average and Haarmann had to repeat a school year twice. On one occasion, when he was about eight years old,Haarmann was molested by one of his teachers, although he never discussed this incident in detail.This was a major point on his life,that forever changed him. Haarmann grew into a trim, physically strong youth. With his parents' consent, he finished his schooling in 1894. Upon leaving school, he briefly obtained employment as an apprentice locksmith in Neuf-Brisach before opting, at age 15, to enroll in a military academy in the town of Breisach.His military training began on 4 April 1895. Haarmann initially adapted to military life, and performed well as a trainee soldier. However, after five months of military service, he began to suffer periodic lapses of consciousness which, although initially described by a medical professional as being sudden signs of anxiety neurosis, would subsequently be diagnosed as being "equivalent to epilepsy" in October 1895. The following month, Haarmann discharged himself from the military and returned to Hanover, where he briefly worked in a cigar factory his father had established in 1888. At the age of 16, Haarmann committed his first known sexual offenses, all of which involved young boys whom he would lure to secluded areas—typically cellars—before proceeding to sexually abuse them. He was first arrested for committing offenses of this nature in July 1896. Following further offenses of this nature, the Division for Criminal Matters opted to place Haarmann in a mental institution in the city of Hildesheim in February 1897. Although briefly transferred to a Hanover hospital for psychiatric evaluation, he would be certified as being "incurably deranged, and unfit to stand trial by a psychologist named Gurt Schmalfuß. Schmalfuß ordered Haarmann to be confined at the mental institution indefinitely. Haarmann was returned to the mental institution on 28 May 1897. Seven months later, Haarmann escaped the mental institution. With apparent assistance from his mother, Haarmann fled to Zürich, Switzerland. Here, he lived with a relative of his mother, and obtained employment as a handyman in a shipyard. Haarmann remained in Zürich for 16 months before he returned to Hanover in April 1899. Early the following year, he became engaged to a woman named Erna Loewert,who soon became pregnant with his child.[n 2] In October 1900, Haarmann received notification to perform his compulsory military service. On 12 October 1900, Haarmann was deployed to the Alsatian city of Colmar to serve in the Number 10 Rifle Battalion. Throughout his service, Haarmann earned a reputation among his superiors as an exemplary soldier and excellent marksman, and he would later describe his period of service with this battalion as being the happiest of his entire life. After collapsing while on exercise with his battalion in October 1901, Haarmann began to suffer dizzy spells, and was subsequently hospitalized for over four months. He was later deemed "unsuitable for military service and work" and was dismissed from military service on 28 July 1902. Discharged from the military under medical terms described as being "probable" dementia praeox, Haarmann was awarded a monthly military pension of 21 gold marks. Upon his military discharge, Haarmann returned to live with his fiancée in Hanover, briefly working in the small business his father had established, before unsuccessfully filing a maintenance lawsuit against his father, citing that he was unable to work due to the ailments noted by the military. His father [mehr]
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Sex story-By lady neighbour-pussy thrust
lady neighbour
- Erotik
- Englisch
- 2 Wörter
- Ab 18 Jahren
- 558
- 24
By Lady neighbour- Pussy Thrust
I have from a long time being fascinated by bahbhis, they have a distinct way of dressing bright colors their ornaments and most importantly their figure. U know when they bend or put their saree aside u can see their boobs with poky nipples from the dark color blouse its different and all together they are always laughing and cheerful mood.
.I had a crush on one of my neighbor women her name was Sonal Navgire.
Sonal Navgire was 32 married and her husband was on the ship she also had a 4 year old kid and her figure was awesome she was tall had green eyes her stats were 33 c boobs I know that coz I had seen her bra and smelled it and seen the tag and she had a sexy waist. She was fair and smooth. The reason I was in a good term with her was coz I was damn friendly with her 4 years old son I used top take him out for stroll and play with him.
Let me come to the incident now it was month of July 09 it was raining heavily one day as I did not go to work I was getting bored so I decided to go to her house when I rang the door bell her maid opened the door she said Sonal wahini had gone to the Church she has done all the work but she needs to go to school to get her children so I called up Sonal and told her she requested me to wait till she comes and I was glad. I enquired about the kiss the maid he was fast asleep. so I put on the TV suddenly there was this lingerie add looking at the ad I got horny so I decided why don’t I search her wardrobe and smell her bar and panty or wear them.
So in excitement I started searching her wardrobe suddenly o came along a small drawer I found her bra and panties mann what color were those black purple red white blue she had various panties too the most sexy one was the thong later on my discovery I was shocked to find out what I saw I saw a big 9 inch black vibrator looking at it I went high as horny. I put on her bar and panties lay on the bed and started the vibrator it was great. I kept the vibrator below my balls and moved it in circles I stared licking it and then slowly I stuffed it in my ass I saw myself in mirror I was wearing her sexy purple padded bra and the thongs I also wore her green blouse.
After I mastuburated and kept all the things back just after 10 minutes Sonal entered the house she was totally wet her saree was dripping and u could see her cleavage and her nipples poking from her blouse I got an hard on immediately. I helped her to unload the goods she brought for dayly use while doing so I accidentally touch her boobs and pressed her nipples I knew she was feeling. I asked he to go and change or else she may catch cold she went inside but later on after 10 minutes she came she was furious I was caught coz ny accidentally I cumed in her bra and panties and forgot to wipe the sperms properly.
She scolded at me and was going to tell my parents I pleaded with her begged her she was in no mood I grabbed her by her arms and threw her on the sofa. I told her I had a big crush on her and knew she sexually frustrated too hearing this she started crying she told me it’s been 10 months since her husband is gone and she did not had sex till now. I went to close to her took her face in my hand and kissed her on her lips and then I whispered her I “tu gabru nako me aahi naa” and then slowly stated kissing her she co-operated with me then we stated kissing each other and slowly we were French kissing each other. My hands were on her boobs and her hands on my cock she could feel my heat Om my dick. I asked her what’s her fantasy she said she wanted someone to eat her pussy still she cam I agreed I wore her bra and panties and I went down on her pussy. Firstly I started licking her thighs then inner thighs up and down slowly and steadily then I went to her pussy gosh she was damn hairy I smelled her pubic area it was a strong musky smell. and then I lowered my tongue in her clit she was damn wet I started exploring her cunt with my tongue circled her pussy lips and then went directly for her clitoris then there was no stopping she was fucking my mouth and I was enjoying she was going up and down and faster and faster and then after 15 minutes she came with a big oooooooooohhhh and orgasm she was half dead and as shivering.
Now it was my turn she started to lick my penis from the soft fabric of the thongs I was wearing she licked and played with my penis my tool stated to grow and it was in its full glory of 9 inch monster was ready for her love hole. I went to her bedroom got the vibrator first I played on her pussy deeper I could see the pussy juices flowing and then she played it under my balls now I wanted to fuck her I spreaded her legs and kept it on my shoulder and then I went in straight into her love hole she was so wet and hot and I worked the vibrator on her ass I was double fucking her I fucked her deep and fast deep and fast every stroke was a different one and then after 25 minutes of banging I came all over her body I was drained put but she wasn’t she wanted her ass to be fucked too she again gave me a blow job licked my cock clean and I was ready it was my first anal sex. but she was an expert she got some lubricant from the fridge apply on her ass hole some on my cock and told me to enter her I entered her with big stroke I was in heaven she moaned and moaned and I fucked her in doggie style eagle style and then I blasted my second load in her ass.
Now she was satisfied and now onwards I’m her second husband we even had sex on the terrace in her car and also on the beach.. [mehr]
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BALDEV BHATIA
DISCARD WORRIES FOR EVER
ENJOY HAPPY LIVING
- Gesundheit
- Englisch
- 44990 Wörter
- Ab 16 Jahren
- 105
ABOUT THE BOOK
DISCARD WORRIES FOR EVER ENJOY HAPPY LIVING
The feeling of happiness or sadness is within us. Yes Worries can surely destroy you. The only way out is to be careful bold and be strong. It is said that worry is purely our own matter. Though it has got something to do with our external circumstances. But there are certainly some positive factors within us that keep us happy and there is something negative within us also which keep us unhappy. Happy living through positive and good thoughts, is nothing more than that of living a normal life free from undue pressures, problems and tensions. If we want to live a good and happy life then we need to get rid of the negativity within us which makes us unhappy. Negative approach always complicates the problems and increases unhappiness. Most of us do the fatal mistake of looking outwards for happiness rather than looking inwards. Be positive, be strong, be bold and be courageous you are sure to find the feeling of happiness within you. Even if we are having a bad day, think of some good things that may come our way, either later that day, tomorrow, next week, or next moment. When everything seems to be beyond our control, it’s almost too easy for us to slip into the grasp of negativity and unhappiness.
To avoid sadness we must strive to abolish this sort of thinking through the power of thinking positively and generate the feeling of happiness within us. The art of sweet living is not a complicated kind of art difficult to learn rather a simple art of happy living feeling well, eating well, and thinking well. What we need to do is just to tune up our mind to enjoy every moment of life and let the sweet happiness follow us. This is something that needs to be looked into thoroughly. We need to focus on the positive aspects of lives, rather than on the negative setbacks and enjoy every moment of life happily and merrily. Enjoy your life with cheerful talks. Be happy and cheerful.
We must remember that happy living is the reward of sweet and positive thinking. We ought to remember, only the positive thinking can bring happiness in our lives. If we cannot think positively, you cannot live happily. Be our own teacher or adviser we ought to look everything with a positive angle. Let us find something good even in most critical moments of our life and let us make positive thinking the basis of our happy living. It’s a matter of thought that fools worry about the circumstances on which they have no control. The wise live on positive good and happy thoughts. A sound and positive happiness is all around. It’s not far away from us. If we do not want to live happy, it’s up to us. It’s our own choice. We must not blame others, nor should we blame our fate or external circumstances. Another thing is that feeling confident affects the way we perceive our situations and how we decide to manage them. Think that by being more optimistic we alter our approaches to situations and take on them in a healthier manner; we think of alternatives and act according to better outcomes. All our efforts lead us to good and happy living. If we think we are positive and happy, it will be positive. It does not say to stick our heads in the soil; rather it says to think positive. Interestingly it does not say feel positive it says think positive and that is the real meaning to remain happy. Positive thinking, good and happy thoughts make us to live happily. Happiness does not come alone, it adds our minds body and soul to remain in constant touch with each other. We have to remove negative thoughts and create and atmosphere to be happy in our lives.
There are many fear factors that are reasoning us to be unhappy and the main reason being that our heart and our feelings which are more susceptible to fear and worry then the mind. We do the worrying in our minds but it is our emotions that make us more worried not our brains. When the heart senses the possibility of loss it can start panicking and then uses the mind to worry and many times tries to manipulate the brain in dealing with the fear. The heart desires something and gets excited about it and then it manipulates the mind to assure that it will get it. Although the brain can control the emotions and knowledge can proceed all. However when it comes to response time the brain is slower than the emotions. That is which explains why we say or do things and then regret them. It would be very hard to tell someone who is worried to feel happy. But if you tell him to think positive that is something even a worried person can do. We need to use our mind to think to be happy and positive. Our objective in life should be to train ourselves to wait for the brain to show up before we say or do anything. Fear usually comes from the emotions and thinking positive is something the brain is capable of doing, making happy living as the key to success.
Just think of sweet and happy living. This simple task can be done by thinking positive as it brings positive results in its wake; when you react in a positive way to a negative situation you usually get positive in return and the feeling of happiness is born in you. Positive mental attitude is effective in many ways. There are limits to the effectiveness of positive and happy thinking. Do we try to assume that the persons who are not treating us the way we should be treated are themselves in pain and needs our love and advice to be happy in life and lead a good, sweet and happy life? It is therefore a must for us to learn and understand r that we need to be positive first and we must think to be happy in the interest of our sweet and happy living
An established author, writer and consultant Baldev Bhatia shares with millions of curious readers the real knowledge of happiness by letting them know more about themselves in detail through their in born qualities along with the help of the positive living qualities possessed by them and to ward off the negativity in them and also get to know the ways as how to live happily. The worries adopted by them, the negative forces influencing them, need to be discarded for a sweet and happy living. A thought of penning down the wonders of this interesting and mystic manuscript of happy and sweet living with the methods to ward off the negativity influencing the masses has lured the author cum astrologer to bring to the millions of readers the real knowledge of sweet and happy living by letting them know more about themselves in detail with the help of astrological science. With the guidance of this manuscript the reader will tend to know more about themselves through their zodiac signs, their habits, characteristics; appearances; their personality; profession, career; business, finances, their match with other zodiac signs; romance, marriage, weakness their health and disease and finally the negative forces possessed by them and to ward of this negativity factor charming them to become more powerful so that they can lead a sweet, good and happy life.
This Microscopy of Good and Happy Living is based on the practical experience of the author who has meet several thousand people having negativity in their personal lives and those leading a miserable life totally being depressed and dejected who have bitterly failed to lead a good and happy life. The main purpose of writing this manuscript is to impart the basic knowledge of how to become bold, strong, courageous, and how to throw away the negativity in them. [mehr]
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