eBooks „alpha“
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Sabrina Schwarzkopf
Schuld & Liebe, was ist stärker
Gefährten
- Fantasy
- Deutsch
- 6790 Wörter
- Keine Altersempfehlung
- 441
- 3
Ich bin halb Mensch, halb Wolf, aber ich bin in keinem Rudel mehr. Wurde verstoßen bzw. man wollte mich beseitigen und nun bin ich ein Einzelgänger. Kaum zu glauben und das von meinem eigenen Bruder, aber er wollte unbedingt der nächste Alpha sein und ich war ihm im weg. Ich habe mich nur verteidigt und dann lag er blutverschmiert da und regte sich nicht mehr. Ich bekam Panik und lief und lief, wollte nur noch weg. Bin geflohen und habe mich mehre male verfolgt gefühlt. Aber niemand kam mir zu nah, das hätte ich auch nicht zugelassen. Lebe seit etlichen Jahren auf der Straße und ernähre mich von Abfällen die die Menschen wegwerfen. Ich vertraue niemanden und bin gerne alleine. Mein Wolf hat sich seit damals nur noch selten gezeigt und wir können beide damit gut leben. Habe seit damals keine soziale Kontakte und weigere mich zu sprechen, ich gebe mir die schuld, was passiert ist. So wie es ist, ist es okay. Ich denke das ist meine gerechte Strafe.
> - Telepatie
" - Konservation
Schon mal sorry, falls ihr Rechtschreibfehler findet, steckt sie euch ein und behaltet sie. Falls Ihr mehr erfahren wollt, müsst ihr mich lesen. ;)
Hauptcharaktere:
Gabriel van D. Fayrite (Wolf)
Shino van K. Geistfuchs (Vampir)
Michael van J. C. Ashenhive (Vampir)
Schatten - Herrscher über Raum und Zeit (will alles in Dunkelheit hüllen)
Light - Manifestation der Kräfte die in Gabriel schlummern
Noch nicht abgeschlossen. [mehr]
Stichwörter: Wolf, Vampir, Blut, Obdachlos, Feinde, Selbsmord, Verjagt, Auren, Schuld, wahre Gefährten, dunkle Mächte, Telepatie
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Akilah Saunders
Like A Tattoo (Sample)
- Drama
- Englisch
- 3132 Wörter
- Ab 16 Jahren
- 294
- 2
Athena is a small city stylist who has recently opened her very own chic boutique, Rella's Closet. She hasn't been the luckiest in love and has yet to learn that her worth isn't determined by the success of her love life. She needs to slow down in love while turning up her passion for fashion.
The outspoken, ghetto-fabulous, Zendaya is unsure of her place in this world. Love and happiness are a fantasy a lifetime away, which she doesn't have the desire to sit around waiting for. Her baby girl, Icis, and best friend Athena, give her the focus she needs to move past the pain of her childhood while holding her head high in hope of a pleasant future. She's always been a good loyal friend to Athena, but what happens when a secret threatens to destroy their bond? Andre is a perfect gentleman who has been silently in love with Athena since high school, but just hasn't found the right opportunity to win over her heart. Lorenzo is an Alpha male who goes after what he wants and right now Athena is his target. Can Zendaya's and Athena's friendship overcome a major hurdle? Will Andre win over Athena before Lorenzo's quiet storm sneaks in to steal her heart? And who will have a dramatic revelation? Everyone has choices to make. Athena, Zendaya, Andre, and Lorenzo are all faced with the challenge of not letting their insecurities determine their futures. Life is an experience that we carry with us everywhere, always...Like a tattoo.
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Stichwörter: Love, friendship, drama, romance, suspense, akilah, tattoo, lovers
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aurora ashwood
The Pandemic Part 1
an erotic story
- Erotik
- Englisch
- 29349 Wörter
- Ab 18 Jahren
- 129
- 4
Vanessa Leblanc is nothing special physically. She is content to hide her appearance in favor of books and her studies. She is a brilliant student at John Hopkins, looking to better the world through medicine. For now, Vanessa is content to sit in the background and allow others to make the big moves.
One night with Tyrone is all it takes to tip Vanessa’s world on its axis. After that single night, she is determined to concur the greatest reversal in the hierarchy of race in history. Vanessa will create a virus that puts black men, alpha males, at the top where they belong.
After thirty years, Vanessa has finally perfected the virus. It is resistant to treatment and stronger than the previous version. The first round of guinea pigs? The family she built through the formative years of the virus creation. Her family will travel the world, feeling younger than they have in years, and spreading her creation to others.
Within a few short years, the virus has taken hold, leaving no corner of the world safe. Life as we know it has completely changed, the white man sinking to the bottom of the world order. Left and right quarantine zones are being raided; the world being forced to submit. After all, BPV can only do so much in the way of changing the world. It is up to human nature to do the rest of the heavy lifting. But as with any virus, there are bound to be mutations. [mehr]
Stichwörter: erotic black sex
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B. H. Bartsch
Die Eliteeinheit Caesar und Parker
Band 4
- Belletristik
- Deutsch
- 59572 Wörter
- Ab 18 Jahren
- 5
- 5
Zum Inhalt
Nie wieder Las Vegas. Das hat Caesar sich geschworen, als er vor dreizehn Jahren gedemütigt und verraten sein bisheriges Leben hinter sich gelassen hat. Sein heutiges Leben erfüllt ihn. Da ist ein Mann, der ihm den Hof macht, er hat einen Job, der ihm Spaß bereitet, und ein Rudel, das hinter ihm steht. Wäre da nicht die Tatsache, dass er sich verpflichtet fühlt, bald nach Las Vegas zurückzukehren, um seinen Alpha zu begleiten. Keine leichte Sache, wenn man sich einer Situation stellen muss, die man lieber in der Versenkung belassen will. Lug, Verrat und Täuschungen haben ihn schon mal in die Flucht getrieben. Schafft das Rudel, was einer allein nicht kann?
Parker ist zufrieden mit seinem Status als Einzelgänger. Er staunt nicht schlecht, als er aus seiner kurzen Zeit in Las Vegas einem Mann wiederbegegnet, dessen Schicksal ihn damals sehr bewegt hat. Caesar wiederzusehen, bringt seine Gefühlswelt ordentlich durcheinander und seinen Wolf dazu, über seinen Status nachzudenken. Eine Reise nach Las Vegas kann alles verändern. Wird die Stärke und die familiäre Verbindung eines Rudels alles zum Besten wenden können? Kann Parker den Geist der Vergangenheit vertreiben und Caesars Herz vor noch mehr Verletzungen bewahren?
Das ist der vierte Teil der Eliteeinheit-Reihe. Die Geschichte ist in sich abgeschlossen. Allerdings zieht sich eine Nebengeschichte, die ihren Ursprung im ersten Band findet, durch die nächsten Bände. Jeder weitere Band der Reihe bezieht sich auf ein neues Paar und ist einzeln für sich lesbar.
Diese Geschichte hat knapp 61.000 Wörter.
Teil 1 – Die Eliteeinheit – Daniel und Tiago
Teil 2 – Die Eliteeinheit – Noeh und Jérôme
Teil 3 – Die Eliteeinheit – Benjamin und Kilian
Teil 4 – Die Eliteeinheit – Caesar und Parker [mehr]
Stichwörter: Gay, Schwul, Fantasy, Militär, Gestaltwandler, Liebe, Sex, Gemeinschaft, Eliteeinheit, Rudel, Freundschaft, Familie, Drama, Reihe, Gayromance, MM, Männerliebe, Liebesroman, Queer, queere Romane, Romance, homosexuell, LGBTQ, Happy End [mehr]
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Markus Kastenholz, Azrael ap Cwanderay
13 Goldies of Hammer Boox
- Horror
- Deutsch
- 67786 Wörter
- Ab 18 Jahren
Gut zwei Jahre sind nun vergangen, seit HAMMER BOOX gegründet wurde. Mit nicht weniger als dem Anspruch, die Leserschaft bestens zu unterhalten – ein Vorsatz, der meistens gelungen ist, wie viele Rezensionen zeigen.
Zwei Jahre, das ist Grund genug, euch hier einen Querschnitt unserer Publikationen zu bieten. Mit langen Leseproben aus den Romanen und abgeschlossenen Geschichten aus den Anthologien.
Zum Lesen, Stöbern, Neugierigwerden und Reinschnuppern.
Viel Spaß mit unseren Goldies!
INHALT:
Abartige Geschichten Alpha
Asylum
Faye Hell
Dirty Strays -
Von Menschenfressern und Blutsaugern
The Forests have eyes
Jean Rises
Leseprobe
13 Warzones of Cthulhu
M. H. Steinmetz
Es ist nicht tot, was ewig liegt
Kroll
Markus Kastenholz
Leseprobe
Blutgrütz 5
Lothar Nietsch
Susis Herz
13 Gifts of Lady Santa
Alida Gersonde
Jingle Balls
Die Schuld der Väter
Jutta Wölk
Leseprobe
Malleus Daemonium
Torsten Scheib
Totentanz
Ein diabolischer Auftrag
Doris E. M. Bulenda
Leseprobe
Dämonenhammer 1
Markus Kastenholz
Daemonium
Montagues Monster 2
Azrael ap Cwanderay
Bonus-Story
Der Nachtmahr
Marcel Hill
Leseprobe
13 Licks of Nic Hope
Nici Hope
Schandenkater
Abartige Geschichten Beta
Baker Street
Ralf Kor
221 A
Chicago Blues
Ky von Rae
Leseprobe
13 Brains of Zombies
Erik Andara
Was Freundschaft am Ende bedeutet
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Stichwörter: Horror, Thriller, Krimi, Zombies, Cthulhu, Kurzgeschichten, Anthologie, Faye Hell, Erik R. Andara, M.H. Steinmetz, Torsten Scheib, Ralf Kor, Abartige Geschichten, Jutta Wölk, Lothar Nietsch, Ky Van Rae, Jean Rises, Alida Gersonde, Nici Hope, Doris E. M. Bulenda, Hammer Boox [mehr]
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Martin Barkawitz
Musical Mord
SoKo Hamburg 2 - ein Heike Stein Krimi
- Krimi
- Deutsch
- 28039 Wörter
- Ab 12 Jahren
- 889
"Verdammt schöne Leiche!"
Mord bei der Musical-Premiere!
Kommissarin Heike Stein von der Kripo Hamburg will sich eigentlich nur einen vergnügten Abend machen - aber plötzlich hat sie eine Mordermittlung am Hals. Schnell stellt sich heraus, dass der Selbstmord des Opfers vom Killer nur vorgetäuscht wurde. Der attraktive Schauspieler Marc Degner war ein maskuliner Alpha-Mann, der viele Herzen brechen konnte. Oder wurde der Täter nicht von Eifersucht, sondern von Geldgier getrieben? Heike muss schnell feststellen, dass im Musical-Business mit harten Bandagen gekämpft wird und es um Millionen geht. Da ist ein Menschenleben nicht viel wert - auch nicht das einer Polizistin …
Der Autor
Martin Barkawitz schreibt seit 1997 unter verschiedenen Pseudonymen überwiegend in den Genres Krimi, Thriller, Romantik, Horror, Western und Steam Punk. Er gehört u.a. zum Jerry Cotton Team. Von ihm sind fast dreihundert Heftromane, Taschenbücher und E-Books erschienen.
Kontakt:
autor-martin-barkawitz.de
SoKo Hamburg - ein Fall für Heike Stein:
Tote Unschuld
Musical Mord
Fleetenfahrt ins Jenseits
Reeperbahn Blues
Frauenmord im Freihafen
Blankeneser Mordkomplott
Hotel Pacific, Mord inklusive
Mord maritim
Das Geheimnis des Professors
Hamburger Rache
Eppendorf Mord
Satansmaske
Fleetenkiller
Sperrbezirk
Pik As Mord
Leichenkoje
Brechmann
Hafengesindel
Frauentöter
Killer Hotel
Alster Clown
Inkasso Geier
Mörder Mama
Hafensklavin
Teufelsbrück Tod
Ein Fall für Jack Reilly
Das Tangoluder
Der gekreuzigte Russe
Der Hindenburg Passagier
Die Brooklyn Bleinacht
Die Blutstraße
Der Strumpfmörder
Die Blutmoneten
Die Handgranaten Hochzeit
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Der Schauermann - ein historischer Hamburg Thriller aus dem Jahre 1892.
"Super geschriebener Roman" (Leser)
Blutmühle - Dark Fantasy Roman.
"Sehr spannend und gut zu lesen" (Leser)
Höllentunnel - Mystery Thriller
Todestaucher - Mystery Thriller
Über den Autor
Martin Barkawitz schreibt seit 1997 unter verschiedenen Pseudonymen überwiegend in den Genres Krimi, Thriller, Romantik, Horror, Western und Steam Punk. Er gehört u.a. zum Jerry Cotton Team. Von ihm sind mehrere hundert Heftromane, Taschenbücher und E-Books erschienen.
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Stichwörter: Krimi, Thriller, Hamburg-Krimi, Lokal-Krimi, Regional-Krimi, nord-deutsch, Nord-Deutschland, nordisch, Polizei-Romane, Kriminal-Romane, Krimi-Reihe, Krimi-Serie, Ermittlerin, Komissarin, Polizistin, Neuerscheinungen 2016, Neuheiten 2016, Bestseller 2016, Bestseller-Reihe, Killer, Mord, Mörder, in Hamburg, Musical [mehr]
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Max Heindel
An Elementary Treatise Upon Man's Past Evolution,Present Constitution And Future Development
- Esoterik
- Englisch
- 161313 Wörter
- Ab 18 Jahren
This book is written by Max Heindel, the founder, and Messenger of The Rosicrucian Fellowship. This is a reference book of the Fellowship students and Probationers. This book is also referred as Cosmo-Conception or Mystic Christianity.
The founder of the Christian Religion stated an occult maxim when He said: “Whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child shall not enter therein” (Mark 10:15). All occultists recognize the far-reaching importance of this teaching of Christ and endeavor to “live” it day by day.
When a new philosophy is presented to the world it is met in different ways by different people.
One person will grasp with avidity any new philosophical effort in an endeavor to ascertain how far it supports his own ideas. To such an one the philosophy itself is of minor importance. Its prime value will be its vindication of HIS ideas. If the work comes up to expectation in that respect, he will enthusiastically adopt it and cling to it with a most unreasoning partisanship; if not, he will probably lay the book down in disgust and disappointment, feeling as if the author had done him an injury.
Another adopts an attitude of skepticism as soon as he discovers that it contains something which HE has not previously read, heard, or originated in his own thought. He would probably resent as extremely unjustified the accusation that his mental attitude is the acme of self- satisfaction and intolerance; such is nevertheless the case; and thus he shuts his mind to any truth which may possibly be hidden in that which he off-hand rejects.
Both these classes stand in their own light. “Set” ideas render them impervious to rays of truth. “A little child” is the very opposite of its elders in that respect. It is not imbued with an overwhelming sense of superior knowledge, nor does it feel compelled to look wise or to hide its
nescience of any subject by a smile or a sneer. It is frankly ignorant, unfettered by preconceived opinions and therefore eminently teachable. It takes everything with that beautiful attitude of trust which we have designated “child-like faith,” wherein there is not the shadow of a doubt. There the child holds the teaching it receives until proven or disproven.
In all occult schools the pupil is first taught to forget all else when a new teaching is being given, to allow neither preference nor prejudice to govern, but to keep the mind in a state of calm, dignified waiting. As skepticism will blind us to truth in the most effective manner, so this calm, trustful attitude of the mind will allow the intuition, or “teaching from within,” to become aware of the truth contained in the proposition. That is the only way to cultivate an absolutely certain perception of truth.
The pupil is not required to believe off-hand that a given object which he has observed to be white, is really black, when such a statement is made to him; but he must cultivate an attitude of mind which “believeth all things” as possible. That will allow him to put by for the time being even what are generally considered “established facts,” and investigate if perchance there be another viewpoint hitherto unobserved by him whence the object referred to would appear black. Indeed, he would not allow himself to look upon anything as “an established fact,” for he realizes thoroughly the importance of keeping his mind in the fluidal state of adaptability which characterizes the little child. He realizes in every fiber of his being that “now we see through a glass, darkly,” and Ajax-like he is ever on the alert, yearning for “Light, more Light.”
The enormous advantage of such an attitude of mind when investigating any given subject, object or idea must be apparent. Statements which appear positively and
unequivocally contradictory, which have caused an immense amount of feeling among the advocates of opposite sides, may nevertheless be capable of perfect reconciliation, as shown in one such instance mentioned in the present work. The bond of concord is only discovered by the open mind, however, and though the present work may be found to differ from others, the writer would bespeak an impartial hearing as the basis of subsequent judgment. If the book is “weighed and found wanting,” the writer will have no complaint. He only fears a hasty judgment based upon lack of knowledge of the system he advocates—a hearing wherein the judgment is “wanting” in consequence of having been denied an impartial “weighing.” He would further submit, that the only opinion worthy of the one who expresses it must be based upon knowledge.
As a further reason for care in judgment we suggest that to many it is exceedingly difficult to retract a hastily expressed opinion. Therefore it is urged that the reader withhold all expressions of either praise or blame until study of the work has reasonably satisfied him of its merit or demerit.
The Rosicrucian Cosmo-Conception is not dogmatic, neither does it appeal to any other authority than the reason of the student. It is not controversial, but is sent forth in the hope that it may help to clear some of the difficulties which have beset the minds of students of the deeper philosophies in the past. In order to avoid serious misunderstanding, it should be firmly impressed upon the mind of the student, however, that there is no infallible revelation of this complicated subject, which includes everything under the sun and above it also.
An infallible exposition would predicate omniscience upon the part of the writer, and even the Elder Brothers tell
us that they are sometimes at fault in their judgment, so a book which shall say the last word on the World-Mystery is out of the question, and the writer of the present work does not pretend to give aught but the most elementary teachings of the Rosicrucians.
The Rosicrucian Brotherhood has the most far-reaching, the most logical conception of the World-Mystery of which the writer has gained any knowledge during the many years he has devoted exclusively to the study of this subject. So far as he has been able to investigate, their teachings have been found in accordance with facts as he knows them. Yet he is convinced that The Rosicrucian Cosmo-Conception is far from being the last word on the subject; that as we advance greater vistas of truth will open to us and make clear many things which we now “see through a glass, darkly.” At the same time he firmly believes that all other philosophies of the future will follow the same main lines, for they appear to be absolutely true.
In view of the foregoing it will be plain that this book is not considered by the writer as the Alpha and Omega, the ultimate of occult knowledge, and even though it is entitled The Rosicrucian Cosmo-Conception, the writer desires to strongly emphasize that is not to be understood as a “faith once for all delivered” to the Rosicrucians by the founder of the Order or by any other individual. It is emphatically stated that this work embodies only the writer's understanding of the Rosicrucian teachings concerning the World-Mystery, strengthened by his personal investigations of the inner Worlds, the antenatal and postmortem states of man, etc. The responsibility which devolves upon one who wittingly or unwittingly leads others astray is clearly realized by the writer, and he wishes to guard himself as far as possible against that contingency, and also to guard others
against the possibility of going wrong inadvertently.
What is said in this work is to be accepted or rejected by the reader according to his own discretion. All diligence has been used in trying to understand the teaching; great pains have been taken to put it into words that shall be easily understood. For that reason only one term has been used throughout the work to convey each idea. The same word will have the same meaning wherever used. When any word descriptive of an idea is first used, the clearest definition possible to the writer is given. None but English terms and the simplest language have been employed. The writer has constantly endeavored to give as exact and definite descriptions of the subject under consideration as possible; to eliminate all ambiguity and to make everything clear. How far he has succeeded must be left to the student to judge; but having diligently used every possible endeavor to convey the teaching, he feels compelled to guard also against the possibility of this work being taken as an authoritative statement of the Rosicrucian teachings. Neglect of this precaution might give undue weight to this work in the minds of some students. That would not be fair to the Brotherhood nor to the reader. It would have a tendency to throw the responsibility upon the Brotherhood for the mistakes which must occur in this as in all other human works. Hence the above warning.
During the four years which have elapsed since the foregoing paragraphs were written, the writer has continued his investigations of the invisible worlds, and experienced the expansion of consciousness relative to these realms of nature which comes by practice of the precepts taught in the Western Mystery School. Others also who have followed the method of soul-unfoldment herein described as particularly suited to the Western peoples, have likewise been enabled to
verify for themselves many things here taught. Thus the writer's understanding of what was given by the Elder Brothers has received some corroboration and seems to have been substantially correct, therefore he feels it a duty to state this for the encouragement of those who are still unable to see for themselves.
If we had said that the vital body is built of prisms instead of points, it would have been better, for it is by refraction through these minute prisms that the colorless solar fluid changes to a rosy hue as observed by other writers beside the author.
Other new and important discoveries have also been made; for instance, we know now that the Silver Cord is grown anew in each life, that one part sprouts from the seed atom of the desire body in the great vortex of the liver, that the other part grows out of the seed atom of the dense body in the heart, that both parts meet in the seed atom of the vital body in the solar plexus, and that this union of the higher and lower vehicles causes the quickening. Further development of the cord between the heart and solar plexus during the first seven years has an important bearing on the mystery of childlife, likewise its fuller growth from the liver to the solar plexus, which takes place during the second septenary period, is a contributory cause of adolescence. Completion of the Silver Cord marks the end of childlife, and from that time the solar energy which enters through the spleen and is tinted by refraction through the prismatic seed atom of the vital body located in the solar plexus, commences to give a distinctive and individual coloring to the aura which we observe in adults. [mehr]
Stichwörter: rosicrucian fellowship, max heindel, cosmo
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