Very sexy story, thank you....I appreciate the reaction your words created .

I NEED SOME ADVICE, please...

So, it's halfway through the school year, and I really did so well for my first trimester, better than I expected, better than my mom expected. But now, it's almost the end of my 2nd term, and i'm really falling behind. I did a practice test (science) of the exam i have to take at the end of the year, and i just got my results. 1,5/20
Before opening that grade i was telling myself, okay, maybe an 8/20, minimum a 6/20, never did it hit me that i'd get a 1,5.

So, i've been thinking, for a while now... Should i repeat this year? I'm 17 now, (my birthday was 2 days ago) so soon i have to figure what i want to do in the future in everything... If i pass this year, i'll only have one year of high school left... I have no idea what i'm doing...

If i repeat this year over again, i know i'd do things differently. Be more organised, take different classes, extra classes, for extra credit, join the debate club since i wasn't able to this year, take an easier class, since it was to hard this year, pass the test to get my driver's liscence, and more...

I made a pros and cons list, the pros being triple the size as the cons. The cons just mainly being embarrassement, loss of friends, and the fact that i'd have to stay in this crappy house with my mom and her boyfriend for another year...

But i'm really falling behind, and i have another practice exam on Monday, and have to know how to orally analyse 11 already seen texts within 10 minutes, in french. I only know 3 out of the 11. I have two days to learn 9 more texts? That's not possible.

If i fail all my pratice exams, won't i fail the real ones?
So, shouldn't i just give up already?
I'll start over... Next year.

But i'm afraid.
Afraid to leave all my friends, to leave some people that i've known all my life, who've sat next to me in class for the past 5 years...
But i think i'm more afraid of the judgement.
The judgemental looks i'll get from some of those people that i've known for 5 years.
And on top of that, the judgemental looks from those who have been a year below me for the past 5 years, that i've see around the halls, familiar with their faces, some of them their names, but not all.
I'm scared of those faces, those eyes that will look at me, quietly judging, but to me, they're all screaming.
What do I do...?

Is it wrong for me to jeopardize my future, just because i'm scared of what others think?

Please update going back to an old life... Thanks

OMG I love change of life you have to continue it

Hi... Pls update your book 'change of life ' u r such a good writer

So, it's currently 5AM where i live. And my mom and her "boyfriend" (who has been living with us for like over 3year now?) finally stopped yelling. And well, it all started because of me, and all the yelling was based on me. And well, I could hear most of it. And well, that asshole of a guy was that I have no respect? and that my mom is not parenting me correctly and shit. Like bitch please, no respect, and you're the one telling her how to raise her kids, that's what i call disrespect, so first of all, fuck you, and second of all, fuck you.
I just spent an hour rage typing and finally finished, but since i cant still feel the rage inside of me, I thought of just posting a little thing here, but from the looks of the results so far, its not so little.
So here's my little rage, and my sister is spamming me, freaking out, since the last time a fight fight like this happened, I got my first ever panic attack, why by the way, was fucking scary as fuck. I couldn't feel my entire body.
But if you wanna hear more about that, you should probably read my book no limits, I'll probably write about it some time soon.
Okay, the yelling has started again, or talking, cant tell, this retarded ass fuckturd's voice is already loud so I can't tell the difference with his slightly raged voice or his talking voice, behind my closed and locked bedroom door.
It's 5:22AM on December 22nd, totally in the Christmas Spirit!
Wish me luck, and happy holidays to y'all.

xx Daydreamer_222

Hey, thanks for favoring "Tastes of Pleasure, hot and juicy" I hope you like it. ;D

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the neighbor was such a good book honestly everything i like tied into one book!

When will you update change of life? It is amazing