Hello my love.... it's me Kat.... I miss you soo fucking much.. Why did you have to leave. Why couldn't you just stay, why did he have to take you from me and never give you back. I miss you like crazy my sweet love. I think about you everyday, I still cry for you... I still want to talk to you but i know i can't because i know i wont get a reply.... I just ace without you, my heart is still broken from when you left... It's been 2 months since you been gone.... I still haven't really gotten over you... I barely can move on.... I only had one boyfriend after you left. I'm still a fuck up baby :'( i want you back so much! :'( just wright this hurts so much

I miss every single conversation with u Christian....
sometimes I think I go crazy....but I think I feel u sometimes....
idk,
maybe just plain looney in the fucking head.
but there's not a day that goes by that I don't wish we couldn't have spent more time together...
all of those crazy ass conversations....weird awkward meet ups....video chats were always the best....
rare shopping sprees....
and ur writing was phenomenal.....v_v
no matter what happened, we both already knew that we loved each other no matter what
and I can still comfort myself with ur jackets and t-shirts....
because they are a reminder of u, and ur awesome cologne, LoL
but I always felt safe in them....almost like u r still here protecting me or something...
I love you Christian. I love you so much.
and I always will. <3<3<3

---ur S.S.S. Merzalis ^.~

if only u the shit that's happening now....
gosh I miss u so much <3
wasn't fair :/

Hi

Damn I miss ya

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I just read the message, I am so sad and heartbroken. He was a good friend of mine :(

RIP

Wow
timed that shit
typical you
miss u already :/

You are forever in our hearts

R.I.P Baby I miss you sooo much <3:'*