thank you so much for your acceptance and if you got good books to recommend me put them on my profile

It has been about one week since we talked last spoke with each other... What I've found out since we regained communication? He is a paranoid, selfish, and childish little brat.... HE'S ALMOST 17!! I mean seriously!? I don't believe that I've ever met anybody more self-centered than him! Honestly...

I said good bye to a friend today due to his childishness. I'm tired of him being paranoid, I'm tired of his anitics, I'm tired of argueing pointlessly. I'm just tired of it. He won't listen to me and he acts just like my father, whom I hate.

He ALWAYS forgets my birthday and when he finally remembers it only after my birthday. Since father, huh?

Oh well, at least it's not like my sister where he doesn't want to say a word to her. Like seriously, she's your own flesh and blood!

Really?!?! Seriously??? So my bff’s new bf threatened me today…. because he thought that I called her a slut. Heck no! I would never call her that, she means too much to me, it would hurt me, though, to see if she ever did go down that path. Anyway, his crap that he pulled tonight was unbelievable. I’m tired, I woke up after getting 2 hours of sleep, I have to be at church really early tomorrow for choir practice, and I find out that this happens????? Not to mention the fact that I already feel like punching my own father in the face because of emotions that have been stirred in the pot… Pshhhhh… I’m tired of this crap. I really am.

thank you for the friend request

I'm really afraid for my Mom's best friend. She is like a mother to me, and all sorts of other things. She has breast cancer... again. She has had it for about a year or two; closer to a year, I think. They can't operate on her, so she is having to go through chemo, and all sorts of other things.

It was scarier earlier this year, but I found out that the doctor told my mom (she took her to one of her appointments...) that the cancer was going to form in her neck, starting at her shoulder, and literally strangle her to death. It had been three months since I last saw her; her daughter spent the night after Thanksgiving with us. She spent the night like 3 nights in a row. Any who, she took my little sister and I to her house, and I saw her mom. Her mom was telling me about where the cancer was..... I'm about to cry right now.... It has formed in the front right side of her neck, and on the back left side..... It's starting to do what the doctor said it would! I'm afraid that we're going to loose her in a matter of months! I don't know how long it will take to progress, but all I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry in a corner....

I used to be the one that didn't take much concern about what happened with cancer, but when it takes form in a loved one, it really takes a turn on you. I have learned a lot from this.

Please, if you're a Christian, pray for her, we really need to keep prayers falling on her head, so to speak.

I'm sorry that you lost a friend. That's a really hard thing to go through. Sorry, you probably think I'm a stalker, haha

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