Aquilla you on? Where did you go? You left me in suspense!

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Well, my friend that I have been talking about lately.... well, she decided not to be my friend no more.... It was her fault..... She was getting made at me for things that i did that was the right thing to do. She is going to be POed when she finds out that i told the youth pastor.... The post below this is what i wrote in a not on Facebook....

All I can say is that i tried, i tried to help, but they were pushing me away.... (Is it true? That when someone hurts that they try to hurt others? And if so, why?) Why, because they hurt.

Well, in my process of trying to help them I got hurt. I tried to make them see what they were doing by actually telling them, but they wouldn't listen. They wouldn't see it from my point of view or from anyone elses'. It hurts, it honestly hurts that they don't want me to help them anymore, but I have done all I could do to help. It doesn't feel good when there is something that you can try to help with, but it ends up being unhelp-able. It's like something that I can almost reach but can't because I'm too dang SHORT!

So could you just pray for this unspoken of person please? They are hurting superbad, and there is nothing else that I can do because I have been entirely pushed out. It almost makes me wanna cry....

"Surrounded by a crowd, but yet I'm still alone..."

Two things:
First I've been blogging, or 'making a dairy' type thing on this website --> http://aquillla.muzy.com So that might help you a little when trying to find a little bit more about my personalities.....
Second, my friend that I was talking about 2 months ago, well..... I now understand what she meant by 'If I tell you it will ruin our relationship'........ And actually it was more of the things that she did in a way, but still kind of my fault at the same time. And at this point..... I'm ready to give up, give up on trying to make friends at church, and give up on her, because anything I say just goes into one ear and out the other!

DFJGHDSLJKFGHSLDJKFGHJKLSDFHGSDLFKJ!!!!!!!!!! She is so stubborn!! I have a friend who is going through a very rough time in her life right now, and there is NOTHING that I can do for her, she won't 'let me in', she is afraid that if she tells me that our friendship is going to be destroyed. It's driving me insane!! I just don't know what to do. She won't eat, she won't sleep, if she does eat and sleep it's VERY little! -_- Ugh, if you are reading this, just, please pray for her!

Thanks for adding 'Dance of Shame' to your favorites!!!

Ok, I 'm not going to be online much. Reason being? Because I'm grounded on the computer..... Yeah, please don't ask why. Although, I've been able to work on my book more (I normally write it on the computer, but I printed off and have been working on it.), I am also currently (like when this post was posted!) working on moving everything in my room around, just to make it messy tonight.... again! :/ Anywho, I hope you all have a VERY Merry CHRISTmas AND a happy new year.... all year round! :D

And with that said, good night!

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