Jaz, one of the powers of a bully is to make you afraid to tell. They depend on it, because if you told they would lose their power over you. The only way to fight them is to let someone who cares know about what is going on. If your teachers won't do anything, then go to the your minister. If that doesn't work go to the police. there are laws now to help prevent bullying. Last ditch effort if no one will do anything to help you, go to the news paper and find a reporter who wants to get a headline. Giving in to bullying is letting them win. It is better to get hurt, than to let them win, just make sure it costs them. Fingernails across the face works for me.

Advice - In this world there are 'predators', people who seek out the quiet ones. They thrive on the pain they can inflict on their victims. Like a cat that plays with a mouse. They derive their 'power' from inflicting pain. They have sociopath tendencies. They cannot relate to their victims pain.

Until you become stronger. Take your pain and fashion protection. This is what the writers of super heroes do. Read about these characters, it is an analogy of what we can do. Pull all that pain inwards and combine it with your anger. Let that emotion strengthen your back bone. Stand up straight, don't hide, walk proudly. Stare him in the eye, tell him he's the one with the problem. Find strong friends. There's safety in numbers. Create a club, socialize. As long as he can isolate you, it's easier for him to take you down.

I walked this walk, I learned to fashion my emotions into protection. I eventually overcame my evil nemesis. I did it with the above mentioned method and intelligent words. You can too. You are smart, clever and you can be strong and who you are. Not one of us is worthless. God doesn't make junk. Keep writing. Let it out. Robynn

fine. i will make a book foull of everything he said to me. It will be quite a big book.

i feel its a powerful subject that people need to read about. one suggestion? you mentioned a few times that he (and possibly others) said things you couldn't mention. my advice? be as candid as possible. not for the intention of "shock value", but because thats how you reach people. being raw, being real, being vulnerable in your work. keep up with your writing! you have a lot to share.