if tears could build a stairway and a memories lane,id walk right up to heaven and bring you home again

you smile but you're not really happy
you ask but u don't want to know
you talk but you aren't saying anything
you laugh but you don't find it funny
you cry but it doesn't really mean anything
you get up but you're not really awake
you sleep but you aren't resting
you're alive but you aren't really living
this is my life

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Was verschafft mir denn die Ehre, dass Du zu mir Kontakt aufnimmst?

Hey u there?

I may have a pretty face but i have a depressing story