I got told to kill myself today...and i got called a worthless whore...you guys don’t understand how hard I am trying to keep tame so my mother doesn’t find out that I cut... I’m trying not to let it hurt me, but the more I realize who said it and what happened...it hurts...

I’m so fucking sick and tired of putting up a front and faking a smile: so fucking tired of whispering and typing,“I’m fine,” with eyes full of tears or blood running down my thighs. IM SO FUCKING SICK OF IT

Scars that won’t heal, hearts that won’t repair, and souls that remain shattered....

I bring nothing but pain. Not even a rope tied tightly around my throat could save everyone from the intense pain I bring so everyone around me... not even the scars covering every inch of my thighs can save everyone from how worthless I am...

PSA:

Ladies and Gents, I am happily taken. And him and I are coming up on two years. He is my Player Two, and I’m not looking for a new player two!

I’ve learned a lesson today. Never ask to do anything, ever. Doesn’t matter who you’re talking to. Never ask for anything. You’ll always be yelled st and reminded that you don’t deserve anything and that everyone would be happier without you.

What you doing?