1.0 The Mist

The doors have closed behind you

where are you, I can´t see you anymore

you know where I am now

can you hear my words

or do they disturb your infinite silence?

 

My stillness can become yours,

don´t let me stand here,

because I'm dying when you go

 

It hurts to see you in the Mist

don´t know where you want to go

the wind has turned

you have not seen me for a long time

got used to the cold empty

which you left behind with me

 

The mist locks the view

I can´t see you

I don´t know where you're going

 

Because the wind has turned

and the Mist over me

he's blocking my view

I didn´t see you go

don´t know where to look for you

 

2.0 Smells the Sea as it calls

 

I've left my home

perhaps much too early

let me drift

from city to city

and smell the sea as it calls

as it calls for me

 

The waves beat

against my boat

and I drive out

into freedom

 

and the sun is kissing

my face

and I am sitting in a boat

on the sea that called me

 

I have no more thoughts

perhaps they will be gone

freed me

from all worries

and set me in motion again

set me in motion

 

and now

the waves beat

against my boat

and I drive out

into freedom

 

and the sun is kissing

my face

and I am sitting in a boat

on the sea that called me

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

3.0 Colorblind

 

I can´t see anything

it's all black

I feel trapped here

Colorblind, so Colorblind

 

It gets colder around me

it will freeze

I can´t get away

Colorblind, so Colorblind

with you

 

My heart is still

my heart is still

I'm done, I'm done

my heart can die

if it wants

 

I can´t move anymore

I stand still in myself

I feel dead

Colorblind, so Colorblind

 

The warmth that once was

has passed has been advanced

I can´t go with her

Colorblind, so Colorblind

with you

 

My heart is still

my heart is still

I'm done, I'm done

my heart can die

if it wants

 

My heart is still

my heart is still

I'm done, I'm done

my heart can die

if it wants

 

 

 

4.0 Black to Grey

And now I'm standing here

the darkness passes by

I have hardly slept

I have hardly seen anything

 

I touch the part

of myself for a long time

remained hidden

now I know my name

now he knows how to write

 

I tremble at thinking

my head burns out

my hands hold nothing more

my eyes are heavy

I get tired and tired

find no time to sleep

hear the squeak of a door

and my soul comes out

 

Dust falls from her

it has not happened for a long time

she changes to gray

from black to gray

maybe she is looking for the colors

which she took with her earlier

 

I tremble when writing

the last pill is a long time ago

my hands hurt

and my eyes are heavy

I get tired and tired

find no time to sleep

hear the squeak of a door

just the squeak of an old door

 

 

5.0 Paula

I've lost all my thoughts on the road

my head was empty

I had found you among thousands

and didn´t want anymore

 

I sat down and tried

to remind me of what I wanted

every day always happens the same

which I no longer know who I am

but I see your face

it is as if my inner life

another language

 

You were so clear

as clear as a beautiful day in summer

 

You always smiled at me

even if there was nothing to smile at

you are what I always wanted

in my clear hours

always wanted

And in all the uncertainties I was never fair to you

and so many were unclear

 

I've lost all my thoughts on the road

my head was empty

I had found you among thousands

and didn´t want anymore

 

 

6.0 Sunlight

You are the sunlight

that I see

when I open my eyes

after my sleep

 

You are the sunlight

even today

back through the day

 

I turn around

and watch you a little more

while you sleep

your breath reaches my neck

so warm, so close so indescribably good

it's up to you

with you to lie here

and not to ask me anything

wait until you wake up

I smile and we meet again

embrace

 

You are my sunlight

 

I promise you nothing

I'm not telling you anything

from eternity

only from here and now

and from the next morning

 

You are my sunlight

that brings me through the day

that gives me my smile

 

You are the sunlight

even today

back through the day

 

 

7.0 The Dark Tower and the Death

Maybe

my weapons

are not

sharpened enough

 

I have heard that many have stayed here

many turned back

and some never started

 

Now I am standing here

my legs are heavy

I have decided

 

I will not go any further

what should I go

if I don´t want to live

 

I'll stay here

and wait for the darkness

devour me

 

 

8.0 Voices

The voice in my

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Verlag: BookRix GmbH & Co. KG

Texte: Jean Harvey
Bildmaterialien: Pixabay
Cover: Pixabay
Lektorat: Jean Harvey
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 25.09.2019
ISBN: 978-3-7487-1647-1

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