Another Year

I wake up to this bull crap yelling from my bestfriends coming from downstairs. Great that is just fantastic i really shouldn't have given them a key.
"Kenya, if your not down in 20 minutes i will get Cristain to come up there?" my bestfriend Kaya said. Yeah, my name is Kenya i am 17 years old in my last year of high school. I have violet eyes, blonde hair, and i am 5'7''. By the way Cristain is my boyfriend, he is so sweet to me. Okay, moving on got to get ready.After taking about 5 minutes getting the tangles out of my hair and figuring out what i am going to wear i hear Cristain's car pull up. I hurry up and get my bra and panties on, with my black pre ripped skinny jeans on, with my black tank top, with my black over the shoulder shirt on that says "Look At Me Now <3" that Cristain got me because i said i really liked the song, and finally my black stilletos. Then i straighten my hair a little you know those emo looking cuts people be talking about well i have one and i be putting bows and head bans in mine too. After straigtening i put on my eyeliner, then mascaraw, and then some clear watermelon lip gloss on. Soon as i walk at the door i run straight into Cristain.
"Hey, baby." He says.
"Hey." i said looking into those baby blue eyes i know and love. He is 6'2'' so he has to lean down to kiss me, he has black hair which is really cute with his baby blue eyes, and i have known him for 13 years, we met in pre-k and been going to the same schools since. He kisses my lips and sparks fly. I love it and i love him.
"Good Morning." he said.
"Good morning to you to." i said giggling.He always puts me in a good mood and he keeps me calm in some very messed up moments.He so smart and he always worried about me and i like that.
"You ready to go?" he ask.
"Yeah just a minute i forgot my ipod and phone." i said walking back into my room with him following after i just the door behind me he catches on real quick. He kissed me on my mouth before i can even come near to kiss him, he thinks just like me. Before i know it my bestfriend Luke walks into the room. I pulled away from Cristain as fast i could, Luke told me he liked me a week after me and Cristain started going out i have known Luke as long as i have Cristain. I felt so bad because like i know him and Cristain both liked me but the only one that asked me out was Cristain so yeah i couldn't help that. I don't know if i like Luke that way though he was and still is like a brother to me.
"Umm....Kaya sent me up here to tell you guys to hurry up." Luke said walking out the room.
"I hate seeing him hurt like that." i said.
"And you know i try not to kiss you in front of him or anything like that right?" Cristain said. He does do that.
"Yes. We better go." i said walking out of the room. When i got into Cristain's car i fall asleep and before i know it were at school and Cristain is trying to wake me up. When i do get up i look out my window to see the school going wild more than usual too.
"What's going on?" i asked Kaya.
"New boy probably." Kaya said. And with that i was speechless.

Just My Luck

Going to my locker without any of my friends because their lockers for some reason are on another hall including Cristain's. I hurry up to get my books and stuff trying to avoid getting seen by the new boy. I heard he came from YDC and that they even kicked him out of there but hey those are just rumors right? God i hope so because i hate to have to kick some butt. I finish getting my books then bam hit my head on a locker door next to me.
"What the frig?" i said.
"I'm so sorry." i hear a guy say. I look up to find i guess the new boy he didn't sound so mean.
"No it was my fault." i said rubbing my forhead.
"I'm still sorry." He said.
"No problem. What's your name?" i asked him.
"Jacob or you can call me Jake." he said.
"Well, welcome to my school." i said.
"Thanks." he said.
"No problem. Well, i got to go see you around." I said walking away. I think i heard him say bye. That boy was probably 5'11'' or something, black medium hair, green eyes, and was wearing light colors like baby blue and white. When i come in the class no none of my friends have my first period either it is so annoying. Of ccourse boys are undressing me with their eyes and girls are giving me the hatred look. I walk to my desk all the way in the back where no one sits. All of asudden this guy comes in looks exactly like the dude i just talked to the only difference was that this one was wearing all dark colors and had this piercing blue eyes that reminded me of diamonds i looked away though as soon as i heard a girl say some chessey line really that is so lame. He looks around for a desk in the back and the only one left is the one beside me. Great i say to myself. He comes sits besides me and turns to me and say "Can i borrow a pen?" Really? What guy asks a girl they don't know for a pen. I hand him one though because i am nice like that.
"It's out of ink." He says.
"It shouldn't be." i said.
"Fine don't believe me right your number right here." He said pointing at his arm.
"Not even in your dreams." i said.
"Trust me, you don't want to know what happens in my dreams, baby." He said.
"Ewww, stop talking to me." i said.
"What's your name?" He asked. I sat there for about forever, until he just tapped the girl in front of him and asked her what my name is and of course she told him. Ughhhhh.....hasn't anyone heard of personal info.
"Well, it's going to be fun, Kenya." He said out of the blue. I didn't even want to find out what that means.
"By the way, my name is Ju. Short for Juke." he said. I got up and left the room for a bathroom break. When i was headed to the bathroom i saw Cristian at his locker i was walking up to him when i noticed he wasn't alone so i went back where he couldn't see me. I see it's Kaya and she looked mad.
"Why haven't you told her?" she said in a angry whisper.
"I don't want to freak her out i will tell her tonight i got something planned." He said.
"You better." Kaya said turning around walking back. I didn't want to find out what was that all about.

What ?!?

I walk to his locker and he hasn't seen me yet.
"Boo." i said. He jumps up so quick it was not funny.
"Baby, you scared me." He said.
"You okay?" i asked.
"Yeah, but you don't look like your okay?" he said putting his arms around my waist. Sometimes that whole i know what you feel thing is not always good.
"Il nuovo ragazzo." i said. It's italian for the new boy. When i get mad i say things in italian.
"Ughh .... che stupido ho sentito parlare. E 'uno strumento." He said. (You might need Google translation in this bookk) it means Ughh....that stupid guy i heard about. He's such a tool. He get's mad because he knows every boy likes me but he also knows no boy loves me the way he does.
"Awww, my baby is getting jealous." i said.
"You know i get upset when boys mess with you. I love you and i will protect you." he said. I hugged tight and he did the same.
"I know that's true i really do." i said. He kissed me good bye because he had to go to biology while i go to Algrebra. Classes went by so slow without him. About 4th period is when we have the same class which is P.E because i get to see him with his tight shirt on and gym shorts. I on the other hand wear shorts that goes to mid thigh and a tank top to match i always match in gym. I like gym and so does Cristain.When fourth period comes i am so excited until i see the new boy there.
"Stupido ragazzino nuovo non poteva avere una classe diversa sto davvero iniziando a pensare che il mondo è dietro di me." I said in a very angry hushed whisper. I go change out in my black and baby blue shorts and tank top. I pull my hair up in a ponytail and get ready to do whatever were doing in gym today.
"Hey, baby. Stai bene?" I kno it was Cristain because of the italian.
"Yeah, i am okay. E 'il nuovo che è nella nostra classe." I said.
"Don't worry i got you covered he won't mess with you while i am around." He said.
"I know." i said. We go and sit on the bench next to each other.I turn to him as soon as the new boy was looking and start kissing him. The teachers know were together and also know that we don't care who is watching as long as it isn't Luke and Luke isn't in this class. We pull away as soon as we know the teacher is coming. I don't even look at the new boy until i was forced to when he stepped in front of the class he looked mad though. Benfit of the doubt. The teacher walked up.
"Okay, class this is a new student so welcome him." Coach Cale said. Then she turned to him and told him to introduce himself.
"Most people call me Ju. I am from Chicago and i have a twin brother." Ju said and then sat down far away from me thank god. I look at the coach when she said "Kenya show him the ropes." Ughh.....sometimes i wish i was bad in gym.
"Yes Ma'am, but can Cristain help me?" i asked. She said yes and he looked relieved. Juke didn't look happy though, it seemed like me being with Cristian bothers him but hey that isn't his decision who I am with for crying out loud I just met the dude. Juke before we got near him said something like "if he trys to touch I will go off" in italian. I laughed, he looked at me so serious so I mouthed sorry but it was funny to me. We had to show him a series of exercise we had to do. But Cristain wouldn't let me demostrate any of it. He would do all of that.
"Il tuo mi fa sentire debole. Tu sai quanto Odio sentirmi debole." I said. (meaning Your making me feel weak. You know how much I hate feeling weak.)
"Mi spiace di non vedere questo strumento orologio si sposta o piegare in alcun modo. Sapete strumenti sono pervertiti." He said. (meaning I'm sorry I rather not see this tool watch you move or bend in anyway. You know tools are pervs.)
"Dude, like seriously stop talking in your crazy language." Juke said.
"It's not a crazy language it's italian." I said in my italian accent.
"Oh." is all he said.
"Yeah." I said. By that time P.E was over and we could go. School goes by fast for me. It ended quickly though so i was expecting to hang out with Cristain today.I headed to his locker to see him.
"Hey Baby." i said coming up behind him hugging him.
"Hey." he said less enthusiasically.
"What's wrong?" i asked.
"Do you think we can postpone tonight?" he asked.
"Why?" i asked.
"I just need some time to ummmm.....to sleep." he said lying. He knows i know he's lying.
" Stai mentendo a me. Sai come mi sento quando mentire a me. Non posso crederci, onestamente stai andando a sedersi lei e mentire. Bene, tutto quello che non voglio comunque andrò a casa e guardare un film da solo." i said so fast in italian which i said You're lying to me. You know how I feel when you lie to me. I can't believe this, you're honestly going to sit her and lie. Well, whatever i don't want to anyways i will just go home and watch a movie alone. He made me mad and i couldn't believe he was lying to me his girlfriend.
" Mi dispiace, ho bisogno di tempo per me stesso. Dovete capire, vi prego di capire." he said which means I'm sorry, i need some time to myself. You have to understand, please understand.
"Si aspettano che io onestamente a capire che il mio ragazzo il ragazzo che amo è in piedi qui mentendo a me." i said. (meaning You honestly expect me to understand that my boyfriend the boy I love is standing here lying to me.)
"Baby please." he said trying to hold my hand but i moved it.
"Your going to have a hard time making this up with me. I won't let this go. I can't believe this." i said walking away.
"Wait, i am your ride home." he yelled.
"I rather walk." i yelled back.

Forgive Me? No!

I walked all the way home crying. The only thing that sucks i have no one i really want or need to talk to.When i got there i sat down on my couch and started yelling.
"Stupido. Stupido. Stupido. Liar. Liar. Liar." i yelled. I got up and turned on some music and started dancing, not just dancing but cheerleading. Okay, confession time when i was 5 my mom put me in gymnastics, balley, and cheerleading. It killed me almost but i stayed in some of it until i was 15 then i stopped no one knew about it and i don't plan on them finding out. I wanted to break something or do some kind of damage to something. I went downstairs to the home gym and punched on my dad's punching bag. I was so upset, if he lies to me again I think we're going to be done. Someone was ringing the doorbell, I stopped the music went to the door to find it was Christian.
"È meglio avere una buona ragione per aver mentito a me o non sei provenienti pollici." I said. (Means You better have a good reason for lying to me or you're not coming in.)
"Io sono un lupo. Tu sei il mio compagno e io non sapevo come si dovrebbe prendere questo." He said. (Means I am a wolf. You're my mate and I didn't know how you would take this.) I almost freaked out but then I thought about I am a wolf to but he didn't know that.
"Io sono un lupo troppo." I said. (Meaning I am a wolf too.) He didn't say anything after that he just picked me up and kissed me deeply shutting the door behind him taking me up to my room.

"Mettimi giù , il vostro non il mio compagno." I yelled. (Meaning Put me down I am not your mate.) He almost dropped me. 

"How do you know that?" He asked me. 

"I don't feel that feeling your suppose to get. I feel lust for you but that's about it." I said honestly to him. 

"Plus I know your lying to me." I said to him. 

"What do you mean?" He asked. 

"Your mate it is my bestfriend." I said to him. 

"Io non voglio che sia il mio compagno." He said through clenched teeth.

"Why not?" I asked him. 

"She's not you." He said. 

"I'm sorry Cristian you have to go to her." I said. 

"Fine." He said walking out my house slamming the door. When he left I didn't feel sadness or pain or even hurt I just went upstairs and did my homework. 

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 16.10.2011

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