Chapter One

'Are you sure we should be doing this now?' I questioned to Ethan as he continued to grind himself on me. 'We won't get caught don’t worry.' Ethan reassured me. Ethan was my best friend. Best Friend with benefits. We were in an empty classroom during period two. We had a test next period and both of us didn’t study so we decided to bunk off and go study the fun way. I have to admit it though I don’t mind it, he is pretty damn attractive and has a good body. We’ve never been more than just friends - until last month. It started at a party, Alexia's party. He had been drinking a lot and kept falling onto me until I had no choice but to take him up to a spare bedroom upstairs. When I lay him down he kept calling my name like some broken down record player. He kept saying he wanted me to feed him, who knows what. That was when I was so lost in my own thoughts I didn’t notice he had sat up and was edging closer to my lips second after second until I tasted the strong surge of alcohol in my mouth. It was vodka and I’m not a big fan but considering he kissed me I was all for it. That’s when I kind of got lost in the world and started to kiss him back. He pulled away for only a second and his piercing dark blue eyes looked deep into my soul. I felt like we had something, I real moment. I knew he probably didn’t feel anything considering he was too drunk to have emotions and was probably just horny from the alcohol he wanted someone to fuck, but I didn’t care. He wouldn’t remember this night anyway. That’s what I thought. 
The next morning I woke up with the sheets wrapped around me and Ethan’s hand on my cheek. He even looked good when he was sleeping?! How was this possible? I moved slightly and he stirred. He opened one eye and smirked when he saw me. ‘Hayy’ he said sitting up and then falling straight back down. ‘Owww’ he said. ‘You have a hangover’ I said patting his head and giggling.
“I do?”
“Well do you have a headache?”                                                                                                           
“Yep”
“Defiantly a hangover ahaha you drank waaay to much last night”  
“Ohhhh. Last night was fun right?” Ethan said winking at me. 
“Um last night?” I said my voice shaking. I thought when you’re drunk you don’t remember anything?! What was happening was he just joking? Ohmygod.

“Yeah last night was really good. You have nice tits, by the way.” Ethan said motioning his head down towards my breasts that were covered by the sheets. I didn’t know what to say, I just kind of looked at him lying there – now on his back in full view of his perfectly sculpted abs. He caught me looking at them and broke into a grin.
“You like what you see?” He said sitting up. He looked down at me.
“Maybe.” I said sitting up too with the sheets still wrapped around me and trying to hold back a smile. He shifted closer to me and I studied his face. His brown hair had lost its curls overnight and it was dry and matted – in a hot way though. His cheeks were rosy and his eyes hadn’t lost their dark colour. He leaned in much closer until I felt his heavy breath on my nose. He went in for a kiss, at least I think that is what he was doing but I broke away. As much as I wanted to, I knew I couldn’t he already had a girlfriend and I wasn’t about to fall for him. Although I think it’s probably too late now. “Sorry Ethan, can you please pass me my shirt?” I said leaning over him and pointing to the other side of the bed where my little white tie up shirt lay with his shirt, pants, my bra, his jocks, my undies, and my pants, and our shoes which was just another reminder of last night. As last night’s memories started to fill up my empty mind Ethan interrupted me. “If you want your clothes, you’re getting them yourself.” He said smirking. “Fine.” I said abruptly and attempted to pull the sheets off the bed so I could walk to the other side and get my clothes.                                                                                                              
“No sheets.”                                                                                                                                  
“Excuse me?” I said trying to be polite but it came out quite bitchy. “No way. Give. Me. The. Sheets. Now. Or Else.”                                                                                                                                       
“Or else what?”                                                                                                                                                  
“Or else I’m telling your girlfriend about what we got up to last night” I said feeling satisfied with myself.                                                                                                                                                          
“Sure.” He said, laid back as ever. “She hooked up with Matt last night so I dumped her.” I didn’t know what to say to that. “I’ll make a deal with you. You give me my shirt and let me at least walk myself to get it with the sheets, and I’ll do anything for you - besides something sexual related.                                        
“Hmm. No deal.” Ethan said acting innocent again. If he wasn’t going to give me the sheets I guess I was going to have to get my clothes myself naked. After all, he saw all of me last night and seeing he remembered, it doesn’t matter. I yanked the sheets off and stood up off the bed. He stared open mouthed at me. I was going to have some fun with this. I flitted over the other side and bent over so he had full view. I retrieved my clothes and walked straight into the bathroom and slammed the door shut. I leant against the door and let out a big breath. “Phew.” I put on my clothes, took a piss and came back out to the bedroom where Ethan was putting on his socks. “We better go.” He said not making eye contact with me. “Yeah your right. Alexia won’t want us here too long.” I said handing him his second shoe and walking towards the door chucking the pillows in some sort of order as I waked out. “Thanks for the party!” I said shouting as I got to the bottom of the stairs, Ethan trailing behind. “Did you have fun?” I heard a guy’s voice shout from upstairs – it sounded like Seb’s. “No Problem!” I heard Alexia shout as well. “Did you make the bed?” Before I had time to answer we made a run for it.

Chapter 2

Chapter 2:

“Stop! Stop” I said loud enough for Ethan to take a step back.                                                               “What, what” Ethan said in a girly voice, obviously trying to mimic me. “What’s wrong?” He said crossing his arms.
“You hurt me.” I said trying to rub my back where he had pushed me into a dent in the wall.
“Well I’m sorry, did you want me to kiss it better?” Ethan said sarcastically.
“Yes I would actually.” Ethan raised his eyebrows as if to say ‘really?’ and I nodded my head.  He moved towards me, wrapped his hands around my stomach and spun me around so my back was facing him. He snaked his hands up my shirt and massaged my shoulders. He slowly lifted my shirt over my head and threw it onto the desk that was nearby. He slowly started to trail kisses down from my neck down to my shoulders and kissed me everywhere and my body lit up at his touch. I let out a small cry of pain as he kissed the part that was in agony. He kissed it again and again softer each time, until really felt like it was better. He then picked me up and placed me gently onto a desk. He stood in between my legs and I helped him take off his shirt. I ran my hands up his abs to his chest and cupped his face with my hands. He placed a firm kiss on my lips and as time went by I got more and more aggressive. I started to kiss him harder and he followed. He lifted me up off the desk with my legs still wrapped around his waist. His kisses got hungrier and lustful and so did mine. His hands moved down towards my butt and he gave it a tight squeeze. Just when I thought we were going to go furtherer we ever have in a classroom, the bell went and we had to stop because a class was going to be coming in soon. As he helped me put my top back on, I switched the lights on and the room was flooded with light. “Good study sesh” Ethan said grinning as he took my hand and swung it as we walked out the door and along the empty corridors, the distant sound of people rushing into class late. The moment only lasted a second though because he saw Seb coming towards us and my hand was immediately dropped. “Heeeey, Ethan. What were you two up to hmm?” He said looking me up and down. “Oh nothing man, she was just helping me unlock my locker because it was jammed.” Ethan said not making eye contact with me.
“Oh right sure thing mate, see you lunch right?”
“Yeah, lunch.” I watched Seb walk away. His almost white hair made him the person you couldn’t miss when walking past. His sky blue eyes were pretty, but Ethan’s dark eyes were much more mysterious. They made you really think about who he was, and made you want to know more about him. We walked in silence to class and when we got there Mr Asmaa didn’t even speak to us. He just gave us our tests and pointed to two seats at the back of the class. As I made my way down to the back I felt someone smack my arse lightly. I turned around and saw Ethan looking around as if he had nothing to do with it. “Sit.” Mr Asmaa said sternly to us and everyone in the class who were almost half way through their tests turned to look at us. All the girls glared at me and twiddled their hair around their fingers for Ethan. Ethan just gave them all a charming smile which made them all melt. I felt like laughing out loud. He was so pathetic and such a player – yet so attractive at the same time. I sat down next to him and he looked up at me. “You jerk.” I whispered in an angry tone. “Thanks.” He said smirking. “I know you still love me.”
“No way.” I whispered back.
“Yes way. You get so nervous whenever you see me.”
“No I don’t!” I said louder, trying to defend myself.
“You do to.” Ethan said grinning. “I you don’t prove it.”
“How?” I said a little nervous but excited at the same time.
“The nervous game.” As soon as he said that I was already nervous. Just the thought of his touch made me nervous, even if he wasn’t in the room. “No. I’m doing my test.”
“You didn’t study though, remember?”
“I’m still going to try.” I knew I was going to fail anyway but I defiantly didn’t want to play the nervous game – not now anyway.
“Chicken.” Ethan said boking softly.
“I am not! Take that back right now.”
“Nope, it’s the truth.”
“You’re a pig.” I told him.
“Wow. Thanks for that. That still doesn’t change that you’re a chicken.
“Then what will?” I said moving closer to him and opening my eyes wider.
“Play. With. Me. The nervous game.” Wow he was bloody hot when he was angry. I suppose I was going to fail the test anyway so I might as well.
“Fine. But we have to be discreet and I’m only doing this because we’re both probably going to fail anyways and we’re sitting at the back of the class ok? Ethan had already moved his chair closer as soon as I said fine. He placed his hand just above my knee and I shivered at his touch. “You nervous?” He asked.
“No.” He moved his hand further up and I could feel my whole body tingling with excitement.
“You nervous?”
“No. Ok my turn.”
“Ah no you can’t otherwise you just don’t get nervous. I play it with you first then you play with me second.” He moved his hand much further up this time and it was almost at my hips.
He looked at me. “No.” I said. He moved his hand inwards so it was just next to my vjj. He looked up at me.
“Yes.” I said my whole body shaking. If I kept saying no much longer, I was going to explode.
“Good.” Ethan said smiling. “Because I was getting nervous to.”
“Ok my turn.” I said rubbing my hands together. Ethan grabbed my hand and put it on his leg. “Come on ask me.”
“Ok, ok. First I need to make this a bit more interesting.” I tickled his leg up and down and then slapped if so hard the people in front of us turned around and found me and Ethan looking like such idoits trying to not laugh. As soon as they turned around Ethan immediately slapped mine. “Owwww.” I cried out.
“You asked for it.” Ethan said grinning at me.
“That’s the second time today you’ve hurt me.”
“Naww baby, want me to kiss is better?” Ethan said leaning over and placing a wet slobbery kiss on my thigh.
“Ewwwww omg Ethan get off!.” I said trying to lift his head up off my thigh. “We’re in class you shit head.”
“Sorry babe.”
“Stop calling me babe.”
“Sorry honey.”
“Ughhhh your so annoying. Leave me alone.”
“Fine.” Ethan said putting on his serious face. I did the same but I couldn’t keep mine on for very long. I turned around to find him staring at me and started to giggle. “Damn you for being so hot.”
“Who said I was the hot one in our relationship?” Ethan said raising his eyebrows. I blushed like crazy, looking like such a lunatic.
“What relationship?” I asked, still processing what he just said.
“I don’t know. Do you want a relationship?”
“No way not with you ewww.” Ethan looked blank. I couldn’t read his face. This is what I wanted but I knew if he really wanted it as much as I did, he would come running after me.
“Fine. I can’t force you into anything, but just letting you know, I’ll always be waiting.”

 

Chapter 3

 

I feel so lost. I’m feeling almost dead. I wanted this. I really wanted him, but if he wanted me he would have to work for it. It pained me to see him like this. I walked into English first period, late as usual. He was sitting there. He looked almost as dead as me. His hair was all messy and dry and his eyes were hardly open. It looked like he hadn’t slept or ate anything for days. He forced a small smile for me as I brushed past him. The strong scent of his cologne made me feel better. Like I was with him. The day went by way to slow and every minute was wasted thinking about him and wondering if he was thinking about me.

Mum picked me up from school and I wasted the afternoon to. I checked Facebook, had dinner then basically went to bed. I lay there for what seemed hours but really only half an hour. I was constantly checking the time. I lay there with my eyes and head wide open. No matter how hard I tried to sleep, I just couldn’t. At about eleven thirty I felt my phone vibrate under my pillow. I sat up and picked it up. I felt it vibrate in my hand again and flipped it over. My screen lit up as I turned it on. My heart started to beat faster and faster and I read his name on my screen.
Ethan: I miss u
Ethan: I can’t sleep
Ethan: Can I see u?
I read the messages over and over again. I so badly wanted to see him and I couldn’t bare to do this to him. I tiptoed out of bed and swapped my black and purple polka dot underwear for some black lacy ones that came with a matching bra. Just in case. I put on my skinny jeans and a long grey t-shirt. I carried my boots downstairs and closed the door softly after me. I sat down on the steps, put on my boots and walked out the gate and onto the footpath. I walked fast, not because I was afraid of the black night closing in around me, but because I was afraid I wouldn’t have enough time with Ethan even though I knew it was only just midnight. It took me about fifteen minutes to walk to Ethan’s house, we’ve been friends for so long, I could go there with my eyes closed. I put my flash on my phone and walked quicker as I approached his street. I came to his house. Number fifty two, Regensburg St, Sunshandle. I walked slowly swallowing the cold air as I came nearer to his door. I could see a light on in the kitchen which was probably him. I knocked lightly and the door was answered straight away. We just stood there. Looking at each other. He looked me up and down from my rushed ponytail that was done on the way here, to my brown boots that were tied up been messily. I looked at him. He was wearing no shirt – a big distraction, and jeans. After a while he smiled. “Wanna come in? Or did you want to stay out here?” He said grinning. That’s the first time I’ve seen him smile since I told him no.
“Well I guess I should probably come in.”
“You should probably? You have to.” Ethan said taking my hand and pulling me inside. He shut the door behind me and still holding my hand, whispered in my ear. “Your mine now.” His hot breath in my ear sent my body to heaven and back. He took my other hand and looked me straight in the eye. He had his serious face on, but I knew this one was real.
“Hailey Grace Yorkshire. Will you be my girlfriend?”
“YES! YES YES!” I said pulling him into a hug. He squeezed me so tight I felt like I had lost all my air and was going to die, but it was a good feeling, he was warm and I felt safe in his arms.
“Wait.” I said “Where are your parents?”
“They went out for the night.” He said dragging me out to the dining room where we sat down. “Let’s celebrate.” Ethan said pulling a bottle of champagne out of the fridge.
“Ethan, you naughty boy. Let’s not repeat last times episode where you were the drunk one and I was the sober one ay?”
“Don’t worry haha I won’t.” He got two glasses out of the cupboard that was above the oven and placed them on the table. I didn’t lay my eyes off him as he poured us a glass each.
“To us.” Ethan said raising his glass.
“To us.” I repeated raising my glass as well. We sipped away for a minute or two looking at each other and flirting. I finished my glass and declined another one and had to jump out of my seat to stop Ethan from drinking his third. I snatched the champagne out of his hands and put it behind my back.
“You ain’t having this baby.” I said giggling.
“Well, let’s see about that.” Ethan replied stepping closer. He tried to grab it but it didn’t really work. I ran into the living room with it and hid behind a couch. He found me eventually and ended up pushing me onto the floor. I just lay there laughing my head off until Ethan helped me up.
“I’m pretty sure you’re more drunk than I am.” Ethan said laughing
“Hmmm we’ll see about that.” I said wrapping my arms around him and kissing him on the nose.
“He put his hands on my waist and kissed me lightly. He licked my bottom lip, asking for an entrance and I grated it. Our tongues made magic together and my whole body danced inside. He pulled away slowly making me want more. He took my hand and led me up the stairs to his bedroom.
“Sit.” He ordered making me sit on the bed. He sat in front of me and pushed me down. He lay down on top of me and kissed me. Gently at first but with every kiss he got more and more aggressive. Boy he was good. He ripped my shirt off and I lay under him. He smiled.
“Jesus you’re beautiful.” He kissed me lightly this time trailing his kisses down to my breasts. He supported my back with his hand and undid my bra strap. He kissed them lightly one after the other and caressed them with his tongue. I moaned loudly when he started to suck – thank God his parents weren’t home. He smiled happily for the fact that he w`as making me feel good. He moved down and undid the button for my jeans and zipped it down. He pealed them off and blushed when he saw my underwear. He kissed my lower stomach and then my pussy. He slid down my lace underwear and gasped. “You’re so pretty”, he said stroking my clit. He kissed it softy making me shiver. I moaned softly as he started to suck. I was so close to my climax when he pulled away. He kissed me lovingly and then I got up off the bed and told him to stand up. I pulled down his pants revealing his jocks. I was so nervous but excited at the same time. I pulled them down revealing his dick. It was already erect and mother fucker it was big. He smirked when he saw my reaction and told me to get down. I practically jumped back onto the bed and he positioned himself In between my legs.
“You ready?” Ethan asked.
“Just go, you don’t need to ask me if I’m ready ahah of course I am. I’ve been ready for this for so long. Now FUCK ME!” Ethan looked shocked, he’d never heard me tell him what to do before but it didn’t take him long get used to it. I was screaming like crazy. As he plunged deep into me I yelled. Every thrust seemed to get faster and faster. I moaned like crazy.
“Don’t. Stop.” I said in between breaths. But eventually it did stop somewhere. We both fell off the edge and Ethan flopped down next to me. We didn’t say anything for a while. All that could be heard was the heavy breathing of him next to me. He leant over and kissed me gently.
“I love you.” He said smiling. I didn’t answer that. I just smiled and ran my fingers through his hair.

Chapter 4

 I smiled as I woke up, remembering last night. I had a quick shower then put on my work clothes. I worked at a little coffee shop near a lake. I shut the door slowly, not waking up mum and then headed to work. I walked for about ten minutes when I came to the alleyway. It wasn’t so scary in the day but at night when I’m coming home it is really creepy. I dug my nails into my skin and walked in with my head down. I couldn’t focus at work and made three coffees wrong. That got me in trouble, but I didn’t care. Seeing Ethan afterwards had me day dreaming the whole day. 

 

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