Anne Sexton
Since you ask, most days I cannot remember.
I walk in my clothing, unmarked by that voyage.
Then the almost unnameable lust returns.
Even then I have nothing against life. I know well the grass blades you mention, the furniture you have placed under the sun.
But suicides have a special language. Like carpenters they want to know which tools. They never ask why build. Twice I have so simply declared myself, have possessed the enemy, eaten the enemy, have taken on his craft, his magic.
In this way, heavy and thoughtful, warmer than oil or water, I have rested, drooling at the mouth-hole. I did not think of my body at needle point. Even the cornea and the leftover urine were gone. Suicides have already betrayed the body.
Still-born, they don’t always die, but dazzled, they can’t forget a drug so sweet that even children would look on and smile. To thrust all that life under your tongue!-- that, all by itself, becomes a passion. Death’s a sad Bone; bruised, you’d say, and yet she waits for me, year after year, to so delicately undo an old wound, to empty my breath from its bad prison.
Balanced there, suicides sometimes meet, raging at the fruit, a pumped-up moon, leaving the bread they mistook for a kiss, leaving the page of the book carelessly open, something unsaid, the phone off the hook and the love, whatever it was, an infection.
Death note
I'm sorry I like death.
I'm always told to be me but when I say I want to die I get told to let nature kill me
no bitch I'ma die when I want to.
Why can't I kill myself and put myself out of missery
we all know that eventually we'll all die
If you were living in my shoes you'd want to die too
Always told I have worth
What is that huh?
Where it at though?
I am an emo bitch and you can't change that so if you try and fail there is a reason why you failed
Emo bitches like me don't change for people like you
I can die and will die
not now obviously
but soon very soon
This death note is the way I feel about life
and the way others view life
why don't you see it this way?
Emo life is better than the normal life just join it
Judgmental towards Rock Music
Parents always hated Rock music
generally heavy rock and heavy metal music
Parents try to talk you out of it but
How's it working for you?
Parents don't understand that their
child don't like listening to that slow bullshit of music
they listen to
Everyone is different to parents like this
Our music you call bullshit
but really it's your music thats bullshit
Your artist
for example Fetty Wap
can't sing worth a shit but the beat makes them sound better
Just take some time and figure out what type of music is better for you to listeb ti
sit donw for once and compare the music
Which one is bullshit?
Yours or mine?
Comparison between You and I
I wear dark colors only
you wear dark and light colors in a mix
I like the color black
you like any color but black
I like Rock music
you like pop and the new music
I like to not talk
you like to talk
I like to stay alone
you like to stay with your friends
I don't bully people for being gay or bisexual
you bully people for being gay or bisexual
I'm a personal person
your a publical person
This shows that we are not the same
not in any part of our life
not ever are we going to be the same
Nobody is perfect
and nobody is the same
take this into your head and think about this before you go and judge an emo person
I'm not like you
I'm a totalk different person than you are
you should understand that
The way people look at emo people
As an emo person I like to wear dark colors
As a normal person you like to wear light colors
As emo people do anything out in the public there's always that one person watching
as emo people do any publical activities there's always that one person talking shit
As an emo person I deal with a lot of oh your bisexual bullshit
you don' thear us emo people talking shit about you
The way people look at emo people is totally not the way we are supposed to look at everyone
The world isn't how we expect and people aren't how we want them to be
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Texte: Hazel Grace
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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 28.02.2017
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