CHAPTER 1:

All was going like a fairy tale. I got my love. Moreover, we were having a good time together. I felt that we won't ever text each other. but he texted me one day, asked about me and we started to talk pretty good with each other. He was the last person I talked to in the nights. All this gave me a awarked feeling meant in a nice way. As time went on we went from a relationship as friends to fliritng. I began to develop different kind of feelings for him. These feelings were love. I loved him a lot. And as far as I was concern he loved me a lot too. We wrote a lot to each other and then we one day decided to meet each other.

The day

I started my day off as I usally do. Went to college and so on. But when it came to the last lesson of the day an excitement began to come into me. It was a feeling I didn't understand. I never had that feeling before, as far as I remember.

My friends knew that I had to meet up with him. Because they knew the boy too. One of my friends went halfway with me so that I wasn't too nervous. Maybe all the excitement and nervous was a bit girly but I couldn't do anything that was how I was feeling.

I reached at our meeting point and when I saw himw coming towards me I dídn't knew how to react but I also didn't wanted to show him that I'm nervous. He hugged me and then all the feelings that was anoying me ran out of my body.

We went into the park and sat down on the grass. We somehow started a conversation and began to talk about different things. As usual I talked a lot. I can't help I am just like that I always talk a lot at home, with friends, college etc. Slowly and slowly we went into the romantic mood and romantic stuff. In short, we began to open up for each other. He looked into my eyes and it happened. WE KISSED. I could feel his warm lips on my lips. The feeling was just awesome, amazing and much more. I wanted the time to stop right there I just wanted to live the moment.

We enjoyed the day and time came where we had to go home. it was nice to come home too but the whole day and the weekend included I couldn't think about anything else only nad only the kiss. His lips on mine and so on. I just felt that he was with me. We wrote to each other and called which made it even more better. 

The next week came and again we met. Here I was a bit late all because of the busses but apart from that we had a great time and we were having a really romantic time together. Later we had to spread.

The next day he asked me if I wanted to be his and I siad yes, of cousre I always felt I was his. we wrote to each otehr and decided to meet on the coming Saturday. After some days he wrote to me that he wouldn't be able to meet me because of some family plans. I respected the fact and we decided to plan another day. 

The Bad Dream

 The Saturday we planned to meet up but as said because of some fmaily plans he couln't. I went out for a walk and when I came home I saw a few messages from him. I had to read what he wrote a few times since I was shocked to see what he wrote. He was apologizing and telling me that what was happening between us was not really what he wanted. Indirectly he just wanted to break up with me and that's what then happened. I tried to find the reason behind it. I mean we were having a cool time and then he just wanted to get rid of me but he didn't really get into the topic and didn't really want to answer my question. Therefore I felt that it was a good idea to let him go. I asked if we could be friends and he answered yeah of course. Even tho I knew that after a relationship as such we wouldn't be friends. We then wished each other best of luck for the future. 

 

 

1 Month Later!: 

Exactly one month later was gone and no one of us wrote to each other, Surprised? nope I wasn't but yeah felt a bit bad that we didn't even write to each others as friends. I then said to myself that maybe I should be the one to send a message and see what happens. 

Impressum

Tag der Veröffentlichung: 03.10.2015

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