Emotional rollercoaster should be your worse enemy with a man. Trust me.
Last night i cried, tossed and turned woke up with dry eyes.my mind was racing, feet was ran my 3 miles to clear my mind, it always helps me out, its my therapy when im losing it which is usually.
I thought to myself why is he taking me through this kind of love stage.It's not love at all if you ask me.
I'm on a emotional rollercoaster loving him aint nothing healthy.Loving him did no good for me.At all.But he keeps me on this emotional rollercoaster. But i try so hard to get of but get back stuck up in the tear track.
Yesterday i told myself i was gonna be oh right. Gonna start a new day be really, and truely happy. That i was gonna take control of me.
But eventually reality hit mentally, physically, emotionally. And i opened my eyes and still realized that i was still being taking for a constant ride in his emotional rollercoaster.For real it never happened to me at all. But only this one time.
Im tired of acting like he love me, then disappearing so suddenly.Up and down and round and round i go.
And im so tired of him showing sympathy.When he make promises he know that he wil never keep.
Round and round i go. I am on aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa emotional rollercoaster.
His love is noy good for me at all,nothing good and i cant get off.HIS EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER.
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 09.09.2010
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