“I only have sex with guys that have muscular physiques. They are healthy, they take good care of their bodies, and most importantly they look good.” He went on to explain that they were their own community, they even held parties where people had to have certain body types just to get in. He felt attractive when he was with his muscular friends. He only posted pictures of himself when he was surrounded by his muscular friends. It was when he got the most attention and he wasn’t about to give that up, so he decided to do what his friends did.

It started with cocaine. They all partied and coke was simply part of the scene. They told him it was no big deal and actually helped to keep the weight off. It turned out to be the gateway drug that led him to Crystal Meth. He had been addicted now for two years and could not find a way to stop. I explained that muscled bodies tend to be a simple reflection of genetics and how much time someone spends at the gym. But it was clear he wasn’t listening to me. I then asked what goal he wished to achieve through our sessions and he simply answered: “I want to feel attractive again.”

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 22.11.2011

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