Forward, I walk. Feeling like something following me. I run faster. I hear it running faster. Returning to Max's is dangerous created in this path. I felt like the noise was permeating through the forest. I panic, sprinting as fast as I can go! Up ahead, I see Max's house. Him getting worried, shouldn't be an option. He'll always stick around me, acting all weird. I don't know what's up with him. Max would always stare out the window for hours after I leave the house. Why I was gone? Training. To protect him. For us.
Banging on the door, everything is inaudible. I felt myself collapse at the porch, I see Max picking me up before me, in the hospital bed. I felt Max by my side. I always feel him. Quickly, I stop. I feel my heart break. I feel suspicious about Max. I wanted to run out of this house. My heart just emptied. Like my connection to him...lost. Like he dumped you or moved on. Max...why?
I get awaken. Seeing my doctor. "Chrissa, you must have passed out due to stress." The doctor said. "I wasn't in any.." I stopped. Remembering. I remember my training. With my mother, wanting to be like a master fighter. As a kid, I never really got it. So, training reminds me of her, me as 6. Passing from nobody-knows-who. I started feeling it. Tears. I couldn't help it. I couldn't stop it. Dr. Sean wiped my tears. "It's okay." I looked at him, thinking he was some crazy psycho lover dude. "Leave me be.." I whispered, wanting everything to be quiet. He left. I laid on my side, wondering about Max. I had questions...
Why don't I feel a connection?
Did he send me here?
Is he something I don't know?
I didn't know what it think. I just felt messed up. I still wonder what that thing was, me running. I couldn't think about anything.
I look at myself in the mirror in the hospital room. My hair was a mess, many bruises on my face. What happened? I felt hideous! I remember having a white hood and robe like, "Little Red Riding Hood". To cover the bruises, I put it on. Only my eyes could be shown. I feel nothing without Max...especially mother. Then..my heart felt like I had been stabbed there. In my love spot. Me, without knowing it...I had the hospital window open. I felt like I had snapped when I jumped out the window, running from the hospital. I felt tears rolling down my eyes kind of like the speed of light, I ran. Seeing my reflection from the window made me feel like I should be alone. Into the forest, I ran. Then, my feet stopped. This was the different side of the forest.I'd always wanted to go here. Yet, there was two paths.
All I thought I could do was run back. My body didn't let me. Going right, just picking. My feet picking up the speed from the dirt path. As I see all the trees, I see a little shelter. My feet stop. Me, wanting to go in it. Hoping nobody could see my face. I look around. No predators. I quickly run into the house. Luckily, nobody here. I hide in the corner, thinking about Max. I really need to know...
Why don't I feel a connection anymore?
As I lay by the fireplace, I smile at the fact of our memories. Happy and sad at the same time. As I close my eyes, I hear the door open a bit. I hide in the shadows, quickly like a creature. I saw two people walk in. Blond hair girl and guy. They were laughing. Like me and Max had done...
Then, they started kissing as they walk upstairs. Before I was disturbed, I ran out. "What was that?" The girl said, I could faintly hear. "Maybe the wind." The guy said.
As I rushed out, I saw a little cottage from down the road. I quickly and quietly tip toe in there. Nobody in there. I didn't know if anybody would come in. I stepped inside, hoping nobody lives here. It was like the same house. Accept, no upstairs. I was honestly scared. Of what would happen. That doctor seemed a little creepy, too.
I lay by the fireplace, where the other house was. Before anybody could get in, I get up, shut the front door, locking it.
"There." I said. "Better."
I lay back down, next to the fireplace. Slowly slipping off my hood. I was pretty warm, already. As I close my eyes, I see it. A dark dragon-ish shape thing in the darkness of my eyes. Of course, it's probably a dream. It has to be. I haven't gone skivvy already, have I? Shutting my eyes, I
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