Tears of blood
I can hear the clock,
Ticking, ticking away,
My time is coming quickly,
Never time to stay.
No time to wait,
No time to rest,
I must be ready,
It’s for the best.
I can run,
Run from death,
But he will catch me,
A waste of breath.
It’s not right,
Just not fair,
I cannot move,
From his evil glare.
I know it’s over,
But I can’t be glad,
Whenever I try,
It makes me sad.
‘Cause I don’t know the lord,
Never cleansed in his food,
So i m crying,
Crying tears of blood.
Now it’s over,
But i can’t go home,
I’m doomed to earth,
Forever to roam.
Alone
A white walled room
And pews of blood red
Comfort the living
And house the dead
Hold me tightly
my loved ones are gone
ive needed to cry
but cant for so long
Wrap your arms around
Your last living friend
Before he too
Meets a harsh brutal end
Pray you arent alone
When death comes to you
Because dying alone
Is the last thing you'll do
There are dozens of people
But not one you know
Dying alone
Is the worst way to go
Wish thier souls
The very best
Because at the end
Thats all you got left
Let them kiss
Thier loved ones goodbye
They cant wait around
To watch us all cry
I pity the soul who's alone
On his dying bed
Because theres nothing worse
Than lonely AND dead
Pray you arent alone
When it's your turn to die
Because if you are
You cant say goodbye
By Death Do I Part
I never lived,
Until I died,
Battered and bruised,
My senses fried.
My lips sealed shut,
I deserve it all,
I’m whipped again,
This time I fall.
Blood flows smoothly,
Staining my hair,
But the blows keep coming,
He didn’t care.
The bruises stay there,
The scars never fade,
Where’s my hero now?
Can he save the day?
No one wants me
I’m a worthless wench,
If I leave now
I‘ll end dead on a bench.
His tenth drink today,
He’ll yell and shout,
Maybe i”ll get lucky,
Maybe he”ll pass out.
No such luck,
Leans my way,
I scared Ben off,
Now I have to pay.
His friends are all here,
They stand and laugh,
I lie face down,
Knife in my back.
I was beaten to death,
by my husband last night,
But I didn’t struggle,
Didn’t put up a fight.
At my funeral dinner,
Not a soul cried,
Did anyone realize,
That I even died?
I didn’t tell them,
Never uttered a word,
But everyone knows me,
And my story is heard.
Forever
Now my heart is broken,
And my tears have run dry,
My mind can’t work without you,
This is how I die.
But don’t worry about me,
I’ve finally gone home,
I’ll wait for you forever,
Never more to roam.
Truly i must love you,
Cause forever i will wait,
Never moving, never entering,
Heavens open gate.
I’ll do anything,
Not to go alone,
I will wait forever,
For my love to come home.
Darkness
In a dress,
Of silken white,
Dancing alone,
In warm moonlight.
Past and present,
Blurring into nothing,
Blend together,
And around me.
A large mansion,
With iron gates,
A small shack,
With walls that break.
All the same,
Just a dream,
Doesn’t last,
It may seem.
I have met,
Insanity,
Though she tried,
She can’t hold me.
The darkest of days,
Are golden to me,
It’s the lighter ones
From which I flee.
I pray for death,
To end the pain,
Return to darkness,
From which I came.
I turn and run,
For the light does hurt,
am the Darkness,
From below he Earth.
Tomorrow again,
The pain will come,
The fire starts,
I am done.
I surrender,
To earthly sin,
Over and over,
Again and again.
In my dreams,
The bloodshed ends,
I awake, and,
The pain begins.
Where is the light,
Of which they speak,
And the freedom,
That they seek?
Death's Game
Life has ups,
Life has downs,
Life seems to have,
A lot of turn rounds.
There are times of anger,
And vengeful plans,
There are times of love,
And futures grand.
There is darkness,
In every stare,
But also in them,
A light hangs there.
Destiny may call,
But it’s our choice to answer,
One wrong step,
Can lead to disaster.
You will always lose,
Cause Death holds an ace,
Don’t rush your moves,
This isn’t a race.
So live while you can,
Cause Death is ahead,
And love you can,
You can’t when you’re dead.
Even if you hit,
Luck while you’re able,
Don’t hold your breath,
Death owns this table.
Everyone dies,
Leaving nothing behind,
So stand out,
And be remembered in time.
Without You
You’re my will to live,
My heart to give.
Without you,
I don’t know why I do.
You give me reason
To change myself,
Better who I am.
Without you.
I am worthless;
Without you.
You’re the reason
I can take the pain,
Bear my shame,
Stand strong for you,
Don’t know what I’d do
Without you.
You’re my will to live,
My heart to give.
Without you
I don’t know why I do.
You give me reason
To change myself,
Better who I am.
Without you
I am worthless;
Without you.
So be strong,
Give me reason, to keep living on,
You give me my will, my value,
My reason, and my strength,
I lean on you
In all I do.
You’re my will to live,
My heart to give.
Without you
I don’t know why I do
You give me reason
To change myself,
Better who I am.
Without you
I am worthless;
Without you.
Hold me up.
Hold me here.
You have my soul,
And you hold it dear.
How charred it is,
You found light inside.
Find me when I hide.
Help me to abide.
Hold me close,
Or I’ll drift away.
You’re the lightest of lights,
On the darkest of days.
What would I be worth,
Without you?
You’re my will to live,
My heart to give.
Without you,
I don’t know why I do.
You give me reason
To change myself,
Better who I am.
Without you
I am worthless;
Without you.
In your arms
I am home,
Can’t be alone.
Keep me from getting lost
In my own mind.
Without you
I am blind.
But I see with you
In all I do.
You’re my will to live,
My heart to give.
Without you,
I don’t know why I do.
You give me reason
To change myself,
Better who I am.
Without you
I am worthless;
Without you.
You know who you are,
Watching from afar,
Waiting for me,
But you let me be,
Give me my space,
But never turn your face,
Ready to catch me,
When I fall.
Keep me on my feet,
And you always greet,
Me with a smile.
My selfish ways,
My human greed,
But you’re all I need.
You’re my will to live,
My heart to give.
Without you
I don’t know why I do,
You give me reason
To change myself,
Better who I am.
Without you
I am worthless.
Without you...
Without you...
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Texte: Photo is not mine i found it on google images.
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 22.12.2011
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