Bullies are full of hatred
They don't have any love
In their hearts.
I never seen anyone
That could be so cruel
To beat someone down
To the ground until they
Are unable to get back up.
How can someone be so mean?
To spread those horrible rumors
Making everyone believe the worse
In someone
How can someone be so cruel?
To say these horrible words
Only to bring low self esteem to someone
To cause extreme pain to that person
That they turn to self harm....and to suicide
Sadly, this is how life is
How life is going to be
We will gey hurt and mistreated
But one thing we have to do is
To rise above everything that ever hurt us
And to everyone who ever made our lives miserable
Because one thing the bullies don't know
Is that we have a good head on out shoulders.
Since I was thirteen years old, I've been bullied.
I've been teased and laughed at.
For the way I looked and spoked.
Not just by kids, but by adults as well.
They said horrible things to me.
Things that should never be told
To a human being.
This caused me to have insecurities.
To think lowly about myself.
And to distant myself from everyone and everything.
I've became depressed....
Thinking that things aren't going to get better.
That I'll be alone forever.
I thought that no one would ever want to be my friend.
That I'm just an outcast to the world.
I've accepted that and gave up on everything.
Now eighteen years old.
Still getting bullied....
I thought getting older, the bullying would stop.
It never actually stopped, only got worse
But the thing I never had before, I have now.
That is friends and they changed my life for the better.
Now, I don't let bullying stop me from doing what I love.
I never gave up, like they told me to do.
And I stopped listening to their negativity.
Because I know that what they say about me
Isn't true.
I don't take any of their words to heart, even if it does hurt.
I've been fighting this depression
Since I was thirteen years old.
I'm seeming to lose this battle.
But I'm not giving up just yet.
I'm trying to free these demons
That lives inside of my soul.
They are taking away my happiness
Giving me sadness and pain.
Every day I look into the mirror.
Telling myself that I am ugly.
That I'm not worth living in this world
But this is the demons talking.
I wish they would just go away.
Because they are tearing my life apart.
I'm tired of being this insecure girl.
Who
Verlag: BookRix GmbH & Co. KG
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 25.10.2020
ISBN: 978-3-7487-6218-8
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I am dedicating this book to those that struggle with self-love, mental illness, abuse and bullying. It's okay not to be okay. Always remember that someone does care and love you.