the rape

Hi my name is Niyanna I live with my foster mother and father we live in private housing so doesnt look like crap its a very nice apartment. My next door neighbor is my boyfriend Jacob he is so cute and obviously im sexy. Im only 13 and he is 15 he has been more experience then i have so he keeps trying to force sex but we never went further then foreplay. My foster parents dont give a cap about what i do i even ditch school 18 and they did not care but thats of cuorse to spend time with my baby. I dont know where my real mom and dad are i dont think anyone knows i would like to meet them one day if they even excist.


"Bang,Bang,Bang baby come on we got to go to school" Jacob my boyfriend says "Come in babe my parents are at work" i yell to jacob as i come out the shower.I rap a towel around me and come out of the bathroom. Jacob is sitting there waiting for me to come. "Hey baby" i say "wow look at that body i need to hit that" Jacob says slapping my butt "thank you but remember im still a virgin. i might be sexy and all but that dont mean that i have to have sex" I say as i get ready to kiss jacob. "What are we going to do today" Jacob ask "umm well my parents are not going to be home into late tomorrow night" i say "iight so we going to stay here and watch movies and eat and stuff" Jacob says "yup i guess so " i say getting on my pjs and getting jacob some of my foster dads pjs.


"I love watching movies with you because we get to cuddle" Jacob says "aww i love it to" I say. Jacob starts to get closer and closer to me i dont pay it any mind because we usually do this then he starts to but his hand on my thigh and goes between them "What are you doing Jacob" i say "i cant feel on my women once in a while" he says "Dont do that" i say "do what?" jacob says " you know i love when you call me your women" i say smilling "hold on ill be right back" i say. i go into the kitchen so i can go and get me somthing to eat. when i walk back to the room jacob is laying naked on my bed. "take your clothes off dont be scared i wont try and hav sex with yoo dontbe scared" Jacob says im thinking should i do it i dont want him to think that i dont trust him becuase i love him. so i take off my clothes and get into bed with him he pulls the cover over us and grabs my hand and put it on his penis. i pulled my hand away "im uncomfortable" i tell jacob but he does not listen he puts my hand again on his penis and says to "not be scared" its hard for me to pull away becuase he is so strong he tells me not to move my hand away or he is going to make me suck it. then he puts his hand on my vagina can you pleaase stop i ask him very nice. "close your eyes" he says i dont open my eyes becuase im to afraid of what might see he opens my legs and i feel something rubbing on me so i opened my eyes and he is dry humping me "dont say anything or i will punch you" he says i dont remember him being o violent he reached over to his pants pockets and gets a condom out. i close my eyes and pray to god he ont do wa i think he is. "since you dont want to give me some i going to have to take it no one is going to be your first but me" h says with the condom on "AHHHHHHH" i yell as h shove his privite in mine he puts his hand over mouth and tells me to shut up. after a couple of minutes i started to feel pleasure out of this and he laughs at me becuase of my pleasure. I blacked out and when i woke up h was still raping me "i know you like that" he says getting off of me. I never felt that much pain ever in my life. When i got up i saw blood all over my bed. I got a towel and tried to clean it up but no use so i layed the towel down and took a shower.


Today i have to go to school i took a shower and left with out jacob. When i got back home my fost parents were not home so i went on the computer and went on Facebook.com. When i signed on i had a message in my inbox from jacob


From:Jacob Rivas
Subject: Sorry

Baby im so sorry about last night i did it to show my love i knew that you liked it can i please come over and im going to give you more then last night and can you send me a picture of you in that sexy outfit you have.

Love,Your Baby Jacob <3


To:Jacob Rivas
From: Niyanna Marie

Why would you do something like that to me im suppose to be your girlfriend and you think you can just say sorry and i will be okay with you raping me how do i know it wont happen again. Im not trying to get pregnant at 13 or get an std i dont know were your penis been.

Sincerly,Not your sex toy Niyanna </3


Click i took the picture and sent it tis is the last i put under the pic


BAng,Bang,Bang the door went im praying it is not jacob "Who is it" i say "Tia" my friend that lives across the hall says. Tia is a good friend she undrstands me alot. As i let tia in she has 2 more of our other frinds Tianna and Annia "hey hun" she says coming inside. We were on the computer and txting and eating and doing stuff that girls do.


Later that day my foster parents came and i was already sleep into i felt something heavy in my bed when i opended my eyes it was my foster dad he started to touch me on my butt then got under the cover with me he kept humping me into i started to scream then he said no one is going to here you your mom is at the store. He started touching my vagina and made me touch his penis i told him to stop but he would not listen to me not again i said in my head please not again when he was done raping me the phone rang i answered it and it was some lady saying she is comeing to get me and she is my real mother and my real dad was there they said they would be outside the house becuase they said they found out the address from our socialworker i told her i just got raped so she tol me to hurry and get my stuff. My foster dad was sleep so i took everything including the computer i go for my birthday.

When my real parnts got here they came in a limo and it was nice they said they are rich and they have nice neighbors and i have 2 sisters and oe of them are my twin i still don know why i was in foster care and i dont know why my foster father rape me and i don know hy my boy friend rape me.


Its been 2 years since ive been gone and i love life here im not gettig raped i am rich have my own bathroom and everything.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 05.12.2011

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