Kerri
I know I shouldn’t but I do, I love him. Every time he smiles I get weak, every time he speaks my heart just leaps. When he looks at me I feel like he’s staring into my soul. There’s only one problem, he’s my best friend’s boyfriend and my best friend as well. So what can I do nothing that’s what? So I admire him from afar. No one knows how I feel and it’s not fair he was mines first I met Jalen in the 6th grade. I met Layla in the 8th and she came and took him away from me. Layla has and will forever be my best friend though. Jalen was my best friend well until these feelings came, so I distanced myself away and he and Layla got closer I guess. They have been together for four months now and every time their together my heart sinks. I feel like she doesn’t know him like I know him and to be honest she doesn’t. I have to just deal with the reality that he’s not with me and when she is playing him it’s really like she’s playing me. What’s a girl to do? I feel like I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place. My back’s against a wall. If I told him I would be breaking some type of code and since I’m not telling him the only thing I’m breaking is my own heart. I know this sounds stupid seeing as I’m only 16, but I know how I feel and maybe it is a crush but it’s a crush I’ve had for three years and I can’t seem to shake it. I guess that’s just life.
Jalen
I wonder what she’s thinking about. Kerri just seems to drift off lately. I wish Layla would shut up, she keep going on and on about some party. She’s not even seeing that Kerri is gone again. Layla’s just like that I guess, she always misses the small thinks.
“Kerri are you okay” I ask.
“I’m fine Jalen quit asking me that” she smiles.
“So back to what I was saying” Layla starts again and I roll my eyes. Kerri just giggles like she always does when I do stuff like this. They are the complete opposite. Layla is loud and outgoing while Kerri is quiet and conservative. Kerri is super smart and Layla is, I guess she’s smart in a way. Kerri is reasonable and Layla has always been her way or no way. They both are great though. I know I’m with Layla but sometimes I wonder how it would be to be with Kerri. I know she’s my best friend and I shouldn’t think this way but I just have and I’ve been thinking about it for a while. I met Kerri in the 6th grade we were partners in our history class. She was super quiet, but I like to talk so that was okay. I guess one day I said something like or agree with and she went off on me. From that day on we were friends and that made us best friends. I found that she was very talkative and funny. Kerri has always been beautiful but she was always a stick well until now. She is filling out real nice. She’s not as developed as Layla but beautiful all the same. She was kind of distant for a while after we started hanging with Layla in the 8th grade then our first year in high school we got closer again then in the 10th grade more distant and now going into our 11th grade year she’s just quiet and not herself. Layla and I got together because, well I don’t really know why. I love Layla but it doesn’t feel like the kind of love it should be. I don’t know maybe it’s just me.
Layla
I can’t wait for this party. Summer vacation has just started and I’m ready to go hard. No one seems to share the same excitement as I do but that’s how it usually is. I swear Jalen is really starting to irritate me. I really don’t know why I’m still with him. I mean he is very attractive he’s a chocolate color with deep dark brown almond shaped eyes. He has ebony black hair with crisp waves and his lips are round and delicious. I guess the fact that he’s 6’2 and plays football and baseball is a plus. He’s smart too, smarter than me anyway but not as smart as Kerri. That girl is beyond normal smart but that’s my girl and I love her. Man Jalen’s teeth are really straight and white. I like him a lot and love him as my friend but I really miss Kerri’s Brother Jonathan. He left about a year and a half ago to go live with his father in North Carolina but he’s coming back to finish his senior year and stay with his mom and Kerri. Last time I seen him he was the color of caramel and had sandy brown shoulder length thick curly hair. He was 5’8 but Kerri said he much taller now. It’s crazy how someone can grow within a year and a half. His grey eyes put me in a trance and the way he spoke enticed me. He’s addicting and I’m a fiend. I can’t wait to get my next fix. Kerri said he let his braids go and now has locks that are a little past his shoulders. That boy knows just what to do to make me want him more. I bet them locks make him look all the sexier. I know dark skin is in but I love my light skinned caramel Jonathan. His lips are this pinkish brown color and I would love to just kiss them. His body is amazing, he ran track, played basketball, and boxed. I guess I just love athletes. He’s coming home in a couple of days and I know I have a boyfriend but I can’t wait to see him. We have history untold history and I can’t help the way my heart feels. Jonathan just has me hook and when it’s all said and done I know something is going to happen between us.
Kerri
“So Kerri are you going to come with me?” Layla asked.
“Not this time Layla, I have to clean up and get ready for Jonathan’s arrival”
“Right he is coming home, tell him I said hi when he gets in”
“I will” I said and Layla stood to leave.
“Okay well guys I got to go get ready, Jalen will I see you there?”
“Probably not I’m kind of tired from football practice”
“Okay well I’ll call you later” she said and as she turned to kiss him I turned away. Then she left.
“So Kerri what’s up, what’s wrong?”
“What do you mean, I’m fine”
“You’ve been so sad and distant lately” he said. I just wish he could read my mind then he would know how I was feeling.
“I don’t know what you mean” I said not looking him straight in the eye.
“Okay Kerri” he said as if he were getting irritated now he knows how I feel when I have to sit and watch then two. “Kerri I know you and I know when something’s wrong” yeah any one could figure that out but it would be great if you know exactly what was wrong.
“Jalen nothing wrong”
“Okay Kerri if you say so”
“Good because I do say so” I say getting a little irritated myself.
“I just care about you and if you’re hurt or someone hurt you I will do anything to change that I just want my best friend back” I understand what he means but can he change it if he apart of the problem, the thing that’s hurting me.
“Your best friend never left Jalen I’m fine, I promise” I say finally looking into his deep almond shaped brown eyes. We stared into each other eyes what seem like forever and I began to feel warm from the intensity of the stare.
“Kerri is it me?” he said in a low tone. I broke the stare and looked down again at my hands. I just want to scream YES it’s you. But instead I say.
“No” and I bite down on my bottom lip.
“You’re lying you always bite your bottom lip when your lie” he right and that irritates me.
“Jalen just stop I’m fine, damn” I say rolling my eyes and shaking my head.
“Okay” he says harshly and then he gets up and leaves me sitting in the den alone. I hear the front door slam shut and I throw my head back against the soft black suede sofa.
“The day just gets better and better” I say to myself. I realize my book bag is still in the back seat of his car so I rush after him and I get to him right before he starts opening his car door.
“Jalen” I called out to him.
“What’s up?”
“My bag is in your car” I said walking up to him. He grabbed my black Prada book bag out of the backseat and just stared at me. I looked somewhere else to avoid his gaze “What?” I asked nervously.
“Nothing” he said and handed me my bag.
“Jalen, you didn’t do anything wrong, it’s just a lot going on in my head right my head right now”
“Kerri, get in the car” he said pointing to the other side of the car.
“Why?” I asked.
“Because I’m starving and neither you nor your mother have cooked, so get in the car”
“I have to get everything together for Jonathan” I really don’t I’ve been done with the cleaning.
“Kerri get what ready, the house is spotless and he doesn’t get here until eight, we have plenty of time” he explained and yet again he is right so I walk over to the passenger side and I slide into his black 2011 dodge charger and seeing as he had it customized with money that comes from who knows where. He has his last name Stackz engraved in the seats and he had the interior changed to this soft butter cream color. I relaxed as I adjusted in the seat. It’s just so soft. He slide in and turned on the car.
“I’m going to get my new stereo system put in sometime this week, I’m about to be booming down the streets” he said with excitement.
“I just don’t know what to say about you. Jalen, where is this money coming from?” I kind of already have a feeling of where I’m not as naïve as he thinks I am.
“Kerri don’t worry about all that just enjoy the ride” he says nonchalantly. After that I just sat back and was completely silent until we reached the light.
“Kerri” he spoke staring straight while speaking to me.
“What’s up captain” I say using his childhood nick name. He chuckled a little then got serious again.
“Do you think Layla and I should stay together?” why would he ask me that question.
“What do you mean?” I asked sitting up straighter.
“I know I’m putting you in a complicated situation but do you think we should stay a couple?” he asked and turned to look at me for a second he for he looked straight again to continue driving.
“To be honest Jalen you have to answer that for yourself, it all depends on how you both feel about one another”
“Kerri do you want me and her to be a couple” I turned and looked out the passenger window and bit down on my bottom lip before answering.
“I just want you both to be happy” and I turned back to look at him and he was just staring at me. His stare was different though he was staring at me like he wanted me. Maybe it was my imagination but I noticed he scanned my body up and down from my black all-stars to my thighs then my stomach to my chest then back up to my face. My body felt tingly and hot. I met his gaze again. “Did you enjoy the view?” I said with a flirtatious smile. He snapped out of his daze and looked a little embarrass. I giggled and stepped out of the car.
Jalen
I can’t believe that just happened. I was checking out my best friend, and the worst part is she knew. I’m not exactly sure yet but I think Kerri wants to be with me. I turned off my car and got out the car to follow behind her. The way that girl walks she should be a model. She doesn’t know how much sex appeal she has. She stops at the door of the soul food spot we go to and I open the door for her. She smiles and walked in. when where seated I feel the need to apologize.
“Kerri, I apologize for…” but before I finish she cuts me off.
“I’m going to get the rib tips, what about you?” she says and looks up at me from her menu.
“Huh, I um I think I'm going to get the steak and mashed potatoes with green beans”
“Sound good I think I want mac and cheese and cornbread”
“That’s two starches”
“So it ain’t like I’m trying to watch my weight or something” she smiles and rolls her eyes playfully.
“I guess not” I say I guess she doesn’t want an apology.
“Jalen” she says looking back at her menu.
“What’s up?”
“It’s okay” she says and looks up at me in the sexiest way. What is going on with me? I smile and so does she. “So captain what’s for desert”
“How about their double chocolate, chocolate chip cake with the homemade vanilla icecream” I know that’s her favorite. He eyes light up like she was a kid in the candy store. I shake my head and chuckle.
“Shut up you know that’s my favorite” I get myself together before our waitress comes.
“Hey Jalen, Kerri what get I get for you two today?” the waitress Michelle says we’ve been coming here since we were kids. I tell her our orders and add on two root beers. When the food gets there we chow down no more talking to be said until we wait for desert.
“Jalen we can really share one desert that cake and ice cream comes really big.
“Don’t worry princess I got this” I say using her childhood nick name and she giggles.
“So when’s it coming I’m starving”
“Kerri you just finishes eating”
“Not desert”
“Man I forgot I was feeding an army when I’m with you”
“Jalen shut up” she said smiling while throwing her napkin at me. Just then the cake and icecream came. We both grabbed a spoon and ate. After we finished I paid for our meal and we headed back to the car. I noticed it was only 5:30.
“So what’s next, princess?”
“I don’t know we can go back to my house and watch a movie or something my mom went to go handle her business whatever that is before she goes to pick up Jonathan”
“Okay” I drive back to Kerri place and we go in and head straight to the theater in the basement.
“So what do you want to watch?” She asked.
“A throw back old school movie”
“Like love and basketball” I see all the excitement in her eyes.
“I guess” I laugh. She turned it and got us some candy from the candy bar. My family was never close to as wealthy Kerri’s family is. I had to struggle though our families have always been close and helped one another out its always been we were poor and they were rich. But it’s cool I love Kerri she’s family and we ain’t struggling as bad anymore. We watched the movie all the way to the part when they came home from the spring dance or whatever then things started getting hot. Kerri stared at me in the darkness and I stared back. She could feel it to I guess that’s why she stood up and went to the back room. I don’t know what took over me but I followed behind her. When I got to the room it was just as dark as the theater with a dim light on wall. I watched as Kerri lean against the wall with her head back and her eyes closed she too her leg and placed it at the back of the wall the sight was the sexiest thing I ever seen. She really should be a model. Her hair that reaches to the middle of her back was over her shoulder and those full lips just looked so kiss able. I just couldn’t take it any longer I stepped up to her sure not to make a sound. I took both of her arms and put them above her head. Her eyes opened slowly and darkened with seduction. I took both her arms into one of my hands still holding them over her head and I grabbed her leg with the other wrapping it around my waist. She took her other and hopped up on my while I pushed her back up further against the wall. I felt jimmy grow stiff if you know what I mean. And I push up more so she could feel me too. Kerri moaned lowly seeing as she had on material shorts. I did it again and she moaned again. She didn’t know how beautiful she sounded. I searched her light brown eyes and saw lust she wanted me just as bad as I wanted her. I pecked her lips softly and then I went in for the kill I took her bottom lip and sucked on it. We kissed so passionately it took her a second to respond but she did and with get force. I let her arms go and the wrapped around my neck. My hand cupped her behind and it made her moan into my mouth. She didn’t know what she was doing to me. She didn’t know how sweet she tasted. I bit her bottom lip and without hesitation she opened her mouth and let my tongue explore hers. I felt as if I was growing more if that was possible she was making me reach maximum hard. Kerri giggled a little and I knew why. I moved from her mouth to her neck and down to her chest she hummed in pleasure.
“Jalen you don’t know what you’re doing to me” she said in a sexy low whisper
“Oh but Kerri I do” her body shifted and I pushed her up against the wall more.
“Jalen” she said in heavy breaths
“You got to stop moving princess” I kissed her lips again.
“This is so wrong” she said and I knew she was right. “But Jalen you feel so good”
“So do you” I said with one last kiss before I put her down.
Kerri ran her hands from my neck down to my chest to my abs the she pause before she slowly ran them over jimmy. I kind of jumped at her willingness to touch me that way. She put her hand to her side and back against the wall and just stared at me. Her eyes were slanted as they always are and they were dark with desire. I wanted to just take her right then but this wasn’t right and I knew but I did have one question.
“How long have you wanted me?”
Kerri
I looked away then back to him
“A while” was all I could say.
“And how long is that” he said stepping closer, I took a deep breath in but I couldn’t blow it out, he stared deep into my eyes and I finally exhaled.
“Since the 8th grade”
“Umm” was all he said before he took my lips one more time and left me once again alone against a wall feeling really stupid and confused. I walked up the steps as he was grabbing his keys off the table he turned to me. “You have your bag”
“Yeah”
“Good” he said then he walked up to me and stared down at me. He kissed my forehead “I see you later princess”
“Jalen I…”
“I know Kerri, I am too” after that he turned and left I was left confused and alone.. I can’t believe I did that. What is wrong with me? How could I do that to Layla? Oh my gosh how is it going to be when were all together. I can’t believe this shit.
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“Kerri we’re back” I heard my mom yelled. I ran down the stairs to see my brother who looked completely different his hair was longer than the picture I had of him it was now to the middle of his back.
“Jonathan” I ran to him and hugged him “I missed you so much”
“I missed you to little sis” he said hugging me back. I feel so much better now that he’s here maybe he could help me out. I guess he could tell I was off.
“What's wrong little sis?” he asked.
“Nothing I just missed you so much” I answered and he looked my in my eye. Dang it I was baiting my bottom lip.
“We’ll talk later” he said and I just smiled.
“I’m so happy I have both my children here with me” my mom said joining in our hug. We laughed “Okay well I’m going to get started on dinner well I’m going to order dinner because I don’t feel like cooking”
“Okay mom” I said and she walked away.
“Kerri help your brother get settled in”
“Yes ma’am” I said once we got all his bags out the car we went to his room and he closed the door.
“So what’s going on?”
“If I told you, you’d be so disappointed”
“Spit it out”
“Okay when you left Jalen and Layla started dating”
“Layla’s dating Jalen” he said disappointed
“Yes and today before you got here Jalen and I were making out in the basement and”
“Wait haven’t you been in love with Jalen since forever?”
“How’d you know that?” I asked shyly.
“Sorry little sis but” the he started singing the song ‘Writing all Over your Face’ by Rude Boys “It’s written all over your face, you don’t have to say a word” my brother can sing but it was irritating because he was right.
“Shut up, but yeah we were making out in the basement then he just left me and said he’d see me later”
“Sis believe me he’s probably just as confused as you are. We guys handle things differently then you ladies we don’t want to talk things out”
“Then what do you guys do?”
“We umm, we do nothing”
“Good to know” I said shaking my head
“So about Layla”
“What about her?”
“How is she?”
“The same as she was when you were here last” I already know they both like each other they’re so obvious.
“Oh and ima have to talk to Jalen”
“Why?”
“Because I don’t appreciate him having a girlfriend and making out with my little sister”
“Jonathan hush, it just happened we were watching a movie and we just got a little carried away”
“You guys have been friends since forever are yall ready to jeopardize all that to be a couple”
“I don’t even know if he feels the same way as I do”
“Sis trust me, he does” he said and I smiled
“If you say so, Thanks” the night went on and it felt great to have my brother home.
Jalen
What the hell have I done? I made out with my best friend, that’s what. I know I left her confused but that’s because I’m confused myself. I should have just left when she came to get her bag. I can’t believe she said she’s had these feelings for me since the 8th grade, I mean that explains a lot. That’s why she was so distant when Layla and I first started dating. If she would have told me sooner I probably would have been all over her because I’ve wanted to be with her since the first day we met I just put it to the back of my mind because she wanted to be friends. At least that’s what I thought, she tasted so sweet and I can’t get her out my head now. What am I going to do about Layla? We haven’t been Seeing Eye to eye lately and I have been thinking about ending it but it would be real messed up if I ended it with her to be with Kerri her best friend. I want to call Kerri and tell her what I’m feeling but that’s just not going to happen. I ‘ll just call Layla I know she’s home by now it’s 1 in the morning.
Layla
“Hello” I answered knowing it was Jalen.
“What you doing?”
“Nothing I just got home”
“Aww how was the party”
“It was cool, what did you and Kerri do?”
“We umm, we just chilled” I don’t know but something sounded wrong in the way he said that. I’ve always felt that they both liked one another but didn’t do anything about it. I know I sound like a bad friend for going out with Jalen while knowing this but I wasn’t sure until after we started dating but Jalen never said anything so I figured it was okay. I always had feelings for Jonathan anyway but when he left I guess Jalen was my replacement.
“Aww that’s cool”
“I guess but Layla can we talk about something serious”
“Yeah I want to ask you something too anyways”
“You go first” he said and I was nervous because I wanted to end us.
“Well Jalen I wanted to us”
“Yeah that’s what I wanted to talk to you about”
“I just think we…” I started
“Should break up” he finished
“Yeah so it’s not just me”
“I guess not, you’re not mad right”
“No not at all, I think were better friends” I said
“Yeah me too I’m glad we feel the same way”
“That was so much easier than I’d thought it be”
“Yeah” he kind of chuckled.
“So I guess I’ll just see you tomorrow Good night Jalen”
“Goodnight Bunny” he said using the night name he gave me.
“Goodnight” I giggled then we both hung up. I so relieved, we really aren’t together any more. Now it’s time to get what I really want and that’s Jonathan. He finally home and he will finally be mine. Every time I think of him the think back to that night we spent together in each other arms just making out and talking. I was young then but now I am so much more willing to do so much more than make out. Now it’s time to pick out a slapping outfit to go visit Kerri in. Jonathan get ready, because I’m ready for you.
Jonathan
Damn Layla’s with Jalen. I never would have thought. I guess she couldn’t wait for me forever. I know it ain’t gone last because for one I am not going to let it and for two she loves me and I damn sure love her. I’ve thought about that girl ever since the day I left and now that I'm back I ain’t letting her go. I can’t wait to see her just so we can start up from where we left off. (Knock knock)
“Come in” I said.
“Hey Jonathan mom said breakfast is ready. Which is crazy because you know that lady don’t cook breakfast on the regular”
“Well you know she missed me then huh” I chuckled and so did Kerri.
“Well hurry up because I'm hungry and she won’t let me eat until you come up from your new room in the basement. So how do you like it down her anyway?”
“I love it, I feel like I have a little apartment down her, and I like that is all the way on the other side of the basement and no one can come in here through the theater because it’s blocked off”
“Yeah it’s crazy how this house is mad with two basements kind of”
“Yeah but it works to my benefit” I said.
“Yeah anyways again hurry up Jonathan I’m hungry”
“Okay Kerri here I come” I got up and Kerri and I walked up to the dining room and sat down to eat breakfast as a family.
“So Jonathan how’s your father?” my mom asked. They are so in love it’s ridiculous. They got separated because my dad cheated on my mom when he moved away. I know it hurt her but I also know that they both still are in love.
“He’s alright I guess, and if you’re wondering yes mom he misses you. He talked about you everyday”
“Umm” was all my mom said and I just smiled to myself and shook my head. Kerri smiled also. After breakfast we all got dressed and just chilled out until about 1:30pm then Kerri got a called and went up the stair.
“Where you going?” I asked.
“Upstairs I’ll be right back” she answer the she disappeared into the hall.
Kerri
“What's up Jalen?” I said in a nervous voice.
“What you doing?”
“Nothing right now just chilling out with Jonathan”
“Can you meet me so we can converse for a sec?”
“Umm” I paused, “I guess, where?”
“Just meet me at the park since I’m already here”
“Okay” I said and I hung up. I walked down the stairs and to the door.
“I’ll be right back Jonathan”
“Alright” was all he said and I left and walked to the park two blocks away from my house. As I walked up I saw Jalen sitting on a picnic table looking at the nature around him. Man he looks so sexy. I walked up to him from behind and I tapped him because I couldn’t speak. He stood up and turned toward me.
“So” I said
“Kerri I don’t want this to be weird”
“Ok”
“So I think we need to talk about what happened”
“What's there to talked about we kissed that’s it” I said in a nonchalant way.
“What about what you said afterwards”
“It was just in the moment, I didn’t mean it” I said and without even thinking I bit my bottom lip and then stopped.
“Kerri you’re such a bad liar you know that”
“Yeah well I’ll have to work on that”
“So what you’re saying is you don’t have feelings for me”
“I’m saying I love you as a friend and that I have other feeling that I don’t know how to explain” I said then I had to look away because the look he was giving me I couldn’t look at without getting hot inside.
“Look at me princess” he said turning my face back to his. “I love you Kerri and right now I’m just as confused as you are. We’ve know each other for a long time we may have lost touch but we became friends again in the 7th grade so I know it’s meant for use to be together” he paused, “But what I don’t know is if were meant to be friends or are we meant to be more than that”
“Jalen I don’t want this to mess up our friendship”
“I know and that’s why to be for real I’m a little afraid”
“Why?”
“Because Kerri I don’t care about that, I want to be with you in every way possible and I’ve thought about it for a while”
“Thought about what?” I had to ask but I was feeling kind of tingly just from him saying he wanted to be with me in every way.
“I thought about you and me together”
“Like having sex”
“I mean I’ve thought about that too, but no I mean as an item. Kerri I would never just want to have sex with you and not have something more, girl you make feel something no other girl has ever made me feel. I feel comfortable talking to you and telling how I feel because you don’t judge me, you just listen and sometimes I need that”
I was starting to tear up because this was so much.
“Don’t cry princess, I know this is a lot but I want you to know how I feel about you because I’ve been hiding this too long and I don’t like keeping how I feel about you bottle up”
“Jalen this just scares me” I said looking down.
“Do you love me Kerri?” he asked lifting up my chin so I could look him in the eyes. I stared into his eyes and my body took control over my mind. My hands slid up his chest and then my arms wrapped around his neck. He stared into my eyes and I seen his desire and I know he felt mine. His arms wrapped around my waist and he pulled me close to him and then he took my lips with his. The kiss was slow and passionate, intense and seductive. At that moment I wanted Jalen in every way possible. His grip tightened around my waist. I bit his bottom lip and he lowered his hands to grip my butt and I felt myself moisten damn I never knew that someone could make me feel this way. His tongue entered into my mouth and our tongues danced and explored one another.
“Damn” He said against my lips
“Yes” I said lowly.
“What?’
“I love you” I said and he stopped kissing me to stare at me. I just laid my head against his chest and let him hold me. “Jalen I don’t anyone to know about this yet”
“Okay so what do we do?”
“Let’s just keep us a secret and try this out and if it doesn’t work out we won’t have to tell anyone”
“Whatever you want Kerri as long as I get to spend time with you I’m good”
“And Jalen it’s not because I’m ashamed it’s…” he cut me off
“Kerri I understand why and it ok, I kind of feel that way too” he said and I smiled. Man how are we going to do this.
Jonathan
I guess I wasn’t missed as much as I thought, everyone left me. (Knock knock)
“Who is it?” I shouted toward the door. No one answered me so I went and opened the door. Standing there was Layla gorgeous as ever her hair was curly and she wore some light blue jean booty shorts black short boots and this black top that gave a peek of her breast. I smiled at her and she shyly smiled back.
“Jonathan” she said and she hugged me. I wrapped my arms around her waist and hugged her back. She looked up at me and I smiled down at her. Man I was smiling a lot. “I missed you so much” she said. Then I remembered she was dating Jalen.
“I can’t tell”
“What do you mean, I did miss you. Didn’t you miss me?” she said stepping out of our embrace.
“Of course I missed you but aren’t you dating somebody?”
“As of yesterday we broke up. I was hoping we could get back to what we were before you left. I missed us and me with anybody else wasn’t the same” she said stepping closer to me runner her hands up my chest.
“Umm really” I said grabbing at her waist again.
“Really, now can I come in?” he said look at me flirtatiously. I pulled her in and closed the door.
“Show me”
“Show you what Jonathan” she said looking at me in confusion.
“How much you really missed me. I’m damn sure gone show you how much I missed you” I said then I kissed her neck. She gave a soft moan and leaned her head more to the side to give me better access.
“Jonathan” she moaned softly. I kissed and sucked on the other side and she gave off more soft moans.
“Hum” was my answer.
“Is anybody else here?”
“Nope it’s just you and me” I said and kissed her forehead, she smiled.
“Then let’s go to your room and catch up” she said eyeing me seductively.
“Yes ma’am” I smiled and picked her up wrapping her legs around my waist and lead us down to my room.
Layla
He laid me down on his bed and I felt all my feeling for Jonathan come to the surface. I was ready to explode and he hadn’t even kissed my lips yet. Jonathan just gazed down at my body.
“What?” I asked becoming cautious under his gaze.
“Nothing you’re just more gorgeous than I remember” was his response and that all it took for him to reclaim my heart. I leaned up and softly caressed his face. I wrapped my arm around his neck and brought his lips down to mine. As soon as they touched I felt whole and our mouths kissed at a rate I am so unfamiliar with it was rough and passionate we were trying to make up for all the time we had lost with this one kiss. When we broke away for air I looked in to his eyes and I realized that maybe Jonathan was the one. He has never left my mind ever since the first day we met. I think I love this boy and yeah I know I'm young but maybe love at first sight is real.
“What are you thinking about?” he asked and without hesitation I said
“I think I love you” I felt my eyes widen once the words left my mouth and he chuckled seeing my reaction. I was embarrassed I always said the first thing that came to my mind with Jonathan. He smiled down at me and said
“good because I know I love you” I smiled back and he lifted up off of me. I was confused at why though.
“What's wrong?” I asked
“Nothing but I just realized this is not the first thing I was to do with you as soon as we see each other, lets really catch up and take things slow”
“Jonathan but I missed you in every way” I said looking him up and down with the most seductive look I could do.
“Girl I missed you too but let’s not start us off like that” I was stuck off the way he said us. It made me smile.
“Okay” and with that he laid back on the bed pulled me close and we cuddled talking about any and everything. This was nicer than what I had planned and I enjoy being in his arms. This is what it is to be in love this is everything I wasn’t with Jalen.
Impressum
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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 21.05.2012
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