Jed Lin Maye Was Right..

     A "lonely" Sunday leaves me "pondering" infinity?.....15 "odd"

Grunts taking a trip down memory lane...The heroe's journey continuing

Inside Albuquerque, New Mexico..."Infamous" Novelists "riding" down

Route 66?....Scott Stallings taking me to a "special" place....Caffeine

Fiends "pointing" a "stern" finger anew.."Complex" soldiers dealing with the

Demons...Daily madness "morphing" into "accidental" genius?....To be

Continued....

The Bard....The Bard

     The "ghost" of Lizzie Harper "permeates" a "melancholy" mind/

James Harper "pushing" me towards the dome/The "spirit" of Carl

Sandburg "moving" me beyond "breaking" bad?....Walter White

Screams!..."Placing" writer's block "inside" of a "cracked" mirror/

Janis Joplin "pondering" infinity?...."Grey" shadows "tapping" a

"Complex" soul..... 

Paging Dick Greene?

     "Dope" Fiends "walking" down Route 66/"History"/"Herstory"....

Tron becoming real?...AI "merging" with virtual reality/"Chaotic"

Humans "finding" the "new" normal in 2023?...."Cutting" trama

With a knife/"Tender" hearts "soldiering" onward?...To be continued..

Mr Wilson Goes to Albuquerque..

      "Grinding" at 11 pm?...."Wishing" upon a "shooting" star/"Internal"

Trauma "moving" me to the "promised" land/Grandma Nellie smiling

From above....Sister Mary Julius keeping me on the "straight" and narrow/

Just saying...."Eccentric" aspies scream!....Becoming Alexander Wheeler?

Maybe...Not.

Tom Joad was Right...

      Taking a chance to "embrace" destiny?...."infamous" poets roar!....."Night"

Owls "debating" the "purity" of a "superficial" matrix/Shaelin writes......I sigh.

"Experiencing" my own "private" Idaho inside Albuquerque, NM?...Mom &

Pop leading me towards the "promised" land?.....Maybe.

Just Saying....

      Out of my mind/Out of my head?...Ears "ringing" loudly at

8am/A "caffeine" fiend "bracing" for lift-off?...Another day towards 

A "new" normal?..."Sensing" the "illusion" of "complex" confusion/

Poetic" muses "flying" high...."Hunger" pains "leading" me beyond

The "promised" land anew.....

Beyond Mad Maxx

     Walter White smiles.....Mom & Pop eating ramein?....."Insanity" is 

Real in 2023/"Ringing" ears "pushing" me to the "edge" of madness?

"Losing" the last "touches" of sanity...Colorado Girl screams!....An 

"Inflation" Nation becoming part of the "animal" farm/Bruce Banner

"Walking" down the yellow brick road?.....Maybe. 

And Also....I Digress

      The "evolution" of my "confusion" fading to black?...Taking a

Leap of faith/Just because.  "Societal" expectations "fueling" a "manic"

Mind anew/Moments of "philosophical" angst "permeating" before

Futility....The "eyes" of Cody are upon me/Complexities abound!.....

ET becoming the "boogie-man"/To be continued......

Tai Lopez Presents...

      "Hungry" bellies "inspiring" hungry minds anew/I "push" against my

Comfort zone.....Too tired to feel "existential" angst?..."Beautiful" minds

"Heading" towards an "endless" abyss/I see.  16 "odd" grunts scream!

Then Thurston Speaks...

       Hearing "yesterday's" child/"Silent" tears "moving" a manic mind?....1:11 am/

I "push" through the "impostor" syndrome/Reality bites!.....Too tired to think...Too 

Tired to feel?...."Entering" Plato's Cave?......Maybe.

15 Seconds

     Taking my mind to another realm?....."Escaping" hunger pains/I "battle" complex

Demons "pushing" me "beyond" the yellow brick road?....I cry....I cry?....Too tired to

Think/To tired to feel?....The end

 

Soylent Green...Part Deux

      Tired eyes moving me beyond burnout?....Beatrice Maye "inspiring" a

Complex psyche/Jack Kerouac "enters" Route 66....Alan Ginsburg howls!...

The madness of Neal Cassidy "illuminating" an "aspie" mind anew....Peter

Parker roars!...Sigmund Freud pondering a "woke" population?.....Street

Children trying to "quiet" hungry bellies?....Always.

St Elmo's Fire...Part Deux....

     Working myself into the ground?....Harper Lee "Pointing" a

"Stern" finger anew?....Jonathan Hart screams!.....Purple people

Eaters "dotting" a "barren" landscape/"Leaving" the "Great"

Reset in May 2023?...."Lost" souls trying to "reclaim" altered

Lives....Memorial Day "moving" humanity towards the

Promised land?.....Perhaps.

Leaving Plato's Cave....

      "Tired" eyes?......Pushing myself to the "edge"/Hungry bellies "dotting" 

A "barren" landscape/I see....Townes Van Zandt "waxing" poetically/

"Thoughtful" poets battle "frisky" demons anew.....Aunt Fannie giving me

Space to keep it real/Sister Mary Julius smiles broadly......16 candles

Becoming a "rite" of passage?.....Always. 

My Philosophy....

      Taking "reality" to hyper-space?...."Real" teachers "fading" to

Black?....Pet sounds "elevating" an intellectual mind/Just because

I "feel" the pain and "see" the rain...Truth is truth!......"False" Idols

"Inhabit" an altered existence/Crying "silent" tears/"Seeking" a

Ray of light?.....The End.

Freaks & Geeks.....

      Falling asleep at the keyboard?....Ladies of the night "soldiering" onward/

The "source" watching over children of the street/"Hungry" bellies "dotting"

The Albuquerque sky....Dead poets "rising" slowly/Infamous heroes roar!...

"Placing" writers block on "double" secret probation?....Always...

Also I Became....Also I Cried

      "Pushing" poetry to the twi-light zone/Homeless Seniors trying to "quiet"

Hungry bellies anew/Colorado Girls "surviving" the "mean" streets of

Albuquerque NM?....Too tired to care...Too tired to feel/Carolina Blue taking

Me "beyond" the dome/Scott Stallings giving a salute...."Stressed" millenials

Making "uneven" ends meet?.....RIP.

Then Stephen King Said....

     "Losing" my "reality" one day at a time?.....Ernest Hemingway "pointing"

A "stern" finger anew?....The "illusion" of Carl Sandburg "permeating" a "manic"

Mind?....Dexter Tucker "leading" me down the yellow brick road/Sister Mary

Edmund "smiling" broadly?....The End.

Dharma Bums Growing....

      I "feel" the rain/I "sense" painful memories "rising" to the surface...Military

Heroes "dotting" The New Mexican sky/Old souls "smiling" gracefully....I become

A "caricature" of what I could be/I aim for an "endless" moon....I see "visions" of

Cody/William Burroughs taking me to the "promised" land?....Always.

Leaving Walton's Mountain...

      "Examining" my "humanity" on Memorial Day/"Feeling" the energy of

Mom & Pop....Taking a break from the chaos?....Having "internal dialog

While "pondering" future-shock....Ears ring as "pet" sounds move me

Beyond the "comfort" zone/"Stepping" to the "left" of burnout as I "escape"

My so-called self.....

5 Seconds of Sanity....

      Don't call Saul?....Aspie memories "tapping" a "sensitive" shoulder

Anew...."Burned-out" poets finding "comfort" inside "Carolina" Shine?

Cousin Pearlie becoming The She Hulk?....I often wonder if I am real/

Green Goblins "dotting" an Albuquerque sky/"Thoughtful" freaks walking

Down Route 66?....Blues Musicians "borrow" from infinity/Harper Lee

Takes off her mask.......

Entering Animal Farm for Real....

     "Losing" my "poetic" mind at 9pm?....Annalise screams!...Virginia Jones "leading"

Me beyond the yellow brick road/Reggie Anderson "smiling" from up above?....I am.

"Searching" for Danny Wilson/I "walked" through the "valley" of death/I "absorbed"

The Bard/Only the "lonely" write for free.....RIP 

A Brief Moment in Time...

      U-Hauls "dotting" the Albuquerque landscape?....Mom &Pop

Business "experiencing" the pain/"Dope" fiends "swallowing" one

More "blue" pill?....Walter White "pondering his legacy/I see

"Complex" poets "documenting" history/Tom Joad screams!

"Casual" strangers trying to "keep" their sanity?...Always

Who is Alexander Mundy Really....

      Jack Kerouac "pondering" philosophical demons anew?...Neal

Cassidy "walking" the "mean" streets of Albuquerque NM?...Mr

Burroughs cries....Mr Burroughs tries...I "enter" Plato's Cave once

More/I "see" illusions of a "melancholy" baby.....Anne Sexton

"Morphing" into Sylvia Plath as Robert Frost screams!...Ernest

Hemingway becoming the "old" man of the sea?......Perhaps

Not.....

Seeing Surrealistic Pillows.....

      Having "quiet" time with source/"Philosophical" meanderings

"Pushing" me "beyond" the yellow brick road/A "racing" mind screams!

Working Class folks "pinching" de-valued pennies/Multi-Generational

Families "splitting" the rent of "slum" lords...."Quiet" moments in

Albuquerque are rare/The "boogie" man is real.....Walter White

"Smiling" broadly?.....Always.

Losing Walter Cronkite....

     "Leaving" Harvard one more time?....Reggie Anderson "pointing" a "stern"

Finger anew/Delano Williams "pushing" me "beyond" the abyss?....Faye

Creegan "taps" a "sensitive" shoulder.....John Chance roars!...."Stepping"

Inside a "fertile" imagination?...."Seeking" confirmation of "complex" genius?

The End.

Also Harper Lee Tried....

      "Raw" emotions taking me to the "edge" of a "dark" cliff/"Sensitive"

Hands "pushing" me in another direction/The "futility" of popular

Language leaves me sad/"False" Idols "reading" from a "prepared"

Script?...18 "odd" grunts jump!....."Thinking" out loud?...RIP.

Who is The Tin-Man Really....

      Too tired to "chase" silent rainbows/Grandma Nellie smiling from up

Above/Johnnie Brown "leading" me into a "dead" poets society?....Sensing

The "futility" of an "alternate" reality...."Losing" Carl Sandburg at 6pm/

Maya Angelou "entering" a "rare" space.....2023 "directing" me towards an

Endless abyss/"Purity" of purpose "fading" to black.....

Then Bugs Bunny Smiled Broadly?

      "Street" Kings keeping it real.....9am/Albuquerque "tapping" the

Essence of a "Vanilla" Sky?....Walter White "ponders" his legacy?

"Complex" Actors "reading" from a "tainted" script?...."False"Idols

"leading" mom & Pop into an "endless" rabbit hole?.....Janis Joplin

"Moving" me to a "higher" ground?....Jim Morrison "saving" me

From "naked" existence?......Perhaps Not. 

Howl....Howl....Howl...Howl...

      Millenial Angst?...Colorado Girl & Iris taking "reality" to a 

"Different" existence?...Reggie Anderson "smiling" from up above/

Was Sister Mary Julius right!.....Embracing Destiny/"Losing" my

Mind?....Is the "Hero's" Journey too much?.....To be continued..

Just Saying.....

      Only the "lonely" worry about conformity/I "push" complex

Boundaries....Mr Spock taking me to hyper-space?....Jumping

Into a "sea" of angst/I "hear the "sad" sounds of hungry bellies/

"Thousand" Yard stares "gripping" a "conflicted" mind anew...."Losing"

My soul as I gain "seconds" of bliss?...."Infamous" poets "smiling"

Gingerly?....Perhaps Not!

Why Did Goldie Hawn Cry...

      Too tired to sleep/The "new" normal "enveloping" human

Consciousness?...Big Bird screams!...Ferris Bueller takes one

More day off.....Romantic Poets "crying" at 1pm.........Desperate

Housewives "fading" to black?...."Almost" Famous?....Not! 

Hearing Angels Again...

     Making peace/Keeping it real in 2023?....The "new" normal "knocking"

Mom & Pop for a loop/Millenials & Vets "battling" the "mean" streets of

Albuquerque NM/I "enter" the "secret" life of Plants/I become a

"Character" in a "never-ending" story.....Shakespeare "pointing" a

"Stern" finger anew....RIP 

Love American Style......

      "Existing" within the twi-light zone/Bruce Banner roars!....The "Hulk"

"Ponders" infinity/Just because.....Human "frailties" catching up to a "lost"

Son....."Seeing" possibilities "within" an Albuquerque Sky?...The "illusion" of

Beetle Baily "fading" to black.......

Anakin Sky-Walker Presents.....

      My "death" happening in "front" of the keyboard?..."Replacing"

Sanity with madness/The "elephant" leaves the room....Sylvia

Plath screams!....Carl Sandburg "taking" me to a "promised" land?

Horace Newbern "pointing" a "stern" finger as James Harper

Smiles broadly?....Dick Greene "staring" at an Albuquerque Sky?

Always.....

Hannah Straight Really Cares....

     Where is Scott Stallings?......Greg Davis "waxing" poetically?..."Flawed"

Poets "calling" it a career/Not going mainstream/Eating ramein noodles on a 

Daily basis...."Underground" Bards keeping it real in 2023.....Caffeine Fiends

Needing a "quick" hit at 1am.....Melancholy babies "pondering" the "flat" 

Earth/Just saying..... 

Too Many Open Doors.....

          That "long" and "winding" road "leading" me to Albuquerque NM....

"Feeling" the effects of a 9yr journey?...My mind becoming a "shell" of

Its former self...."Capturing" the essence of Mom & Pop...."Seeking" to

Be infamous/I "travel" through the "looking-glass"....I "morph" into a

"Curious" anomaly?....Keeping it real...

Alux is Illusion....

     The "complexity" of human existence "fading" to black?...Hannah

Straight "smiling" broadly?....My "inner" bliss taking me to another realm?

Sister Mary George "tapping" a "sensitive" shoulder/Johnnie Brown

"Waxing" poetically?..."Children" of the "light" overcoming "foibles"/

16 candles "burning" brightly....Bart Simpson screams!.....

The Good Doctor Thinks....

      The "method" of my "unique" madness is simple/Love thy

Neighbor.....Grandma Nellie "touching" a "somber" psyche?

"Reality" moving me "outside" an "alternative" universe....Destiny

Calls!.....I surrender...... 

Standing Upside Down...

      "Creating" characters "within" a philosophical space/

Caffeine Fiends "shouting" from the roof/"Pushing" the

"Impostor" Syndrome towards The Dome/"Running" the

Last "Leg" of a "Sentimental" Race......Bruce Banner "seeking"

The "essence" of Yoda?...Maybe Not!..... 

All Aboard the Night Train....

   The "ultimate" Impostor "chasing" infamy?...."Losing" Linus 

Pauling at 12pm/Einstein "embracing" james T Kirk?.....Mission

Impossibles "leading" me "beyond: The Hearst Castle!.....I am

I was a "keeper" of a "philosophical" dream....I "seek" to "enter"

A "state" of "existential" bliss as Captain Kangaroo smiles..... 

Carolina in My Mind......

     It;s often said to "never" become part of the narrative/Stephen King

Has "stated" that you must writer to be a writer!....I "pretended" to be a

Poet for 9 years/I may have done well?....Bruce Banner roars!....."Living"

The story/Writing the poetry as is.....The "Heroes" journey is flawed/

Humans are "full" of contradictions(smile)....I am only Human(maybe)..

The "Source" leading me to a "Finish" line?.....You decide......

So Much For Talent.....

     Writing" with "reckless" abandon?....John Walton "leading"

Me to Walton's Mountain/"Losing" poetic mojo?....William

Stafford screams!....His-Story "morphing" into  Her-Story?

Coming to the "end" of a "long" & "winding" road.......Sgt

Houston roars!......Does Veronica Mars "know" everything?

"Purple" people eaters "lifting" an "Aspie" Mind?....Stay

Tuned.....

Eyes Wide Opened!

     Coming to the "edge" of a "Surrealistic" Pillow?..."Hearing" the

"Chaos" inside Albuquerque NM?.....I "walk" towards my "alternative"

Self/ Nellie Wilson "Setting" me down a "path" of self-reflection?....Mr

Archie keeping it "real"......Who is The Wizard....What became of The

Wizard?...The "Sunset" comes/Destiny "Places" me on the "Fringe"/I 

Jump into infinity......

Only my Lonely Voice Speaks......

   See....I gave it my all.....I "really" gave it my all?......Really?

Mr Hemingway smiles as Robert Frost screams!.....Maya Angelou

Taking me to a "different" realm?....."Speeding" demons defining

Albuquerque NM?....Lets stop.....Lets chill.....Nuff Said

You Really Believe That To be.....

     "Hearing" the "false" illusion of "fair-weather" friends?....Professor X cries!

"Losing" a "second" state of grace/Napolean Hill "fading" to black.....

Thus Brutus roars....I am but I see "surrealistic" pillows.......

Sister Mary Julius was Really Cool......

     You can "Throw" me under the bus?...Sister Mary Edmund really was deep?

Thinking of various "Melancholy" Babies?...."Lost" Boys "Finding" Real Genius?.

"Aloof" Paperback Writers Scream!.....JR Ewing "Morphing" into Gordon

Gekko?....Col Parsons knew ET.....Eugene "Tried" his best!....Also I thus

Became Caesar!.......

To Shay.....But I For Existence Also.....

     I don't know/I try to "challenge" the "powers" that be/

"Ardent" philosophers crying out loud/Thurston Boyd "Knew"

Everything.....Wanda Barnes "Searches" for Cathy Clack

"Endlessly"/Bo & Luke Duke "Finding" love in all of the "wrong"

Places....Cheba Hut "Warriors" scream loudly?...Tom Joad

Becoming Danny Wilson?....Maybe Not.

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