I "often" touch my "inner" madness/"Frisky" demons telling tall
Tales....The "sense" of destiny "pushing" me beyond the dome...Sitting
Above my "intuitive" self?...Yoda roars!....Danny Wilson leaving the farm
to "join" the resistance?....Darth Vader smiles.....
"Thinking" of a "squared" space/I cry. "Silent" spaces "illuminating" a
Serious soul anew/Dexter Tucker screams!.....The "inner" vision of Brian
Dillard "rising" to the surface..."Stepping" to the "right" of depression?...
Thinking for the sake of thought/Captain Kangaroo becoming a "figment" of
A "fertile" imagination...The End.
Once upon a time in Albuquerque/I cried. "Destiny" tapping a
Sensitive shoulder...Caffeine Fiends "running" down Route 66. Demons
"Smiling" broadly?...Aftershock "morphing" into "Futureshock/Mrs Brown
Screams!...Grandma Nellie "looking" down from up above/Cousin
Wyomia "laughing" out loud?....
"Losing" my mind "worrying" about the "great" reset/Wal-Mart Shoppers
"Fading" to black....Noah "kicking" me off of The Ark?...Jamie Diamon
"Pondering" his legacy/Henry Ford "pointing" a "stern" finger anew...Pet Sounds
"Ringing" inside "complex" ears....Ramein taking me to a "different" realm?
Always.
"Ringing" ears "Pushing" me to the edge?..."Feeling" the "futility" of
An "altered" destiny?....Red-headed academics scream!.....I "became" a
"Character" within the matrix/"Entering" Plato's Cave one more time....
More "lonely" tears "rising" to the surface/"Questioning" existence......
"Stoic" heroes "preparing" for a final battle?....Sister Mary Edmund "saving"
An "old" soul?.....Perhaps.
Thoughts of everyday life "rising" to the surface/Brian Wilson roars!
"Failed" poets "skipping" down Route 66?....Wal-Mart Shoppers becoming
A "ray" of light/Just saying.....Armchair heroes "smiling" broadly?....Homeless
Millenials surviving one more day/"Caffeine" Fiends meeting at Denny's....
I pray....I pray....RIP
Entering Plato's Cave/I cry wind-swepted tears anew....Ezra Pound "pointing"
A "stern" finger?....Sister Mary Edmund embraces infinity/15 "odd" grunts "chug"
One more brew..."Flawed" poets tap melancholy babies....Justice becoming
Blind "inside" Albuquerque, NM?.....Maybe.
Salient eyes "cursing" the matrix/William Burroughs screams!....Captain
Kirk "pondering" his legacy?...I "find" another "little" house on the prairie?
Talent is not enough/The "gate-keepers" smiling broadly/"False" Idols
Reading from a script.....The "source" of my confusion becoming apparent
Now...Seeing the "purity" of man's/woman's philosophical existence?.....
Time "falling" through an "endless" hour-glass.....
Pushing my "aspie" mind "beyond" exhaustion?...."Changing" the
Matrix one poem at a time....Jack Kerouac "pointing" a "stern" finger/
Dharma Bums roar!....."Taming" the "madness" as i "embrace" the
Source?.....Grandma Nellie "leading" me beyond my own "Private"
Idaho?......The End.
Working 24/7....My own "private" idaho seems so far away now/
"Flawed" poets "singing" sad songs/Grandpa "navigating" the "mean"
Streets of Albuquerque, NM....Pet sounds "pushing" me to insanity?
"Jaded" heroes "soldiering" onward/"Thoughtful" house-keepers
Keeping it real......
"Staring" down at an "endless" abyss/"Complex" aspies "experiencing"
A "manic" mind anew?...Brian Dillard leading me "beyond" my own "private"
Idaho?..."Colorado" Girl screams!...."Escaping" the numbness as I "catch"
The bliss of "temporary" certainty?....Yesterday's heroes "morphing" into
Tomorrows "fallen" angels?.....The End.
Giving it all that I have/A "complex" poet "dripping" flawed poetics/
Erika Krauss roars!....Going beyond "Breaking" Bad?...Mom & Pop
"telling" their story/"Nuanced" folks "replacing" one-dimensional characters/
Keeping it real...."Regular" people presenting "balanced" stories.....Warts &
Truth "appearing" side by side/"Green" Goblins "fading" quietly?....Love
Rules!......
Churches "giving" out bad food/Mom & Pop doing the best they can...
Where is the outcry?......Where is justice!......."Slumlords" smiling broadly/
"Fat-Cats" taking "extended" vacations?....Albuquerque NM screams!.....Walter
White makes more "blue" pills....Nuff said.
17 "odd" grunts becoming "caffeine" fiends in Albuquerque NM?...Another
Mass Shooting down the street/Another "hit" to the human psyche....Mom &
Pop trying to weather the "storm" of 2023...Demons "prancing" here/there..
I "cry" salient" tears anew..."Staring" at a "cracked" mirror?...I jump.
"Colorado" Girl "walking" on by?...."Purple" people eaters "looking"
Up at the dome/Grandpa "pushing" his cart down the "yellow" brick
Road/"Smoked-Out" Zombies driving down Menaul?....Jack Kerouac
"Wishing" upon a shooting star?...Is Neal Casidy The Wizard?...Maybe
Alone "within" my "quiet" thoughts/Hemingway smiles broadly.....The
"Ghost" of Robert Frost taking me to a "different" realm?....A "caffeine"
Fiend "ponders" the "essence" of Anne Sexton/Memorial Day 2023 comes
And goes...."Hungry" bellies "imagine" hamburgers & hotdogs/"Blue" pills
"Floating" non-stop......"Drug-Store" cowboys taking a leap of faith?....RIP
The "big bang theory" leaving me reflective.....Einstein screams!...The
Notion of ET "moving" me to the "promised" land?..."Hungry" millenials
"Dotting" the "mean" streets" of Albuquerque NM/"Tired" eyes making it
One more day...Tuesday morning madness "rising" to the surface anew/
1 "odd" grunt having another "cup" of joe?....Always.
Taking back the country 1 poem at a time/"False" Leaders "leading"
The people into the abyss?...Benjamin Franklin screams!.....Is the
"Programming" complete?....Red plus Blue "equals" Purple/Grandma
Nellie "pointing" a "stern" finger anew....Billionaires "wearing" a
Mask/The "distracted" masses being "led" towards a "final" solution?
God is real.....Nuff said.
I often "see" voices" in The Albuquerque Sky/The "illusion" of my
Reality "morphing" into a "spiritual" existence.....The "source"
Pushing me to the "other" side?...I "saw" Colorado Girl/Destiny
Becoming a "figment" of a "fertile" imagination/The "complexities" of
Complex poets become apparent.....An "aspie" mind playing tricks?
Always....
"pushing" my poetry to another dimension?...."Caffeine" fiends scream!....
Homeless people keeping it real/Millenial "knowledge" scaring the "boogie-man"/
Ears "ringing" 24/7....."Hungry" bellies "crying" salient tears anew/Grandma
Nellie smiling from up above/! "odd" grunt making a difference?.....To be
Continued....
Taking the "last" train to Clarksville?....Clark Kent screams!.....Mom & Pop
Surviving one more night on the "mean" streets of Albuquerque NM/Al Unser
"Pointing" a "stern" finger?....JR Ewing "leading" me "beyond" my own
"Private" Idaho/Pet Sounds "illuminating" a "manic" mind at 9am?....."Entering"
Plato's Cave?.....Perhaps.
Saying "goodbye" to Broadway??.....The "illusion" of the "impostor"
Syndrome becoming real....."Hungry" bellies "filling" the Albuquerque
Landscape anew/Mr Greenjeans "pointing" a stern finger/Seeking a
"Sense" of self?...Wayward fellows "discovering" bliss.......Giving all
That I have/Sad songs "playing" around midnight/Chasing Delancey/
Re-imagining James Baldwin?....One more "secret" life of plants?
To be continued.....
Wal-Mart Shoppers "illuminating" a "manic" sky/"Esoteric" Forces
Taking mom & pop to a "different" realm/Dr Strange screams!.....Sensing
A "break" in reality/Mr Bill "tapping" a "sensitive" shoulder?...."Losing"
Existence as I "find" the spirit/Tired eyes looking up at the dome/
ET "allowing" me to "seek" my "own" private Idaho?.....Nuff said.
Writing to live as I live to write....I "use" my manic psyche to the limit/
Sunday afternoon "reflections" challenging the "impostor" syndrome...Who
Is Jerome Powell?....Is he the "real" boogie-man?....Caffeine Fiends "aiming"
For the dome.....Homeless millenials trying to "survive" one more day/Walter
White "pushing" the "blue" pills 24/7....Grandma "preparing" for battle?.......
Nuff said.
Giving poetry everything I have/The "madness" entering a "complex"
Mind?....I "jump" into an "eternal" abyss?...."Sacrificing" my soul for
"purity" of purpose/I see....Paperback Writers "challenging" ET......The
Matrix becoming 2001?....Truman Capote yells!......It's a club/Humans
Don't belong.....George Carlin smiles broadly.
Mom & Pop saying "silent" prayers/Aunt Sis "smiling" from up
Above/The "nuances" of "flawed" souls "rising" to the surface/
Delano Williams "telling" tall tales?...."Eccentric" poets "finding"
Townes Van Zandt?......"True" Genius belonging to the people/
Gladys Jarmin tried...Gladys Jarmin cried.....RIP
Do i really "care" about the "poetic" form?...."Grinding" on a
Daily basis/"Losing" my "spirit" one "key-stroke" at a time/
"Tired" eyes "fading" to black/Another cup of joe?....16 "odd"
Grunts "chasing" grey shadows/"Walking" beyond Minnesota?
"Hearing" "purple" people eaters?.......Maybe.
"Kicking" the can down the road/The "futility" of philosophical"
Existence "fading to black/Faye Creegan "pointing" a "stern" finger anew/John
Chance "waxing" poetically/Disabled wheel-chair drivers roar!...."Hearing"
The "secret" life of plants?...Tijuana Stories "rising" with The Albuquerque
Sunrise?....Purple "people" eaters crying "salient" tears anew?...RIP
Making sense of the senseless?....Sanity taking a "left" towards
Insanity/Jack Kerouac "moving" me to the "right" of Route 66?....Thus
William Burroughs screams!....A "conscious" spirit "walking" into the
Unknown....Delano Williams "waxing" poetically?.....Perhaps.
"Dharma" Blues turning into "manic" mondays....Amanda taking me to
A "different" space...."Losing" my "religion" at 3am/The "final" countdown
"leaving" me "crashing" into "pop" culture....Trying to "elevate" unseen
Voices/"Street" children "surviving" one more day/The "nuances" of a "chosen"
Few is complete now....I am....I was....I became...Nuff Said!
"Writing" towards Harvard?....15 seconds of "grace" inspiring an
"Aspie" mind anew/Stephanie Deans screams!.....Just because......
The "futility" of Mickey Mouse becoming apparent.....Alexander
Mundy "waxing" poetically?....Working Class Heroes "Pondering"
Good Will Hunting??...Mrs Maye "tapping" a "sensitive" shoulder...
"lost" in emotion/"Full" Metal Jackets "fading" to black....RIP.
"Healing" voices at 4am?....."Conspiracies" fading to black/I saw....
"Hungry" bellies "touching" an Albuquerque Sky.....Falling "asleep" while standing?
"Experiencing" brain fog??...Mom & Pop "retiring" from Wal-Mart ?...K-Mart
Shoppers scream!....
"Early" morning thoughts turning to "solid" energy? I
"experience" in totality?....."Almost" ready to "abandon" ship.....
Workaholics scream!....."Nuanced" fatalism "rising to the surface
Anew...."Catch" me if you can?.....Bye.
"Aspie" Minds "examining" day-dream believers?....John Lennon
"Seeking" yellow submarines?....Timothy Leary screams!.....Alan Ginsburg
"Howls" quietly/Because Al & Bobby Unser "drove" in the hood?
Can I get an Amen please!.....
Writing becoming a "chore" rather than a calling?...The "partial"
Destruction of The Working-Class in 2023 is "almost" complete.....
The "Gods" of above "plotting" their next move?....Traumatized
Poets trying to make a "last" push of sanity?....The "final" elements
Of my poetry "aiming" for the "cherry" moon?...Can we just get
Along....Can we at least "embrace" the need to be unique?
Peace.
I "feel" is should "quit" while I am "ahead" or not too far behind/
Trying to "shine" a "spot-light" on the "poetic" form/9 years of "ebbs' &
"Flows"/Seconds of insight as i "teetered" on self-destruction?....The
"Source" allowing me only "moments" of madness?...I "became"
Part of a never-ending story/I "fought" to be a "casual" observer...
The "truth" is "stranger" than fiction/"Melancholy" Babies "aiming"
For The Dome?....I tried...I cried "salient" tears(smile).....Mom & Pop
"Inspired" me to be all that I could....Mission Accomplished!
"Pure" talent is not enough....."Talented" singers "finding" the
"Purity" of the mental?....Josey Wales screams!....The "system" has
Always been rigged!...."Losing" my "sanity" as I "challenge" poetic
License anew/Too mad to care/Too "tired" to feel?.....Jim Morrison
"illuminating" an "aspie" mind?....William Stafford "moving" me to
A "different" realm entirely....The End.....
"leaving" my "comfort" zone once more/The "complexity"
Of the "poetic" form is daunting to say the least.....I "place"
Bruce Banner "behind" a "cracked" mirror....Pet Sounds
"Inhabiting" The Heroes mind?...The computer is a tool/
Chat-Gpt is just a "tool" people!...."Reselling" info back to
Us...Nice!
One "final" moment of clarity....Luke Skywalker "returning" to
The farm/Darth Vader "smiling" broadly....Lester Mitchell screams!...
Reginald Anderson "waxing" poetically/Dexter Tucker salutes!
"Elements" of a "Teenage" Dream becoming real?....I tried......
Pet Sounds "ringing" within "sensitive" ears/I come to the end of
The yellow brick road.....I tried to make a difference/I became part of
A never-ending story/"Purple people eaters "pushing" me beyond
Minnesota?....Cheba Hut Warriors scream!.....Mrs Maye "pointing" a
"Stern" Finger/"Caffeine" Fiends taking a "leap" of faith?...Always.
Too tired to write/Too tired to feel/Singers & Songwriters scream!...Billy
Ray Cyrus "fading" to black.....The "madness" returning quickly?..."Eccentric"
Demons "walking" down Route 66?...Einstein screams!....Nuff Said.
My "Mind" playing "Tricks" on me?...."Intellectual" miscreants roar!..."Telling"
Tall tales?...."Elevating" the "Poetic" form/"Sensing" Dead Poets as I "Aim" for The
Moon?..."Finding" Robert Frost "Inside" Albuquerque NM?....Ernest Hemingway
"POndering" one more "Shot" of Tequila?...Singers/Songwriters "Painting" a
"Hopeful" Picture?.....Perhaps.
To the Wedge....To the Edge....To the Edge of Infinity?.....I Jump!
Destiny....Destiny....Destiny moving me down "Route" 66...Walter
White "Waxing" poetically?.....Never Never "call" Saul.....
I can't forget futility???..."Silent" demons "Ponder" infinity........
"Lost" Tribes "standing together....Too tired to "Seek" thoughtful
Reflection....I became Thurston Boyd.....16 candles "Rising"
Beyond "Imagined"existence.......Hello!
I "exist" beyond 16 "odd" grunts/"romancing" the stone!.....Because
Elizabeth Montgomery Cries!....Thus Paul Linde "Waxes" Poetically?.....
Agnes Morehead "Tripping" as Shakespeare Smiles Broadly?....Fred
Flintstone becoming George Jetson?....Caffeine Fiends "Slowly"
Tap "Sensitive" shoulders.....RIP
Do I care if Barack Obama "Fades" to black/Sgt Maj Crawford keeping it
Real......Grandma Nellie "Pointing" a "stern" finger anew/I digress?.....Jeremiah
Babe screams!.....The "Illusion" of my "confusion" was a part of Peter Parkers
"Futile" existence.....The End....Really?.....?
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