This wasn't supposed to happen! Not like this, not to me. I was the perfect student. Straight A's, a good kid, I dint get into trouble. My parents loved me, my teachers loved me. I was popular, I had lots of friends. Now my family, friends wont talk to me. There scared ill infect them. All my old school mates stares at me in public., and say things like “well its such a shame, you had your whole life ahead of you.” Yeah like I cant hear them,I know I had so much to live for.
Now all gone. After one night of good times.
Why do we cause our selfs so much pain in life. We get married too young, or don’t get enough time with our loved ones. I inflicted this pain on myself. Now ill never find “the one”, or have children, sing lullaby. Ill never have the joy of seeing my kids go off to collage, or see all of my dreams come true. All of that, down the drain because of one stupid mistake.
Ill never get to see all that stuff, because Iv, iv got Aids.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 04.03.2011

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