Chapter one " meeting my half brother"

Hey there my name is Summer, yes i know what your thinking Summer like the season Summer. Yes its because my mom loved summer i guess and so here i am thinking again. I have long light brown hair, blue eyes, 5'4 and average weigh. I look good, some say hot but i am not " like o my god i am the sex's person on the plant and every one looks like shit." no not that type of girl so woman.... I am very shy, kept to my self, no real friends kind of person and i love that some times...


You think you know what is going to happen but the next thing you know everything in your world has to change. That’s how summer felt like after her parents died and then she was left with a half brother that she never knew she had. she said to her self I think dad said something a couple of years ago about it . I though he was playing around , I think his name is Jeremiah. He lives in Molina, GA. So I guess I will have to start packing the things up because they said in the Will that if they every died that to sell the house and do good with the money.


I wish I didn’t but I cant afford this place, I grown up in this house, I have lived in the house for almost 19years old in 3 months it will be my birthday and now I will have no one or nothing. That’s what i felt like, i had drove all the way there, by the time i got it was 4am in the morning, but there was a party going on at the house that i was going to live in. The next the she knew she was ringing the bell and when a young man answered the door .


I asked “ Are you Jeremiah?” He looked at me for a second the looked behind him and said to a little taller man “Jeremiah there is a girl here for you again.” Jeremiah turned around and looked at me, Then said "hey there you must be summer, you look like my dad said you would and plus I have the picture he sent me in the mail.This is my best friend Zachary. Zachary this is my half sister I told you about.” Zachary looked at me like no other man has ever done and said” she looks good, how did that happen, her mother must have be hot or some thing because I seen your dad and she don’t look nothing like him.”


Jeremiah said” I guess I never met her mother so I don’t know. Don’t let Kim find out that you said that, She will get mad again and start shit like the last girl, by the way where did the other go to after that happened.” Zachary didn’t answer, so Jeremiah told me to come in and he will show me where my room is, the he has to get back to the party. The room looked big and a queen size bed, with a closet. I walked in and put my thing down, I felt so tired so I led down on the bed and fell a sleep.


When I woke up it was 2pm in the afternoon so I went down to find the kitchen, so I can get some thing to eat.I was walking , not looking about where I was going when I ran right in to some one so I looked up and it was Zachary. I just looked at him, he didn’t look like that last night. I was looking at his eyes they are baby blue then I looked and he has Blondie hair with a nice tan about 5’9 and from where I was setting he looked really hot and I couldn’t take my eyes off his.


Zachary looked at me and said “ sorry I didn’t look where I was going, how are you doing today?” I said” great how are you, I guess tired because I don’t think the party ended until about 6am in the morning.” Zachary said “ no I didn’t stay up that late. I was tired after you showed up so I went up stairs and crashed on one of the beds." So i said "Sounds like you got some sleep, So how did you meet Jeremiah? i would like to hang out with him but i don't think he likes me that will." Zachary said" its hard to get close to him, he went throw a lot too.


So don't take it the wrong way if he some times just leave and don't chat with you." I said" As you can see after last night i don't really care much about what people feel or think of me any more. Will i got to take a shower, start looking for a job and a place. I don't think i will live here forever. It was nice talking to you maybe we can hang out some time. Zachary asked me if i wanted to go out to get a bit to eat, seen how there is not much food in the house and after the party last night. The house look like a tornado want throw it, so i said yea just let me get a shower and change in to some thing more commutable.

He said OK i will wait down here for you to come back i how this get little place to it about five minutes from here. OK i said and went up stairs to my room to grab some closes and start to walk to to the shower. I don't take long at all, see i am not your normal girl. I don't like to take for ever getting my hair done , put make up on or look in the mirror for so long. I don't have time for that.Life is to short for that, i know now that i don't care any more what people think of me or anything and i just have to take it day by day, i don't know what will happen tomorrow.

I want people to remember the good times in life not the stupid little ones. So i get out the shower and put my closes on, brush my teeth and hair real fast. I was going back to the room to put my dirty lounger in the basket. The walk down the stairs so that we can grab some food because i was so hunger that i could eat a horse about now. I look over and there Zachary is looking real hot in the close he is wearing.


I just can't help but look at him, and he don't know that i am staring at him right now. I can look at that man for days at a time and life off of that and be single. See i just want to get to know him better then maybe i will tell him about my ex boyfriend Jake. Jake was a no good person every time i turned around he was cheating on me, chatting with other girls like i was not there,going to jail, or just betting the shit out of me. For no good reason, like the last time was for what i was wearing. He said i look like a hooker, so i might as like act like one and then he tryed to past me to his friends.


But thank god they was not like they even told me to run far, far, far away to get away from him before it goes to the next step. But like aways he said he would change and i believed him every time it happened again. this was the first real relationship i have ever had and like always my mom was doing something else so i never got to talk to her about what was going on and then maybe just maybe she would of helped me.


OK any way back to now when i couldn't't take my eyes of of Zachary, he seems like a nice guy, i never went any where, got any thing or do any thing with any one. Zachary wanted to take me out for breakfast and i didn't mind at all.

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I love this song

Mama please stop cryin' I can't stand the sound Your pain is painful And it's tearin' me down I hear glasses breakin' As I sit up in my bed I told Dad you didn't mean
Those nasty things you said

You fight about money 'Bout me and my brother And this I come home to This is my shelter
It ain't easy, growin' up in World War III Never knowin' what love could be You'll see, I don't want love to destroy me Like it has done my family

Can we work it out? Can we be a family? I promise I'll be better Daddy, please don't leave
Daddy please stop yelling I can't stand the sound Make Mama stop cryin' Cause I need you around

My mama, she loves you No matter what she says is true I know that she hurts you
But remember I love you too I ran away today Ran from the noise, ran away Don't wanna go back to that place But don't have no choice, no way

In our family portrait We look pretty happy Let's act like it comes naturally I don't wanna have to split the holidays I don't want two addresses I don't want a stepbrother anyways
And I don't want my Mommy Have to change her last name! Daddy don't leave

Remember that the night you left You took my shining star Daddy don't leave
Don't leave us here alone Mama'll be nicer I'll be so much better I'll tell my brother
I won't spill the milk at dinner I'll be so much better I'll do everything right I'll be your little girl forever I'll go to sleep at night.


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I would lie awake at night just wishing that i had someone to talk to about this and in time it just got harder and harder to look at the first man i thoght i loved. I thank god every day i didn't give all of myself to that jackass. so sick of being second best. just once i want to be the one. not just the if it doesn't work out, at least you know you got me. </3 Tired of feeling like an emotional punching bag. :(


Every time i think of the past i dont want to do anything, i just want to crallm in bed and sleep the days away to where i dont have to feel this about the ass hole that did this to me.. Every time i tell him i dont want to be with him. He begges to give him a change. BUt way do i do it is because i feel like i cant get no one else. That no one will ever want me, i meen like at me i let every one walk all over me and do what they want not what i wanted in life.....


Dont i get a say in anything or be asked what i want to do in life. Hell no why does it matter what summer wants or feels. is putting up walls that no one will be able to break through again ... That is just what i am going to do. My problem is that I'm tired of getting hurt, and my trust is so damn low. Do you even care about how much you've hurt me?


To people who think I am blind to whats going on right in front of my face, when karma comes around and bites u in the ass, I will say i fu*ken told u so! #Word Of Advice If it's love, you shouldn't have to struggle to keep it alive. It should come easily and naturally. I'm tired of laughing when i just want to cry. I'm tired of smiling when i want to die. I say I'm fine when I'm not, All i want is for the pain to stop.


If you know it hurts the one you love and you do it anyway, it's called DISRESPECT and you don't deserve their love. is broken hearted because you lied to me. You said you loved me, what happened did you get a better offer? :( This year my goal is to find someone who really cares about me and wants to treat me the way I deserve. Not just put me on a shelf till they need me. And here i am going to try and hang out with Zachary so i can forget about what Jake did to me...

The next chapter is so of a recape of what Zachary wants from Summer..........

Chapter two " they find out i know"

Zachary


I looked at Summer saying “ sorry I didn’t look where I was going, how are you doing today?” Summer said” great how are you, I guess tired because I don’t think the party ended until about 6am in the morning.” I said “ no I didn’t stay up that late. I was tired after you showed up so I went up stairs and crashed on one of the beds."


Summer said "Sounds like you got some sleep, So how did you meet Jeremiah? i would like to hang out with him but i don't think he likes me that will." I said" its hard to get close to him, he went throw a lot too. So don't take it the wrong way if he some times just leave and don't chat with you."


I said " As you can see after last night i don't really care much about what people feel or think of me any more. Will i got to take a shower, start looking for a job and a place. I don't think i will live here forever. It was nice talking to you maybe we can hang out some time."


I said" yea, if you want i can show you around town and all." Summer said don't you have to work or anything, i don't want you to think just because i am Jeremiah's half sister that you have to talk to me at all. She was still looking at me and i cant help my self. But the way she is doing it is turning me on. I said if i felt like not talking to you i wouldn't still be here. so would you like me to show you around or not. Summer said yes thank you, i will be about 15 min, if you don't mind to wait.


I said yea i will wait down here for you. I heard her go up to her room and then Jeremiah came out of no where and told me.Jeremiah said i over heard a conversation going on down stairs. I think its between werewolf's and vampire. There where talking about a problem that was going on and that the werewolf's know Summer was here to stay and they think Jeremiah and i killed Summer. And that she came back as a vampire, just like me and him.


I told him to while until later so me and him can go over this. About what to do. I was still listion to want was going on up stairs, i know she is do with the shower and is going to her room to change. I looked back at Jeremiah and said that i will be going in to town to get a bit to eat and to show Summer around. Jeremiah said to not take all day so that we can go over every thing.


I said OK, when we get back i will fine him to talk this over and to find out if they want to try to get her. I didn't know the woman but i was try to find out about her. She seems like a great person to get to know and maybe spend the rest of your life with..........I See her coming down the stairs and to stop right in front of me. Summer said are you ready to go?????????


I looked in to her eyes and a song came to me, the way i want him and he means everything to me.

"Give Me Everything"


Me not working hard? Yeah, right! Picture that with a Kodak Or, better yet, go to Times Square Take a picture of me with a Kodak Took my life from negative to positive
I just want y'all know that And tonight, let's enjoy life That's right Tonight I want all of you tonight Give me everything tonight For all we know we might not get tomorrow Let's do it tonightDon't care what they say Or what games they play Nothing is enough 'Til I have your love Let's do it tonight I want you tonight, I want you to stay I want you tonight

Grab somebody sexy, tell 'em hey Give me everything tonight
Take advantage of tonight Cause tomorrow I'm off to Dubai to perform for a princess
But tonight, I can make you my queen And make love to you endless This is insane: the way the name growin' Money keep flowin' Hustlers move aside So, I'm tiptoein', to keep flowin'

Put it on my life, baby, I make you feel right, baby Can't promise tomorrow
But, I promise tonight Darling

Excuse me And I might drink a little more than I should tonight And I might take you home with me, if I could tonight And, baby, Ima make you feel so good, tonight
Cause we might not get tomorrow

Tonight I want all of you tonight Give me everything tonight For all we know we might not get tomorrow Let's do it tonight Don't care what they say Or what games they play
Nothing is enough 'Til I have your love Let's do it tonight

Reach for the stars and if you don't grab 'em, At least you'll fall on top of the world
Think about it Cuz if you slip, I'm gon' fall on top yo girl (hahaa)
What I'm involved with Is deeper than the masons Baby, baby, and it ain't no secret
My family's from Cuba But I'm an American Idol Get money like Seacrest

Put it on my life, baby I make you feel right, baby Can't promise tomorrow
But, I promise tonight Darling And I might drink a little more than I should tonight
And I might take you home with me if I could tonight And baby imma make you feel so good tonight Cause we might not get tomorrow

Tonight I want all of you tonight Give me everything tonight For all we know, we might not get tomorrow Let's do it tonight Don't care what they say Or what games they play Nothing is enough Til I have your love

I want you tonight, I want you to stay

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I can't change my past and i can't let go of my regrets but what i can do is let it form who i am today.Question of the day: Which is better; True love or great sex? Think on that one. The best part of loving someone, and them loving you, is you can sit right beside them and not say anything, but they know exactly what you're saying . Love makes us sick. Haunts our dreams. Destroys our days. Love has killed more than any disease. - Rumpelstiltskin


How do you know you're in love? Your heart races at the sound of their name, you smile from ear to ear, and you can't stop thinking about them. That is how i felt just looking in to Summers eyes again. Loving someone is not a part time thing it is having their back no matter what life throws your way if u can do this then you know true love. Love is Allowing Your Heart to go Deeper than Hands can Touch, Beyond what Eyes can See or Minds can Understand and Having Faith it won't Crumble in Your Hand.


I tell her that i am ready and to lets go before it gets dark out side. So we left and i started to ask questions. I said would you like to play the 20 questions game. I ask you a question then you ask me one. Summer said yes that sounds like fun. First question for you Summer, What is your favor color? She said blue. It got me smile because i have blue eyes.... Summer asked me and i said green.


What is your favor quote? She said Its not what you lost its what you gain in the end and i said my favor quote would be if you feel you always have to go looking for something better, you might find that you just let go of the best thing that ever happened to you. What makes you happy in a relationship? She looksn at me with those beautiful eyes. She says " in a relationship all i want is for the man i am with not to cheat, lie and hurt me. I don't want jewelry, money or hole bunch of gifts. i just want them to love me for me. IF you are with a person and know how they are then you cant change them.


They are the way they want to be, if you dont like them for who they are then don't be with them. " I love the way she is talking about. Because its true, people get with some one thinking they can change that person for them to fit with there world. Some do change just for you and in the end they hate you for what you made them do. Just let use be, we are who we are, there is no changing me. That is what my ex try to do to me. My ex wanted me to party, drink like crazy and dont care about life.


Maybe after i get to know Summers better i will tell her, i know i dont have to but i want to tell her everything about me. I look at her and ak the next question. These goes on for a couple of hours just so we can find out about each other. Last stop of the day to the store for food. Since Jeremiah and i dont eat what Summer eats, she needs food in the house. Now to go home and find out what is going on to protace her, i don't want anything to happen to her.

Chapter three " i think i love Zachary for ever"

Summer


Zachary seems like the perfect man I hope i had someone in whom i could confide with no question, no complaints. Who could just read my eyes, someone who'd take me in a tight embrace and let me pour my heart into his own. Someone who'd lend me his shoulder to cry on, someone who could just pacify me and not with a words but just his touch. Leading me into a world unknown and who would never care who i am. All that would matter is what i mean to him, who will accept me just as i am and who will make me feel that i do make a difference.


That my presence matters, that my absence hurts and who will be not just a dream. Which vanishes as i leave my bed, but someone in my reality and unto whom i can lose myself. He is the perfect man , the one who sneaks behind you and give you a kiss on the cheeks. He is the perfect man, the one i can tell my secrets to and secrets he'll always keep. He is the perfect man, the one that will never lie to you and someone who can love you. He is the perfect man, the one who will send you flowers just because and he is the one who calls you at night to tell you how pretty you are.


He is perfect man one who will take you under the stars, the one who's outgoing and who's never shy by my side. We get home late, so i go to my room to change in to pj's so that i can go down stairs and watch t.v with Zachary because he asked me if i wanted to still hang out with he to get to know him better. I get changed and started walking do the stairs to over hear a conversation with Zachary and Jeremiah about me and that bad people wont to hart me.


I keep liston to what is going on with them. They said there vampires and i was next. I run up stairs with out thinking and want to try going throw the window. But Zachary and Jeremiah was up here in the same room as me. I looked over and Jeremiah said to cut the bull shit and stop now. I wanted to still try getting out but to stronger arms was a round me. I look over and it was Jeremiahs. He picked me up and throw me to the bed, Zachary step in and told Jeremiah that if he tried doing that again he would have to go throw him to get to me.


Zachary grubbed Jeremiah by the arm to go down stairs then looked at me and said please dont try anything i will be back up here in a little bit ok. Just please stay here and i will talk to you about everything later. I cant stop thinking about Zachary and i don't know way but i want him and need him badly. I want to hang out and see how thing go, but i cant go any where because Jeremiah said he would hart me badly. So i sat there thinking about how he stood up for me and that i was amazed at that. I was tried now so i want to the bed to lay down to take a nap.


In my dream i was with Zachary and we was so happy and in love, He said that will would get married and have kids only if i wanted to be with him. so to answer. I looked in to his eyes and stood on my toes to put my hands to his face and looked at his lips for a second and then kissed him. I was in joying it when i heard someone calling my name and trying to wake me up. Summers..Summers... Wake up its dinner time and i want u to eat some thing. I opened my eyes to see Zachary siting there on my bed looking at me.


I said i am not that hunger, but he wouldn't take no for a answer. So i said i will be down in a min. to get something. He said that he will wait down stairs for me to come. He was at the door when i said can i ask u a question, he said yes. so i said what did you guys mean they are coming for me and want me died. He said u know by now that me and Jeremiah are vampires, i nodded yes. then he said will there are werewolf's too. They have a vampire on there side that can see in to the future. The story goes on that they seen u have a baby that can see in to the future as will as shift change to be anything it want to be.


Any thing it wants, a werewolf even.They don't want that to happen so they want u died and i will never let any thing happen to u, do u understand that. I said yes, then i looked in to his eyes and i was getting warm and i wanted to have him then and there. i think he knew what was going on. i said i had a dream about him before he woke me up. He said what was it was about. i said that i kissed u and i was about to make love to u. He gave me that look like i was crazy and had three heads or something.


Then i looked at him and he started to get close to me and looked me in the eye.Don't worry that much one day every one will understand why i am the way i am.You see i still don't get why i cant just live a normal life, i want to get married, have a nice house and the kids. i even know the names of my future kids if i have boys, Courtney - Lance - Lane - June _ Zachary - and Jeremiah. If i have girls Candace- Maria - Kim - Summer and hope . See that is all i could think think about.


The way he stared at me really was a turn on but i am not going to tell him that. There was a brief moment when, gazing awestruck at Zachary aroused body that i felt fear, i was thinking to my self. biology lessons at convent had never prepared me for the sheer majestic power of the virile male. In comparison i felt small and inadequate. Suppose i should disappoint him - be unable to accept him as i so desperately wanted to? Because he didn't even know this was the first time for me.


My sweet love, his face flushed across his cheek bones, Zachary spoke hoarsely, each word articulated with great effort. There were beads of sweat on his upper lip on the wide brow. Don't be frightened, trust me. As if magic every trace of apprehension drained from me. My whole being relaxed as my body rose to meet his approach and they became joined, welded together, forged into the perfect union in the universal fire of love.


No one told me it was like this. Like a bird fluttering against the bars of a cage i was desperate to be free, to find my wings, to soar away from the world just me and Zachary. But when release came mine took it alone, believing in that extended fraction of time that i was facing a kind of death and going willingly to meet it. Somewhere on another plane i could hear my own voice: hear the cadence of half-spoken phrases tumbling from my own mouth.


But could make no sense of them. Weightless and alone, i heard Zachary cry out a deep shuddering groan that brought me back to reality in time to feel the full weight of his body collapse against mine then ease away as his face pressed against my neck and he breathed great sawing gasps. Wrapping my arms around him, my own breathing none too steady, i held him tightly as i might a child and waited for the storm to subside.


Zachary looked at me and said i truly love you, you don't know what you do to me. I love being around you and i feel free, like nothing in the world can touch me and it just you and i. I love the way he is and i cant help but cry. So i rested my head against Zachary's chest and i told him that " i love you too. When i see you my heart skips a beat when you say i love you it beats like wings and when i'm in your arms the world stops four a second and i remember the reasons i love you babe.


I may not be your first kiss,first love or first anything but as long as i am your last kiss, last love and last anything forever that's all that matters." i just keep thinking in my head, when you REALLY love someone it will show because no matter what goes on it'll keep you together stronger than ever. True love stands its ground!! The day I met u, I knew I found the other half of my heart. The moment I saw him, I knew he were the one. I love him. I think its time i tell Zachary about Jake.


I look at Zachary and said i know i don't have to tell you but i want you to know that i had abused ex boyfriend. I talk to him, he talks to me, my heart it swells and begs to be free. Does he know whats because of me? He hits and shoves. I know damn well that it could hurt more, i try not to cry and not show the pain but deep down i know he's winning this "game". To me he was perfect but oh so very vain. I thought i would never come over the pain and to him i was nothing but a punching bag to quench his anger's thirst. I grabed my arm one day and limp to the nurses. She asked what's wrong, i lie to her and I told her i fell. Why do i constantly go through with this hell?


The tears are for him and i hope he knows. These emotions, the pain, why did it have to show? If i hide it away then i know i would be lying to myself. He was so abusive, cruel and my friends being to worry. They're afraid that he'll cause the death of me. I just want to get away from him, couldn't stop the beating and could'nt stop the pain. Almost every night he did it to me, over and over again. I keep telling my self i dont know what i did to deserve this life. Every night i cried alone and wanting some place to call my loving home.


After telling Zachary everything that happen to me, he looked ready to kill some one. Then said to me " trauma of abuse is never fully gone from a person's consciousness. Its filthy stain leaves its residue on the soul forever. However, like all bad experiences, it is possible to turn this experience into good bu developing compassion and empathy for others who have been through this experience. Many people feel that bringing meaning to traumatic experience is a path to healing. When you turn a negative experience into a tool that brings meaning into your life and others, that's how your taking the best kind of revenge on your abuser.


I was so happy and crying at the same time. It was true and i loved that he didnt bet around the bush about it and i feel better telling him.. I am so tired that i fell a sleep with my head on his chest and arm over him and i let sleep cosm me.

Chapter four " i thnk im ready"

Zachary


I just woke up to look at Summers because she looked peace full. Its how she makes me smile with as little as being there, its in the way she touches me and that leting me know she cares Her eyes are so beautiful, her complexiom just the same and the thoght of being with you make me whisper out her name. As i hear myself say it, i get a shiver down my spine for the love this perfect woman and i just wish that she will stay mine.


I love everything about her so much that i cant say, its everything about her and that makes me think of her each day. Thats not enough great words to describe how she makes me fell, so you really look at her and hope soon she knows my love is real. she is starting to wake up now, She was holding me tight as ever, I know i am crazy but i love in those eyes and i love u so much summer. She was shocked and to my surprise she looked at me and with those beautiful eyes and said i love u too. I am on top of the world now.


I just want to take her again and i just might. I started to kiss her with everything i had and just like late night all over again. I cant help it, the way she looks and feels is driving me up the wall right now. She gets in to it and surprised me me by rolling over on top of me and kiss me like no tomorrow. She is amazing , i don't think she knows it ether. The look in her eye tells me how much she wants me and there is no way i'm going to say no. She reach down and grabs my man hood out of no were.


Starts teasing me, she slowly licks my chest working down farther, and farther down until she starts licking, sucking on my man hood then i moan. I cant wait any longer, i think she can read my mind because just as i was about to say some thing, she take of her underwear and gets back on top of me grabs my man hood again and placed it in her. She starts to move getting really in to it, i keep moaning because this was a first don't get me wrong but never in my life did a woman do that. They never wanted for play, just get down to business and go.


I started and here she is on top making it seem like there is nothing to live for but to be with her and that's just how i felt too. I can tell she is about to come, so i fip her over and make my way down there to finish the job. By the time she came i did give her a change to move. i got back up and want back in to her so i can have a little fun. Soon i could'nt wait and started to well go faster and faster until i claps on top of she.


Now were even i had two last nigt and she got on then this morning she got two and i got one. We get up to take a nice shower. then come back to change closes. I think its time to put all my closes in the same room as her or the other way around. Its up to her what room she wants to share or now. In a couple of weeks we will get are own place unless she wants to stay here. Every woman should be told they are beautiful everyday, be given flowers just because and loved as if the world is going to end tomorrow.


I told her "Words can't describe how much i love uu!! Ur my world, ur the reason i wake up of a morning, ur the light at the end of my tunnel.. I love you with all my heart,your eyes give me butterflies and even though you may say the wrong things that make me mad i can never stay mad at you for too long because your too damn lovable. Dont put me on a pedestal, for I am sure to fall. Just love me as I am, flaws and all. No matter how bad your day is, having someone who loves you unconditionally by your side, makes life all worth living for ♥.


Before I met you I thought I was happy and i was but I had never known the deep satisfaction,and total fulfillment you brought to me when you came into my life.I know I am not perfect, I know that I have flaws. I know I'm not as pretty as every other man, but I am real. I am me. describing how i feel when i'm with you is like trying to describe how water tastes; completely impossible. I have regrets in my past, I have hopes in my present, and the others are my dreams of the future. You are the one thing in all areas of my life..I love you!


Smartest thing I ever did was make Summers all mine! She is the first thing i think of each morningwhen i rise. She's the last thing i think of each night when i close me eyes. She's in each thought i have and every breat i take. My feelings are growing stronger with every move i make. I want to prove that i love her. But that's the hardest part. so, i'm giving all i have to give to her.........I give my heart. Anyone can make her happy by doing something special, but only someone special can make her happy without doing anything but being themselves.


I feel i can do any thing i put my mind and soul too and get it done. Just then there was a knock at the door. Jeremiah said "are u in there Zachary, i need to talk to u now they are come in a hour. one of the werewolf's that's on are side said that the Alf. So come down stairs now so we can go over things." I said ok i will be down. i herd him go. I looked at summer and she said can u turn me now. i want to be with u and i want it done now please. i said i cant do that and just walk down stairs.


I don't want u to go throw this by you're self. She said after u talk to my brother come back up here and i want to talk to you too. please!!!!!!!!!!!Please!!!!!!!!!!!. Ok if you stop saying please like that, it makes me want to have some fun and i just can't do that right now. I left her and went down stairs to find out what to do. I was about to tell him what she wants and he said right after we are done u can do that maybe this will help us in the long run.


I don't know but if she wants this the do it soon because we have to be set to go before the pack gets here to try and kill her. I haven't know her long and i know she has changed you for the better, it seems like you have change. i like the way u are now. I will go over everything then u can go up there and handle ur busyness with her. It felt like hours and hours going over every thing there was to go over. I still wasn't ready to go up there and tell her i will do this. I guess i was thinking this because i was up stairs and in the room looking at her.


Then i said fine i will do this on one condescension you will marry me? And be my wife for ever. No other man, just one lover, for Ethernet. If we have a deal, i will do it?

chapter five"I can't wait"

Summer


Did i just hear him ask me to marry him, and if i said yes he will make me a true vampire. I do love him and only him, and i want to spend the rest of my life with him, So yes...yes....yes. I looked up and i guess i was not thinking this, i was saying i out load too. He looked at me with this look again that have never seen a man give me, i was turning me on at the same time is i hope was think that i am truly happy that nothing can bring me down from this, then i was thinking that the wolfs want me died.


I looked up and he knew what i was thinking and had that same face look as i did.Then said don't worry i will never let them tough u in a million years, and after everything is do we will get married in a month, the reason i say a month is because i don't know how u will turn out after i change u and how u will be with people.I don't need you on the front page of some new paper going crazy killing people. i do want u on the front after we are married to show the world that u are with me and only me.


Do u understand why i want this and u? he said . then want yes i cant wait because i do want to be with u for ever i don't want to get old and die alone knowing u are still here a lone. i cant be with out u. so please;;;; please just turn me now. i looked at him and the next thing i know he is kissing me with passion and love.


Then he ask ones more are u shore u want to do this? and i said yes. i didn't know what was to come to next but i felt lit headed and then i was out like a lit. I keep hearing Zachary call me over and over again. One and half day later i wake up felling great and like i have slept a life time away then the door up and i heard Zachary say she is awake and looks great from where i am standing, even hotter too.


That got me up and running to the bathroom to look in the mirror. i look at my self to find he is right i do look hotter, i have very long blonde curls, bright blue eyes, i skin liked pale but i didn't care i looked and felt beautiful. I stop looking at my self when i felt someone in the room with me to turn around so fast i didn't even know i did that and look at Zachary and said so when are they coming. he looked at me like dunno they came and died like i said i would do.


I was amazed that he did it and then i said how long wuz out for? He said about 30 hours. Just then i felt something kick me in the stomach then i looked down at it and there it goes again even harder. Zachary looked at me and said Summer i have good or bad news for you. I looked at him and said what is it.. He said will the news is great for me but i dont know how your going to feel about it but you preagent.


It's going to be a baby boy................ I cant belive that i am going to have a baby, it is moving fast but then i know that i have the right person by my side that will be there with me. I know that i have some one that wont leave me just because times get tought. Don't get me wrong there will be a lot of tough times but with Zachary we can do it togther. Never waste an opportunity to tell someone that you love them, because you never know what tomorrow has in store for you.


Forbidden love is being swept off your feet by someone new. True love is warm and exciting. Real love is pain and suffering, and the strength to endure it.Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, laugh, & lets you be yourself. I look at Zachary and said " I don't want to be the girl you Can't live without.. I want to be the girl you Don't wanna live without .I'm the girl who loves you for you, and doesn't care what other people say about us... "


Zachary said" I know that you want and will stay with me no matter what happens that is why i love you and it will always be you in my heart, eyes and soul." As i gaze up into his eyes, two stars brown and bold. I can't help but notice all the warmth he truly hold. Through his eyes i see his soul, bare untouched and still whole. He loves me,always i know looking up in his eyes, all my problems fade and fall away.


Its incredible invisible fore connecting my eyes to his, like looking through open doors and revaling secrets like opening kitchen drawers. Looking into his eyes, i can see his every thought and telling me what every pain has brought. Letting me know his letting the pain go away, and letting our love really grow. There's no crying beneath the skies, there'sno hiding behind his eyes and they tell his every feeling. They scream them loud and clear. They tell me he loves me and he'll always hold me near. Staring into his eyes should be a crime,cuz of the feeling it gives me inside and so now i say in this i will love him till the end of time.


I told Zachary " When first i looked into your eyes each breath became a thousand sighs. My heart drummed out a thunder beat i glowed with joy from head to feet. The hand of love had touched my soul, as the bell of destiny began to toll and the tide of love begain to rise. The world was filled with summer skies, my sodden clouds of cold and grey glowed with gold. Then wisped away, a brillant rainbow across and as waves of love began to toss. The air was filled with lovebird cries and when i first looked into your eyes.


When i first looked into your eyes, all time and space were paralyzed. And in the instant i was shown a universe i had never known and i dwell there still. In paradise when i look into your eyes.An intelligent man will open your mind, a sexy man will open your eyes, and a gentleman will open your heart! thats you.you are the moon, the stars in the sky. I'm proud to say, you are my guy. my sun when it rains, my heat when its cold, you'll always be mine to have and to hold." I can tell he is touched my what i said to him. but every thing i say to him will always be true with the love i feel for him.


I truly am happy and loved. I dont want no one else to have my love, body and heart. He will be the first person and the last person i will ever love.

chapter six " Just Right"

Zachary


At all in the same month....... It don't get any better than this now... I love Summer to death. I will do every thing it takes to keep my family safe and happy.. I need to start looking for a place, picking names out and wedding planning . We all no there is no way in hell Summer can do it all in a month.. BY then the baby will come, and i want to have a home for it to go to after everything is said and done... i think i just want to elope now or move it up faster.


I have to see what she says about everything. I just look at my hot wife Tobe and maybe after this baby we can have more.. She is ever thing i have ever wanted in a wife and then some. I know Jeremiah is happy for us and he will be a uncle. st all i ever wanted was to fine the one person that wants to be with me for ever and Now i have that one. I am getting it all at ones and it is great. i will have a wife, a son and brother in law.


Marriage isn't a game of who loves whom the most. It's a challenge of who will hold on and continue to love no matter the situations throw at you. i want you to look at me one day walking towards you and whisper to your best friend, " here comes my bride." That is the way its going to be. Summer and i walk up stairs to talk and see what she wants to do. I ask her " What do you want to do, stay here to live or find are own place so we have more room to have more kids?


She looks at me and says "i think if we find a place i want it to be not far and not by the main road. I want some thing in the woods where the kids can go out and have fun. about we can ask Jeremiah if he wants to build a place by us so if he has kids , they will have some one close to play with and all." She was always smart. I have just the place, its 10 Min's from here. My parents left it for me when they moved, they said it was to big for them because all the kids grown up and moved out that i can have it to start a family in.


Maybe i can surprise her by fixing it up later why she is sleeping and it still has power to it. I can ask Jeremiah to help out if he wants. Its a five bedrooms, thee bathrooms, nice fantasied living room and kitchen. I just have to dust everything off, check to see if we need anything. I can make a list tonight, and go in town to pick up suppys. I can't wait for her to see it, there will be a happy ending for her. I will try my best to help her along the way.


Some people belive there is a one,The one who points and shows your way to the sun. A person they believe makes them complete in a way. The one who will support when facing defeat. She is my angel, my one and only and my for ever love. So well never be lonely. She brought to my life all of her love and care. It made me see and when i realized how rare........... What she has done is illuminated my soul. Its her and her love that has made me whole. Romance is the language of love. It is the way that you show your partner that you care about them.


Every person has their own idea of what they might consider romantic. For some it will be dressing up for the other or buying flowers or jewelry. There is no way to know what is romantic without knowing the person. Romance is created by the feeling that you are genuinely care about. All romance has one thing in common: it must show the other person that you care enough to find what is the meaningful to them. That is just what i will do with her. She don't know it but i would take my life if it meths that she will be a live and happy.


I asked Summer to come with me so that i can talk to her and she said yes. We started to walk in the other room and i started to talk i looked in her eyes and how that what i am going to say is so true that i want her to know. " To love is to share life together, to build special plans just for two, to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one the dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise. To take time to share or to listen and care in tender affectionate ways.


To love is to have someone special like you who you always depend to be their through the years. Sharing laughter and tears as a partner,a lover and friend. To love is to make special memories of the moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true. I've learned the full meaning of being in love and loving with you. I truly love you no matter what lies a head or from the past as long as i have you that is all i need for now and for ever.


You have made me the happiest man in the world because i know that you want to be with me and no one else.That the love you have is for me and that you show that no one can stand in your way when you want something. You will do anything just so the other is happy. True love comes only once in a lifetime yet it lasts an eternity. It has the power to crush someone so deeply while at the same time they know there's no one else in the world they'd rather be with. True love will knock down the walls of difficulty to be with that special one. It will take your hand and fly over the world into a place where there's no pain, no tears.


True love will withstand the test of time, forever waiting until its love is returned. It never fails, never lets go of the one they love. Just like i will never truly love some one else if i was not with you...... I love you Summer truly with my heart and soul..." She looked so happy that she ran up tome and almost knocked me over because she jumped up on me. put her arms around my neck and kissed me. I had the feeling of wanted to have a little fun with her. I was getting arousing by the kiss and her body so close to me. So i did the next best then and picked her up to go to our room seen as Jeremiah left after i said i wanted to talk to Summer.


She looked at me and it was like reading my mind or some thing, we both went with it and got to the room fast. We where both taking are close off and she was naked on the bed waiting for me. I just love the way she looks and her body is gorgeous. After i changed her to be a vampire i don't know how to say it she was beautiful before but now she is more beautiful or even hotter then anything. I am just happy that she will be mine forever. I will have her as a wife and a son to take every where. To teach him how to be a man and my last name will be past down to him. So the name can live on and on.


Love never dies, it only gets stronger ,my love for her is like a journey, it starting at forever and ending at never. I will have her forever and ever. I cant help myself. I cant wait to show every one her and my baby in side her.


Skip to 2 weeks later


Jeremiah and me are geting dress for the wedding. i cant wait to see what Summer picked out for a dress. Jeremiah whent with her to get one and still has not told me what it looks like . i am going to the front of the house to where we are having the wedding because we aged that it will make it easyer on the both of us if we just have it here.

Chapter seven " She will be mine again"

Jake


Here i stand out side the house Summer has moved too, She looks happy and she is with this ass hole. I cant believe she is letting him kiss and hold her. She is mine, and mine alone. Not that guy that looks at her like a piece's of meat with some other guy. I will have her, she will be sorry she did this to me. have you ever had that one day where you feel like beating the living daylights out of a certain person? for me.. today's that day.


Starts with a crush, ends with a crash.Today I woke up feeling okay about things. Then someone mentioned your name, tears sprung up and that hurt in my heart exploded inside shattering my heart again.Sometimes you just have to let people go, because sometimes going on without them is easier than trying to pretend like things will ever be the way you want.Happiness and Love are not the same. Sometimes love just isn't enough.what is it about Ur past that Ur so afraid to let go of , that u can't see the happiness in front of u?


IT was a bad time what i did to her. i hope she will forgive me for ever thing.... i do love her so much and i was so stressed out. to kill time i want to the gym to work out alot this last couple of months. Today was no different, i want to the gym and ran in to the other guy that was with my girl. I look to him and said sorry man i didn't look where i was going. The guy say ed that's OK you look new here. I said yes my name is Jake. The guy said nice to met you my name is Jeremiah, do you want to go grab a drink and i can show you around town and all. I said that would be great..,,..


I cant wait to find out what is with this guy and find out what the hell is going on with my girl. We headed out and end at a bar 5 mins down the road. We had 5 shots of vodka and 3 beers. I feel get so i asked if he had any family or loved ones here? He said yes i has a sister 18 years old her name is Summer, she just moved here after her mother died and is live with me. She is married to my best friend and is having a baby soon too. I am so happy for them. So would you like to come over and met them.


I said yes that sounds like fun. So it did not take long to get to the house. We walked up the stairs to the house and walked in. Jeremiah called for Summer and Zachary. Zachary came in the living room and looked at Jeremiah. Jeremiah said this is jake i just met him at the gym and asked him to come over for a little bet. Maybe we can show him around. I am going to go take a shower real quick and i will be back Jeremiah said. I said ok fine by me. I watched him leave, then looked at Zachary said said so where is this wife i heard about. He said she will be back soon.


I then asked how marriage is and he was happy as hell that pissed me off i should be the happy one not him. So a asked how long have they been together? He said about 3 or 4 months but when you know you just know that its right. I asked the next question that was on my mind. So you know every thing about her past? he was taking back by it but still said yes and she knows everything about my past too. It was now or never so i went ahead and said so you know all her ex boyfriends then. I now looked like i heat a neir or more.


He then started to put all the puzzle together and then i said yes i am the Jake from her past.... he was pissed off or mad as hell right now because he came at me like to was nothing.I started to shift in my wolf form then went at him, he jumped up and over me. so i said i guess your a vampire right. He said yes. then i said does summer know about that too. he said yes then i went after him again he tyred to jump but i grab him with my teeth by his pants. throw him to the wall got on top of him with my claws ready and dug my claws in to him. i seen blood and was about to do it again but i was pushed so hard that i went in to the wall.


I look up to see Summer standing over me and said what the fuck are you doing here, i don't want nothing to do with you, i you would have stayed away none of this would have helped. She put her hand out and it went throw me like nothing. I then couldn't do anything just fall to the ground. She walked to the kitchen which was not far and came back with a knife in her hand. She walked slow back to me and said" i cant believe you did that to my husband and try ed to kill him. that is the father of my child." I had a chance to look at her and she was pageant. by what it looked like she was dues any day now.


She then took the knife and stabed me over and over again and said that was for all the times i did things to her. Then the last time she came at me with the knife and said this will be the last one for my husband. She put the knife to my nick, and that was it. I can hear a little I hear she asking if he was ok. He said yes i love you and she said i love you too. you know i will do anything for you. That was the last of it before i seen darkness...........................

Chapter Eight " What Happen

Jeremiah


What the hell is going on here? I just go take a shower.Summer came over and said that ass hole tyred to kill Zachary so i killed him, that's my ex boyfriends. I look at her amazed that my sister killed him will shes pageant. I am going to hear alot from Zachary about her doing that. I told him not to be mad at her for doing that. I just wish she don't have to do the things she did but i understand that there was no other choice. He must think she is really sad about doing this to the first love of her life for the second and last love of her life.


I wish i can met some one like that for me. the one that will go to hell and back just because they love me and i don't have to ask them to do it. i will never make some one do any thing they don't want to do. It's wrong to make a person you care for do some thing that in the first place they never wanted any thing to do with it, When you love someone so much be thankful that this someone loves you too.. always remember it's the little things that counts that makes love last longer..A smart girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left... but a strong girl tries even though she may get hurt.A relationship doesn't mean kissing and dates it means being with the person you love a little more than anyone else.


I will keep looking for that special some one just for me. But for now i can be with my sister, my best friend and soon nephew.

Ecliptic

six years later

Summer


I am so happy that your going to start school tomorrow, Lance ( yes that is what Zachary and I liked the best of all the names. So we named him Lance Andrew Cloven) Lance was running with is dad. He was really happy when we moved in this house that Zachary's parents left for him its like 10 mins away from Jeremiah so they can still hang out and do guy things. i don't mind because i true love the men in my life now, its great.


Don't get me wrong i do miss my mom a lot but now i am a wife,mother,sister and it don't get better then that. i never though that i can find true love or anything. i didn't care about anything before i met Zachary. Now i have a family, and its going to last a life time. when Lance was born we find out that he was human and not like us. we cant age or grown up any more. When the time is right, if Lance wants this he will have it. but its his chooses if he want it.


He can grown up and be any thing he wants. That's the way it has to be every one would know that he is not like every one else. so in time we will tell him but for now he will grown up in to a great man and find some one special i did. i look up and there he is my husband coming over to me. Zachary kissed me and laughter at me, Then whippers in my ear ' you still look as sexily as when i first met you and i cant believe i got to married you. I love you."


And i looked in his eyes and said I love you too, you and our kids mean the world to me. Forever with you by my side is going to be the greats thing ever. I had 2 more kids since then one is a boy i name Andrew and i get a girl too i named Maria. I loved that name now they are more like us but they can grow until there 18 years old. I don't know why about that is what Zachary said. It was about time for bed for all the kids. Lance is 5 and 1/2 years old then Andrew and Maria are twins. Both of them are 3 years old.


I was so happy when they said twins because Zachary knew i was pageant again but didn't know what it was. He didn't even know with twins.He was so happy that he cred( yes we can cry we can do every thing humans can do but age and die.) So i was getting ready for bed when Zachary comes in and to this day i still fill so turned on by almost just looking at him that he knows when i want him and all. We went to each room seen the kids all sleeping happy.


So we led down and cuddled close to one nether i said i love you Zachary ever much for ever. Zachary Said i love you a lot too and it still seems like the day i met you . I fall in love with you more and more ever day. We both fell a sleep happy that we had each and our kids........

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