Hello there, I take it you like to butt into people's minds. That's completely cool with me. Oh by the way, I'm Taryn McGrail, 15 year old student of Camona Highschool. And this book is kinda, sorta a documentary of the amazing party in my mind. But, there are some rules I'd like to lay down. First, I am a completely normal person. There is nothing wrong with me at all. Second, do not judge me. And last, please try

and understand everything I try

to explain to you.

These are the only things I ask of you.
Enjoy my brain.


Oh, did I tell you? I'm in love, with this completely gorgeous guy named Adrienne James. Names pretty hot huh? He's the captain of the football team. Well not really the captain...but he plays great so I consider him the captain. He's 6'1, with a perfect face and

a perfect body. I usually call him my personal Greek god. Haha, we're so cute together. Everything just clicks with us, ya'know? He's a really sweet guy, that's why I give him whatever he wants... well not everything. He asked me few days ago to have sex with him, and I almost said yes. It was the first time I'd ever refused him, but he acted like I'd told him he couldn't play football anymore. I never knew he had such a temper. He hit me but it didn't really hurt. Today I think I'll tell him yes, because I think he's gonna leave me. I just can't live without him, so I'll give him...sex. I bet it'll be great with him. I know he's gonna be so excited when I tell him. Just wait. He'll never leave, and we'll be in love forever. I'm actually looking forward to it now. I'm all jello-y inside just thinking about what he's gonna do to me. Oh, here he comes now.


"Hey babe, how are you?",I asked as he came over to my locker.
"Hello",he said not meeting my eyes,"why are you smiling?",he asked finally looking at my face as he closed his locker-next to mine of course.
"I have something to tell you Greek".
"What", he sighed not a question but a statement. What was with him today?
"I thought about what you wanted us to do and, I think I'll do it if you promise not to tell anybody".
A wicked smile crossed his entire face, a demented sort of smile that makes your skin crawl. Looking back now, I should have back out right then but love blinded me. Corny I know, but it happens.
"Call me tonight then babe." he said when he kissed me on the forehead.
He walked away like life had taken a turn for the better, and he knew nothing could change that. I should have felt the same way but I didn't. Instead I felt like something extremely bad was going to happen. No, no I knew

something bad was bound to happen between the two of us. But just how bad was the only question.


"'Ryn!, when the hell did you tell Adrienne you was gonna have sex with him?"Kori screamed coming down the hall towards me.
Kori Mescudi has been my best friend since we were babies. She knows everything about me. Everything but a little detail of my life that only Greek knows. A little detail that I asked him to not tell. Strike one.
"He wasn't supposed-who else knows Kori?"
"The whole damn schools gonna know by the end of the day, and I would've been the last to know if i wasn't such good eavesdropper."
"Dammit Greek!", I knew he'd tell. Asshole.
"He just told the whole football team 'Ryn, and Camille", Kori said with her innocent eyes,"and she told all the girls on the squad so now everybody in the cafeteria knows."
"Camille? Why was he even talking to her? No, why was he even looking at her?". Just then Camille walked by with a smirk on her face.
"What the hell are you looking at Camille?"
"A hoe named Taryn, tired of being the school virgin, huh?"
"Kiss my ass Camille, it ain't your business."
"Isn't any of my business, and Adrienne's my ex so that makes it mine," she smirked,"we don't want you to get embarassed. He likes when you go down, and make sure you stay down there for a whi-."
,"Shut the hell up Camille, nobody asked for your opinion or sex tips. And you called Taryn a slut. Just because you banged the whole damn football team doesn't make you a expert-it only makes you a hoe. Go away, you pointless spectrum of life."
"Whatever Kori," was the only thing she could respond, and she scampered off.
"Thanks," I said,"I hate her."
The bell rang, and Kori nodded.
"See you later Taryn." She sounded disappointed.


"Ms. McGrail? The answer please.", Mr. Bigo spoke hovering over me.
"Sorry, wasn't listening Mr. B."
"Actually I wasn't even thinking about your class sir, I have more important things to worry about than boring ass English. So get the hell away from me."

"I can see that, so now you shall instruct the class."
And he sat down in the empty seat next to Tammi my other friend and they both smiled.
"Please proceed ma'am." I sighed, and went to the board. After standing there for a couple minutes the bell rang for the end of the day and went to my desk while the class left. I picked up my things and prepared myself to leave. I purposely ignored Mr. B, and turned my back toward him when I walked away.
"Ms. Mc

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