What Happened

What happened to us?
First we were great friends, then u asked me out, we got together and then I broke up with you and I missed you so much we got back together,
It didn’t last long because u broke up with me,
I tried so hard to hate and you and I didn’t want to love you anymore,
But not today, it came back,
Now I am lost without you,
This pain grows worse and worse when I don’t have you,
I need you right now,
I have the dreams at night when we were together,
I want to be in your arms again,
I want to feel the warmth of your skin on mine when you hug me,
And your hand in mine,
Be able to look in your eyes and melt,
Feel your breath going down my neck when you came up behind me,
But so far that I know, it won’t happen,
So I will try to move on,
But my heart stays with you
I just want to know,
What happened to us?


Were a Pencil

I’ve seen and felt a lot of feeling,
But I have none
I get used every day,
But I feel know pain,
I can fly sometimes,
I can go as high as the clouds,
I mostly like to fall,
But I hit the ground a lot,
I’ve been to a lot of places,
But I have been left a lot,
There are others like me,
But were all different and yet the same,
I can get broken,
But I have no heart,
I can hurt people,
Even when I didn’t mean to.


Ashes

Ashes to ashes,
Dust to dust,
You put a whole through my chest and now I’m put to rest,
I took my life and I did it with a knife,
Now every time I start to see you, I start to turn blue,
But I don’t even think you cared because you took that bear,
The one that was on my grave but I saw what you gave,
Something you gave her and not to me but do you see,
See what you did inside but to bad everything died,
So now I have to sing this because you have a deadly kiss,
Ashes to ashes,
Dust to dust,
When I die they will burn me,
It will pour down rain,
And I will be washed away,
When it does there will be screams where the whole world can hear,
Flashes where another life is taken,
The tears I cried will fall from the sky,
And life’s taken from the ground brought up.


Life

He swollen her hear,
So her wrists began to bleed,
He left without an answer,
She started to scream,
He forgot her,
She remembered him,
He had no reason,
She had no answers,
He has a new girl in his room,
Her room is empty,
Her sky is dark,
The moon went black,
His light shines in the wood,
Even though there is no happiness there


Half and Half

I may love the way you are,
But I hate being with you,
I’m still in love with my ex,
And I hate not being with him,
I love how he makes me feel,
But I hate the pain he puts me through,
I love all the good times we had,
But I hate the fact that you can’t give me them.


Name

Still sitting in the front room right by the window,
Tears are running down my face,
And still thinking about why you left me,
Crying my eyes out with nothing else to do,
Every time you broke my heart I took you back and,
You never really cared bout I felt.


My shadow

My shadow hates the cold,
But it likes to play in the summer sun,
When I need a friend to talk to she’s always there,
She won’t hurt me,
She always has my back,
Even though I can’t touch her,
We have such great times together,
We like to dance and act like fools,
And I’m never alone,
I can tell her everything,
And I know that she can keep a secret,
Sometimes we fight,
And she gets in my way,
And I can’t see anything,
But my shadow will always be there for me,
And shell never let me down.


Mirror

I am a mirror,
I hang on this white wall all day long,
I get moved from time to time,
I have many different faces,
And I’m come in a lot of sizes,
I see a lot of different moods,
I get bored and I have nothing to do,
I wish I had something to,
I can never die and I get traded for little things,
I can hang in a bathroom and a bedroom,
I get hung in the oddest places,
People use me for there make up,
And I get a yearly bath,
I’m a mirror,
And I hang in this room from the rest of my life.


Murder

He was coming down the hall,
I was hiding behind the door,
As soon as he opened the door I jumped in front of him,
Everyone heard that I let him die,
I held the gun to his face,
He begged and cried to let me let him live,
As I aimed for his heart,
He begged for mercy,
I shot him,
BAM,
He flew backwards to the door,
He fell to the floor,
Blood ran down the wall,
And out of his chest,
I saw the pain in his eyes,
He asked one question, why?
I tossed the gun at him and walked away,
As I walked out the door he took me down with him


Season friends

I have four season friends,
Winter, spring, summer and autumn,
My friend winter,
He is a soft, cold hearted person,
He’s very pale,
And is always cold,
He has think white hair and light gray eyes,
My friend spring,
She’s kind of nice,
She has her mood swings and you can never tell what’s coming,
She may be little but she can do a lot of damage,
My friend summer,
She has a bad attitude,
She will send some heat your way,
And she likes to make things hard for people,
My last friend autumn,
She is a very nice person,
She is cool and calming,
And things are always nice wit autumn.


Love

This feeling I feel for you,
I don’t know what it is,
It feels so good,
You’re the only person I want to be with,
Right now you’re the only one I care about,
I don’t care about anyone else but you,
They way you make me feel,
How you grab my hand and wrap your arms around,
How you say my name and how you love me,
I think that this must be true love;
all I can think about is you,
And you’re all I want,
I want you here with me right now I can’t take it,
So where are you my love?
I need you,
I want you,
I love you.


Nature

As the water fall’s from the cliff,
Like snow from the soft clouds,
The birds may sing a soft song,
Like a babies lullaby,
And the leaves fall from that big oak tree on the hill,
The sun’s rays did on our skin,
And the fish jump from the water catching bugs,
Like we did when we were little,
Animals run wild and free in the woods,
Like two best friends,
But then everything goes bad when something comes,
Something that comes that shouldn’t be there,
Like a tiger going for the kill,
But that’s nature and were a part of it.


Stop it, you’re hurting me

How could you take me in my mom’s room?
As I yell stop and no and you didn’t listen,
And you wouldn’t stop,
You put me through pain and messed up my life,
You touched me and scared me you kissed me and forced me,
I hate you so much and I want you dead People like you should live,
You raped me and hurt me,
I thought I could trust you but I couldn’t,
You told me not to tell,
It was wrong and what you were doing was wrong,
Why did you do it, you didn’t just do it to me,
But to other girls,
I wish I could make you feel this way
Put you through the pain that you make me go through,
But now I even have night mare’s bout you and I want them to go away,
I remember sick times you touched me,
Sick horrible times but you didn’t stop,
Even though you’re not here,
You still hurt me,
So stop it, you hurting me.


Picture

You and I are at apple bees,
You got a stake and I got chicken tenders,
Your hands are warm and you sitting right by me,
Were laughing and having a great time,
Your sister took the picture,
I’m in a black dress,
And my blonde hair was in curls,
You have your arm over me and you in blue jeans and a white shirt,
Your beautiful brown eyes stick out the most in the picture,
And the light shines perfectly on us,
So as we ate,
We laughed and just stared at each other,
Then we went to homecoming,
Where I had the best night of my life.


This gift

This gift that you have for me is as blue as the sea,
It may not shine but it is beautiful,
It Is given from your heart,
But it also reminds me of all the times I cried,
I wear it all the time and it mean so much to me,
I wouldn’t trade it for anything even though it is fake,
You tried so hard to make me happy,
But I already am,
You’re the gift that I really want,
I don’t need no shiny things,
You’re the one I want but no matter what gift you get me I will always like it.


Feelings

Love and hate the two most common feelings,
But when they are put together it is like a war inside you,
Then you get pain when pain starts to hurt you,
You get sad when you get sad you start to cry,
But when your done crying you want to be happy,
So you go to your best friend and you talk to him,
He jokes around and makes you smile,
Then you laugh and you start to want to see him more,
Then you start to love him,
But you already know that he likes you,
So what do you stay friends or not,
But yours scared to date him so you stay friends,
Then bad things happen where you want him to yourself,
Then when your just bout to lose him,
You see that it is your fault,
They way you are acting and treating him,
So you sit there at that table crying wishing,
You could say sorry but it is to late,
He is now gone forever,
So then you hate yourself,
And you feel pain and you start to cry,
And your back to step one.

You

Your beauty is astounding,
Your voice is resounding,
I fell in love,
You’re like a dove,
God sent you from heaven, did I forget to mention,
You’re the kind of boy that girls see in their dreams,
They will want to have you by all means,
Your eyes are like jewels,
Girls jump in them like pools,
They all chase you,
And you try to get through,
You turn them away,
But they want to play,
Your laugh is like music,
The girls over use it,
Your hid your pain,
Because those girls are so vein,
Your heart is broken,
And I can see that you are choking,
We loved you anyway,
But you ran away,

Gone

I loved you from the beginning of time to the end,
I will love you if you’re dead or alive,
I will love you if you with another,
I’m sorry that our love is not ment to be,
I wish you could see all this pain,
In me I hate it it’s driving me insane,
And I want it to go away,
But instead it took you away,
Now I’m left here in tears,
With nothing else,
Just me in the darkness,
My body has gone cold I can’t breathe,
I can feel deaths sting running through me,
The end is coming can feel it,
Everything I have wanted is now gone,
You my friends, my family, my life, all my hopes and dreams,
Have faded there is nothing else for me to do,
But lay here in the sadness that you brought to me


Feelings

Love and hate the two most common feelings,
But when they are put together it is like a war inside you,
Then you get pain when pain starts to hurt you,
You get sad when you get sad you start to cry,
But when your done crying you want to be happy,
So you go to your best friend and you talk to him,
He jokes around and makes you smile,
Then you laugh and you start to want to see him more,
Then you start to love him,
But you already know that he likes you,
So what do you stay friends or not,
But yours scared to date him so you stay friends,
Then bad things happen where you want him to yourself,
Then when your just bout to lose him,
You see that it is your fault,
They way you are acting and treating him,
So you sit there at that table crying wishing,
You could say sorry but it is to late,
He is now gone forever,
So then you hate yourself,
And you feel pain and you start to cry,
And your back to step one.


10 questions bout you

Who are your true friends?
Who can you trust?
Who will be there for you?
Are you the person you say you are?
Do you love who you say you love?
Do you speak the truth about yourself?
Do you treat people the same?
Do you act how you want to act?
Are you acting like the person you think you are?
What are you really like?
There are so many question that can’t be answered,
But they have to be,
But we have so little time,
Who are you we all would like to know,
But we can’t,
So many questions,
So little time


A mess

I’m filled with darkness,
My worlds has gone black and white,
Nothing going right,
Everything is a mess,
What has happened to me?
Why am I like this?
I’m going insane,
My friends are leaving me,
My family has given up,
I don’t know where to turn,
It’s pouring down rain,
Will this pain ever end?
Will it go away?
I’m walking down this path,
I stop and now I’m confused,
The moon is out,
And I’m not crying,
There’s a river,
It’s running over the rocks,
I look in the river,
And I’m in a black dress,
And I have wings,
Then I remember that I killed my self

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 18.11.2011

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