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Eyes 7/3/13

Those eyes

Always the eyes

They circle and circle

in dizzying swirl

Those eyes

Always the eyes

That are green and gray and blue

And always true they are

Those eyes

Always the eyes

That cry rivers of tears of sorrow

And shine happily in moments of success

Those eyes

Always the eyes

That cloud over

When at last the moment is over

This Love 7/3/13

Lightly whispers

Intent passion

Proceeding silently

Searching for a kiss

Keeping closely

Iminent bliss

Secretly

Seducing my heart

Hums to

Every move

Adjusting

Rapidly

To please him

His kisses make me wish

I could kiss like that

Maybe one day I will

Wish 7/16/13

Sometimes I wish

For iminent bliss.

Sometimes I wish

For a mysterious kiss.

Sometimes I wish

For a wish.

Silence 8/22/13

There's silence, silence, silence everywhere

I'm brave but do not dare

To mutter anywhere

There's silence, silence, silence in the air

But They do not care

If there's silence, silence, silence here or there

Because there IS silence, silence, silence everywhere

Still 8/22/13

This Still

Is Still

The Still Darkness

It Still Remains Dark

The Still Lightness

It Still Remains Light

This Still Still

It Still Remains Still

Together 8/29/13

This meaning has a reason

A reason in my heart

For all the pain

And no gain

For all the lies

And tears we cried

Together,

That's forever, right?

I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine

And together we stand

Side by side

A bottomless drop

A sinking heart

If you jump,

I'll jump.

Together,

That's forever, right?

With a shake of my head,

I glimpse at

My past,

My future,

My Life.

With shaky hands and bending knees,

We start our count to three.

One, a tear creeps down my cheek.

Two, a heavy heart between my knees.

Three, I let go of her hand,

But it's already too late because

Together,

That's forever,

Right?

R.I.P. (Dedicated to Danielle Yates) 8/29/13

Today is the day

You went away.

Forever and ever is what they say,

But I believe we'll meet again someday.

God took you for a special purpose.

You must be a special one.

Because God only chooses the best

For His angels.

He made a good choice when he chose you,

But I think he chose too soon.

You were so young

With a present, a future, a life.

But God must have bigger plans for you

With a better present,

A better future,

A better Life.

Dreams: 9/3/13

I can see through the clouds.

I can soar thorugh the sky.

I can go through the walls.

I can see you,

But can you see me?

Angel: 9/3/13

I saw him today.

The one with the

Baby face and

Angel wings.

Him with the baby blue eyes

And the dark brown hair.

He who holds my heart dear

And near to his own.

I saw him today.

My baby's face written in stone.

Death: 9/3/13

My face in stone

My hands long gone

My voice unspoken

My heart all broken

Ghost 10/10/13

A wisp,

Barely a flicker

In my vision.

I see it all around me,

Watching me.

In and out of the light it goes.

White, white, white.

I see it everywhere,

Yet, it’s nowhere to be found.

It passes through me,

Consuming me,

And out again.

I feel it come

And watch it go,

Disappearing again.

It screams and shouts,

Hurtling after me again.

There’s no way out.

No way to shout.

I fall and writhe about.

The ghoul is gone,

But so am I.

But so am…

But so a…

But so…

But s…

But…

Bu…

B…

…

Time: 10/25/13

This time and place

Is out of space.

Of this we all know.

And with this world in tow,

We will show

All we know

Where to go

Untitled Poem 1: 10/25/13

They lean.

The shake.

They sway in the wind.

They try to shade a great mass from the sun.

They say a thousand whispers to the wind.

They show a mother's love:

Hard.

Strong.

Brave.

Lasting.

Their hearts struggle in winter

And suffer in summer's wrath.

Untitled Poem 2: 10/30/13

I want to scream.

It's still inside.

This pain,

It causes these tears.

They boil and flood

And pour over more.

They sting the pores

And stab emotions

So gentle to my heart.

A punch would be more

Than sacrificing dignity.

I could punch a mountain

And break that rocky bridge.

I could punch a tree

And harvest an orchard.

I could punch a face

And smear the blood.

I'd watch it roll down

Down

Their cheeks.

I'd watch it roll off their chins.

I'd watch as their emotions boil over.

I'd light the match

And never look back.

Untitled Poem 3: 10/31/13

I wish they'd stop-

These whispers in my head.

They make my head spin

And ache

And hurtle through my mouth.

It says things it shouldn't.

Shows things I couldn't.

Now they know what I know.

There's nothing else to know

With nothing else to show.

Things: 11/1/13

I wonder if there's something wrong

When I hear the gong

Of sleep every night.

I try my sight

In dark, black night.

And I just might see them if I look.

They hide in every nook

And cranny.

They make me antsy

While I wonder what they plan.

I want to know.

I WANT TO KNOW!

They drive me crazy.

But then I think that maybe

They're just in my head.

They touch my nerves, and,

Mark my words,

They'll come for you, too.

Light: 11/1/13

I see that light.

I see it at the end-

The end of the tunnel.

The end of the night.

At the end of life.

I shuffle my feet and

Bow my head to

That mighty light.

It burns so bright,

And with all its might,

It shakes me.

It cosumes me.

It makes me crazy.

To think this light was simple!

I had not a dimple of hope

As to its simplicity.

But now I see the colors.

Its multiple spectrums.

The endless mixes on the wall.

It make me dizzy.

I feel myself sway.

And then I fall...

Untitled Poem 4: 12/17/13

They say those words.

They scream those shouts.

They dance and banter all about.

I wonder what it means.

Oh! How their screams

Mimick my feelings!

I want to scream and dance all around.

I want to roll and roll and roll on the ground.

What to do?

Oh! What to say?

Do I get to go their way?

To dance around and shout all day?

Oh! How I wish I may!

But will they?

Will they let me in?

Will they let me shout?

Will they even let me dance about?

Ease

A life of ease

and a sea breeze

is how I live tonight.

For the first time

in a long time,

I will lean back tonight.

For a life of ease

and a sea breeze

is how I'll live my life.

Directions

I look to the left.

I look to the right.

I look up and down

and all around.

But still I am lost.

Breathe

A blinding light.

A shiny night.

A breath that struggles with all its might.

A pair of lungs so tight.

All they do is fight, fight, fight-

For a breath that struggles with all its might.

Impressum

Tag der Veröffentlichung: 23.08.2013

Widmung:
I would like to dedicate this book to everyone and everything that inspired these poems.

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