Jules:

Growing up, the plastic cups were always stained kaleidoscopic, but no one ever seemed to notice. It was just one of the side effects of having Jules as a younger brother.

The house always seemed too quiet, except for when he screamed, and water colored waterfalls spilled from his fingers every time the shaking of his hands caused the lines to blur against the canvas.

Seemingly mute, completely deaf, and only eight, Jules seemed to live solely for the moments when he could play God, lived for the sight of creation, the feel of new crayons moving over whitewashed walls.

Ash:

On the morning of his tenth birthday, Ash awoke feeling older than a ten-year-old should. He loved his brother, but often wished him dead. He understood almost as much as he couldn’t comprehend, but it didn’t really seem to matter.

Jules left sticky fingerprints on everything he touched, including across the worn wood of Ash’s Jay Jr. Acoustic. He pealed the stars--even Mars--from the panels of the ceiling.

But despite how nauseating the smell of acrylic, Ash knew better than to deny Jules his pseudo-happiness. Only took the back of mother’s hand, thrice, to master the harsh realm of adulthood.

Mother:

“Who knows these things,” was mother’s automated response to 88% of the questions asked. She found their audacity infuriating, even more than the stares. It wasn’t her boys’ fault, wasn’t fair they shouldered the blame. And as sad as it seemed, she desperately hoped Jules really was as oblivious to the world as he appeared.

It wasn’t all bad. Hard? Yes. But not bad. Sometimes she’d stand in the shadows, watching Ash trying to teach Jules guitar. She’d watch the child’s attention drift then refocus on his brother, and she’d smile.

Sometimes she really did believe everything would be okay.

Impressum

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