Heart and Soul
My heart and soul
They burn and cry
Wondering if you cry, too.
My heart and soul
They died when you left
Wondering where your love has gone
Has my heart wondering
Will you always be lost in that dark void of nothingness
or will you find me again.
Hope
The reoccurring dream of you
The life I want to have
Give me hope
My heart trapped on you
The smile you bring to my sadden face
Give me hope
The spark that is still alight
For you my life lover
Gives me hope
One day of will return
Pain
All that is
All that I don't want
Please relieve me of the
pain of this broken heart
Revolving
Spinning and Spinning
Making my mind explode
Trying to get you to forgive me
In front of me a revolving item
Wondering if maybe my revolving world
Pain, will it end
Shattered
Shattered, it sucks
I am alone and sad
My heart, in a million pieces
Still loves you
Shattered, it plays happy
In the end it hurts some more
Each day my shattered heart is without
Is even more pain
Cry
My eyes are sad and Lonely
As cool wet droplets run
My warm cheeks being cooled
By my love burdened tear
I cry for you, for your heart
I cry for you to love me and never let me go.
Cry because I want the life I know
The person I love.
Waiting
You need space
You need time, Okay
For this I now understand
My heart is weeping
Waiting under the red wood oak
there is where it is going to wait
Waiting for the day you return
Waiting, waiting, and waiting, for you my love
My Life Lover
With everything he cherished me
Toward my dreams he pushed
He loves me unconditionally
My heart is faithfully his
My life lover
Changing my heart and soul
I opened up to you
I let down my barrier
Loving you for an eternity
My life lover
Not Titled
Holding back the tears
Pretending to be happy
When in reality your dying
You want nothing, only him
Him happy, laughing, and
Not having a worry at all
He says things are finished
To move on
You still love him with every piece of that shattered heart
Fragile
Why so fragile, my heart
Hearing his name
Hanging with your friends
being alone
Everything and everyone
My heart wants to weep
Sob until there nothing left
Only a empty hole that wants to give up
My fragile heart, is lost
Forgive Me
I screwed, I caused a mess
I hurt you and I am sorry
All I want is, forgiveness
I want you back in my life
The love of my life
I need you to look
Look inside, and find it to
Forgive and forget
Forgive I want you back
Sparrow
Soaring high and alone
Trying to be on my own
This little sparrow
Only wallows
Sparrow fly free, fly high
You will make it through
You are beautiful
Your life fulfilled
Sparrow you heart, loyal
And always his
Will one day bring him home
Rose Bush
Rose Bush
Little black rose bush
So rare with so much meaning
You look beautiful
Your thorns, will they help, with this pain
I think they might
Watching the warm, crimson blood
gives me a rush of relief for a few minutes
Even reality rushes back and I plunge back into darkness
Alone and forgotten
Thank you little black rose bush, until I need you again
Pretending
I am getting tired
Pretending, it's tiring
Pretending to be happy
Faking that sweet smile
Pretending I am not mad
I play nice
Pretending I am not scared
Will I ever win your heart back
Pretending I don't miss you
I am dying inside
Pretending I don't care
When you are the only one I care for
Pretending I am not alone
When you're the only one who made me whole
Pretending I am not hiding
Hiding from the world, hiding my true self
Pretending you not the only one I can be myself around
When you are
I am growing tired of pretending
Will you please come home?
From Loved to Hurt
I loved you with every fiber in my being
but you played with my hear
I am hurt
Why did you leave? Why did you have to go?
Now I suffer a pain that I can't escape
Will something sharp help?
What about something dull?
Or something that slowly consumes
It consumes you slowly from the inside, out
All I want is to feel loved by you again
Not this pain
Little Bundle
Nine months I wait
Until that little bundle
That joyful bundle comes into my life
but without you that little bundle
The one that is always crying and screaming
Is just another obstacle in my path
I need you to start the life I want
Oh, so badly
I Can't
I can't do this
Not without you
I can't be truly happy
When I don't have you
I can't do nothing but cry
When you shattered my heart
I can't move on
While my heart is trapped on you
I can't have the life I want
Because you are part of that life
I can't be me anymore
Until you come home, I can't
Home
Come Home Honey
To a place of warmth
Come home honey
So I can keep you safe in my arms
Come home honey
To your family
Come home honey
To your darling girl
The wife that loves you so
Come home, my love
Please come home
I miss you oh, so much
Crazy
Anger
Sadness
Depression
False happiness
Loneliness
They are all buried inside
Wanting to blow the top
I am trying to keep them in check
Though, I am losing it
Am I going crazy, I think I am
I the loony bin, I am
there I will stay
Until you return and save my crazy soul
I am going crazy, crazy, crazy
Wanting you back so badly
Crimson Red
I cry and cry
Wanting to escape
As I watch my crimson red blood
My blood, it covers me like a blanket
I feel safe under it's crimson red color
Dripping from my finger tips
Silently hitting the sink
Being wash away by the running water
It takes my pain and sadness with it
That crimson red color, I love you
Crimson red still with me until I need you again
You Gave Them the Chance
Wondering what happened to us, I know
You gave them the chance
You didn't follow your heart or conscience
You allowed them to use you
I know they told you lies
I know you want your dream
I want to help you, damn it
I will never tell you lies
You gave them the chance
To shoot you down
Now you need to get of ground
You gave them the chance
To use you and throw you away like yesterday's trash
Your not trash, you deserve to be cherished
Sisters
* THIS ONE IS DEDICATED TO MY TWO BESTIES, MY TWO SISTER'S. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. "I LOVE J&A"
When I needed someone
The people I least expected were the one's
Except for two. Two who will always be there
No matter far you are, I know
I know, you will always be there
My two bestie's, My two sisters
The one that knows best
You'll always be there for me
So in return I am going to be there for you.
Thank you for everything
Thank you for being there
You never dared playing with my heart
You have always been a true friend
Thank you, sisters
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My heart shattered
Then you showed me I mattered
You turned my life around
You showed me I was not alone
You showed me I meant something
Now your the one that means everything
You're leaving in a week maybe less
I am here, a hot mess
I have to let you go,
But please take my heart with you
Cause just than may I be happy
or maybe I could just find a new heart
Someone who won't betray my heart
someone like you
You're gone, the one that matters
Now, we can only be friends
I am now running to great ends
trying to get you to change your mind
I always want you to be mine
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Texte: Serena
Lektorat: Serena
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 03.03.2012
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