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Jesica Davis. 16, brown hair, blue eyes, sophmore

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Jason Micheals, 17, brown hair, brown eyes, junior

chapter 1 first day of school

 

** Jessica’s POV **

 

Finally, my sophomore year at Montgomery High School. I was the new girl this year because we moved after i lost one of my closes friends. And before my best friend died my father had died of a heart attack. My dad left us the house and his money. I went into my bathroom to take a hot bath before school. I must have been in there for a while because next thing I knew the water was cold. I was getting ready to get out when I heard a knock at the door. “yes?” i said, “honey you have to hurry up or you’re going to be late for school.” Ahhh my mother. I loved the sound of my mothers voice she has been there to support me every step of the way after my dad left. “Okay mom, I’m doing my hair and then I’ll be out”. I got out, blow dried my hair then curled it. I wrapped a towel aaround my body and went to go get some clothes. I walked over to my dresser and took out my purple tank top and skinny jeans. Both clung to my body tightly showing off my curves. Everyone says i have the perfect body. I'm 5'8, weigh 125, brown hair, and light blue eyes. After i was done getting ready, I grabbed my bag, went down stairs, kissed my mom goodbye, grabbed my car keys and took off to school. While I was outside I noticed the people from down the street were moving in next door because their old house had a wiring problem. I saw this guy who was really freaking hot! I realized I was standing in my driveway gawking at him and got in my car before he noticed me making a drool puddle in the middle of my driveway and drove off.

 

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I got to school in my 1965 Shelby Mustang that my older brother got me for my birthday. I turned sixteen, five months ago. I got out of my car and EVERYONE stared at me. And I mean everyone. I got some jaw dropping looks from the guys and some hated looks from the girls but I didn’t care. I walked in the school with my head high. I walked to the office to get my locker number and combination and my schedule. I then went over to my locker to put all my school stuff in it. I put in my combination, opened my locker, and then it shut in my face. I looked to my side only to find one of my best friends, Abigail Heart. I hugged her so tight. We were going into our third year of being friends. “ABBY!!! I missed you so much! How was New York? Wait you’re not suppose to be back for another month”. Over the summer Abby went to New York for her dance tour. I was so proud and wanted to know all about it. She then stared at me with the saddest look I’ve ever seen. “Not so good Jess”. Tears formed in her eyes. What happened out there? “Our tour got stolen by some other dance team”. “Oh gosh, by who? What happened”. She explained to me how some of the girls didn’t show up for the tour so they didn’t have enough people to do the dance and they had to forfeit.

Abby and I walked to our first class, she had science and I had P.E. I’ve always loved running or working out. The only thing I hated about P.E. at this high school is the classes were mixed genders, boys and girls. I hated it because the guys always think they are better than us girls.  We played basketball today. The girls that didn't want to play got to walk the track upstairs and i was the only girl left. None of the guys wanted to be on my team so i was alone. During the whole period the guys would stare and try to touch me while I was going up against them. All these guys thinking girls are only good for their looks. It was outragious. That was about to change. The final score at the end of the class was 52- 35 and I won, go figure. After that class the point guard on the basketball team caught up to me, “you were really good today, what’s your name?”. I didn’t know this guy at all. “none of your business”. I hated jocks so much. They always think they can get whatever girl they want with those looks of theirs. But this jock, man was he hot. He had beautiful dark brown eyes, blond hair, tanned skin, and was probably like 6’3”. His eyebrows squinted together like I just broke his heart… wait I recognize this guy!

 

*Jason’s P.O.V*

When I got to school this morning there was another car parked in my parking space. It was a 1965 Shelby Mustang!!! I love those freaking cars! I parked in the one next to it and was getting out of my car to go yell at the guy who decided it would be funny to park in my spot then the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen got out. Every guy in the parking lot was staring at her and I felt jealous. But why? I don’t even know this girl. She grabbed her stuff so sexily and then walked into school with her hips swaying and her head up. Was this the new girl everyone was talking about? I needed to get to know this girl. Nobody has ever made me feel like this before.

I met up with the guys from the basketball team and headed to our first classes. Of course we all had P.E. and we were playing basketball today. I loved playing basketball in P.E. because nobody can beat us so it’s fun. We went into the changing room to change and when we got out guess who I saw… that girl from this morning! She was wearing basketball shorts, a tang top, high tops, and she had her hair pulled back into the most perfect pony tail. Coach blew his whistle which snapped me out of my thoughts and told us to get into teams and if we didn’t want to play then to walk around the gym. All the girls walked around the gym like usual. But behind Justin, my best friend, was that girl. There wasn’t enough people to play even games so I split everyone up and gave one extra player to the girl. Then she said something that surprised me, “no I want to play alone”. Wow. Look at her confidence. All the guys laughed but I agreed and we played. Coach threw the ball up and the 5foot girl got the ball before I did! She dribbled to the basket with the guys chasing her and she did a lay up. This girl keeps getting better and better. The clock had 30 seconds on the shot and this mystery girl had the ball. She was winning with a score of 50 – 35. I was covering her, but she went around me and shot like nothing was happening. This girl is amazing! The buzzer went of and she jumped up and down in excitement while the guys grunted. This small girl just kicked us guys’ asses. The bell rang and I caught up with her. “you were really good today, what’s your name? I just realized I didn’t even know her name. She studied me for a minute and answered, “none of your business”. Wow. That actually hurt. I think she noticed she hurt me and gave me an I’m sorry look. We looked into each others eyes and I fell for her. I don’t know who this girl is and I fell for her! I needed to find out who she is! I noticed her shirt was showing some boob. I looked down and didn’t realize I was staring until she turned around and walked off. Daaaamn she has a nice body! I wanna feel her.

 

*jessica's P.O.V.*

After P.E. i met up with Abby in the hallway by her locker. She seemed happy but before we went to first she was really upset. "what's up?". she looked at me confused when i asked that. "what do you mean?" "you're... happy?" she has a big smile on her face and told me she met some really hot guy named Auron in first. I told her about that guy from p.e. and told her how he looked at my breast with lust filled eyes. She laughed at me and said “girl you have never had a boyfriend and this guy likes you. Go for it girl before he isn’t available anymore. I can tell you like him”. She was right I did like him but I don’t know if I can love a jock after…….

 

**flashback**

My best friend Shayanne and I were going to a party with her boyfriend Derek. I went to the bathroom to get alcohol out of my shirt from some douche bag that thought I would sleep with him and when I told him no, my shirt gets soaked with alcohol. While I was in there I heard a scream coming from down the hall. I went to go check it out and saw Derek come out of a room with blood on his hands!... I ran into the room and saw Shayanne laying on the bed naked with her face bloody. I went to go grab her but noticed she was limp… she wasn't breathing… I sat there and cried until I was pulled out of the room by my brother. I didn’t even go to her funeral because I couldn’t stand seeing her like that again…

** end of flashback**

 

I sighed and looked at the clock and noticed I had a minute to get to my next class. I had history. great. That was sarcasm if you couldn’t notice. I walked down the hall and found my room. As soon as I walked in the class the bell rang. I noticed only one seat was open so I sat there. When class started the teacher came in and said “Jessica Davis. Will you please come to the front of the class?”. Oh no! I got up slowly and heard whistles from the guys. I shook my head and walked to the front next to the teacher. “alright since your new I want you to tell us your name, where you’re from, age, and something about you”. He said. “well my name is Jessica Davis, I’m from here, I’m 16, and I love to play basketball”. After that I went to go sit back down and felt a pair of eyes on the side of my head. I looked over and saw the guy from P.E.! I looked back to the front and tried not to stare at him.

 

*Jason’s POV*

 

I met up with the guys after talking to that girl and told them all about her. After we were done talking I went to my next class, history. I walked into class and sat down in the way back and then the bell rang like 30 seconds later. I heard someone sit next to me but didn’t pay attention because all I could think about was that girl. The teacher walked and asked for some girl named Jessica Davis to come to the front. I’ve never heard that name and when I looked up it was her. Jessica huh? Wow even her name is beautiful! When she was done talking she walked back to the seat next to me and I stared at her the whole time. She noticed I was staring at her and looked at me. Her face went instantly red and she looked forward. She likes me! I stared at her the rest of the hour and watched how perfect she was. After class I ran up to her. “so your name is Jessica?’ “jess” she corrected. “Sorry. Jess. So you wanna hang out later ill pick you up at 6 and we can go back to mine and watch some movies” wow real smooth idiot. “sure but no funny stuff”. Time to make my move!

 

chapter 2 his house

 

*Jason’s POV*                                         

           

oh my god. Jessica said yes! She actually said yes and is coming over to my house. I don’t know what it is about her but I like her a lot. She gives me a feeling that I’ve never had before. But why did I have to say movies?! Maybe I can still make a move. But I don’t want to push her… I called my brother Auron and asked him if he could come over and help me but he said he was out with some random girl named Abigail. So now I’m in my car on my way home to freshen up with no clue what to do and I really don’t want to mess this up. Its 4:53 and I have to get her at 6. I went to go get a shower and get dressed. I brushed my teeth and rinsed it out with mouth wash and made it extra minty.

I looked at the clock and noticed it was 5:30 and I had to go pick this hottie jess up. I practically sprinted to my car so I wouldn’t be late. i texted her and asked her for her address and when she told me I realized I lived next door. I was moving in because we had electrical problems at my old house. I walked over to her house and knocked. When she opened the door she was laughing. She has the most beautiful laugh ever. I told her that too :) “your laugh is beautiful” she just smiled and blushed. “lets go”. We walked over to my house, sat on the couch and put in titanic. I love this movie its sad but sweet at the same time. She cried at the ending when jack died and snuggled up into my chest and started mumbling stuff. She looked up and we stared into each others eyes. Hers were so deep you could get lost in them. After about 30 seconds of staring into each others eyes I leaned in and kissed her softly. At first she didn’t respond but when she did it was perfect. “I thought I said no funny business?” she said after she pulled away. “you kissed back which means you like it” I smiled and felt accomplished. She kissed me this time but more passionately. She started laying back on the couch but sat back up and pulled apart again and my lips got cold. She got up and walked upstairs. I curiously followed her. She opened my moms bedroom door and then closed it again. Then my younger brothers and did the same. We came to mine and instead of closing it she walked in and laid down on my bed. I laid down next to her only to be kissed again. She started moving to her side and halfway on me not breaking the kiss. I felt myself get hard. She then got all the way on me and pulled away from my lips again!

“what did I say Jason?”

“no funny business?”

“ding ding ding”

I pulled her down and kissed her again this time she tugged on my shirt. I took it off and she did the same. Then came the pants. I rolled us over making me on top of her. “are you sure?” I asked. “I wouldn’t have my shirt and pants off if I wasn’t.” “good point”. I kissed her while unsnapping her bra then took off her panties. Now she was fully naked. I sat up and looked her over. Damn she was fine. I took off my boxers and positioned myself between her legs.

 

 

*Jessica’s POV*

            I was fully naked now and he was looking at me up and down. He groaned and took his boxers off getting between my legs. His man hood was at my opening just sitting there. “are you sure you’re sure?” he asked worriedly. “yes dude just do it.” He slowly pushed into me and hit my wall and a tear ran down my face. “I know it hurts. It’ll go away.” He said. He pulled out and went right back in. This time it didn’t hurt as much. He did the same thing again and this time it was pleasurable. He started going faster and every time I moaned he went harder. After about ten minutes he stopped and kissed my forehead. I just met this guy and had sex with him. But I like him so I don’t care. We heard someone walk through the front door. “Jason im home where you at bro?” we heard someone yell. “who is that?”. “my brother but he shouldn’t be home till 8”. I looked at my phone and it was 8:05. Shit! I quickly got up put my clothes on and went out his window.

            I went up to my room, took a shower and laid on my bed. I got out my phone and saw this..

“had a good time with you. Sorry my brother ruined it… see you tomorrow?” – Jason

“had a good time too. But this doesn’t mean we are together… I hope you know this… see ya tomorrow” – jess

I closed my phone and went to go fix diner for me and my mom. Around 10:00 she still wasn’t home. I started freaking out and called her but her phone went straight to voicemail… I went to my room thinking she would be home soon and she was driving. I woke up around 3 in the morning to a load crashing noise. I went down stairs and found a drunk mother… I thought about why she would drink and the only reason she ever drank was because my dad died. Oh my god! Its his death anniversary!! I helped my mom upstairs and got her into bed. Then I went back down stairs, got some water and medicine, went back to my mom and put it on the table beside her bed and kissed her goodnight. Then I went to bed because I was wore out! Get it? Of course you do!

chapter 3 figuring it out

* Jason’s POV*

 

After last night I really thought she would be mine. Instead she said "this doesn’t mean mean we're together" who does that??! I’ve been thinking about our time together all night and I can't figure out what I did wrong. She's so... difficult. I will find out what happened and why we aren't together. I took out my phone and checked the time. It was 6:30 AM. I have 30 minutes to get ready for morning practice. I got up, took a shower, got dressed, ate breakfast and had a cup of coffee. Then I went to my car, started it and drove off to school.

 

When I got there Jessica's car wasn't in her usual spot. I wonder where she is. I got out my phone to text her. 

 

"hey, why aren't you at school yet?" - Jason

She didn't reply to me so I ditched first and went to her house. Her car was in the parking lot. I snuck up to her window and looked inside. She was still sleeping. She looks so peaceful when she is sleeping. I shook her to wake her up. She stretched so gently and slowly opened her eyes. She looked at me and I can see that beautiful sparkle in her eye. "Jason? how did you get into my room?" she asked quietly. "I came through your window" "you did what!" she got up and locked her door. and turned around to face me but she was mad I think. "why would you come through my window?!" "you missed first so I thought there was something wrong." I put my head down. "im sorry Jessica.". she came and sat down next to me and held my chin to where she was looking in my eyes. She then kissed me. It wasn’t a rough kiss or a peck but it was passionate, like she meant it. She pulled back and whispered, "it's okay" in my ear. She put her head on my shoulder and mumbled something I didn’t hear what it was though. I wrapped my arms around her and held her tightly. I really want her to be mine. I closed my eyes and visualized what it would be like to have a life with her. I don’t know why but she gives me this kind of feeling I’ve never had before. I don't know what has come over me. I... I think I love this beauty... 

 

**Jessica’s POV** 

 

I didn't realize I missed first block. I thought I set my alarm last night but apparently I didn't. I was in his arms, wrapped so tightly in a hug because he thought he did something wrong. but the truth is. he didn't. he did everything right. I just don't know if I can be with a jock because of what happened to my best friend... 

----FLASHBACK----

 

"come on girl!! we're going to be late for this damn thing!!" I didn't even want to go to this stupid party, but I couldn't leave her hanging while trying to get with her crush. Ahh, Brent! the hottest guy in school, or so Shyanne says (note the sarcasm). Tall, blue eyes, six pack, brown hair, and not to mention, popular. Everything a girl could want. The thing is, he wasn’t a good guy. He cheated on every single one of his past girlfriends. I just didn’t want her to get hurt. “I don’t really want to go Shyanne”, I was disappointed that she wanted someone like that. “why not? You’ve been wanting to go to a party for like, ever now?” yeah just not this one I thought to myself. I looked down to the floor and thought of things to say but I couldn’t find anything. “oh, I see, its because I’m meeting up with Brent isn’t it?” she looked mad. I don’t know what to say. “fine let’s go.” We walked to my car and drove to an address that I didn’t know existed. We were there for an hour before she went into the room with Brent. About thirty minutes later Brent came out and went home but Shyanne didn’t come out. I went down the hallway and tried to find the room she was in. I walked into a room that was pitch black and the door was closed. I turned on the light and Shyanne was laying on the bed. I walked over to her and asked her if we could leave but she didn’t answer me she just stared at the ceiling with a tear going down her face. “hey. What wrong? What did he do?”, still no answer. So I shook her and her body was cold. I covered her with the blanket ‘cause it was kinda cold in here. I shook her again and her body was limp. “what the fuck? SHAY!!” she didn’t even move. I put my hand under her head and lifted her to my face and put my ear to her mouth. She wasn’t breathing. I looked at her neck to see if it was moving and I noticed hand marks like she was strangled.. that bastard killed my best friend. He killed her. “SHAY! SHAY NO!! COME ON WAKE UP! SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULANCE!!” I could feel the tears running down my face. Hard tears. I held her tighter than ever and just cried. 10 minutes later the Ambulance, Fire truck, and police showed up. The paramedics came in and put her on a stretcher. I held her hand and ran with them to the van. I got in, never letting go of her hand, and the paramedics examined her. There were bruises on her neck, her arms, her face, and her legs. Like he raped her. We got to the Hospital and they couldnt do anything for her. That guy killed my best friend and i will never forget about it. 

 

---end of flashback---

 

I pulled myself out of the vision i was just having and realized i was still in Jason's arms and i was crying. Not every guy is the same, right? I mean he did ask if i was sure before he stuck it in. He's a nice guy. I don't think he would do anything to hurt me. I just have to find out. 

 

 

** Jason's POV ** 

 

I felt a drop of water hit my chest. I looked down and noticed she was crying. "Hey, what's wrong??" she didn't answer me. i grabbed her shoulders and looked into her eyes and asked her again. "I need to know how you really feel about me, i promised myself i would never date a jock. But if you have real feelings then i'll give you a chance." Why is she asking me this? " I like you, a lot. i want to be with you. Nobody else." She looked down and sighed. "What is this about?" i asked. 

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I dedicate this book to my best friend Shyanne who committed suicide 5 years ago.. I love you so much baby girl!! you are forever missed