The First Date
One cold Friday afternoon when three girls named Lulu, Nicole and Sasha were walking around waiting for it to be time to go see the movie, Lulu said,”Lets invite David to go with us.” So Nicole took her phone out of her pocket and texted David's brother Jacob and said,”Ask your brother if he wants to go to the movies with me and the twins.” Jacob texted back saying,”David said ya but he needs a ride.” Nicole texted back saying,”Okay. Tell him to be at the twins house at 6:30.” Jacob said,”Okay.” The girls had to go up to the theater way earlier than they thought so they didn't get to pick up David. When the girls got to the theater they met up with their friend Alex. Alex, his dad and Nicole went to pick up David. About 20 minutes later David walked up. Sasha walked up to him and put her hands on his shoulders and shook him as she asked, ”Where’s Nicole and Alex?” David said,”I don't know. My brother told me that I had to get my own ride so I did.” Sasha said,”Oh My God! They Went To Pick You Up,”and walked away. As she walked away David said,”I'm sorry.” Lulu walked up to him and put her hands on his shoulders and shook him while she smiled.
David did the same thing to her. Lulu smiled and said,” Stop! Your gonna give me shaking baby syndrome!” David smiled and laughed then asked,”What's shaking baby syndrome?” Lulu smiled and said,”It's were you shake a baby and they could die.” David said,”Or become retarded.”Lulu smiled at the floor. Then Sasha asked, "Did your brother tell you who wanted you to come to the movies with us?” David said,”No, he just told me that you guys wanted me to come to the movies.” Sasha smiled and pointed at Lulu and said,”My sister wanted you to come.” Lulu smiled then covered her face with her hands. Then Sasha ran to see if the others were there yet. Well she was gone Lulu was standing next to David, when she covered her face again. David smiled and nudged her arm and said ,”Quite being so nervous.” Lulu smiled, blushed and then looked at the ground.
When the others got there, they went inside. Lulu went and sat down first. Then David went and sat down next to her and she smiled at the floor again. When the others went to sit down Sasha said,”Come sit in front of us, so we can give you your candy.”Lulu stood up and said,”Come on.” When they sat down Lulu figured out that two people she doesn't like were sitting front of them. Lulu stood up and went to talk to her sister Sasha. David asked,”What wrong?”Lulu said,”Nothing I just don't like Jacob and his girlfriend,”and motioned to the two kids sitting in front of them. David said,” If he tells you anything I'll beat his ass.” Lulu smiled and sat down next to David. When Lulu sat down she went to put the cup holder down so she could put her arm on it, but David didn't let her. During the previews David and Lulu kept moving their hands closer and closer to one each others. By the third movie preview they were holding hands. Then at the beginning of the movie David kept leaning closer to Lulu. Lulu asked,”Why are you so close?” David smiled and asked,”Am I aloud to be this close?”
Lulu looked at the screen then back at David and asked,”I don't know, are you?,” then smiled at the floor. David smiled at Lulu and said,”I wanna be this close.” Lulu smiled at the screen and said,”Okay.” Then they were talking and David leaned in to kiss Lulu, but she pulled away and said,”Nope.” David asked,”Why not?” Lulu looked at him and then at the screen and said,”Because I don't trust you..........as much as I should.” David smiled and looked at the screen and said,”You can trust me.” Lulu smiled and looked at the screen. About half an hour later they were talking and David leaned in again, but this time so did Lulu. As they got closer Lulu got more and more scared, then it happened.....their lips touched. When they stopped kissing they looked at each other and smiled. After about 20 minutes of watching the movie David looked at Lulu and leaned in to kiss her again. Lulu leaned in at the same time as David. When their lips touched Lulu's heart stopped and they kissed for about 30 minutes straight. Until Sasha and Nicole saw and whispered,”Gross!”
Then Lulu pulled away and put her head on David's shoulder as she began to laugh. After they sat back down Lulu and David began kissing again. Then Sasha pushed the cup holder into Davids head thinking that it would make them stop kissing, but it didn't work. They kept kissing for about 10 more minutes. That's when Sasha and Nicole started throwing popcorn at them. Lulu just laughed and picked up the popcorn and threw it back at them. Then Nicole said,”David, Jacob wants to know if you guys are dating?” David shook his head yes. Nicole said,”Gross.” Lulu looked at David and said,”Did you just tell Nicole that we're dating?” David smiled and said,”Ya is that okay?” Lulu leaned in and kissed David, then said,”What do you think?” David just smiled and kissed Lulu. A little bit later David put his head on Lulu's chest and said,”I can hear your heart beat.”Lulu smiled and said,”Well ya you do have your head on my chest.” David just laughed and they watched the movie well Sasha pulled Lulu's hair. Lulu just tried to ignore it, but it was bugging her. David asked,”Do you wanna switch me spots?” Lulu smiled and said,”No I'm good.” David smiled put his head back on her chest. Before the movie could actually end Sasha whispered,”Hey sis, I think Mom's here. We gotta go.” Lulu turned around and asked,”What?” Nicole said,” We have to go.” Lulu stood up and kissed David bye. Then David asked,”Wait. How am I suppose to get home?” Lulu said,”I don't know. I'm sorry,”and walked out of the theater. Nicole's mom came to pick her up. Maddie went with Lulu and Sasha. In the car Lulu just kept talking about him. When Lulu and Sasha got home, Lulu still couldn't stop talking about David. All Lulu could say was “Oh My God.”
Not Knowing and Finding Out The Truth
The next day all Lulu could think about was if David was being for real when he asked her out. Lulu wasn't exactly sure because David had been drinking before the movie. He didn't tell Lulu but she figured it out because she could smell it on his breath and taste it on his lips. Lulu couldn't get it out of her head that it all might have just been a joke. That night Lulu, Sasha and Nicole went to the park. Well they were at the park Lulu asked Nicole to text Jacob(David's brother) and tell him to ask David if we're together or not. Nicole wouldn't text him. So they decided to kinda stalk their other friend Chris, who lives across the street from the park. Then they decided to practice some of the new cheers they learned on Friday. Lulu was showing Nicole some of the cheers that she forgot. Then Sasha called her grandma to come get them from Nicole's house. Well they were waiting their friend Bobby was walking by Nicole's house. So they went outside to talk to him. Well they were talking to him Lulu and Sasha's grandma came to pick them up. So they told Bobby and Nicole bye.
The next morning Lulu was kinda freaking out because it was Monday and she still didn't know if she was really dating David or not. So Lulu woke up did her hair, got dressed, brushed her teeth and waited for the bus. When Lulu got on the bus she noticed that David was sitting in the front. All Lulu did was look at him then went and sat in a seat in front of David. Then David grabbed his backpack and stood up and moved to sit with Lulu. All Lulu could do was smile and look out the window. About two minutes after sitting down David gave Lulu a necklace and bracelet. Lulu just looked at David and then put her hand over her face. Lulu put her hand on David's hand and took the necklace and bracelet. At first Lulu just held them in her hand, then she put them in her backpack. Then Lulu put her hand back on David's and they were holding hands. Lulu was having the best day ever and she didn't want it to end. When Lulu got home she just couldn't stop smiling. A few days later Lulu was messing around with David, and they were playing the punching game. When Lulu went to hit David in the leg, David moved so she punched him in the balls. David got really mad and for most of the day didn't even talk to her. By the end of the day he had broken up with her for the first time. Lulu took the bracelet off and she couldn't unbutton the necklace so she just busted it and had Sasha's boyfriend Stuart give it back to David. Lulu was hurt, but she didn't know that she would get used feeling this way when it came to David. She didn't know that this wouldn't be the last time they dated, either.
Here We Go Again
On the last day of Christmas break David asked Lulu back out. Lulu gladly said yes. When Lulu got on the bus she sat down and David moved and sat with her. They held hands and Lulu decided that it would be fun to poke David in the sides. Then David said,”Stop,” and grabbed Lulu's hands. Lulu smiled and asked,”Why?” David said,”Because it's annoying.” Lulu's smiled faded and she said,”How is that annoying?” David said,” Because this is annoying,”and started to poke Lulu in the sides. Lulu said,”No it's not. So your saying that what I do is annoying?” David said,”No that's just annoying” (If you haven't figured it out yet they argue kind of a lot). So the day went on. Lulu had fun being with David. They kissed every chance they got. At lunch Lulu figured out her friends opinions on David. She could only think the worse.
Nicole said,” David is a short little midget douchebag, I know that what you two have together won't last long because I can see as time passes David just gets more and more angry at everything you do. Honestly I almost hate David, he's just as annoying as Stuart and he tries to act like he can beat everyone's ass. I'm pretty sure if he even fought Alex he would lose. Every time I look at David I just want to hit you both in the face. David is a little bitch that cries about everything. ” Maddie said,”Davids nice enough and hes got a pretty face so I guess hes okay but he just gets angry a lot (sometimes for no good reason) and he is kind of a douche. And I think he tries to talk to other people too much... if that makes sense.” Alex said,” My very grand opinion on David. Lets see, where was I? Oh yes, David. He likes to explain things a little too much, going on about what to do in things, but sometimes I’m glad for is blabbing so I can learn secrets, and so I’m not completely clueless. He can be annoying sometimes, and I told everyone what was going to happen between them 2 months earlier, but still no one listens...I knew everything. So here it is, don’t do it, or that, or this, or yea...... don’t . I know many secrets, and I think I shouldn't tell my opinion, somethings happening, and the only thing people should be worrying about is that, not pitiful little problems.“ Sasha said,” I never really liked David he's just a fucken little dick. Who we all really wish would die. He gets mad at fucken nothing. You can't even say a guy from the show “Teen Wolf” is hot because he gets pissed. Its not like you will ever end up with them. He's just fucken stupid. I just fucken wish someone would bet the shit out of him, and he's short as hell. I'm gonna kill him one day ” Julie said,”He's a short little midget bitch nigga, that thinks he is all that and he has an annoying voice, but he has a pretty nice smile!”
Lulu wasn't really surprised by their answers. She knew that they were gonna say that they didn't like him. She knew that they were gonna say that he can be douche and she knew that they were gonna say that they wouldn't last very long. She knew that they didn't really like him, but she couldn't figure out why exactly. Lulu could put up with him, but she just got mad at him sometimes. Lulu thought that David was one of the sweetest and nicest guys in the class, but deep down she knew she might be wrong. Lulu only thought that because he was one of the few guys in her class that was actually nice to her. Little did Lulu know that David kinda had a dark side. He was nice and he was sweet, but he was also mean. Lulu knew how their relationship would end, but she was.....you could say blinded by the person she fell in Love with. At the end of the week in the morning they were happy and still together. At the end of the day, before they got on the bus David said something to Sasha that made her mad. So when they were getting on the bus Sasha turned around and hit him in the head.
David got a little mad, but then when they were on the bus Sasha went to hit him and hit him even harder this time. David jumped up and started yelling at Sasha. Lulu was so surprised she couldn't even stand up or say anything. He just kept yelling at her. When David went and sat back down Lulu had her back pushed against the window and David looked surprised. David looked at his hands then back at Lulu then said,”Fuck it. I'll walk,” and got off the bus. Lulu was still surprised. She couldn't believe that David had just yelled at her sister like that.
"I Think We Should Take A Break."
The next morning David sat in the back of the bus and Lulu sat in the front. David didn't talk to Lulu at all for half the day. Lulu was pissed. She felt ignored, and she hated to be ignored. At lunch she had Alex go ask David if they could talk, well Lulu went to fix her hair in the bathroom with her friends. When David was waiting for Lulu to come out Sasha went and told her that he was waiting. Lulu looked at Nicole and Maddie, then walked out. She walked up to David and said,”I'm sorry about yesterday.” David said,”It's okay.” Lulu said,”So..” David said,”I can't take you guys hitting me like that.”He went on and on about how he was mad and stuff like that. Lulu wasn't really listening until he said the thing that would change everything. David looked at Lulu and said,”I think we should take a break.” Lulu's heart sank and she said,”Okay whatever.” David said,”Don't be mad or sad okay.” Lulu said,” I'm not,”and walked away holding back the tears. She told her friends what he said. They said he was stupid. Lulu decide that she was going to move on. So she started to think about this new guy named Dominic.
Lulu said he was cute every chance she got. Then Lulu decide that she was going to tell him, but before she could David decide that he wanted the break to be over. So they got back together, again. For the 3rd time Lulu and David were together. Lulu was happy and so was David. Lulu had a lot of pictures that David drew her as binder clovers. Lulu loved that he drew her pictures. Lulu felt like something was different about the way David acted around her, but she ignored it. On the 6th Lulu was talking to here friend Patrick. Patrick said,”You should write a suicide note. Then let me read it.” Lulu smiled then asked,”Why?”Patrick said,”I don't know cause I wanna see what it says.” Lulu smiled again and said,”Okay.” Lulu was having trouble writing it because she didn't know what to say. At break David came and sat next to her she just put her hand over the paper. David asked,”What are you doing?”Lulu looked at the paper and said,”I'm writing something, but I can't tell you cause you'll get mad.” David said,”Just tell me.” Lulu said,”I'm writing a suicide note.” David just looked at Lulu, then asked,”Why are you writing that?” Lulu said, ”Because Patrick wants to see what I'll write.” David made the mistake of telling Lulu that she needed help, and that didn't help considering he called Lulu a “Emo Child” this morning.
Lulu said,”I don't need your help,”and looked away from David. David stood up and walked back to his computer. Lulu crumbled the piece of paper and gave Sasha her pencil back and sat down and tried not to cry. After about 10 minutes Lulu got a new piece of paper and a pencil. Lulu looked at Patrick and then turned around and started to write her note. Lulu was crying as she was writing it because she was actually writing how she felt. When she finished she folded the paper and gave it to Patrick. Patrick, Isaac, Lexie and Nicole read the note. Then Lulu went and gave it to David. At the next break she went over to David's desk and just stood there until he took his head phones out. Then Lulu asked,”Did you read it?”David said,”Ya......It's in the garbage.” Lulu just sorta stood there as they talked. Lulu's letter read:
"Dear Whoever cares,
I'm writing this letter to tell you goodbye. I'm sorry for all the pain and suffering i caused you. Mom, I'm sorry for being such a bitch to you. I never meant tanything bad i ever said. I'm sorry i didn't tell you this before, but Im bisexual. I never told you because i didnt want to be a disapointment to you. I mean you wouldn't have beleved me anyways. I mean you never beleaved me all those times i told you MY SISTER was calling me a slut and a whore and a biitch, but hey obviasly i didn't matter much huh? Anyways on with the letter. David, I'm sorry i ever invited you to the movies. I ruined your life by doing so. I regret ever meeting you, not that I wasnt glad i did. I just messed up everything so much. I love you no matter what. You deserve better than this, and Im so so sorry. I hope your happy now that Im gone. I loved you, i honestly and truly loved you. You know the saying"If you love something set it free,"well thats what Im doing with you. Im setting you free, from me, from my messed up life. Just know you'll always be in my heart even if its not beating. Please don't cry over me because I'm not worth your tears."
Then she walked away and everything was better again. On the 13th Things weren't so good in the morning. David and Lulu were messing around and punching each other. When they were doing that David ended up punching Lulu in the wrist. Lulu wanted to cry, but all she could think was "Son of A Bitch!” She forgave David instead of being mad at him. They were fine until it came to Julie and Maddie's bus stop.
Lulu and David were kissing and everything was fine. Then David pulled away and looked at Lulu for a few seconds then asked,”You don't know how to kiss, do you?” Lulu just looked at him, then pulled her hand away from David’s and looked out the window. David asked,”Are you mad at me?” Lulu kept saying no, but honestly she was really mad at David. Then Nicole asked Lulu about some guy they saw on the bus last year to see if she remember his name. Lulu couldn't remember, but all she knew was that David got pissed again. The rest of the bus ride they didn't talk they just held hands. When they got to the school David got off, but Lulu stayed to try and help Nicole find the ball for her piercing. David left his phone so Lulu put it in her pocket and waited for him to come get it. When David came to get it Lulu just handed it to him without saying anything. David looked at Lulu and said,”Thank you,” then walked away. The rest of the day was pretty normal, they fought they made up over and over again.
The Valentine's Day Massacre
When it came to Valentine's Day Lulu would've stayed home rather then go to school. When Lulu got up that morning she got dressed in a black long-sleeve tee-shirt and black leggings. Lulu put on some earrings, her glove, her headband, and her boots. When Lulu got on the bus she sat down and David sat with her. She was having fun poking David again. As each one of her friends got on the bus Lulu handed them a little bag with stuff in it. When they got off the bus they exchanged gifts. David pulled a bag out of his backpack and handed it to Lulu. Lulu said,”Thank you and your not getting yours until we get to class.” David smiled and they walked over to the table. When they got to class David sat next to Lulu and kept telling her to open it. Lulu kept saying "I will when you go sit down." Eventually David went and sat down. Lulu got into her bag and got David's things out and looked up to see David holding out a picture to give her. Lulu took the picture and then handed David the bag of things she bought him. The whole day was actually really good. All Lulu could think was that she didn't hate it this year. Lulu had fun with David. On the 16th Lulu decided that she was going to start writing letters again. The first letter said,
“Sunday, February 16,2014, 9:25 pm
Dear Friend,
Sorry I haven't written in a while, but everything is better now. I got a new boyfriend, his name is David. And don't worry I told him everything, well technically I didn't tell him cause I was scared so I just wrote him a letter. I think you'd like David a lot. He's different from the other guys I've dated. I'm doing a lot better now. David has been a huge help. He kinda helped me forget about all the pain I've been feeling. I still feel the pain, but it hasn't been as bad since I started to date him. I haven't cut in almost a year. I still get tempted to cut, but I snap a rubber band on my wrist to help with the wanting, I'm also finding all kinds of different ways to detract myself, like I started to write again, and I'm playing softball and I'm spending time with David when I can. Sometimes it gets bad, but all I gotta think about is how much I can't wait to see David the next day. I'll write soon again.
Love,
Your Old Friend “
One Month Seems Like One Minute
The day before their one month Lulu wrote a letter to her dear friend. I can't remember, but I believe that David wasn't at school. Which made Lulu very sad. The letter said,
“ Tuesday, February 18, 2014, 6:30 pm
Dear Friend,
Things are getting bad. I guess it wasn't so smart to go through my old things. I mean it was fine until I found everything that reminds me of the pain. It hurt to remember the pain that all of them brought me. I tried to ignore it, but then I found pictures and drawings that they gave me, and I almost broke down in tears. The only thing that kept me from actually breaking down again was the fact that I get to see David tomorrow. Right now he's the only thing that's keeping me from hurting myself again. I'm glad I can still write to you, it keeps me distracted when David isn't around so I can talk to. You and David are the only people I have, I mean that sorta understand what I'm going through. Tomorrow I'm gonna give David the letter that says everything. I just hope he's more understanding than the others were.
Love,
Your Forgotten Friend”
The next day David was at school. Lulu was having a good morning cause all she could think about was the fact that her and David have been together for a month. She wrote a to her friend again . The letter said,
“Wednesday, February 19,2014, 10:45 am
Dear Friend,
Today I gave David the letter that says everything. It was a good thing because he was so much more understanding than the others ever were. He didn't yell at me or think I was lying. He was the first guy that actually understood what I was saying. It means a lot to me that he understood what I was trying to say. He's a really good guy, way better than the other guys I was dating before him. I feel like I can trust him now that he knows. I didn't tell him everything, I was scared to, but I told him the important stuff and I think that's all that matters in this situation. Things are slightly good today, except that I brought my kn*** with me and I'm so tempted to cut. I want to cut so bad that it hurts, but I'm not gonna let the temptations get to me. I just gotta remember that I'm stronger now than I was back then. I don't have to cut, I don't need to cut. The fact that I'm at school it just makes it worse, but the good thing is that David is here so I have a distraction. Today just isn't my day...........i feel like I'm suffocating. I feel like I have no one to talk to. I just want this stupid day to be over. I just want to forget the pain, but no matter what I do I just can't stop feeling the pain and it hurts. I think I'm gonna be smart today and just give David my kn*** because I can't handle having it without wanting to cut. I just wish you were here to help me. You always knew how to help. Sometimes I just miss you and it causes more pain but I can't help it you knew how to help. And right now I need your help. Sorry for being me again today, but I just hope your doing better than I am today.
Love,
Your Lost Friend”
Lulu was having a bad day after all. She was writing when David went and sat next to her at break. For the first time she let someone read the letters. The only person she trusted to read and understand what she was saying. So Lulu let David read the letters. David was kinda surprised about what it said, but David knew that Lulu was being honest. The next day Lulu wrote another letter. This time it said,
“Thursday, February 20,2014, 8:05 am
Dear Friend,
Today is a little better, but not much. It's starting to getting bad again. I can feel myself starting to just let go. I'm scared that if I let go that I'll start to cut again. I just wanna feel better. Right now your the only person that understands what I'm going through, I just wish you were here and not in Duncan. I hate that I can't talk to you in person, you'd know what to do right now. I hate feeling this way, but today David's voice sounds a little different so it kinda helps. He said he was yelling a lot yesterday so he's loosing his voice. His voice is a mix of someone playing with helium and someone who has a deep voice. It's really funny cause it makes me laugh and he just helps me forget everything from the past. When I'm with him all I can think about is him. Most of the time when I'm at school he's all I think about. Like for reals I think about him that much. The best part is that if I think about him when I'm at school that I don't think about everything else. Then there's after school when I'm alone.........that I just can't help but think about the past. I try to think about David, but for some reason I just can't. The only thing that helps me at home is when I can talk to David on Face-book or when I write to you. Since your not here I think I should try to putting all my trust in David. That doesn't mean that I won't write anymore it just means that I'm gonna try and let someone else in. I thinks it'll be good it I have you and David to talk to about this. Especially since you can't be here physically to help me. It's just that I really really like David and I don't wanna hide what's wrong with me from him anymore. I always tell him that I'm fine when I'm really not. I tell him that I'm fine when I'm sad, when I'm angry and I tell him that I'm fine when I feel lost or forgotten. I tell him that I'm fine, I act happy and put on a smile when I feel hurt and when the pain comes back. I just wanna be able to talk to him about this like I talk to you. I hate hiding things from him, and I don't want to hid anything from him anymore, but I'm scared to talk to him about this cause I don't want to be judge by him and because I'm scared that he's not gonna understand. I'm scared that he's gonna hurt me like all the others did. I don't think I could handle if that happened again, I think that I'd actually break down if he hurt me, too. I just don't......wanna go back to the way I was before......I'm just barley starting to get better again. I don't wanna be the way I was before, I hated myself when I was like that. I was always hurting when I was like that and I don't wanna go through that again. And the fact that David might graduate this year doesn't help in the pain department. It honestly makes this worse because I thought I had another year to be with him, but now I might not. I mean part of me is happy for him, but the the other part of me is just hurting because of it. I don't know what's gonna happen if he graduates this year, I mean I’ll probably hurt some more than I already do just thinking about it. I don't know.....I....I....I just don't know about this anymore. I'm so scared to get hurt again that I might let it ruin my relationship with David. I don't wanna let it ruin Our relationship, but I also don't wanna get hurt again. I don't know what to do. I hate being scared of guys and relationships. I mean I've dated a lot of guys and had a lot of relationships and all of them have ended with me getting hurt. I just don't want the pain to come back. I honestly think that....I'm Falling....In LOVE....With David. I don't know what to do. I'm scared that he doesn't feel the same way, I mean he tells me that he loves me, but I don't know if he Loves me the way I Love Him. I wish you were here to help me figure this out. You would be so much help. I honestly don't know what I'm gonna do anymore....i just don't know. I'm scared to get hurt......I'm scared to be in LOVE with David.......I'm scared to be the real me......I'm just scared of Life,right now. I've never been in Love before I like the feeling, but then there's this feeling that tells me that I'm just gonna get hurt and I don't want that to happen. I HONESTLY and TRULY and REALLY do LOVE DAVID. I don't wanna hurt him by not being a good girlfriend, but then I don't wanna get myself hurt by doing that. I hate the fact that I tell him not to touch my lady parts when I think he gets mad about it. It's just that I'm scared that if I sleep with him that he'll dump me right after. I mean I want to sleep with him, but I'm just scared that he's going to hurt me if I change my mind and tell him no. I mean David isn't like that, but I'm just scared of what could happen when he's mad. I'm scared that if I make him REALLY REALLY mad that he's going to hurt me. David's a good guy, but all good guys have a dark side when they're mad. I'm scared that he's gonna hurt me like “He” did. I don't think I could handle it he hurt me like that. Hey..........I'm sorry.....…....for telling you all my problems, but I'm barley gonna tell David about everything, so I can't talk to him yet, but when I do tell him, I promise that I will still write to go. Hope your day is going better than mine.
Love,
Your Missing Friend”
This was one of Lulu's longest letters. David was finally starting to understand The Real Lulu. The next day Lulu wrote another letter. She writes these letters to herself. The letter said,
“Friday, February 21,2014 8:42 am
Dear Friend,
Today...what about today can I tell you......hum I guess I could tell you that David isn't here so I don't have a distraction, but I'm doing fine without him. I'm a little pissed at him though, I mean I'm not like “I hate him” mad I'm “Uff don't talk to me for like 20 minutes” mad at him. Oh maybe I should tell you why I'm at him huh...it might make more sense this way. Okay so this whole week we were making plans to hangout because my moms not gonna be in town. Then when I got on the bus this morning I noticed that he wasn't on. So I got a little sad, but then I thought maybe he walked to school or missed the bus. So when I got to school I was kinda hoping that he'd be here, but he wasn't. I had my sister text his brother and ask where he was, and his brother told me that they were in Silver City. I was mad because me and David planned to do “Something” this weekend, but now we can't. Uff I'm just...... uff..... I guess.....I'm just disappointed that I don't get to hangout with my Boo this weekend. I think...... I'll just stay home and be bored. Maybe message him on Face-book or something. I just.....I was just....kinda looking forward to pretty much spending the whole weekend with him, but I guess not. Uff........ there are no word that can be said about how I feel right now. I'm kinda pissed, I'm kinda sad, I'm kinda just Uff. I don't know how I feel, dang it's NEVER been this hard for me to explain how I feel to you, I don't know what's going on haha. I guess I have writers block or something. Or maybe its cause I haven't seen you in like 4 years. That's what sucks about thins, is that your in a different school and you live in a town so I can't see or talk to you unless its through these letters, I hate having to talk to you like this, but it's better than nothing. So how's school and life? I'm still writing..in fact I wrote David one of my little poem type things. I hope he likes it, I mean it is the first one I've wrote him since we got together. OH MY GOD DID I TELL YOU THAT ME & DAVID HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR A MONTH AS OF THE 19TH HAHA!!!! Honestly this is the BEST relationship that I've EVER been in. I've NEVER felt this way before. I get these feelings that I don't know how to explain and I don't know how to show them to him either. I just uff... don't know who to explain my feelings to him without choking and just not saying anything. The best part is that the poem thing I wrote him explains all my feelings to him. I just hope he understands what I'm trying to say. Well... I hope your having a really good day and I hope your week has been better than mine haha....Byee Friend.
Love,
Your Dying Friend”
Ya they fight a lot. They fight then makeup and then their all Lovey Dovey with each other. Lulu decided that she'd Ask David some questions, then answer them herself. She did this as a way to get to know David more. These are the questions:
DAVID
1.Full name -
David Angle Smith
2. Birthday -
March 11,1997
3. Age -
16
4. Favorite color -
Blue, Black, White , Green
5. Romance or horror -
Horror
6. Kissed a guy -
Never
7. Song that describes your best friend -
My Nigga YG
8. Song that describes you -
Don't have one
9. Song that describes your crush -
Didn't have one
10.Hated band -
Hawthorne Heights
11. Hated movie -
The Notebook
12. Hated song -
No lie 2 Chainz and Drake
13.Hated holiday -
Don't have one
14. First kiss? Who? Age? -
Can't remember
15. Where do you wanna travel to -
China
16. Do you like country music -
NO
17. Do you like toast -
Yes
18. Cut wrists -
NO
19. Cats or dogs -
Cats
20. If you could date anyone in the world who would it be -
You
21. Popcorn or chips -
Both
22. Favorite type of girl -
Don't have one
23. Favorite movie -
Iron Man 1st, 2nd and 3rd
24.Favorite TV show -
Cops
25. Favorite # -
22
26. Favorite thing to do -
Draw
27. Favorite celeb -
Don't have one
28.Favorite singer -
Elena Siegman
29. Favorite holiday -
Thanks Giving because of the food
30. Favorite soda -
Dr. Pepper
31.Favorite candy -
Gummy bears
32. Favorite football team -
Raiders
33. Favorite shape -
Don't have one
34. Favorite animal -
Cat
35. Favorite song -
115 by Elena Siegman
36. Favorite band -
We butter the bread with butter
37. Favorite books -
War novels
38. Favorite music group -
Strange Music
39. Favorite type of music -
Rap and Dup step and Metal
40. Favorite day of the week -
Friday
41. Favorite month -
March
42. Favorite season -
Summer
43. Favorite energy drink -
Monster
44. Favorite ice cream -
Like all
45.Favorite fruit -
?
46. Favorite food -
Like all
47. Favorite county song -
Don't have one
48. Favorite rock song -
Home sweet home by Myth Cue
49. Favorite quote -
Don't say you can't because you won't
50. Favorite cartoon -
Tom and Jerry
51.Favorite Horror movie -
Don't have one
52. Favorite Comedy movie -
How high
53. Favorite Drama movie -
The town
54. Favorite Romantic movie -
Don't have one
55. Favorite super hero -
Iron Man
56. Favorite game -
Call of duty and Black OPS 2
57. Favorite Disney movie -
Toy story
58. Favorite Teen nick show -
Don't have one
59. Favorite MTV show -
Rob and Big
60. Favorite type of dog -
Pit bull
61. Favorite board game -
Sorry
62. Favorite Wii game -
Don't have one
63. Favorite DS game -
Don't have one
64. Favorite person in the world -
You
65. Favorite class -
Art
66.How do you know when your in Love -
I can feel it in my heart and can't stop thinking of her
67. Who is the person that you hate the most -
Stuart
68. How tall are you –
5'5
69. Describe your dream girl in 10 words or less –
You
70. Your dream place to live -
Germany
71. “All is fair in love and war” True or False -
False
72. Marriage or no marriage -
Marriage
73. Worst thing you've ever done -
Gone to jail
74. Describe your dream house –
Nice and big
75. Why did you tell me that you Loved me after we broke up the 2nd time -
Because I fell for u
76. Why did you ask me out the first time at the movies? Did you even like me? -
I don't know I just did and yes I did
77. How long do you think we're gonna last –
Years on end
78. What can a girl do that will make you cry -
I don't know
79. Worst thing that a girl has ever told you –
Are you gay
80. Last relationship –
A girl named Lulu
81. Why do you like me –
Because we have a lot in common
82. Would you ever hit a girl when you were mad -
Never
83. What does the saying “ALWAYS & FOREVER” mean to you when a girl says it –
A long time
84. Why are we together –
Because we love each other
85. Why do you wanna be with me –
I love you
86. Favorite thing to do when your sad or lonely -
Weed
87. Favorite thing to do when your mad or pissed off -
Weed
88. Why do you think your in Love with me –
It's hard to explain
89. Longest relationship -
5 years
90. Shortest relationship –
2 days
91. If you could date anyone in the class, who would it be -
You
92. Favorite sport –
Football
93. Have you Ever cut your wrists or any other part of your body -
Yes
94. If you could change three things about yourself what would they be -
1. Anger
2. Weirdness
3. Stupidity
95. What happens after you graduate -
Army
96. What's your biggest regret –
Loosing my kid
97. Hated class -
Math
98. Have you ever been “Emo” or “Goth” -
Nope
99. How many girls have you dated -
30
100. What's one thing that no ones about you –
I fucked my cousin but she really wasn't
101. Straight, Bisexual or Gay? For how long?
Bisexual
102. First Love -
Lilian
103. Top 5 boy names -
1. Joesia
2. David
3. Matthew
4. John
5. Mark
104.Top 5 girl names -
1. Andy
2. Victoria
3. Marissa
4. Susy
5. Sam
105. How many kids do you want -
4
106. What happens with us after you graduate -
we say together
107. After we have a baby, what's gonna happen -
we raise him/her together
108. Explain in 100 words or less how I make you feel -
you me make me feel like I'm love and wanted, needed like I'm
109. What did you think the first day you saw me -
cute
110. Why did you wanna kiss me the first time at the movies-
I want to be your man !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
111. What was the first 5 things you noticed about me the first time at the movies-
1. cuteness
2. shy
3. hyperness
4. short
5. weird
112. How did you know that you liked me -
I can feel it in my heart
113. Five things that you Love about me -
1.Yor Sexiness
2.Your Boobs
3.SMILE
4.Your Rubbing
5.The Way You Kiss
114. If you could change 5 things about our relationship what would they be-
1.NO ANSWER
2.
3.
4.
5.
115. Favorite word of all time-
beldele
116. What are you scared of-
losing you
117. What's the one thing you can't live without-
you
118. What are 5 things you wanna do after you graduate-
1.make a baby with you
2.army
3.marriage
4.make love to my wife
5.have a family
119. How long do you want to be with me-
till I get old in die !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
120. Describe your happy place in 20 words-
in your arms
10 THINGS YOU HATE
1. being hit for reason
2. being pissed off
3. beer
4. disrespectful people
5. my mind
6. no sleep
7. being meh
8. spinach
9. stupid people
10. being yelled at
My Favorite Boy/Girl Names For Every Letter In The Alphabet
A-
athena
andy
B-
bertha
bobby
C-
cassy
chirs
D-
daisy
david
E-
ellen
ethen
F-
fran
frank
G-
gorlyann
glen
H-
hanna
han
I-
?
?
J-
jaki
john
K-
kyana
kenny
L-
lee
lester
M-
marissa
mark
N-
?
nick
O-
?
?
P-
Q-
R-
S-
T-
U-
V-
W-
X-
Y-
Z-
LULU
1. Full name -
Marissa Mercedes Romero
2. Birthday -
July 12,1997
3. Age -
17
4.Favorite color -
Lime Green, Black, Purple, Grey, Baby Blue and Hot Pink
5. Romance or horror -
Horror
6.Kissed a girl -
Yes of course I have
7. Song that describes my best friend -
Niki Fm Hawthorne Heights
8. Song that describes me -
Scars by Papa Roach
9. Song that describes my crush -
Far Away by Nickelback
10. Hated band -
One Direction
11.Hated song -
What makes you beautiful
12. Hated movie -
Country Strong
13. Hated holiday -
Valentine's Day
14.First kiss? Who? Age? -
Yes, Some guy named Jeffery and I was 5 years old
15. Where do you wanna travel to -
Russia, London and Italy
16. Do you like country music -
Yes
17. Do you like toast -
Yes
18. Cut wrists -
Used to
19. Cats or dogs -
Both
20. If I could date anyone in the world who would it be -
D....A....V....I....D
21. Popcorn or chips -
Popcorn
22. Favorite type of guy -
I don't know I date different kinds of guys
23. Favorite movie -
The Wedding Date
24. Favorite TV show(s) -
Teen wolf, The Fosters, Switched at birth, Beauty and the Beast, Glee, The Originals, The Vampire Diaries, Degrassi, Catfish:The TV show, Real world:Ex-plosion, Greys Anatomy, Baby Daddy, Super Fun Night, Twisted
25. Favorite # -
17,69,72,60,13
26. Favorite thing to do -
Write, Draw and Listen to music
27. Favorite celeb -
Ian Somerhalder
28. Favorite singer -
Gavin Degraw
29. Favorite holiday -
Halloween
30. Favorite soda -
Coke
31. Favorite candy -
Sweet tarts and Gummy bears
32. Favorite football team -
Eagles and Vikings
33. Favorite shape -
Heart, Square and Triangle
34. Favorite animal(s) -
Tiger, Lion and Wolf
35. Favorite song(s) -
Lips of an Angel by Hinder, Everywhere I go by Hollywood Undead, Scars by Papa Roach, and Thnks Fr Th Mmrs by Fall Out Boy, Hero & Far Away by Nickelback
36. Favorite band(s) -
Hollywood Undead, Hinder, Three Days Grace, Linkin Park, Green Day, Kiss, Journey, Sublime, Black Veil Brides, Fall Out boy,
37. Favorite books -
Horror
38. Favorite music group -
Thompson Square
39. Favorite type of music -
Alternative, Rock, Emo, Metal and Country
40. Favorite day(s) of the week -
Friday and Wednesday
41. Favorite month(s) -
October and December
42. Favorite season -
Winter
43. Favorite energy drink(s) -
Monster and Rock-star
44. Favorite ice cream -
Rocky-road
45. Favorite fruit -
Kiwi
46. Favorite food -
Pizza
47. Favorite county song -
If I didn't have you by Thompson Square
48. Favorite rock song -
I don't know
49. Favorite quote -
Stolen Kisses Are Always the Sweetest
50. Favorite cartoon -
Hey Arnold
51. Favorite Horror movie -
Halloween
52. Favorite Comedy movie -
She's the man
53. Favorite Drama movie -
I don't know
54. Favorite Romantic movie -
The Titanic
55. Favorite super hero -
BATMAN
56. Favorite game -
I don't know
57. Favorite Disney movie -
Beauty and the Beast
58. Favorite Teen nick show -
Degrassi
59. Favorite MTV show(s) -
Teen wolf and Catfish:The TV show
60. Favorite type of dog -
Pit
61. Favorite board game -
Candy land
62. Favorite Wii game -
Super Mario
63. Favorite DS game -
Cake Mania
64. Favorite person in the world -
D....A....V....I....D
65. Favorite class -
Art
66. How do I know when I'm in Love -
I can't explain it...it's when.....I.....I can't explain it
67. Who is the person that I hate the most -
Bianca
68. How tall am I –
About 5'1 or 5'2
69. Describe my dream guy in 10 words or less –
D....A....V....I....D
70. My dream place to live -
London
71. “All is fair in love and war” True or False -
True
72. Marriage or no marriage -
Marriage
73. Describe my dream house -
My dream house would be 2 stories, and have a big yard
74. Worst thing I've ever done -
Start to cut because I let what people said get to me
75. Have you ever been“EMO” or “Goth”
Yes
76. Hated class -
Math
77. If I could date anyone in the class, who would it be -
D....A....V....I....D
78. Favorite thing to do when I'm mad or pissed off -
Listen to music
79. Why do I think me and David are together -
Because we like each other a lot
80. Favorite thing to do when I'm sad or lonely -
Listen to music
81. Favorite sport –
Volleyball
82. Worst thing that a guy has ever told me -
That he “NEVER” liked me, that he just used me to get to my sister
83. How many guys have I dated -
20
84. Longest relationship -
3 years
85. Shortest relationship –
5 seconds
86. Last relationship -
When ever we broke up the last time
87. Why do I think he wants to be with me -
Because............
88. Have I Ever cut your wrists or any other part of your body -
Yes I have
89. Would I ever hit a guy when I was mad -
Yes
90. What's my biggest regret –
My biggest regret is no being the real me around the people I Love.
91. If I could change three things about myself what would they be -
1. Everything
2. About 3. Myself
92. Why did I cry when David told me that he Loved me after
we broke up the 2nd time -
I cried because I was started to feel like I was Loved....like I wasn't just an EMO kid again....like he really meant it
93. Why did I say yes when David asked me out the first time at the movies?Did I even like him? -
You could say I like him, I mean I never really thought about it at first, but as the movie went on I started to get feelings for him and that is also why I said yes
94. How long do I think we're gonna last -
I don't know, I mean I really like him so it'd be nice if we lasted for a while but I'm not gonna get my hopes up
95. What do I think is going to happen after David graduates -
I don't know....I don't really wanna think about that right now.
96. What can a guy do that will make me cry -
Well there's a lot of things, but the main thing a guy can do to make me cry is......call me a whore, a slut or a bitch
97. Why do I like David -
Because he's different than the other guys here, he actually understands me, he likes me for me I hope.......
98. What does the saying “ALWAYS & FOREVER” mean to you when a guy says it -
Everything that person tells you is real
99. Why do you think I'm in Love with David -
Because...its hard to explain, but I just get this feeling that I can't explain and in my heart I believe that David truly Loves me.
100. What's one thing that no ones about me –
Something no one knows about me is.........................That I “HATE” myself........I honestly “HATE” everything about myself
101. Straight, Bisexual or Gay-
For how long-
Bisexual
Since I was about 9 or 10
102. First Love-
My first Love was.....David......
103. Top 5 boy names-
1. Angel
2. Andy
3. Wen
4. Lucius
5. Christopher
104. Top 5 girl names-
1. Athenodora
2. Kris
3. Makenna
4. Quinn
5. Sky
105. How many kids do you want-
3 kids
106. What do I think is gonna happen after David graduates -
I think that we might....stay together....I don't know....I guess......I want us to......stay together
107.After we have a baby, what do I think is gonna happen -
I don't know....I know he wants to go to the army....and I'm not gonna stop him....I just want him to be happy....
108.Explain in 100 words or less how David make me feel -
I can't really explain how he makes me feel....He makes me happy....I mean I've never been this happy before. He's not like any of the other guys I've dated....He's different and I love that about him. He's funny....He knows when somethings up with me and I love that about him. Honestly......I love everything about him....there's nothing I'd change about him. I've made a lot of mistakes in my life....but the only thing that isn't a mistake.....Is David. He's the guy of my dreams.....He understands me....he knows the real me....and I'm so happy that I met him.
109. What did I think the first day I saw David-
He seemed kinda scary, but very very hot. He was different....from the other guys at the school. I don't know what it was but as soon as I saw him I started to like him.
110. Why did I wanna kiss David the first time at the movies-
I wanted to kiss David because I honestly liked him....I thought that if I kissed him maybe..He'd like me back(It worked).
111. What was the first 5 things I noticed about David the first time at the movies-
1. Eyes
2. Personality
3. Lips
4. Voice
5. Di**
112. How did I know that David liked me-
I didn't....I didn't know if he liked me or not, but that night at the movies when we kissed....it proved that he liked me.
113. Five things I Love about David-
1. Eyes
2. Personality
3. Laugh
4. Lips
5. Voice
114. If I could change 5 things about our relationship what would they be-
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
115. Favorite word of all time-
Seriously
116. What am I scared of-
I'm scared of.....being alone....and I'm scared of.....losing David.....
117. What's the one thing I can't live without-
I can't leave without......D..A..V..I..D....
118. What are 5 things you wanna do after you graduate-
1. Go to college
2. Go to Italy
3. Be happy
4. Have a family
5. Be with “MY SOULMATE DAVID”
119. How long do I want to be with David-
Honestly......”Forever & Always”
120. Describe my happy place in 20 words-
My happy place is....When ever I'm with David. Weather we're on the phone or texting or we're hanging out. That's when I'm in my happy place. Actually......David is my happy place....
121.
10 THINGS I HATE
1. I hate when guys grab my wrists (one of my ex's almost broke both of them)
2. I hate when guys touch my stomach (one of my ex's told me I was fat)
3. I hate being told to calm down (one of my ex's slapped me then told me to calm down)
4. I hate being totally alone with guys (one of my ex's tried to force me to sleep with him)
5. I hate to be yelled at (because one of my ex's yelled at me then hit me)
6. I hate to be ignored (one of my ex's ignore me for a week then dumped me)
7. I hate when guys hit girls (I've been in a few abusive relationships)
8. I hate being forced to do something that I don't wanna do (same ex as #4)
9. I hate relationships (all of my ex's)
10. I hate the word “Forever” more than anything else (it only leads to heartbreak)
My Favorite Boy/Girl Names For Every Letter In The Alphabet
A-
Athenodora
Angel
B-
Blue
Billy
C-
Christen
Christopher
D-
Donnie
David
E-
Eowen
Elii
F-
Flika
Felix
G-
Gracie
Grey
H-
Haley
Hector
I-
Irina
Ian
J-
June
Jacob
K-
Kris
Kaiden
L-
Laly
Lee
M-
Makenna
MacKenzie
N-
Nicole
Nicolas
O-
Olivia
Oscar
P-
Peyton
Patrick
Q-
Quinn
Quintan
R-
Renee
Riley
S-
Sky
Stefano
T-
Tara
Thomas
U-
?
?
V-
?
Vinne
W-
Winter
Wen
X-
?
Xander
Y-
?
?
Z-
Zaria
Zane
David The Douchbag
The last days were the worst. They fought even more. Lulu wrote David a poem type things. Here they are:
Shattered Road
I went out on a little path many years ago
Praying I could find true love along the many paths
But I got lost once or twice
Wiped my head and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every path pointed straight to you
Every long gone dream pointed me to where you were
Others who shattered my heart they were like a Northern star
Sending me on my way into your caring arms
This much I know is real
That God bless the shattered path
That pointed straight to you
I think about the time I spent just passing by
I'd like to take it back and give it to you
You just smile and grab my hand
You've been here you realize
It's part of a greater thought that is coming true
Every long gone dream pointed me to where you were
Others who shattered my heart they were like a Northern star
Sending me on my way into your caring arms
This much I know is real
That God bless the shattered road
That pointed straight to you
So I'm just running home into my lovers arms
This much is real
That god bless the shattered road that pointed straight to you
That god bless the shattered road that pointed straight to you
Remember To Forget
I'm trying not to let the first “Tear” fall
But then I remember the good times “We” had “Together”
So I think it's “Over” between “Me and Him” for good this time
There's “Nothing” left to say, so I took the bracelet of my wrist
And took the necklace of my neck, It's time to just call it a day
I thought “We” had “Forever” but that was yesterday
She's such a liar, I wish that I would've seen it on her faces
But she did it so well, can someone just tell me how
How can I remember to “Forget Him”, when my heart just “Won't Let Me”
Make myself “Un-Love Him”, tell myself it's not true
I know all the reasons, I just can't believe it and pretend “We Never Met”
But how can I remember to “Forget”
I wish that I could “Hate” them because he was “The One I Want The Most”
I could fill an ocean with all the “Tears” I've cried for him
Tell me he was joking, that it was “Just A Dream” I had last night
But I'm wide awake, and “I Need Him So Much Right Now”
How can I remember to “Forget” these “Emotions” and all the plans “We” made
Like “We Never” happened give my “Heart A Break”
I know it' s really “Over”, but I just don't know how
How can I remember to “Forget, when my heart just “Won't Let Me”, Make myself “Un-Love Him”
Why can't I just “Pretend We Never Met”
Lulu just wants to be done. She doesn't know what to do anymore. The last letter explains why. Here it is:
“Tuesday, February 25,2014, 9:26 am
Dear Friend,
I don't know what to do anymore. Me and David broke up and I just wanna cry, but I can't let him see how much I care cause it's like he doesn't care. This morning when I got off the bus I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror..all I could think was”Stupid me, thinking I was good enough!” He said he wouldn't hurt me....but I don't think he knows how much he really did hurt me. I just wanna cry.... I feel so stupid for thinking that he meant it when he said that we had “Always & Forever.” I give up.....I give up...I give up......I give up. I'm done trying to be happy, I just can't take the pain anymore. I just wanna be happy....I'm tired of getting hurt by the people that I actually think“Love“me. I just wanna find my “Happy Ever After” and just quit being hurt by guys. I just wanna feel better.....I don't wanna hurt anymore. I feel stupid,,,,I thought that he really meant it when he said that he Loved me. I honestly think that I really Love him, but he just doesn't seem to give a damn. I know that it's only been like 2 hours since we broke up, but I still miss him like hell. I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM! I MISS HIM!!!!!!!!! I just really really miss David. The best part is that this time it wasn't just my fault, it was both of our and our parents fault. I don't know if I'm gonna write for a while. If I don't I'm sorry.
Love,
Your Depressed Friend”
After practice yesterday when Lulu and David were in the van, Lulu was having fun just being in David's arms again. Lulu decided to see how long she could go with out kissing David. She went like 10-15 minutes then Lulu said,”Screw it,”then kissed David. It was funny cause the whole time David was trying to kiss Lulu, but she wouldn't let him. It was funny because before they felt the school David kinda freaked out on Alex and Nicole about them fucking with him and Lulu. That night Lulu finally told her mom about her and David. The next morning Lulu was so happy to tell David, but when she got on the bus she realized that it wasn't a happy day. David was sitting the back and Lulu was about 4 seats in front of him. When Nicole got on the bus Lulu called David so he could talk to him. He sat down with Lulu. Lulu smiled and said,”I told my mom and she said she's mad at us for lying.” David shook his head okay then said,”My mom doesn't want us to be together and if we are I have to go somewhere I don't wanna go.”Lulu's smile faded and she said,”Okay.”David said,”Sorry,”and walked to the back of the bus. Lulu acted like she was fine, but deep down she could feel the pain. All Lulu could think was “Why couldn't he tell me this before I told my mom?”
"HAPPILY EVER AFTER"?
Later that night when Lulu go home she messaged David's brother saying”Can you tell David to message me cause my mom wants me to ask him a question.”Their conversation when on for about 20 minutes. Then Lulu decide that she would go talk to David's mom that night instead of another night. So Lulu waited for Jacob to tell her when to go over. Lulu was so nervous cause she didn't know what to say. Then Lulu got the message that would determine if she got to be with David or not. When Lulu got into the car to go to David's house she was so scared of what was going to happen. When they got there David came outside and told them to come in. They talked for about 15-20 minutes. Then Lulu, Sasha and their Uncle Ceaser left. When Lulu got home she messaged Jacob and told him to tell David that she said “Her mom approved of them,but she still wants to talk to him.” Jacob told him, then Lulu told him tot tell his mom “that if she wanted to talk to Lulu's mom to just give her a call” and gave them her number. Then Lulu messaged Jacob and told him to ask David what does this mean? Jacob texted back say that they were together again. Lulu was happy and she couldn't wait till tomorrow.
The next morning Lulu was so happy when she woke up. All Lulu could think about was David. When Lulu got on the bus she sat with David. They talked and kissed and held hands. Lulu was happy and so was David. After they got off the bus Lulu and David walk towards the bathrooms and then turned a corner so they were standing by an old class. Lulu was seeing how long she could go without kissing David, but David was just making it so hard. When
They got into class Lulu said,”Lets see how long we can go without kissing each other. Deal?” David smiled and said,”Deal. I can go all day.” Lulu smiled and for the rest for the rest of the day was good. Now they were happy but then on March 6th David thought that it would be funny to tell Lulu about a conversation him and his mom had the night before. I guess David's mom told him that he doesn't look happy and David told her that he wasn't. They're conversation went on about how he shouldn't be with Lulu if he's unhappy. So this morning on the bus it was fine until David told Lulu everything. David told Lulu that he wasn't happy because she got mad at him to easy, and because she doesn't talk to him. Lulu was going to tell David everything, but it was to late. Lulu knew what David was going to do because he was staring at their hands and Lulu asked him whats was wrong. All David did was inhale then exhale and look down. Lulu pulled her hand away from David's because she knew what he was going to say. Then David said exactly what Lulu didn't wanna hear. David said,"It's over." At the end David told Lulu not to cry about 4 times, but that just made her cry even more. When Nicole got on the bus her and Lulu talked about how she was right about David being a Douchebag. They laughed and now are planning to take David to China and leave him there. Now Lulu can say that all her friends were right about David. Well lets get Lulu's new opinion on David in the book. Lulu said,”I wish I never dated him. He's a douchebag that would get mad at everything. He was a fucken dick and I can honestly say that I wish I NEVER met him. He was a fucken mistake and if I could go back in time I would make it so I never invited him to the movies. He's a short douchebag that doesn't deserve a “Happily Ever After.” God I fucken hate David. “ So now you know Lulu's opinion on David. Now she kinda hates him again, there's the chance that they might get back together but for now lets just finish this story with and so “They Lived Happily Never After..”.......For now.....
THE END!!!
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