Thomas Phillip Bertram November 2011-June 2013

 Have you ever been in Love with someone who NEVER really Loved you? I have, it hurst to see that guy with another girl. It's happened to me three times, these are my stories. There about Thomas, Robert and Christopher.

 

 On November 20 of 2011, when i got off the buss at school i found out that TJ and Alexis broke up. A little later after i got into the MPR I told TJ that I needed to talk to him.Finally TJ said,"OK." I said,"What would you do if i was to ask you out?" TJ looked down then said,"I don't know. Give me a week." I said,"Well.....in a week i might be dating Chris, so...." TJ looked at me and asked,"Why?" I said,"Because yesterday i asked him out on the phone." TJ looked around then said,"Yes."I smiled and said,"OK."

 

In between most of our classes we talked in the halls. At lunch my sister and Bobby were calling me a 'whore.' So TJ and i went into the MPR with Travis. That was when i found out that Alexis was planning on jumping me. So i was kinda shaky. After school when i came out of the building my sister walked up to me and said,"TJ said its over,"and that he wanted her to give him his hat. I said,"I he wants his hat he has to come get it from me and he has to talk to me." My sister went to get him. When he came over he asked,"Can i have my hat back?" I said,"No. What did you mean by 'something Amanda said'?" TJ said,"Amanda told me your dirty little secrets." I smiled and asked,"Like What?" Tj said,"That when Chris comes back to school your gonna walk down the hall holding hands with him." I said,"No, that was the plan i told you about, the one that had to do with Bobby remember?"TJ said,"Oh..." I asked,"So?" Next thing i know i saw TJ putting down his laptop, and he gave me a hug out of no where. Of course i hugged him back.

When i walked back over to where my sister and Bobby were they said,"Get some SadGyrl!!" I said,"What? It was just a hug." When TJ walked over there they said the same thing. So me and TJ broke up and got back together all in one day.

This is how our first kiss happened. After school we decided to play truth or dare. When it was Bobby's turn he said,"Truth or dare SadGyrl?"I hesitated at first but then i said,"Dare." Bobby smiled and said,"Ok, i dare you to kiss TJ."I shouted,"REALLY REALLY!?!" Bobby said,"Yeah."My sister asked,"Are you scared TJ?"TJ said,"I ain't scared,"and walked over to me and put his arm around my waist, an leaned in, but i pulled away.After Bobby left my sister said,"TJ, siss do your dare."So TJ came up to me again and put his arm around my waist. This time we both leaned in (it was like fireworks,).
 

So after we kissed for a while my sister and Travis walked away and me and TJ were standing behind a poll. When Travis said,''That’s gross you guy's had your mouths open and everything!''I said,''Did not!We weren't even doing anything.''Then i said,''There’s my bus.''I stood there for about 4 seconds then I said,''Bye.''TJ said,''Wait.''So I stopped. When he finished putting his bag on he turned to me and rapped his arms around me and kissed me.

    OK so this is how it happened when we first held hands,and the first time he put his arms around me. OK so after we kissed he rapped his arms around me. When he put his arms around me I started to walk away. So instead we held hands. I’m so happy with him. He's a lot better then Bobby or Travis. I love the feeling when he puts his arms around me. What i just figured out is that TJ's hands are always really really cold,but I don't care I really like him.
OK so this is how the first ''I love you'' happened. This toke place on December 1,2011. OK so today at lunch we were playing truth or dare,when my sister wanted to dare Travis to kiss me. I went over to TJ and said,''It's not going to mean anything k.''TJ said,''I know,''and leaned in so we could kiss. So after lunch TJ walked me to art. When we got to my class he hugged me and said,''Bye.''I hugged him back and said,''Bye.''
So after school I was burning my hand with my new lighter Travis gave me. When TJ said,''Let me see it.''So I gave it to him and he did the exact same thing I did. After awhile Bobby said,''Swop spit.''At first me and TJ didn't get what he meant. Until he said, ''French kiss her TGAY.''TJ said,''Shut up Bobby.''After a while my bus came so I said,''Bye.''Then TJ said,''Bye,''and leaned in for a kiss. After we kissed TJ hugged me and said,''I love you.''I said,''I love you too.''So that was the first time TJ told me that he love's me.
So this is how our first french kissed happened. It toke place on December 2,2011.So at lunch Bobby dare TJ to french kiss me. So TJ went over to where I was sat down and asked,''Are you OK?''I said,''Ya I’m fine.''TJ said,''Are you sure?''I said,''Ya I’m fine.''That's when Bobby told us that we had to go to the MPR. So when the bell range TJ grabbed my hand and walked me to class. When we go to my class TJ hugged me and said,''Bye.''I hugged him back and said,''Bye.''After my 5th hour we walked down the hall holding hands. When I said,''I’m going to math k.''TJ said,''OK bye,''and hugged me.So after school my sister said,''TJ,do you dare.''So she toke his bag and said,''If you don't do you dare I’ll give your bag to Alexis.''So TJ basically cornered me with his arms around me. When he leaned in I pulled away. That's when I realized that Travis was recording us. I only figured it out because Travis said,''Oh you just got told no.''After that TJ whispered, ''Come on,''in my ear. So I leaned in and so did he. So TJ french kissed me. The only reason Bobby dare TJ to french kiss me is because I’ve never been french kissed before. Well now i have. And I just love the feeling of TJ 's lips against mine. So that was mine and TJ 's first french kiss ever. I’m SO SO HAPPY.
OK so this is how our last day happened. It toke place on December 5,2011.
Today sucks i have to do the hardest thing ever!I have to breakup with TJ. I’m only breaking up with him because Chris asked me out at the Festival of Lights and I kinda said,''Yes.''It sucks because I really really like TJ,but its really hard for me to resist Chris. It's not like I planed for this,it just kinda happened. I hope TJ isn't mad at me. I hope that me and TJ can at least be friends. I feel so bad because we only lasted 5 days,but if I ever have another chance to date TJ I’m going to take that chance.(I’m really gonna miss kissing TJ. How he used to just grab my hand)So today is a sad day. I’m pretty sure me and TJ are still going to be friends (I sure hope so).So today I’m going to send TJ his info folder. I hope he reads it. Change in plans I don’t have to breakup with TJ because Chris dumped me.
OK so this is how our last day really happened. It toke place on December 7,2011.TJ dumped me this morning because Chris told him that said,''When we break up that I'm going to go after him.''So Chris ruined my relationship with TJ. I’m dating Travis so that doesn’t matter.
So me and TJ got back together,but now we're breaking up again. this toke place on December 21,2011.So this morning when I got to school,I walked into the MPR. Casey looked at me and then looked at TJ and said,''Remember what I told you on the bus?''TJ walked a little away from where I was. And Chris pulled him over to the soda machine and was talking to him. When Chris finished talking to TJ,he walked out of the MPR. A little latter Cheyenne and Casey walked over to where I was and said,''TJ said it's over.''I said,''OK and I care why?''They just looked at me and walked away. So after school before I went to Mrs. Wilkes class I walked up to TJ and asked,”Do you want your hat back?''he said, ''Yes.''So when he came out of Mrs. Adams room he said,''Can i have my hat back?''I asked, ''Why?''he said, ''Because.''I said, ''Because why?''At that time TJ tried to grab my hand, but i pulled my hand away. TJ said,''Because you keep calling Casey a slut.''i said,''Really that's a stupid reason.''TJ said,''Can i have my hat?!''I said,''No!''TJ said, ''Whatever then,''and walked away. So that night when I was emailing TJ he emailed me saying, ''You know what fuck Casey!Do you wanna go back out with me?''I emailed him back saying, ''Yes.''So we got back together. We stayed together for sometime after new years.
So we broke up,but now we got back together. The exact day we broke up,he started dating my best friend Tessa. When Tessa broke up with him he was all sad. Now I’m dating Logan. In my 5th hour I emailed TJ saying,''I thought you might like to know that I’m dating Logan.''He emailed me back saying,''Well i was going to ask you out,but that shot out the window.''So right now I’m confused because TJ can't date me. So right now I’m kinda debating on if I should stay with Logan or go out with TJ. I’ve decided that I’m going to stay with Logan. So right now I’m happy with Logan.

 

  

 

 

 

Robert Glenn Williams

The first day we started dating toke place on September 14,2011.This is how it happened. So in Science I wrote a note to Bobby saying,''Do you wanna go out with Marissa?''And when i gave it to him I said,''It's from Erika,just read it .''He said,''OK.''So at lunch me & Bobby weren't talking until he came up to me and said,''Here give it back to Erika.''I said,''OK.''When he tried to give it to me my sister grabbed it from him. He walked away,but I kept trying to get it from her. After she read it she yelled, ''GRO - SS!!!!''I finally got to read it. That's when I figured out that he said,''Yes.''I was so happy. In math I just wanted to see what he would say,so I had Juanita ask him something. She asked,''Hey Bobby are you dating Marissa?''He said,''Yes.''So I’m dating bobby. I’m so so happy!!!!
So this is how our first kiss happened. It toke place on September 30,2011.Yesterday after school me and Travis kissed. This morning after I got off my bus Bobby walked up to me and asked,''Can i have my hat back?'' As i was getting it out of my bag he said,''I know what happened yesterday.''I didn't say anything. When I finally got his hat out of my bag and gave it back to him he just walked away. I was calling his name,but he wouldn't listen. Second hour sucked,I had it with Bobby. So were playing volleyball and the boys were in the weight room. We were in the small gym. During P.E all I did was sit on the floor being sad. after a while I started to play V-Ball with Shantell. I kept hitting the ball super hard because I just kept thinking that it was Bobby's head. So after third hour I grabbed Bobby by the wrist and kept trying to talk to him. That didn't quite work out because he ended up pulling me around. After I finally got him to talk to me he toke his hat from me.
 

      So on the way to sixth hour I just toke his hat from him and said,''Why did you say I could date Travis?''He said, ''Because.''I asked, ''Well what if I don't want to?''He didn't say anything. So I said,''That was me basically asking you out again.''He said, ''You're asking me out....again?''I said, ''Ya so........is that a yes or no?''He said,''Yes''I said,''OK then I’m just going to keep your hat kk.''He said,''OK.''So after the bell range to go to the assemble,I walked to it alone. When we sat down me and Bobby sat right by each other. My sister and TJ sat in front of us. We held hands threw out the whole assemble. After the assemble Bobby had to go,but I had his phone in my bra. So when his mom came out and said, ''Let's go Bobby.'' Bobby said,''OK hold on she has my phone.''She said,''Well get it and let's go.''Bobby said,''OK.''So I gave Bobby his phone(so he wouldn't get in trouble).Bobby ran saying,''Bye.''I said, ''Bye.'' I was kinda mad because all I got was a bye. Then out of no where all I see is Bobby drop his things and run back up the stairs back up to me and says,''Bye,''and he gives me a big hug. I said,''Bye,''and hugged him back. Then he ran back to his stuff so he could go. So me, Peter,and my sister started walking to the hospital. When we got to the hospital Peter kept walking,we said, ''Bye,'' to each other. So when the parade started I was waiting for the football players to go by. When the finally passed i saw Bobby.
We had to go to Tia Jasmin's house,and when we got there we had to get ready to go to Little Man's soccer game.

    When we got there I realized that Bobby was there,too. I was so happy. After that we went to the game. At the game I wasn't feeling good, so I told Bobby that I had a headache. He didn't even care he just went back to playing football. I was all pissed off. So TJ told him that I was pissed off. So Bobby went to try talking to me. I kept ignoring him. When I ended up falling he helped me up. Then he asked,''Can I kiss you?''I said, ''No,your mean.''He asked,''How am I mean,''and at that time we both leaned in. When we finally kissed it was like magic. After a while Bobby almost got in a fight with Joseph,but I got in the middle of them. So Bobby couldn't do anything unless he wanted to him me,but he didn't. After a while we were suppose to leave,but my mom wasn't there. So we went back with Bobby to the game. When we got there Bobby had just gotten a soda. He asked,''Do you want a drink?''i said,''no.''a little latter i said,''can i see your soda?''he said,''ya,''and gave it to me. i opened it and toke a drink. after i toke a drink he said,''don't close it.''so i gave it to him and he toke a drink. so when i had to leave i said,''by love you. do you want your soda?''he said,''bye love you, and keep it.''i said, ''OK.''so that's how our first kiss happened.
so we broke up, we got back together and this is how it happened.

    So today Bobby called. I answered the phone. When I was talking to him I asked, ''Are you going to the festival of lights?''He said,''Why do you wanna know?''I said,''I’m just asking because I’m going.''Then we started talking about the email I sent him. He said,''I guess it could be like a date.''I said,''I’m sorry I’m confused,explain what your talking about.''He said,''In the email you sent me,you said''not like a date.....unless you want it to be.''So I guess it could be like a date.''I said,''Oh OK.''Then I said,''Oh yes or no to the first question?''He said,''Yes.''So before I got in the shower I had my sister ask him if we're dating. He said,''Yes.''So now all I have to do is breakup with Travis. Witch I have to do when I see him anywhere or when I talk to him on he phone. And I know for a fact that he's just going to say,''OK. Is that suppose to hurt?''So I’m just tell him that it's over. I can't wait till Saturday I finally get to see my ''BOO''(boyfriend). I’m so happy!!!! I also can't wait till the festival of light because me,Bobby,my sister, Travis, Chris(maybe), and some guy named Bradley are going to play a game called ''Mistletoe''.It's a kissing game. I can't wait. So ya know I’m dating Bobby again. I’m hoping that he doesn’t break up with me after a week again. I think I love Bobby.
      That was the last time I dated Bobby. Now he likes one of my best friends named Bella.

 

 

 

Christopher Nicolas Perez

So this is how the first day of our relationship happened. It toke place on October 14th 2011.Today me and Chris started dating. I’m so so happy. He's so so hot. (I'm so annoyed because every time i call him he ''HAS TO GO'').So last night when my sister asked him out for me, Chris said,''How am I suppose to date her when I never get to see her?''My sister said,''Just answer.'' My sister told him that I was saying, ''Please please.''Chris said,''I can't.''My sister said,''Why not?''Chris said,''I just can't.''Then Chris said, ''I just can't.''Then he said,''I’ll answer in the morning.''So after my sister gave me the phone I said,''What did my sister ask you?''Chris said,''You were sitting right next to her.''I said,''No. I walked out of the room. Then I just came back in,when she gave me the phone.''Chris said,''Oh,I got to go. I’ll tell you my answer in the morning k.''I said, ''OK. Bye''Chris said,''Bye.''So this morning when my sister called Chris, and asked him his answer he said,''Yes.''So right now I’m really really really really happy,because I was saying that I wanted to date someone new. Now I am. I’m so happy that I’m finally smiling again.

   This is how the very first I love you happened. It toke place on October 15,2011.So we were talking on the phone when my sister asked,''Why don't you tell my sister you love her?"'He said,''I’m scared because the last girl that I said that to ended up cheating on me.''So my sister said,''She said she'll never cheat on you. You mean everything to her.''Chris said,''She has to say it first.''So I asked my sister for the phone and I asked,''Guess what?''Chris said,''What?''I said,''I LOVE YOU.''Chris said,''I LOVE YOU,TOO.''I’m so so happy. So I finally got to see Chris. This toke place on October 18,2011.It was the grand opening of the COPPER VERDE PARK. It was kinda weird at first because he was kinda avoiding me. Then I told Logan to go tell him that I said,''Come here.''So when he went over there we started hanging out. We were talking. Then Chris,Bobby and TJ started playing catch with Little Man and Shaun. So when I got hit in the leg Chris started laughing. I got a little pissed off. I was calling him a jerk. Then he came and sat next to me. I asked,''Can I see your phone?''He said,''Here. It's locked.''So i just put in my bra. So he asked to use one of his friends phone. The guy let him use it. So he text-ed his phone,and it vibrated in my bra. I turned around and yelled,''Chris!''He started laughing. So i gave him back his phone so he could unlock it,but when he gave it back to me he lock it again. Out of no where his mom and his aunt walked up to us and started talking to him. Then I stood on the rock that Chris was sitting on to see where my mom was. I couldn't even see over the mountain. He said,''That's sad. You have to stand on a rock to see over the mountain.''I said,''Your mean. I’m not that short.''Chris said,''Yes you are.''I said.''Your mean.”

     When they were over there talking to Chris,my Tia Jasmin and my moms friend Amber came up to us too. It was so embarrassing for the both of us,considering that none of us are aloud to date. So when it was time for me to leave I had Chris’s phone. So I walked up behind him and said,''Chris. I got to go. Bye,''as I held his phone out for him. He toke his phone and grabbed my hand and said,''Bye.''So that was the very first time i got to see Chris.This was the first time that Chris said he'd kiss me. This toke place on October 22,2011.So i called Chris and he said,''I would kiss you,but every time I see you your moms around.''I said,''Oh OK.''(I really really want Chris to kiss me. I want him to kiss me,too)So today was the second time I got to see Chris. Today Bobby asked us to go to the COPPER VERDE PARK,so my sister told him that he had to ask our mom. My mom said,''OK.''So before we left my sister called Chris and told him to go so I could see him. He said,”OK.”.It was awkward at first,so we went to the table behind the big slide. After a while Bobby asked,''Chris. Do you wanna go play basketball at 1:00?” Chris said,''Ya.''So at 1:00 they were suppose to leave,but I got mad because Chris didn't even tell me bye. So he decided not to go play basketball. Instead he stayed with me.

     At that time my sister toke his hat. He was freaking out. He just kept yelling,''GIVE ME MY HAT!''I was kinda getting scared so when he was sitting next to me he said it again,but this time he scared me so I jumped up and ended up sitting next to my sister. After a while they both got up and Chris looked like he wanted to kill my sister so I was holding on to his wrist's. When he ended up changing it around,so he was holding on to my wrist's. He was kinda squeezing them,so when I started to say,''Chris your hurting me.''He wouldn't let go he just kept squeezing them tighter and tighter. So finally I pulled my wrist's out of his grasp and I push him and yelled,''I HATE YOU!''At that time I walked away trying not to cry. After a while I started to walk back up to where he was and he said,''I’m so so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you.” I said,''It's OK. I’m OK.''He said,''OK.''So when me and Chris went and sat on a bench he said,''I got to go.''I said, ''Well I have your hat.''He said,''I know. I need it.''When he toke it from me I was trying to get it back he said,''Don't move your elbow down or you'll hit me in the balls.''I looked to see where my elbow was. I looked up laughing. So when he got his hat back I walked away. So I got pissed because he didn't tell me bye,but of course he had time to give Jackie a hug. So when I got home I called him and asked,''How is it that you couldn't tell me bye or give me a hug,but you managed to give Jackie a hug and tell her bye?''He said,''She was standing right next to me,and you walked away.''I said,''Whatever.''So that was the second time i got to see Chris.

  Today was the last day of mine and Chris’s relationship. This toke place on October 25, 2011.Chris dumped me!!!!!!I’m so sad,after school I cried for about an hour. I have no clue why. All I know is that this morning Jun-Jun said for TJ to tell me that Chris said,''It's over.''I didn’t believe it so Jun-Jun showed me the text this is what it said,''Hey breakup with Marissa for me. If she asks you for a reason don't tell her,just tell her to call me if she wants to know the reason.''I still didn't believe it,so I called him after school. He said,''It's true.''I’m so so so so sad. I can't call him because I can't help, but wanna cry when I hear his voice. I’m trying NOT to CRY. This it the reason Chris dumped me''Because he never really liked me''.
So this is how the best day ever happened. it toke place on December 1,2011.
I called Chris around 6:00 to talk to him about the dare Bobby gave me. So my sister asked Chris,''What would you do if my sister was to kiss you?''He said,''I’d probably kiss her back.''After that I had her tell Chris that I said,''It's for a dare,but you have you let me do my dare KK.''Then I told Chris,''You can't pull away or push me away k.''Chris said,''OK.''She told him that I said,''So...what would you do if I was to ask you to kiss me?"Chris said,''I’d do it.''She told Chris that I said,''OK.''So when my sister gave me the phone I said,''So you'll do it?''Chris said,''Ya.''I said,''Chris why are you gonna do it?''Chris said,''I don't know. Why wouldn't I?I said,''I don't know,why wouldn't you?''He said,''I don't know. what if I want to?''I said,''Are you saying you want to kiss me?''Chris said,''Ya.''I said,''You make me happy.''Then Chris said''I got to go k.''I said,''OK. Bye.''Chris said,''k,bye.''I’m so happy that he actually wants to kiss me. I can't wait till Saturday!

   This is how the first day of our relationship happened(again).This toke place on December 3,2011.So when I got to the festival of lights I ended up running into Julie,Peter,Madeline,and DENICIA. After about 2 seconds Peter said,''We just saw Bobby and Chris. Oh ya Jackie's with them.''I said,''DAMN IT!!Of course he brought her.''So we started walking that way when we just happen to see them. So we started to hang out. So we were talking. When I had to go get something to eat. I got nacho’s. I wasn't eating them though. I was spitting the out when Chris said,''Its not considered eating if you don't swallow them.''I said,''I know.''So that's how the first day happened.

   It toke us all night to get the courage to do the dare. In the end I finally did it. It was perfect. I’m not even kidding. I loved the feeling when his lips touched mine. So Bobby told me that Chris thought that I didn't want to kiss him,because every time he tried I turned away. So when we were talking I asked,''why would you think that i didn't want to kiss you?''Chris said,''Because every time I tried you turned way.''I asked,''Like when?''Chris said,''When I got you against the fence. You turned away.''I said,''Well I didn't know.''So before I left I kissed him. He kissed me back. I’m so happy. I think love him a lot.

   This is how our last day happened(again).It toke place on December 5,2011.
HE DUMPED ME!!!I’m so mad we only lasted 2 days. This morning Bobby told me that right after I got off the phone with Chris last night he text-ed him saying,''I’m breaking up with Marissa.''GOD I WISH I NEVER KISSED HIM!!If I could take it back I would have never kissed him. I cheated on TJ with his best friend for no absolute reason. I feel so stupid for falling for him again. It sucks because he might be going back to school tomorrow. I HATE HIM because I found out that at the exact time he asked me out he was dating Amanda,and when we kissed,too. I’m just going to ignore him when he comes back to school. I’m just going to let him make stupid mistakes like Amanda. So we only lasted 2 days this time. What I’m confused about is that he said,''He didn't want to hurt me''Well''HE JUST DID''.All I know is that I hope he's happy with Amanda. And I know for a fact that I have ''NO COMPITION''with Amanda, Alexis or KEANNA. He's think he can find someone better then me HELL I’m the best he's ever gonna find. I’m so gonna get him back(it's so easily for me).OK so now he's dating KEANNA. And I’m dating his brother Logan.

  So as you see TRUE LOVE doesn’t exist. All LOVE is a myth. What I learned from these 3 guys it that don't change for a guy. Don't let him tell you what to do or who to. Just be yourself and you'll find someone who really and honestly Loves you for who you are. If a guy hurts you just remember it's his lose when he looses you.

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