Remember when your voice echoed,
Bouncing around the rooms?
Words could never hurt, but fuck were you wrong
Your venom was so sweet that you engulfed yourself in it
Your ego demanded other’s failure
As humor demands intelligence.
You’ve built yourself a heart of hate
Pumping spite to keep you moving
Tell me again how I’ve hindered your lustre
Tell me again how I’ve held you from glory
Even though repetition would never grant it force
The manipulative melody sharpened the delusion
Step by small step, you’ve dug your own grave
But you never admitted to holding the spade
People broke and people went, but the fault was never yours
I had to stay, to feel the significant suffering
So I could be worthy of inclusion.
As the shadows surreptitiously stuttered:
It…it…it’s not you
Bla…bla… blame it on them
Your eyes sparkled with relief
The blood spilled was not on your knife
The tears cried were not by your hands
Time may not heal, but it most definitely won’t stop.
Yet everything has an end, even pain
I’ve learned that the most agonizing way.
But today it’s a new start; today is point zero
Tell your poison I’m coming for it
Be prepared, this time the tides have turned
You’ve always been my evil Everest
So I’ll look you in those dead eyes of yours
And bring to life all I thought long dead
I’ll make you dream my name
Texte: Lucia Morosanu
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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 07.06.2013
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