PUNK
Why do you have to make me feel this way?
You keep taking me on this mental carousel
Why do you have to bring my hopes up?
I know I’ll never find anyone better than you
Every time I convince myself that I’ll be fine
The memory of you drags me down again
Why do you keep reminding me I lost all my happiness
In a corner of my soul, I always knew something was amiss
The sick pleasure was just a ghost of my perfect life
Sometimes I think I’m better off on my own
You were perfect in my eyes, you could make me lose my grip
A bleak thought was the only thing keeping me awake
How could I’ve been so fucking dumb
You were never under my control
I was caught up in your storm of dark lies
But in my heart, I always had a grain of doubt
Where you real or just a figment of my desire?
I never understood what the hell I felt for you
You were nothing of what I wanted from my better half
I needed security, instead you gave me pure adrenalin
You were a bitter cocktail of innocence and destruction
When you got on that cold stage, playing that big guitar
You brought my heart to a standstill and made it beg for mercy
That spark in your eyes mesmerize my trusting soul
I was young and dumb, and I believed in your empty promises
I knew it was never meant to be, we were dead from the beginning
But I wanted that false happiness to make me feel alive
What was I to do?
I fell for you like a fucking fool
Now I laugh,
Because I know I’ll never be happy with you
Now I look at the pictures of you on my wall
That once used to mean the world to me, but now
They remember me of the bitter taste of the past
I hope you’re happy, I hope I’ll be too
So goodbye, I have nothing else to say to you …
The voice of silence
When you’re hit, do you fall down?
When you’re mocked, do you shut up?
When you’re hurt, do you brake down?
When you’re pushed, do you fall back?
Do you believe the lies you’re fed,
Or do you read between the lines?
Can your mind be molded with big words,
Or do you stand your ground till you’re shot?
Are you a soldier, in your one-man army,
Or do you give your life for a piece of cloth?
Do you wish for more or laugh at the future?
Have you got the guts to stand up and shout,
Or do you sit and cry and feel sorry for the past?
Are the rules that you go by yours or God’s?
Do you blend in, or do you stick out,
Like a rat in a field of greedy cats?
When you’re hit, do you fall down?
When you’re mocked, do you shut up?
When you’re hurt, do you brake down?
When you’re pushed, do you fall back?
Are you a minority or part of the majority?
Do you believe the words I just said
Or do you know I’m just full of shit?
Do you speak your mind, or do you
Tell them what they want to hear?
Are you yourself, or what they think you should be?
Do you walk on bleeding corpses to get your way
Or does a pebble stop you from running away?
Do you face your fears that dwell inside
Or do you keep and let them rule your life?
Are you prepared to face this filthy world
Or is the mist too thick for you to breath?
When you’re hit, don't fall down
When you’re mocked, don't shut up
When you’re hurt, don't brake down
When you’re pushed, don't fall back
Unchangeable
Now it’s to late, close the door and say good night
You were told to change, but you’re too old to fight
In your head you kept hope that everything will be alright
But in just one flash, you lost it all in a bright light
Don’t open your ears to the bad outside, listen to your own beat
Have the guts and pull down the mask to see the raw piece of meat
Lock yourself into that golden volt, where everything is stacked so neat
Beg for mercy from your master, roll down, play dead and sit
You thought this world was full of happiness and good
But everyone was so mean to you, they were so rude
Deep inside, you always knew you could change something
You saw a big mistake that always stayed the same
But it turned out that your actions didn’t mean a thing
You knew your enemies were so dumb and so easy to tame
Your eyes are closed again, listen to me because I’m right
Now it’s to late, close the door and say good night
You tried to fit in a world of shit, lies and fake hope
Two faced people aimed to sale you dreams and dope
You were fresh and with ideas that were much too bold
Your mind was set, and no one could make you change
But your words of magic were bought but never sold
You left your mark, but you were out of their range
The warm blood on the tip of your tongue must be a delight
You were told to change, but you’re too old to fight
The train of thoughts left you when you needed it the most
Don’t believe the posters that sell you happiness, it’s just a ghost
You’ve dragged your dignity through the mud for the last time
Down in those filthy dumps, the stars seam so very far away
So many poets put there grief and sorrow in just one white rime
Everything you did, you just rubbed God up the wrong way
Leaflets and billboards made innocent urchins give up the fight
In your head you kept hope that everything will be alright
You can’t fight the wind, but you can set your sails
Prides are bent and destroyed by a bunch of rusty nails
Nothing ever made any sense in this storm of smutty lies
You can’t make the world spin the other way, but you can try
So many childish dreams and hopes, in a blink drown and die
Your last resort will always and forever be to brake down and cry
Your future could have been so fucking bright
But in just one flash, you lost it all in a bright light
Angels with dirty hands made you live your life in a crystal bubble
Happiness and riches were your friends, there was no sight of trouble
But when it was broken by the knife that stabbed you in your sleep
The real world scourged you and now it's your time to get even
The past and the future are just scares of wounds, which ran so deep
Close your eyes and hold your breath, let out that tarnished demon
You've got to fight until the battle is lost, never accept defeat
Don’t open your ears to the bad outside, listen to your own beat
You always thought bigger was better, yet good is such a small word
You’ve burned your fucking bridges, and now the only way to go is downward
Reality is a concentrated mix of your favorite nightmare and weird dream
The coke that pumps through our veins and the smoke that we draw in
Mutated us into the creature we are today, working for steam
We’re all born in a vicious circle, which we can’t escape or believe
One option hasn’t left you yet, try it once and then repeat
Have the guts and pull down the mask to see the raw piece of meat
You had a knack for creating perfect chaos from the calmest storm
Try as you might, you’ll only end up submitting to their fucking norm
Be a good puppet and obey, blend in the meek and become that shade of grey
They cloned our reality and no one can see through the bullshit we are given every day
Let’s burn the building and hang the priests, we have something to say
We’ll bring anarchy to the world, every day from June to bloody May
Believe it or not, you have a choice, you can be a robot or you can be a cheat
Lock yourself into that golden volt, where everything is placed so neat
We were abandoned in the dark, with a thorny hands on our eyes
But we found our way back, and now it’s time he pays the price for his lies
Have we missed the signs, because our race is damned to self destruction
We do nothing anymore, computers tell us what we have to do
Our humanity has been lost in the trances of that dreadful war of seduction
We ended up all the same, like soulless clone, every me and every you
Bar codes, broken promises, fake realities and a nation of misfits
Beg for mercy from your master, here's your treat, now sit
Beg for mercy from your master, here's your treat, now sit
Lock yourself into that golden volt, where everything is put so neat
Have the guts and pull down the mask to sit see the raw piece of meat
Don’t open your ears to the bad outside, listen to your own beat
But in just one flash you lost it all in a bright light
In your head you kept hope that everything will be alright
You were told to change but you’re too old to fight
Now it’s to late, close the door and say good night
Never going to win
My entire life I have been told
I couldn’t do but wrong
Always in the shadow of the better child
Good job and nice try
But try it one more time
And this time do it right
Because you’re never good enough
Why should I even try?
When I know it’s all in vain
My victories are always compared
With my brother’s flops
And I never seam to win
Because I’m just a stupid kid
Who doesn’t know jack shit
Just a little girl
Who should have stayed home
Good job and nice try
But try it one more time
And this time do it right
Cause you’re never good enough
Never going be someone
Just the little sister
Of that brilliant man
So I never seam to win
So I’ll never try again.
I’m so sorry
I know I was always a bad kid
I know I was never polite
I know we spent our time Fitting in World War 3
I know we never saw eye to eye
And for that, I apologize
I’m sorry for what I did
I’m sorry for what I said
I’m sorry for everything wrong
I’m sorry, even though it is too late
I know you only wanted
What was best for me
I know you only wanted to see me happy
I know I never listened
And I did everything my way
I know all that, and for that I apologize
I’m sorry for what I did
I’m sorry for what I said
I’m sorry for everything wrong
I’m sorry, even though it is too late
I know I wasn’t perfect
And we never really talked
Only now I know how wrong I was
I know I should have said
All these things years ago
And for that I now apologize
I’m sorry for what I did
I’m sorry for what I said
I’m sorry for everything wrong
I’m sorry, even though it is too late
I know time has been wasted
Words that should have been said
Have been bottled up till now
Between us there was a concrete wall
That should have been destroyed many years ago
Only now I know, and I apologize for that
What happened
I used to have blind faith in you
But now you give me no reason to
We’re two different girls, who endure a painful silence
Two distinct worlds that fight without violence
Nothing can change what we had
Then why has our future become so sad?
The times when you were what I needed the most
Are long gone, why have you become a ghost?
Let us close the door without making a sound
Guess it’s all over, guess I’ll see you around
How can everything vanish so fast?
Maybe we were never meant to last
How could our tower be demolished so easily?
Maybe our foundation was built too foolishly
What have we become, when have we gone bad?
We were so close, now we are strangers
We read each other, now our words are empty
We did it all together, but now our roads don’t cross
Was it all my fault, maybe it was yours
We could feel without speaking, now we speak without feeling
We’ve grown apart, who let this happen?
Have I let go too soon, or was your grip too weak?
I look at us now, I cry for us then
How can everything vanish so fast?
Maybe we were never meant to last
How could our tower be demolished so easily?
Maybe our foundation was built too foolishly
GRab me
GRab me and hold me tight, because
I can sense my earth shaking
I can see my dreadful demise
Every sacred second seams to
Sacrifice my scarred soul
You are my serenity, you are my balance
You are the only one who can
Calm my panic, destroy my abyss
Absorb my hate, release my bloody wings
My senses yearn for one more
kiss before my eyes close
touch before I break
hug before I fall
Please tell me you are prepared
to tame my monster
not scared to see me bare
willing to face the storm
not aware of my pernicious perfume
I feel it in my bones you can
draw our castle with both hands
bluntly paint our future to be colorfully unique
sculpt our sky to have no shadows of shades
So please don’t be shy, give me your hand
My skin is aching for your fingers
My lips crave your breath
My eyes won’t stop searching for your light
My soul burns to hear your soothing voice
My hand feels incomplete without yours
Every piece of me needs
Every piece of you, my dear Come a little closer so I can whisper
The words that carved memories inside
And I have one thing to ask of you
GRab me before I hit the GRound
The final minute
My glasses are on,
I can see clearly
We can both sense something is amiss
It was fun, I can admit
But the past cannot replace the future
I’m sick and tired of feeling low
Of blaming myself
Of waiting for you to call
I’m fed up of being angry
Of pretending not to care
Of wondering what went wrong
I don’t want to change for you
You don’t need to better yourself for me
Let’s stop searching for Eldorado
Let’s quit imagining we’re fine
The colorful masks have faded to gray
You’re not fit to play my saving sun
The garden décor is slowly routing
I can see it coming, I can sense it dying
Here is your trust, give me back my insanity
Let's call it a night and take a bow
The show has ended, the curtains will soon close
There is no need for a pitiful encore
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 04.11.2008
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