Wensday,1:30p.m. At the Hospital 8/7/10
------------------------------------------------------------
I woke up and I didn't know where I was. The last thing I remember was that I was listening to Cloe saying like um.."I'll do ity" and "I didn't want this".
Then after that Cloe came in my room mine and Ashley's room and she sat beside on the bed and she was crying, then she wrapped her arms around my neck and I did the same and the next thing I know I'm somewhere, but iI didn't know where I was until I hear a heart monitor beep that I was in the hospital.
I opened my eyes and there was something in my mouth and I started to go all jurky, but when ever I move my arm it hurts so bad and I felt a sharp pain in my whole body and then the heart monitorwent crazy because my heart was beating faster and I was moving life crazy and whenever I move that pain gets wrost.
Then somebody came into the room and trhey put their hands out and grabbed my wrist and they couldn't hold much longer and I saw somebody standing up in the doorway and then I felt something in my vains and I felt light headed and I was calming down and my eyes felt heavy and the person let me go and they went out of the room but not the person that was in the doorway.
The person was beside me and they put their hands over my chest and a sharp pain was in my heart and I screamed and I knew I was about to die then some girl came in and she was fighting the other person andthe person who had their hands over my chest was gone and so was the pain and then that person disappeared that had their hands over my chest was gone.
The one who saved me was beside me and her face looked so angel like and then my heart started to go slowand then my heart stopped and my eyes closed forever. When I died something in my body and it kept shocking me. They were trying to restart my heart and they did it the frist time and my heart wasn't reponding, then they did it a second time and it still didn't start and then the tired time my heart restarted and I woke up and my breathing was fast, but it started to slow down and then they put IV in my vains and everything went black again.
------------------------------------------------------------
Wednesday, 3:00 P.M. 8/7/10 Still at hospital
------------------------------------------------------------
I woke up again and the thing that was inside my mouth was out and I was in pain and I opened my eyes and I saw my sister Ashely sitting next to me and holding my hand my hand and I looked at her and her head was down and I squeezed her hand and she looks up at me and smiles at me with tears running down her cheeks and I took my hand out of hers and wripped away her tears andI smiled back at her and then she looked away from me to push a button and the nurse ran into my room and cheacked my IV and my pulse.
The nurse said, "Well welcome back Miss. Amy. Are you feeling a little better this afternoon?' I just nodded my head and smiled, 'Good to see you finally smile. Your pulse is just fine. You may be a little sore, but you'll go home today around 6 or 7P.M. You have two broken ribs, you broken your left wrist and a spang ankle and you just have six stiches in your head but nothing really bad Amy.
Your friend Cloe right?" She looks at someone and it was Cloe and she nods her head
"Cloe said that you were on your bed and you ran into the bathroom because you yelled in pain and she came inside to check on you, but you backed away from her like you were scared of her or something. And then you tripped and she tried to grab you but she was too late and you fell into the bathtub and hit your head and she said you were still awake and then you passed out. Then she saw blood on the tub were your head was and then your sister Ashely am I correct'She looked at my sister and Ashely nodded her head just like Cloe did.
"She came in and saw Cloe taking you out of the bathtub and then she helped you out too. Then Ashely put your head in her lap and she put a towel over where your wound was. Cloe said your sister never left your side after they took you out out of the bathtube and Cloe called us and we came fast as possable. Then here we are now.
But we haven't told, you,Ashely or Cloe that we almost lost you two hours ago.'
Then Ashely came to my side and cheaked me out and then puts her hand in mine and she was shacking and I told her, 'I'm Okey Ashely don't worry I'm still here'
The Nurse then said, "Yes you will be fine. But you were finally awake and your pulse was fast and Dr. Smith came in your room and your heart rate was off the chert and you were trying to take the breathing tube out of your thraot and then you started to jurk and he had to pin you down to clam you down but he couldn't so he put sleeping meds in your IV and you were slmost asleep and he left and then a minuts later your heart stopped.
We tried to restart your heart five times, but you didn't repound and we were just about to call it when at last your heart started again and we took the breathing tube out of you and you fell right back to sleep. And here we are now alive and well."
Then she left five miutes later andI was still shocked that I almost......Died.........I was crying now because I got a second chance to live. And then Ashely had to leave for some fresh air madnad happy. She was mad because the nurse didn't tell them sooner, and happy because I was alive.
It was only me and Cloe in my room and I remembered why I yelled. I yelled because her teeth sunk into my neck and I think she was trying to drink my blood. So now I'm scared to be alone with her here in my room.
Cloe gets up and I teased up and I back as far away from her as I could. She saw me back away from her and she froze and I started to cry and was at my side in seconds and I started to cry harder and she puts her hand over my neck where the marks she made was at and her hands were cold as ice like ice cubes. I froze and she took her hand off my neck and went down to my wrist and then I closed my eyes and her hand went back to my neck and I felt wired,
Cloe said with fear, "You do remember that morning about that little talk I had with Danna don't you?"
I was still frozzen and my eyes were still close, but I nodded my head and tears were going down my cheeks and her hand was still on my neck.
Cloe said,"So you heard what I was saying about, like 'I'll do it and that is too soon, and it won't help us of help all of us?'"
I nodded my head once more and her lips were so close to my ear.
She said, "I'm sorry, I never wanted it to end this way and I never wanted to be what I am now. I don't want to hurt you or Ashely. I never wanted to be what I am now. I can't do it to you or Ashely I just can't.
I.......don't......want.....to....take....away......your.....lives. I......just........can't.....hurt.....you....guy.... But I have to do it... But I don't....want to hurt....you...or...Ashely. I'm sorry for all this. I'm sorry I have to do this to you and Ashely.
Then she was at my left side now and her hnd was still on my neck like she never left and she runs her finger over and over the marks on my neck and I couldn't move and then she bent down and kissed my neck then she licked it and then bites into my neck and the pain was unbearalbe then she took her teeth out of my neck and then put her hand back on my neck and it healed and I was crying. She kissed my forehead and I saw blood on her mouth, my blood.
Then she got a chair and sat at my side smiling and she was scared the pain was gone but I felt wired again. She took my hand in hers and I was still scared and my whole body was shaking.
I said in a shaky voice, "What....do....you....mean... you don't want to hurt us? Who are you? Who this Danna? why did you bite me? Why are you so cold and your skin is paler then usally? Why are your eyes black insted of blue? What do you mean by You'll do it? What the fuck are y6ou Cloe or is that your real name? I need answers Cloe now!! DAMN IT TELL ME CLOE!!! TELL ME WAHT THIS IS ALL ABOUT!!!!TELL ME CLOE NOW!!!!!"
I was hurting now and I couldn't breathe I started to get lightheaded, but Cloe put her hand over my chest and the pain started to ease. She puts her hand back on my neck and I coud feel her nails trying not to hurt me. I asked myself "What is she?" Or "Who is she?" Then she took her hand off just like that snd moved the chair to where it was last and moved back toe where she was sitting and pretends to be aslepp and I knew she was only listening to us. The Ashley came in and I was breathing real fast and she ran to me and held my hand.
Ashley said with fear," Amy, are you alright? Your hear rate is way too fast try to calm down? I'm here don't worry I'm here for you. Amy?"
My hearig was going in and out and I could hear my own heart beating faster then normal so I took a deep breath and my heart was beating normal again and I was still tense and Ashley felt it and she told me to push my bed up and I did and when I moved up to let Ashley get behind me it hurt, but I let her behind me and she started to massage my shoulders and I relaxed and I closed my eyes and went to sleep.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Wednesday,5:00p.m. 8/7/10 Getting ready to leave hospital
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I woke up and Ashley was beside me and she was smoothing my hair
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 06.07.2011
Alle Rechte vorbehalten