Chapter 1: A guy just what?!

Okay, so let me get this right... a guy just asked me out. What do you think I said... Of course I said NO! Hell no! No way! Never! I don't believe in such feeling or word "love" it's dumb and stupid! First because you get hurt, you always end up crying and you end up looking like a stupid fool. And believe me all guys treat you like a piece of shit! No way am I going to go out with a dickhead like that! There is no such thing as chivalry gentleman. There all just fake untruth. All those princess love story's are fake unreal. Sorry to disappointing you but the truth is that love dosen't exist. So stop dreaming for a prince charming cause it will never come to save you.
2 years later
Well, actually I regret all what I said 2 years ago. There might be nice warming love, but you have to find it or sometimes it finds you. You're probably wondering how and what made me change the way I think towards love. Well, let me tell you what happened with the guy who asked me out.

2 years flashback~
"hey, you want to go out with me" Hector asked. "WTF!?...No way! Hell no!" I replied "but...but I thought you liked me... I mean I really like you... your very beautiful and every time I see you I get a tingly feeling inside my heart" he admitted. Gently he grabbed my hand and placed it against his chest I could clearly feel his heart beat going faster "my feelings for you aren't fake... if that is what you believe well i'm sorry but your wrong" he smiled. I was frozen I couldn't speak I think for the first time I was getting blushy. No No NO! not blushy! no way! no he's lying! " love comes from deep down yer heart" he softly kissed my cheek "if you don't want to be my girlfriend, then I will understand and respect your decision." he whispered "but that don't mean I will change my feelings towards you... I wont deny the fact that your a fascinating girl to admire" he smiled. Okay maybe just maybe someday...
Hector and me became good friends. I could say we were like brother and sister. He protected me like no one did. We talked for hours and hours, for me time was endless. We had so many things in common. He treated me kindly and respectfully. After so many weeks has past flying like a bird fly, he eventually gained my trust. I started having a feeling I never thought I would ever have towards him. A feeling so pure and beautiful. Because he was so attractive Hector got a lot of attention by almost the whole girls in school, but for some weird reason he never accepted the girls. Actually I was kinda a little bit happy that he denied all girls.

Chapter 2: Don't leave me please!

After so long he decided to asked me if I can be his girlfriend. He revealed the reason of why he denied all girls that asked him out. "the reason why I denied every girl was because of you...for me if it's not you, its no one" he smiled "I don't know... can I think about it?" I whispered. I was getting nervous and blushy, I wasn't thinking straight. Oh gosh what am I going to do now?
End of flashback~

So now i'm here deciding what to do. So I love him? Is this really love?
"honey please come, there's someone at the phone asking for you" my mom screamed from downstairs. "i'm coming" I replied. I went downstairs I grabbed the phone I answered it. "yes, hello who is this?" I asked "Myra?! it....." I heard her nonstop crying. Her voice was desperate and I could feel the sorrow in her voice. She couldn't speak clearly. "i'm Hectors mom I...I... Hector had a car accident....He entered in.... he's in ...coma!" no way, not this, no! why?! I dropped the phone. My hands were trembling I was shaking tears started to drip from my face. I felt the pain stabbing my heart. I couldn't breath well it was to much for me. I quickly pick up the phone I tried to calm myself "oh ok ok ok what ....what hospital?!" I cried. "its in mercy hospital" I quickly hang up, got the keys for the car and press the pedal as hard as I could. I kept thinking everything he did made and felt towards and for me. I was going mad, I begged god for him. please god don't do this. please!!!
Rapidly I came to the hospital. I asked for the room of Hector "room 102" the nurse explained. I ran impatiently my legs were tired because I ran 3 levels up. There was elevators of course, but I was so desperate I ran up the stairs. Finally I got to room 102. Briskly I opened the door I found Hector on the bed with full of cables and tubes on his mouth. I broke into tears. I ran up to him. "Hector, Hector! don't leave me please!"

25 minutes later
If only I was there. This pain was tearing me apart. I looked up at his closed eyes. "you can't leave" I whispered "if you leave who will I skate every Saturday? If you leave who will teach me how to skate?" I smiled while sobbing "you promised me that you would teach me, remember?" I cried. Days past and nothing. Weeks past and nothing. Until one day...
He slowly moved his finger over mine. I open my eyes wide opened. "Hector!?!" I exclaimed. I ran outside the room I screamed for the nurse. The nurse and the doctor came to the room. They rushed me out. "no wait why?!" I yelled. That's when they shut the door. I wanted to see. So badly, I wanted to listen to his deep sweet voice again! I wanted to see his beautiful hazel eyes again!

3 hours later
I was waiting at the waiting room. Fuck this is killing me. I cant wait anymore. Suddenntly the doctor came out. "Hector now is stabalized" he assured. OMG! I ranned to the doctor "can i go see him now?!" I pleaded. I was so happy, I think i've never been this happy before. "are you 16?" asked the doctor. "I am 17" I answered "then yes you may" the doctor replied. I ran towards the door. I went inside room 102 "Hector!!!?" I screamed my lungs out. "Myra!!!?" he replied with a loud scream

Chapter 3: I won't hold back anymore

We hugged and hugged. "Myra... I... can't breath" he struggled. "oh my, i'm sorry" I whispered. "So Myra have you thought about my request?" he asked. His request? What the hell are you talking about Hector?! You barely got out of coma and your asking me about a request?! Did you went nuts while being in coma?!
"yea, remember I asked you out...that's my request" he explained. Ohhh...that. I kissed him in his cheek "yes" I smiled. But suddenly while I was kissing his cheek he grabbed me and kissed my lips!
Now you have it... love dose exist. in many ways.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 06.10.2012

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