"Malachi! Come on! We're going to be late!"

Ahh... Cum... Such an interesting word, eh? Whenever i hear it i think of my boyfriend, Damian. But Damian and I haven't done anything... yet. My name is malachi. i'm just an average 18 year old gay kid. I have long black hair with blood red tips. I have the most amazing and beautiful boyfriend in the whole world! This... is my story.

I found out i was gay when i was 16 years old. I didn't tell my mom or dad because I knew that they would never accept the fact that I was gay. I have an older brother named Skyler. He was perfect and was always my parent's favorite. They would always tell me to be more like Skyler and say how great and perfect Skyler was.

So, about 6 months after I found out I was gay, i met a guy named Justin. We started hanging out everyday and couldn't stand to be apart from eachother.

My parents thought we were just best friends but we were WAY more than that. We eventually became unseperatable and we would spend the night at eachothers houses almost every weekend. I was completly and totally in love with Justin.

Justin's parents already knew he was gay and he wanted me to tell my parents so we wouldn't have to hide our relationship from them anymore. It was already very hard for me to do because my parents already thought Skyler was a perfect angel. I finally gave up and told my parents that I was gay. they just stood there shocked and then blew up and started yelling at me.

"I knew you wouldn't accept me being gay! ou've never accepted me! You've always thought Skyler was perfect and you've always love him more than you loved me!!" Then, i ran out the door, balling my eyes out, and I ran to justin's house as fast as i could. i don't think i've ever ran that fast in my life.

On my way to juston's house i ran into him. I didn't know what to say to him so I just huged him and cried. Justin wrapped his arms around me and hugged me back. That's what I loved about Justin, he didn't say anything when I was crying, he just comforted me.

Then he said, "baby, what's wrong?"

"I told my parents about me and you... They just started yelling at me. i knew they wouldn't accept me and you being gay."

We continued hugging, "Don't worry sweety. We'll get through this... I prolimes." Then, Justin leaned in a kissed me so tenderly and so soft that I knew instantly that justin was the one for me.

He took my hand and we walked to his house. Justin's mom greeted us at the door and invited me inside. His parents accept that he's gay. I wish my parents accepted me and loved me for who i am. Why am I forced to live in this hell whole? Justin took my hand and led me to his room.

"Justin... I have an Idea. Let's run away together. We can get a house and I don't care about school. All i want is you!"

"Wow Malachi... I don't know. i'll have to think about it."

"Come on... it'll be okay. i prolise. I'm not going to let my parents keep us from seeing eachother." I love you justin..."

"I love you too Malachi... okay. I'll do it."

Then, Justin got packed and I went home and got packed too. I told my parents I was leaving and they tried to stop me but I wouldn't let them. I'd made up my mind and I was going through with it.

The next day I got up early and went over to Justin's with all my stuff. We drove to our new apartment. we unpacked and got some rest because we were tired from getting up early and driving for three hours.

We went up to our room and slept. I don't think i've ever slept that much in my life, because when I woke up it was the next morning. Justin and I took a shower and got dressed for work. When I got home, Justin was in our room laying on the bed with only boxers on.

"Hey baby. You're home. Come lay down."

I went over to the bed and layed down. Justin put his arm on the other side of me so that he was hovering over me. He was so close, I could feel his warm breath. It smelled like mint chocolate, his favorite candy.

Justin leaned in slowely and kissed me. The kiss was so tender and innocent, i never wanted it to stop. I could feel him smiling. It was the best feeling ever. I was truly in love with justin and I didn't know what I'd do if something ever happened to him.

Justin and I continued to kiss, 6hen he pulled my shirt off. He whispered, "I love you." He put his hand on my chest and kept sliding them down until his hands were on my pants. He unbuttoned my pants and slid them off.

I always thought I was going to wait until marriage before I did this but I din't care because I loved justin dearly. He was my life, my soul, my everything.

A couple of days later I came home and was extremely tired. I went up to our room only to find Justin in the room making out with another guy. As soon as he saw me standing at the door, he shot up as fast as lightning.

I didn't know what to say.

"baby! You're home! It's not what it looks like, I swear!"

"it's not? Because, it looks like you're in our room sucking face with another guy! I thought you loved me!" I was so devestated, I didn't know what to do. So, i ran down stair and just cried on the couch.

The guy that Justin was kissing walked out the door and left. Then, justin came downstairs.

"Baby... I'm sor-"

"I want you out of the house by tomarrow morning."

"You're kicking me out?"

"Yes. I pay for the house so I'm kicking you out." Then i got up and went upstairs to lay down on the bed. Justin was packing so he could leave by the morning.

The next morning, I got up and Justin was gone. I went to the bathroom and found a note that said:

Malachi,
I am so sorry that I hurt you. i wasn't thinking. i think that it is better if I leave. I do not deserve a boyfriend as wonderful as you. i really hope that one day you will forgive me. Thank you for always being there for me, even though I wasn't there for you. I love you with all my heart.
Love,
Justin

After i read the note, i didn't know what to do. I sat down against the bathroom door and cried. I loved Justin so much and I gave him EVERYTHING

! I couldn't stop crying no matter how hard I tried. I got up, still crying, and i managed to walk over to my room and lie down in bed.

i got up the next morning and tried to go to work. My boss asked me why i looked so sad, so I told him about me and Justin. He told me to take the rest of the day off.

About a month passed and I was starting to feel a little better. I went to the stoor one day to do some grocery shopping. there was a guy there that kept looking at me. he was very cute too. i went to check out my items and I started walking to my car. he guy came up to me in the parking lot and said, "hey! My name's damian."

"Oh. hey. i'm Malachi."

"Malachi? That's a cute name. Do you wanna hang out sometime?"

I blushed. 'Yeah. I'd love to. how about Saturday?"

"Saturday? sure. Here's my number." damian handed me a piece of paper with his number on it and smiled.

"Thanks. Here's my number too. call me sometime."

"I'll be sure to do that. Well... I've got to go. Bye!"

"Bye! I'll talk to you later then."

Damian smiled and walked away.

I got in my car and drove home. When I got home I unpacked my groceries and then went upstairs to shower. when i got out it was about ten o'clock and I was exhausted. I went to bed and got up for work in the morning. My boss was noticing that I was doing a lot better and I was very happy that day. He asked me why I seemed so happy, so i told him about the night before and how I met Damian. My boss was so happy for me and was glad I was finally getting over justin.

When I got home, my phone was ringing. I answered, "Hello?"

"hey Malachi. It's Damian.

"Oh. Hi Damian. what's up?"

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 21.04.2010

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I dedicate this book to one of my best friends, olivia :)