chapter 1


Jasper droped down from bella's window and landed with a small thud trying not to wake charlie from his sleep . he gave me a small wink and ran into the forest emmett shortly folowed while i looked back at bella's window. this would be here last night as bella swan tomorrow she would have a new name bella cullen. I smiled at the thought of bella becoming my wife to see her walk down the aisle and say i do . I turned and followed my brothers out into the forest i found them feeding on a mountain lion next to a small streem . emmette turned and saw me watching them " come on edward there's plenty to go around this is a big one " emmette said with a grin . " im not that hungry to be honest " i said smiling back at him . he got up and walked over to me he placed his hand on my sholder " you got cold feet brother ? " he asked with full curiosity on his face " no just I feel like i might be pushing bella into something she might not want to go through with I feel like im black mailing her by saying if she marries me I will give her what she wants when i dont know if i will be able to ." I said the smile slowly fading " and what does she want ? " he asked me " she wants ..... she wants to try it ... she wants to try sex . " Jaspers head poped up from his meal then and in a second he was face to face with me looking at me like i had lost my mind witch i probly had " what ! edward you cant it will be to much for you ! you will kill her !!!! " he said fully alarmed now . " I know jasper i know but I have promised her i would try and i will not break that promise" I replied leaning back on a rock rubbing my eyes with my thumb. " edward you could kill the only thing you have ever loved in your life dont risk everything now cant she wait untill she has been changed ? " emmette asked me worried " I tryed telling her she says it is something she wants to do as a human ! " they looked at me and i read there minds they where thinking if she had lost there mind and i simply shuck my head " no " i replyed to there thoughts " i trust her if she belives that i can do it then I will trust her " i said smiling at myself . " but do you trust yourself ? " Jasper asked me and i simply turned and went back to hunting building up my strenth for what lies ahed tomorow .

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 04.07.2011

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