The girl a unique person
Brilliant girl
I see something in her
Other that
The fact that she was wanting to
Be a forensic pathologist
An fbi agent
But her dreams crusted
Bullying words
Now she looks for love in the
Wrong places
Just let her be
This story
Don't bully
Others
I cannot do what
I want I want
In life
There I have the darkness
Of loneliness
And the stillness
Of remembering
The people
Who crushed
My forensic and
Medical dreams
Why
Because I aint
Christian
Because I have big feelings
What I find that
The lightblubs
Long burned out
Hanging eerily
In the
Rain
Droplets
On them
So said
I want to cry
For I am the
Lightbulbs1
In the rain
I stand
Out in the blustery
Windy day
With raining
On me
I don't what is h2o
Or tears
That soak my shirt
There I stand
At the risk of
Catching a cold or
Worse
But I don't care
U am nothing more
Then trash
Fir society
Has rejected
Me like
A piercing
Or foreign object
Do they know I have
Feelings
But do they care
I was told I was
Loved in school
By a guy named
Matt
Little did he know
The damage he has done
I could have MySpace
I could have facebook
I could be me
I could be loved
Nor
Trusting of men
Matt vlablom
Thank you for ruining
My life
I am starving to
Death for love
Other than from my
Family
I want adult love
But alas it's hard it's Betty
Of them
All especially
When you have
Pasts that are checkered
I am a
Sad sad girl
In a sad sad
Girl looking for
Loving in
The wrong places
Only ending up
Being
Abused
Like from hell and back
The world is a sad
Place
I sad too
Covid the only thing that is
Honest and does what it promises
The same with bacteria
And other virus
They have more
Integrity
Then the human race
Why do
I bother
Finding friends
Nor love
It's torture when I was 13
And Bagram
For me now
Pain wise
I can't handle it
I had to move out of
My home because it was a toxic
Environment
Has to leave my town
Much because
Of hatred
Towards me
From others
The bullies
Who fucked up
My dreams
Why can't you let me
Be who i am
Both emotionally
And gentletically
Why vant you
Let me an actual
Person
And not
A target
Let me be
A medical examiner
And let me
Live in peace
I was be fir being abducted by aliens
A happier
Person who had actual
Friends from
All races
Was I happier
Before
I found out
That
I was being lied to by idiots
I was happier
Before romance
F-ed my life
Up
Halloween
The only
Time u can show
My true self
For I am
Disguised
And
Can be in my own
Fantasy cosplay
With out
Being harassed
Fleetwood Mac
Said it correctly when they
Said players only love you when
They're play
And it's true
Once you've
Clean you will know
For bathing
Is for clearing mind and sight
I don't know why people
Do spread that sugar
Called
Kindness
And decency
Not everyone us adverse
To sugar
The fuck
Do you mean
Making me out to be a stalker
Don't you know
You're the stalker and jackass
Don't ghost me again
Some scars don't
Require stitches
Or can be seen they are
Some take a life time
To heal
And cannot be seen
I have scar tissue
Thank you mam
For the crystals
For they help me
With my scars
Thank you mam
For the crystals
For they keep my temper
Down
Thank you mam for
The crystals
As they are better prescription medications.
I dont believe
In religion
For epidemic
Pandemics
And hate
Famine
And suffering it causes
Fuck religion
Say yes to reiki
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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 22.06.2021
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