protect the ones you love

i always thought that love would
last forever,as a child i use to
dream about my happily ever after.
my prince on a white horse.a palace
and a true family.but as i grew
older i just dreamt of the prince.
but now after losing so many people
that i love i have finally learnt
that vampires dont get a happily
ever after.

(flash back)
alice and edward in a bed together.my daughters bed.theyre kissing and are naked.i called jasper and he witnissed it to.neither of them noticed we were there until i started shouting."your both vile.edward i am your wife."
"but alice is my true soul mate,"
"but you still slept with me and got me pregnant.you changed me into a vampire and wors still you lied not just to me but to your daughter edward.alice you were my bestfriend.i trusted you with my life,with my daughter!"
i remember jasper dragging me out of the room.
"we have to get away."
"i know.get nessie,pack two bags.ill leave a note and book plane tickets.where do you want to go?"jasper asked
"italy.the volturi."he nodded and ran off.i ran to find renesmee.i found her sitting in my room.
"nessie,me you and your uncle jasper are going away.were going to italy to see my friend aro."i hated lying to her.i had no intention of coming back and aro wasnt really my friend.i packed a few clothes that alice hadnt brough me and went downstairs.
"end of flashback)

arkward question
we were all on the plane to itlay.
"mummy why isnt daddy coming?"renesmee asked.i looked into my beautiful daughters eyes.i couldnt think of something to tell her but luckily jasper cut in
"your mum and dad had a little argument.your mum wanted to go and see aro and i came to keep you and her calm,"
"ok uncle jasper,"she said.resting her head against my arm and falling asleep.i tucked my jumper between our skin.i was cold and she was part humsn.when the plane landed jasper went out to stea; a car.i climbed in the passanger side with nessie on my lap still asleep.wjen we arrived at the volturi castle,alec was stamding outside waiting for us.
bella,jasper and the baby."
"renesmee."
"aro's been waitng for you."he led us into the castl and down the hall.alec opened the doors.
"jasper,bella and renesmee?welcome back."aro held his hand out to me."may i bella,without your shield?"
"yes aro,you should know whats going on."i said,passing renesmee to jasper and stepping forward.aro cluched my hand for a moment before dropping it.
"you see why we left aro?"
"indeed.i could quite literally kill them for you."
i laughed without humour."no thank you aro.can you do me a favour?"
"anything bella,"
"renesmee dosent really know why were here.i havent told her.she thinks that me and edward had an argument and i came to see you as an old friend."
"i see where does jasper fit into this?"
"he came to keep me calm."
"bella.you will always be welcome at the volturi."
"we will not stay here without repaying you though aro.me and jasper would like to join the guard."
"yes that can certainly be arranged.alec show them to thir room!"

alec appeared and took us through some corridors untio he stopped outside one.we went in.there were three bedrooms and a sort of living space in the middle of them.jasper went into one of the rooms and laid nessie on the bed.the other two rooms didnt have beds,instead they had llong sofas.at the far edge of the room i noticed a newly installed kitchen.jasper came over to me.
"bella you need to relax your emotions are all over the place.worry,hate,longing,acceptance.i get the hate and the worry but why the longing and acceptance?"
"the longing is because i want to go back there and kill edward but i wont because there is a chance that i will lose and then nessie will have to be brought up by him.the acceptance is that i have to live with the fact that edward cheated for nessies sake."
"you love her so much,"
"so do you jasper i see it in your eyes.i feel sorry for carlisle,esme,emmett and rosalie,they played no part in this yet they have to suffer.they will miss her growing up.we wont see them for at least a few years and by then renesmee will look over 9."


long time no see
we didnt have any contact with the cullens for longer than expected.5years.by now nessie was 13 and looked like a 16 year old.she would never change again and had stopped growing.jasper and i had gotten closer.
my phone runy.i looked at the caller ID aro
hello aro how are you
great bella you
i am ok
i have some visitors that i would like you to show round.be sure to take care of them as they are close friends.
i will aro of course.when will they arrive?
in about 10 minutes.
ok aro goodbye
goodbye isabella
i hung up

"jasper,nessie.aro sent me on a tour,"
"ok see you later bella,"jasper said
"see ya mum!"
i pulled on my black leather jacket and walked to the reception room.as i walked in i was met by 4 fimiliar faces.carlisle,esme,rosalie and emmett.i froze.esme was the fir to notice me
"bella?"all of the cullens were looking at me now.if i was human i would of been blushing.
"bella what are you doing here?"carlisle asked
"im part of aros guard now and im suppose to be taking your tour but i can get someone else if you wish?"
"no bella we would like you,"
"i nodded

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 29.10.2010

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