PROLOGUE

 

The lights across the street flickers as the moon obliviously watching it,

The wind blows coldly as it sent shivers all over my body

And the silence is killing me softly until my eyes shut down.

I don’t know where I am and what am I here of

All I know was someone keeps on calling me here.

 

“IYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! IYAAAAA! ILYASVIEEEEEEL!” I woke up in my bed screaming again;

someone’s been calling my name and hearing it hurts as if the fire’s been burning inside my soul.

I don’t know when did it start but in my dreams ----

I see nothing instead of the pitch black color filtering        

the air with some --- someone I think I knew endlessly calling my name.

It’s a male’s voice I knew it all along because whenever

he calls my name I’m becoming tame and weak ---      

 he knows my weakness as I do with him and the way he calls me always remind me

How much love there is between the two of us.

But the problem is, I never knew that guy --

not even his name and if he really exists --- I mean in flesh          

with body shell, blood running through his veins and heart that beats whenever his love is around.

 

“Yes, mi lady even if I have to die I will love thee endlessly” it’s the same voice ---

his solemn voice never getting tired of making me feel loved.

“Being with you even in a short time is enough for eternity”

“You are the only reason I kept on hoping tomorrow never comes”

His voice --- His voice is smooth, charming, and

every pronunciation of his words is almost lyrical.

And once you’ve heard it, it’s no turning back.

It's absolutely Addictive 

and Fortunately I'm His Victim 

And suddenly a short memory appears

and whether it’s real or a part of my dream is still a question even I  couldn’t answer. 

Chapter One: Why Change* changed me ?

 

"Mom! What's for breakfast?" Iya shouted as she runs hurriedly

finding all the things she will need for school.

"Silly dreams makes me always late" she mumbled under her breath.

When she was on the midst of going down their stairs with its old creaking noise. -- it was there again.

" Iya..iyaaaa" though already having goosebumps all over her petite body

she bravely followed the voice which she could never forgot.

Walking slowly while breathing heavily she have this feelings that----

there is something, a part of her had always knew and confusely the voice stops and  leads --

in her mother Ismene's room and when she was about to open the door.

"Oh God! Iya! Have you been spacing out again? Its the thousandth time calling your name."

Ismene suddenly appear at her back, hands at her chest folded and waiting for her to respond.

"I've he---heard someone calling me." She reasoned out, her mom answered.

"Siii---Silly child! I Told you that I've been calling you like forever isn't it? "

Feeling embrassed she grumpily walked down the stairs again.

While ismene before locking her room saw the box with vintage curl designs

at the top of her drawer which surrounded by rootlike stems

and a big blue diamond at the middle --  shining so brightly -

she hide it under her study table then locked the room.

"Is it time already?" She added whispering.

When Iya finished, she hurriedly went out grabbing her Iphone5 plugging the earphones on.

Open the door and left.

While running along the street. She found someone -- seems to be following her.

She then turn around and found---

A white -- full covered syverian husky looking at her and looks like its trying to say something.

" What does it want?" She whispered low.

Then suddenly out of the blue the dog answered her back "it's time."

Only with eye contact they seems to have a connection that bridged their thoughts.

 

Shocked and curiosity strike for she never understood what had happened just now.

Was there something behind what the dog just said or

that is only a part of a dream she had last few nights.

"That was probably my imagination" after leaving that phrase behind,

she turned back to where the dog was a minute later but

Its gone, like it has never been there all the time.

She runs and runs until she reach the front gate of the winterhaven academy.

She was ranked as the topmost intelligent student, and have an unrealistics beauty.

What every one is so curious about her is that they never heard her had a boyfriend

or even someone she likes.

Was that a normal thing for a seventeen year old teenage girl? Definitely not.

All girls fall in love at some point in life.  And some even fall in love more than once. 

Thinking too much that even the ticking of the clock, stomping of foot

and even the soft moan of her classmate never escape from her ears.

Something's not right.

"I feel like I'm starting lose myself" she thought.  

Because of too much light refelecting her eyes she barely took off her eyeglass.

It should be blurred. It shoo ---- should be

But

My eyes dilated then the blurred I used to have is ---- gone.

This would sound hilarious and so I'm never gonna tell it to casey, (her bestfriend since middle school.)

I put on my glass again and it felt so-not-mine.

First, my ears becoming sharp and now my eyes and its only two days before my eighteenth birthday.

How lucky is that ? 

 

 

Should I consider this a gift or something I'll soon regret for suddenly showing up like this?

Chapter Two: What am I ?

( Ilyasviel Point Of View )

 

Only One day left ~ It will be my Eighteenth Birthday

But why is it something's not right?

sometimes i found myself ---- not me anymore?

It has only been a dream and it will never come true so why is it the pain, agony and sorrow

feels like reality?

But last night made me refuse myself anymore.

i really dont have any idea how and when and what happened ~ really!

i woke up without anything On! i've been telling myself of the possibility that i might had forgot to wear

anything - but God! how about even my panty? whose too dumb it would be to forget to put on woman's

basic need?! and added to that insane event is me covered with mud?

it's as if Ive been running all night without even remebering anything.

As i was walking all around the corners of my room (i do have class today but unfortunately i skipped 

because of that mud  ~ it stinks and sticks, took me an hour and half to finished bathing which

made me super late)

i walk passed with my antique mirror and stare at my eyes which just yesterday got fixed

I dont even know --- was it miracle? my eyes has been this clear crystal blue 

which others says has become more expresionable.

" Ow ~ Why is it there's smells like dead rat " I wonder as a roam around my Room

after I look all over --- There's none -- But the smell is so clear 

" Oh my God! Iya! Help me fixed this up ! " My mom suddenly shouted -- Out of nowhere i 

suddenly had goosebumps.

" Iyaaaa! " Ow. the megamaniac shout again

" coming ! "

when I go there I saw mom Trying to clean Off --

a dead stupid rat 

which is under their rooms cabinet which is Two floors away from mine ---

and why did I smelled that ? 

I'm a becoming some sort of creature ? what the heck *

been thinking so much , and becoming crazily Hysterical about this changes.

 

Soon After I finished helping Mom

Here comes the smell again and Its making me Drool 

I followed the smell and End up in front of the refrigerator. 

Opened it up and Ow again *

 

It's a Meat ~ Freshly Delivered Pork -- uncooked.

But the smell of it makes me want to Eat it all 

My hands move by itself to the place where the meat is placed.

 

Unconsciously I took a Bite and ---- and --- Its Delicious ~

One more and ----

 

" Iya ? " 

I dropped it because i was so shocked not with the one who called me but 

Because of what I've done

I turned around and saw -- 

 

" Jebrielle ? "

Impressum

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 15.10.2013

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