At her funeral

There she was , her corps laying in the cascet and she was wearing her favourite colour - black . Some were crying while others were just grieve-stricken and shocked . Nobody could have seen it comming . All of them attend her funeral because they have to . Nobody really liked her . Not even her mother . Her mother showed up because she feels guilty and she's crying because she's scared that the cops will find out ... She obviously took her son with her , the one she prefers over her daughter , the one she loves oh so much , the on she treats like a king ... She didn't have enough love left for her daughter since she gave it all to her son and look where they ended up . The son didn't shed a tear , not even when he watched his sister die the night of April , 7th 2018 . He doesn't show emotions , not even if it puts him on the list of the top 10 suspects - he doesn't even bother faking sadness. That's how little he cares .

Who are the others who were forced to attend her funeral ? I'll tell you : We got all of her relatives . They are not nice people . They don't cry . They just stare at the cascet and talk to themselves loudly - like old people do . They didn't come to show her respect - don't be ridicilous - they showed up to gossip ! 'She had those weird scars on her wrists . What a weird kid. ' , an aunt says . 'She was always rude and tried to make her "mental illnesses" as an excuse . Such a shame . Her mother didn't raise her well at all . ' , another aunt felt like sharing . 'I hear she never wanted to get married . Could she be one of those lesbians ? ' , a different aunt said out loud .   'What if she slept around and got pregnant ? She always dressed up like a slut ! She is dead and there probably is a baby in her uterus that had to die as well . She is so stupid , she could have waited until marriage but she was just a whore anyways !'  , some cunt of an aunt decided to share with the rest of the "family" .  

 

 

What's the point of all of this? Why doesn't anyone pay the the respect that she deserves ? Where are her friends ? All of these questions will be answered in the next paragraph(s) .

Nobody liked her . Those who talked to her did it out of pity , not becase the care . They didn't show up at her funeral because they don't care enough , they're paying their respect to her while "grieving" at home . They feel sad for a minute but then go out to the club to feel better about themselves , because god forbid they fall into a deep depression like she did . They are all suspects at this point , but the cops picked 10 people to narrow start with .

Nobody payed her the resprct that she deserves because nobody feels like she deserves it . If they felt like she deserved some respect , they would have respected her while she was alive , now it's too late . Her death was tragic and could have been prevented but nobody couldn't care less ... There is no point in her death ..

Everytime she gets lose to someone and dares to open up , they always leave . They talk to her so they don't hurt her feelings but little do they know what damage they did to her . She didn't deserve it . She just wanted someone to listen to her , give her a hug and tell her that everything is going to be okay - even if it's a lie , she was willling to believe it .

This poor girl was seeking for help but she got neglegt instead . Everyone just loves to underestimate her problems - even professionals . Everytime she decides to talk about what happened in those "schools" , those "professionals" end up telling her things along the lines of ' Why would a teacher abuse a student like that ? That's not the point of their job and I'm pretty sure you must have done something to make them talk to you like that . Teachers in this country respect their students , maybe it's normal in whatever country you came from , but not here . Yes , everyone loves to dismiss her problems and decisdes to focus on one obvious thing : She doesn't look European even though she is ( She was born in Europe and has Non-European parents ) .

Why do people dismiss her problems ? What's the cause of her death ? Was she murdered or did she kill herself ? Why are all those professionals so unprofessional ?

 

 

 

 

Unrequired Love

 Unrequiredlove can make one very miserable .. She fell in love with someone who is unavailable .. She knew that this person is unavailable but she chose to hold on to that love ... She would have done everything for him ... She truely loved him with all her heart .. She cried when he cried , she laughed when he laughed , she felt his pain and she enjoyed his happiness .. But she wasn't the one who made him happy .. To him , she's just a friend ... To her , he is her world , her everything ... Now that she had to come to terms with the fact that he will never ever love her back , what else is there for her to hold on to ? She loved him for 2 long beautiful yet painful years ... She has no one .. Nobody to talk to , nobody to give her a hug .. She even pushed away her best friend of two and a half years because her problems drove her insane that much  ....

What now ? Did she die of loneliness or a broken heart ? Or were it all of her problems that made her want to end it ? Could there have been a guidance angel in form of a person who killed her just to get her out of her mysery ? .....

 

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