what's best for me
they pretend that it is not for them
they always say they want the best for me
what ever they say tears my heart
bit by bit i was torn apart
every single word is a heavy blow
and i just take 'em all
my heart is full of scars and wound to deep to heal
i wonder when i will get the courage to run away and never look back
to block them all out
i just want to be left alone
i don't what them to care
if their care slowly kills me
death is a gift that will never come too fast
it will be a grace from adove
my simple desire
things i hear cause me pain
for my own good they cliam
they wish i would retain
my old self thats plain
but i wish to change to be engadge
yes i wish to play and just lay
at the end of the day
with out regrets
with seft respect
i wish to play the day away
maybe its a dream
i have this feeling
that this is all just a fantasy
to keep me from calamity
and to hide from my enemy
i have this tought in my mind
that i cannot find
something in the corner of my eye
in the back of my mind
it's a tought that cannot be completed
but would not disappear
its this crazy feeling that its all just a dream
wishing
i read a book see a movie
and i wish i was them
the main character
the one under the spotlight
how ever tragic the story
i wish to experince
those heart trobing moments
those tear droping seconds
i want to know that there's a reason for it all
that my suffering
will one day be paid
that no matter what happens
i'll be happy someday
life expectation
i have a fleeting wish
to break free of this
the daily cycle
i wish to be a fish
a bird and this
a simple yet ample
grass on a feild
i wish to hide
from life
from people who expect of me
to expect the best
when all i'll get
from their simple bet
is the dissatisfaction
of spending the rest
of my life bored and deprest
escape
i wish i could run away
just get in a car and drive night and day
to see them all fade away
and little by little memories will fade
thier voices and faces forgatten
i wish i could escape
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Texte: senores
Bildmaterialien: not me
Lektorat: readers
Tag der Veröffentlichung: 14.05.2013
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