Chapter 1

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

 

Catherina Dan, 17 years old. I live in France, Toulon. I’m not tall at all, 5’3, but I really want to be much taller. I have dirty blond hair and yellow eyes. People rare have yellow eyes, but if you look around you, I doubt you’ll see anybody with them, I am sure of it. My family have yellow eyes, by my father’s line. I don’t have idea why and I’m really curious about that. I’ve been looking around the internet and books, but everything I found was nothing. It’s always going to be mystery for me. I live with my parents, Alex and Kate Dan. My life is perfect. My dad, Alex, is a lawyer. He has my dirty blond hair and yellow eyes, sometimes I think I’m his twin, but in female version. He is tall, with wide shoulders and he’s strong. It’s creepy at some point. My mom is opposite of us both, dark hair and eyes, she’s a vet and she loves to go shopping, which I hate doing. She’s reaches my dad’s shoulder as height I dislike her for that and for the shopping. She likes girly stuff like dresses and stuff, it’s impossible to avoid it. I am more... sport type like my dad. I don’t like skirts and dresses, I feel… naked.

The weirdest thing is that they are go out every night. They lock me inside the house leaving me there. The thing that really surprise me, is that they used to leave me with a nanny, but in the last 2-3 years they started leaving me alone. I’m really curious what will happen if I go out of house, but I am scared to do it, because I have the feeling that something is watching me. For 3rd year in High school is little embarrassing, to be locked in your own house, since you are 17, right? Usually my friends are with me, actually my best friends. Ron and Rachel, it’s never boring with them, they always fight like little kids for nothing and their humor is big. Doesn’t matter if I had a problem or fucked up mood, they are always here for me.

At the moment it’s the late spring holiday! Such happiness, the school will end in few weeks. Right now actually, I’m at my parent’s camp. We are just few classmates. We are going to stay just for a week, I didn’t want to come, but my parents forced me, and I have no idea why. My current location is the nearest field in the woods, sitting around the camp fire, which make small cracking noises in the muggy spring night. Sitting peacefully on the huge logs and we are talking about legends. I have ‘sharp’ senses or call it however you want, and I know when somebody is watching me. At this current time, one of the forest rangers, who are here for ‘our safety’ didn’t stop watching me through the fire. It freaks me out, I’m not going to lie to you. He’s really handsome, I’m not going to lie for this either. A lot thoughts came across my mind, rapist, stalker… I wonder what the hell he is, and why he’s watching me. ‘He’s cute’, I said to myself. My breath stops when I look at him. I don’t know why, but I think we are really different in appearance... OK wait… a second... that’s not a thought, that’s a fact. He’s dark like the night, and I am bright like the day.  He’s 19 years old, from what I heard, here in the camp. He’s tall... muscular guy, black eyes and a bit long dark hair. One of his ears is full of earrings. I really like one of them. It’s moon hanging on his ear. “Emo guy” Only thing I really wanted to know is why I feel attraction? Its big attraction… or maybe it’s my imagination? But who wouldn’t be attracted or keep his sight on him? He’s hot!

 “What about wolves? Actually werewolves” said Ron. I giggle, werewolves... are you serious?

“What about them. Don’t tell me you believe in this bullshit” Rachel said from the opposite of the fire “That’s ridiculous”

“What if they are real?’’

“You should live in the reality, nothing like this exist.” I look around the rangers who look at each other and Rachel looked at them amazed.

‘’Oh my god, you believe in this. Don’t you? ‘’

“There’s nothing impossible, hun” said one of them, he had brown hair and green eyes, muscular and tall as the guy who is looking at me. I admit it again. Every single ranger sitting here has the same body. They are training hard, they look amazingly handsome and they are smart.

“I’ll come in a minute.” I said

“Where you go?” Rachel asked 

“Its 9 pm” I said looking at my watch, I turn around walking back to our bungalows at camp.

“Ron go after her” I heard Rachel

“Why don’t you go after her?”

“I can’t carry on my way back “he followed me. Those two always are so bossy, they always fight, like dog and a cat, but they are like my Angels over me. They always mess with my life.

We are walking to the dark little road. The night is beautiful. Some animals were still awake, the moon is almost full, and it shines in the sky. I could see every star shining bright into the dark space. Air the warm and muggy “its’s going to rain soon”

“After few days it’s the full moon. Just for werewolves.” Ron said.

“You really believe in this?”

“Everybody believe in something, don’t you think? They may exist, I would like to see one, but not to hurt me” he laughed

“I hope so.”

“Sup with you?”

“Oh... nothing, I have to take my medicine”

I have high blood pressure, it sucks. I had an accident at 9th grade and since then I have high or low blood pressure and epilepsy. I don’t know where I’ll fall, without even noticing.

After few minutes the bungalows, showed up and we went in ours. The distance between beds is around 1 meter, each had a nightstand. Our luggage is in front of our beds. The floor and the walls are in warm brown color. Against the front door is the bathroom. Toilet, a shower, and large countertop with sink and large mirror. On the countertop, well you don’t want to know what was placed there, a lot of make-up things, shampoos, cream for face and body, even Ron’s things were staying here. Even condoms, but I don’t why they are here, since nobody of us has a boyfriend or girlfriend.

I went to my night stand and took the pills.

“I’m going to bathroom.” Ron said

“Mhm...’’

I lay on my bed, which is on the most right side of the room. I feel dizzy and I feel like ill fall into pieces. I close my eyes. Silence. I doubt anybody want anything more from the silence. I prefer it, it makes me calm and I can make up my mind if I have a problem or I’m just annoyed. I was lying on my bed, when I heard small heavy breathing. “Where I comes from, ugh maybe Ron makes jokes again”, but it didn’t stop. I stood up from my bed, I opened the front door. Empty.

“Okay let’s go”

“Yeah...”

I look again around, but there was absolutely nothing, like it disappeared. We start walking on the road again, but I still had the feel that something is watching us and following us. I’m always getting nervous when somebody is watching me. Well… sometimes I really have big imagination. Like something like jump out of the bushes, attack us, and kill us and eat us.

“Don’t you have the feel somebody is following you, Ron?”

“Nope” he said and giving me his hoodie, I wore it. I put my hands the pockets and keep walking. I admit it the hoodies looks awesome on girls… well at least the male hoodies. I felt his perfume I gave him for his birthday.

I’m walking and I keep hear heavy steps and breathing near us.

“Ron.. I don’t feel good” I said, my head was spinning awful, and after few seconds I fell on the ground

“Cath? Catherina! Oh my god what are going to do with this girl, really..’’

He picks me up and kept walking to the field.

 

 

Unknown person’s P.O.V

 

“Why they are so slow” Rachel said “They met a werewolf?”

Everybody laughs on topic werewolves, but the rangers. They look at each other again. Yes ladies and gentlemen, the werewolves exist. From many, many years. All rangers in the camp are werewolves. Our Cath, her name, will be one of them soon too. Tomorrow is her birthday, she will make 18, and after 3 days is the full moon, which means on this day will be her first transformation, she obviously is going to be tied up for Styles.

Who ask who this lucky guy is? That’s our Emo boy, as Catherina called him in her mind. He lives here from long time. He knows she will be his mate. Even if she doesn’t want to, that’s how it is. Her parents didn’t tell her about what she is… poor girl...

They thought it’s better for her, hahaha. Her father, the Alpha, is not… very liked person, you know, from other packs. That was way easier, Catherina to stay ‘blind’ for this situation and to live her life. It’s not one of best ideas ever you could do or see, but for the past, that was the best solution for the problem. Alex and Kate let Styles to take care of her. Because they knew they are going to be mates.

“Hey Styles” Rachel said “Do you think werewolves exist?”

Styles looks her with annoyance “How Cath can be friend with her”, he used too much rudeness in his words, so let’s don’t expose it ok?

“What about camping in the woods?” His head was going to explode because of her and her talking nonsense. He pulled out his lollipop from his mouth

“Do I look like retarded person to you?” he said rude. “No, we won’t”

“So annoying” She hadn’t stopped to flirting with him, touching him and push herself into him since they were here. He felt disgusted by her.

Ron and Cath came from the woods, Ron was carrying Cath in bride style. He knows what happened there in the woods, like every ranger here.

“What happened?”

“How you can see she fainted again. She was like ‘Somebody is following us’ and poof, she fell on ground unconscious” Rachel laughed and Styles looked at her… he was near to kill her “She has a problem, and this idiot decide to laugh? Are you fucking serious right now?”

“Like? Did she said what’s following you?” Styles asked

“No” Ron answered and laid her next to him.

“Sup with her?”

“Epilepsy and few more problems.”

Styles knew she’s awake because of her heartbeat. He bended over and looked her, she opened her in the eyes and kept the eye contact.

“You ok?”

“Y-yes” she said and sat between him and Rachel “Disturbance ... sweet” he said in his mind. Cath looked behind him, he was sure, she hears her father’s breathing and steps

“Well tomorrow is your 18th birthday!” said Rachel

“Yes know, I’m not in mood for this”

“Why not” Styles rolled his eyes and looked Rayon, he winked at him and smirked

“Gay” he murmured

“I heard that!”

Rayon is the youngest from their group with 3 years. His hair is bright brown and green eyes, were like magic. Whoever he looked made them fall for him. He wasn’t that muscular like rest of them, but it was noticeable. His hormones were still there which is normal, but they are double now, after they made his tattoo.

Wolves are strange creatures, however you look at it. They recognize themselves by the scent, not by the fur or the eyes, whereas the morphology, and height in most cases, it’s not recommended to make direct contact. You’ll ask, BUT WHY? Well if you want to die by angry wolf, go ahead, the life is yours.

In the distance, a howl came from the woods and all wolves heard it, also Cath. Yes she did too because… well the full moon is soon and her senses are getting better. She stood up suddenly.

“I’ll go, I’m tired” she said

“I’ll come with you” Styles said “And you better finish too.”

He walked behind Cath. So many times he had seen her here… since he was little boy. He was happy, until he got to know he’s going to be related to the camp... forever. He still remembered her. Her hair was still blond, yellow eyes, depends from the light, they became and green, her cheeks were red. Happy kid, but the last time she came…

He was 15, when he saw her for last time, after his transformation. As fast as he could, he told to Alex, that’s her, his mate, he had just to wait her to return to him. He never talked with her, he was just watching from distance. She left with smile on her face. She never came back, until now. For first time she comes for 4 years… She was different. Hair, body, personality, everything. Her parents told him she had an accident. He didn’t believed … but one day he told to himself. “I can go to her memories one day, and I’ll know what happened” He heard how Ron and Rachel are walking behind them, like they are expecting Styles to catch Cath, and to kill her I the bushes.

They went in their bungalow and Styles went to meet her father, the Alpha. He went in a huge hall and send on his place.

“She’s almost ready” he said

“Are you sure that’s her?”

“Yes I am, if she doesn’t accept me, she will have to take another man with her, she can’t go through her first transformation alone. You had to tell her what she is. It’s all your fault, you know that right?”

“We know that, but that was the only solution” Kate said

“What about telling her the truth?”

Chapter 2

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

At the morning I woke up around 10 am, my whole body was… hurting me. I’m tired as fuck, and I have no idea why, well I had small one, always around full moon my body acted strange since I know myself.  Ron and Rachel are not here, one advantage. Some quietness. I’m sick of listening to them, all night, for my birthday. I look around the room, it way darker than I expected. I stand up from bed and dress up in shorts and hoodie, I wore my sneakers and looked out of the window. “Oh my, it’s raining... I knew it!” I open the door and go outside. I pull my hood on my head.

“At last some peace...”

I start walking on one road that I didn’t know well, but I’m not going too far anyway. Everything is quiet and peaceful, you can hear just the rain how it falls over the trees and bushes. Roads are all in mud and dirty water. I am listening my steps and watching the ground. Some colors of the woods were so bright… like the crowns of trees and some flowers around. The air is fresh and clean, the rain is cool for now… I mean the summer is coming! It’s going to be so hot that nobody will want to go out, like usual.

I didn’t notice how long I was walking until I came out on a small field that was absolutely unknown for me. I look around confused. The grass is green, some flowers around… oh look... daisy. I pick it up and smell it. I saw a cave in the distance. My attention wasn’t attracted by the cave… it is attracted by the thing in the cave. I made few steps more to look closer. Is that a wolf? I blink few times and I look again. That’s definitely a wolf. Big wolf, actually huge wolf. I feet shiver of fear going through my body. The wolf made few steps and came outside of the cave. His fur is in chocolate brown color, I couldn’t see his eyes of course… but they didn’t stop watching me. He raise his head and sniff the air, he tilted his head towards me.

Slowly he started walking towards me, I stayed a bit, but then I started walking behind. That’s bad... really bad… I had to stay at the camp. I turn around and start running, throwing the daisy in the mud. He’s growling after me. He’s chasing me. I’m running as fast as I can, but still I knew he will reach me soon or later. My eyes filled with tears. The fear in my body is in big amount, just like the adrenaline. Well I can’t think clean either. While I was running I felt that something that pushed me, my foot slipped and I fell down the hill. My whole body was spinning down the hill. When I stopped I saw the wolf up there. He was watching me, but didn’t moved any further to come to me or do anything else. He just turned around and disappeared like smoke, just as he appeared at the field.

I stand up and looking my wounds on my hands.

 

10 hours later I was fully lost in the damn woods. Right now I am sitting in a cave I found. My head is spinning and hurting awful. Outside is still raining, the thunders are on every few minutes. I am so lucky right? To stay in a cave, in middle of nothing.  I’m stubborn right? To go outside in the woods all alone, but hey I thought I knew the roads and the woods near the camp, but eeh… maybe I don’t. The silence is so attractive… I couldn’t resist…

What was that wolf, anyways? I can’t stop thinking of it. Tall, strong, creepy with sharp teeth.. but since when the wolves are so... huge? I thought the wolves are way smaller than this one. “Everybody believes in something, don’t you think? They may exist, I would like to see one, but not to hurt me” I remembered Ron’s words. If I think about it, I’ve never seen person with yellow eyes, but my family. Right now I don’t feel the cold weather, and all day I’m under the rain, and I didn’t feet any shiver of coldness. Could it be…a werewolf? No, no, no impossible… We studied for mystic creatures in school. About vampires, wolves, witches… Wolves never get old, wounds heal fast, fast as vampires, acute sense of smell and hearing… they have territory, and they fight until death.

I decided to check anyway. I pull my sleeve up, there was nothing, just dry blood. It doesn’t hurt me… wait why I am watching my hand like crazy?

I’m dreaming, this can’t be true, but on other side... it’s going to be awesome. No, no, no this kind of things doesn’t exist, but I can’t stop thinking about the wolf. He was beautiful… but the fear comes with it. I lay my back on the cold rough wall and laugh quietly. What if I’m wolf after all? What I am going to do? No, no I’m getting crazy, yes I am crazy, I just need my medicine, I haven’t ate all day too.. But as much I am thinking about it… I feel shiver of excitement.

I start humming quietly for ‘not thinking of wolf things’, but I start singing this? For a little wolf lost his mother? My mom always sang this song, and I loved it. The song it’s cute, a wolf lost his mother and after years he finds her.

My humming stopped, when I heard a noise far from me, about 20 meters from me?  Ok who the fuck hears quiet noises from 20 meters? Explain this to me. I stand up and I look outside. From the bush appeared, huge… really huge wolf, just like the one with the chocolate fur… but this one was taller and had black fur and eyes. “Night” I told to myself, and again I felt the attraction, which I couldn’t explain to myself. The same attraction as yesterday, with the ranger. Styles something came in my mind. Yeah his name...

He walked slowly past me, watching me... he growled... "Better to get out of here" I walk outside of the cave, when I heard, deep rude voice behind me.

“Stop, right now, little girl” I froze. “Do you know what time is it, right now?”

“Ex-excuse me?”

“It 9pm! We are looking for you since 7 hours. 7 hours. If I didn’t heard your little humming, you could die here. All alone. ”

I turn around. I look the floor and then him. His foot were bare, just with jeans, wet hair, and awesome body that you couldn’t resist on. His face… was somehow darker and his eyes worried.

“Styles? I don’t understand… how you… the wolf... you… what?”

“Yes hun?”

“W-what are you doing here… from where you came from?”

“I’ll be your biggest nightmare, if you don’t come with me.” such a cliché!

He made few steps towards me. I shook my head stepping back. He noticed that I won’t let him touch me, he sighed.

“Wolf” he said,

“Say what?”

“I can transform into a wolf. If you haven’t felt the attraction, I recommend you to do it. Because you are going to be tied up for me, for life. ” He is crazy. “After few days is the full moon, and you’ll become one of us”

“You? What are you? Sect? ” he was going to say something but I cut him off “I want to go home, I have no idea what are you, and what you want from me and what’s going to happen, I won’t be part of this. ”

“Cath, you have to listen to me…” he started

“Listen what? You come here, half naked, telling me you are wolf, and I’m going to be part of a sect? Are you okay with your head? Did you hurt yourself while you were ‘running around’?”

I turn around and start walking without a direction under the rain. I hear him yelling after me. Is that what I was thinking until now right? That I might be wolf? Now he comes telling me this and I can’t accept it?

While I was walking the black wolf came next to me. I screamed. Who for the fuck sake expect a black wolf to come to you, in the middle of night? I look him. He is tall, almost to my shoulder. He bended over so I could sit on his back. He whimpered.

“You whimper now?” I say with sarcasm, then I heard growling

I sigh and I sit on his back. His fur, oh my god, so warm and soft. I can’t stop caresses it, it feels so good between my fingers… “So... This kind of creature really exist... is that what my parents hide from me? “

Styles stopped in middle of the road and made a loud howl… I started to feel colder… I couldn’t handle it anymore. “It’s cold” Styles lowered the speed. I went down of his back, when we arrived to another cave he just caught my sleeve of my sweater and pulled me to follow him. How many caves are around here... geez? He went deep in the cave and transformed into human. I couldn’t see him.

“Take your clothes off”

“What?”

 “Take your clothes off and put these.”

“Are you crazy?”

“For last time I’m not crazy ok? Tomorrow we’ll go to your parents, they will explain everything to you. ”

“My parents? What the heck?”

“Change your clothes, and I’ll tell you everything you want”

I look at him and I nod. I change my clothes after I made him to turn around and not to look at me. Well after all I’m girl you know? I am soaked wet... so, I got rid of everything and I wore just one sweatshirt, which was way too big for me. After I changed my clothes he pulled me deeper in the cave. There are some kind of stairs which led down. We came at small room. There’s huge bed, with night stands, small kitchen and fireplace against the bed. Styles lighted up the fireplace.

“Want something to eat?” I shook my head. I climbed the bed and I looked at him

“What’s all that? What’s happening, and most importantly, am I getting crazy? ”

“No… you feel the attraction too, which is normal. I feel the same”

“What do you mean?”

“All wolves has a mate. If he can’t find his mate he goes for a human.”

“I know the main things, we studied that in school”

“This makes things easier” He started walking around the room “Let’s start like that. Your transformation is soon, you can’t go through it without me. “  he notices my next question and answers instantly “Because you are girl. Your body is weak, and you are sensitive, that’s how your body is made.” I nod “If you are not with me, you can die.”

“What’s about this ‘tied up for life’”

“You find your mate, things gets complicated. You can’t live without me, I can’t live without you. The chance for kids is low”

“Say what?”

“But with me. We can make it possible” I sighed.

“So everything is related between us?”

“Yes, look I want to help as much as I can.”

“I can see it” He sit on bed next to me and smiles.

“It’s hard, nobody deny it, but we are here to help you, I’m here for you”

 I move closer to him.

“Can you hug me? Tight?”

He lifts me, and put me in lap, facing him. He hugs me tight

“Sorry, that everything came like that”

“My parents fault” I whisper, I hug him and laying my head on his shoulder, and after all I fell asleep.

At the next morning I woke up in the warm bed. Styles was sleeping next to me. The fireplace was still lighted up, I guess he kept the fire alive all night for me… I smirked, am I lucky? Even if I am, isn’t this too going way too fast?

I start walking around the room biting my nail on my thumb. I’m going to meet my parents soon, and I don’t know if I should be pissed. I sit front the fireplace, my head was empty, and hours were passing slowly.

I laid in bed again, this time he automatically hugged me, and hid his face in my neck.

My life? What’s going to happen with it? To throw it away, so I can run after them like a little puppy? No that’s not working for me.

Styles? What will happen with him? I never had boyfriend, because of Ron and Rachel, and now I had one after we said 2-3 sentences? That’s a miracle. I smile maybe I can live like that, in his warm arms and his intoxicant scent.

Chapter 3

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

After a small nap, Styles decided to wake me up. It was time to get going, for the more… information to be told.

Weather outside is warm, and it’s getting darker as the night is falling down once again over our heads. The forest is still keeping the sun shines in their crowns, everything is still wet. Ground is full of mud still. I take deep breath… fresh air.

“Walk?” Styles asked.

“Doesn’t matter”

“Let’s walk a bit then”

We start walking, while watching the ground I could see his steps from yesterday. His paws are huge, almost as my hand…

“Do you accept me?”

“Accept? Accept what?” I asked

“Me”

“For what?” I ask watching the ground so I don’t fall. Stupid roots and dead branches.

“For everything I told you yesterday”

“I suppose, and what should I do actually?”

“Absolutely nothing, just my work will be little hard. Because you are the first girl of Dan’s family”

“I don’t get what you mean”

He took my hand in his, and he led me forward, I follow him.

“Your family… always had boys for kids, which makes you first girl of Dan’s family. I know what you are thinking, what about the marriages? Well I thought the same at first, but it’s not like that. All the wives had boys for kids. Your father is… rare… situation I suppose. Actually one 80% of the wolf’s population all over the world is male.”

“So my mom is not wolf?” I said the first thing that came in my mind

“Yes and she will die.”

“Why he married for a human? And doesn’t this make me half wolf” he laughs, well I don’t find anything funny in this conversation.

“Nope” he explained “Or you are fully a wolf, or you are not. My mother for example is not a wolf too, but I am, anyway let’s get back to the topic.” How fast he changed the topic for his mother… interesting “Your father had feelings for a girl who was a wolf, but she loved someone else, and fully ignored the attraction between them both. He couldn’t take her from the other man so… he…”

“What” I asked

“He killed them both. If you can’t take your mate, you kill him or her and the person that she or he loves.”

“So you want to tell me, that my father a killer?”

“No, no he’s not. That’s a law in our world. If you can’t take the thing you want, you just make it disappear forever.”

“So if I don’t accept to be with you..?”

“I can kill you anytime I want. However you look at it, I am the perfect man for you. You can’t find person like me anywhere. I’ll be your best friend, husband, protector anything you want. The fate is a fate. You can’t change it, or you accept or you die. Easy and not complicated at all... ”

I start to walking slower and slower… my brain can’t get it… he can just kill me? Without his eye to blink? Is he kidding with me? I look him and I drop his hand. No… I’m not going to stay with this guy.

“Cath?” I start stepping backwards, my eyes filled with tears, then I ran away from him without a direction. I don’t look back.

Why he had to tell me this? Why this is happening to me, why? Why I feel hurt? Why? Why? Why? Questions that I can’t even answer on, and how I am supposed to fix this mess? What about the fear that raise in my mind and body when I look at him and thinking of him? What’s going to happen now? I don’t want to die. I am not ready to die yet.

I know he’s following me, he’s giving me space to accept all the new things… but can I do it? I stop running and I sit on the wet ground in front a tree, and I rubbed my eyes. Do I have a choice? They just pushed me in the deep, in the unknown world. I start sobbing quietly.

My body started heating up, a lot and this made me panic. In my whole body had shivers of hot waves and spasms. I shrank into a ball and I raised my head to the moon. It was shining. My whole body is in agony, I am all sweaty, I can’t even help myself. I don’t know what to do… and this made me panic even more. I hear steps near me. I knew that’s him. I am breathing heavily.

“Cath” he said “Try to calm down” his words helped me... but not enough

“I… I can’t” I take breath through my teeth

“The panic is not helping you right now” he fell on his knees front me

“I’m scared”

“Of what?”

“You… everybody… everything…” now I start to get angry. I don’t want the fear to take over me. But the anger is not a solution too

“There’s nothing to be afraid of, we are just humans.”

“Human?” I said “YOU CALL YOURSELF A HUMAN?” I scream. I push him away from me and he fell on the ground obviously not expecting my rage. “Don’t call yourself a human” I said quietly with threaten, even with the whole pain and spams in my body I could move. I move over him “You’ll be NEVER BE A HUMAN” keep screaming “You are MONSTER. I AM A MONSTER. You and your whole Sect are all MONSTERS. AND you can’t change that.”

He fights back, pinning me on the ground with his body and growled to me. It was like an order to calm down. It doesn’t work on me, I couldn’t listen to anybody. I try to scratch his face, but he is too fast and placed my hands over my head.

“Calm down.” He said and growled low again, still not working for me. He moved his face near mine his lips are almost on mine, I could smell his intoxicant scent, he smirks on my reaction. Meadow and mint. It is like a drug for me. I take deep breath before loud cracking noises appeared. They came from my body. I scream caused of the pain, and he immediately, let me free. I try to stand up and I couldn’t. I see his pain in his eyes. He went through that too, if he did… which means I’ll do it too. He can’t help me about this… fuck.

I scream for one last time, and big hot wave went through my body. The pain is gone, I am a wolf. I am laying on my side. First thing I saw a black paw next to my face, then Styles who is staying over me, in his wolf form.

“Are you okay?”

“You talking my head…”

“That’s one of our abilities as mates. Come on stand up.”

He made few steps backwards and making me a space to stand up. I feel like a newborn deer, I couldn’t stay still on my legs. Funny isn’t it? When I kept the balance he make few steps towards. I feel... tiny staying next to him. I could go under him like newborn cub, looking for a protection.

“You are so small” he said n he sniffing my fur.

“Is that an insult?”

“No… you are cute.” He rubs his nose in mine “Let’s go? I guess we were away from home for long time now. ”

“I’ll follow you”

He starts walking slowly, so I can get used to it, I was walking next to him. I looked the ground. I noticed my pawns were white... so my fur is white?

“What color I am?”

“White…Fully.”

We started to run, I felt free. The speed is awesome, I doubt any car can catch us easy at all. We ran around the camp, the square was full of lights, people were walking around laughing and having fun, not even noticing anything what’s happening in the woods. We went through a big black gate which was wrapped with ivy, and then big building showed up.

“Wow...”

”Yes I know, let’s go in, you’ll feel more comfortable.”

We go into the building. There’s a hall with lot of space, walls are made of stone and few fireplaces. One of them is lighted up and some wolves are sleeping in front of it. Near them is placed a table. Not normal table for dinner or so, she took the half of the space in the room. It’s big and round. At the table are sitting my parents and the rangers from the party with fire before 1-2 days, and a lot people I don’t know. Behind the table, on the wall, was staying pretty big picture. Artist is talented I admit that. It started from one of the edges of the wall and it ended to other one. On this picture, everyone are wolves? The first wolf I notice, is Styles. The fully black furred wolf. He’s lying on the ground with raised head, like a prince.

My parent’s laugh stops and look at us confused, but then they realized that’s me and their eyes went serious.  

Chapter 4

Catherina's P.O.V

 

 

“Go in your human form and let’s have a talk.” Styles pushed my shoulder gently and ran in a room, I follow him. Before I could reach the room he was already wearing a dressing gown, I stayed in middle of the room lost. He turned around and looked at me. He took another dressing gown and kept it front me.

“Just think about it” he said read the question in my eyes. It took some time, but after all I came back as a human. “Good lets go.” We go back into room again and everybody looked at us. I look them back, everybody are smiling like they are proud of me. Weird people…

“Sit down” my dad said. I stay still

“What do you have to tell me?”

“Well I guess you are mad. But there’s things we need to explain to you. You are the first girl of Dan’s family, and this makes you strong. Stronger than me.”

“So my cousins are...”

“Yes.”

“Look honey” my mom started talking “Styles is your partner for life, you don’t get old, and you can live 10 humans’ lives if you want to.”

“Cut it off, how much time I have to stay here?”

“When you have free time. We are around 50 kilometers from our home. ”

“As I can see there’s only boys here.”

“Girls are not that big amount as the boys. You have low chance for kids, but” so they are telling me the same things as Styles in the cave that night.

“Do I have to marry him?” I interrupted my dad

“It depends. By the wolf’s laws, you’ll be something like married for him after the first sexual act. We know we had to tell you about this long before and it’s our fault.”

“Let me hear your explanations.”

“Your dad, has a lot of power in the wolf’s world. He has one of the biggest territories here in France. A lot people want to hurt him. So to protect you from this we decided not to tell you.”

“So you didn’t have a single trust in me?”

“We do trust you” I sit next to Styles and I crossed my arms and legs “But look it from our side. If you knew everything, you always had to be here, every night, every weekend… you couldn’t have normal life for that. The pack was watching you everything outside of our house. Styles was always there.”

“So, basically you cut the hard times FOR you, but not for me?”

“Kind of”

“Wow.. Thank you very much. ” I said with sarcasm. “And now my life will change a lot, because your pride was way too high to tell me, that I am supernatural creature? Take me with you? I could stay at home with Ron and Rachel too, even with these people here and make my life as I wanted to.”

“Cath” I got a warning by my mate

“Don’t talk to me with this tone of yours.” I cut him off “I have my rights to be angry! That’s 17 years of my life that I don’t even know.”

“He’s the Alpha” said other person, I rolled eyes.

“So what?” I almost yelled, and I even woke up the wolves which were sleeping. “Shall I fall on my knees and kiss his feet? For you he’s an Alpha, for me he is my father. Make some difference between it.”

“Even if we had told you, you’ll go through the pain...”

“I don’t care about the pain, it’s based on trust right here”

“Yes, but…’’

“Shut the fuck up” everybody growled against me.

 

The meeting ended and I went outside.

Woah, are they for real? To keep such secrets from me, from his own daughter, because he had complicated business with other packs? What’s the stupid joke right here?

I walk to my bungalow with my bare feet, ground is wet still and cold. Well I can’t give up either, and I don’t accept growling against me, because I wanted to know why he did it. I am so pissed right now. Ugh!

Styles, well I’m going to do everything with him, ha? Talking, walking, eating, sleeping… I blushed, and I slapped my cheeks. Don’t think for this. Eeeew…

Okay we are going to go to there too, don’t worry… I don’t have choice either. I have to accept him, I even liked him… a bit right now, on such circumstances. But to have unknown boyfriend?? This makes the things different. I go up the porch’s stairs. Are we going to be happy anyway?

“Hey Cath… wait..” I hear Styles behind me 

“Mm?” I turn around as he climbed 2 stairs and stood front me... he’s still taller than me. Dammit. Why everybody have to be taller from me, pfft

“I forgot to tell you something.” I raised my eyebrows “We have to make you a tattoo, on your back”

“Ha?”

“Sign that you are in pack.”

“Okay I think?”

“Sleep well. In 1 day we gotta go home”
“Thanks for that, and everything you did.” I look him with sadness, why he had to be so handsome? Eyes, voice, was he a demon who came to take me?

“I forgot about your present”

“Present?” he climbed all the stairs and made step back. Coming front me, he grabbed my face in his warm hands, he look me in the eyes and then he leaned down to kiss me. Surprised... I answer to his kiss. He deepen the kiss by licked my lower lip asking me for an entrance, I give it to him. I think I feel sparkers… in my body. His lips gave me safety and calmness, his lips have candy taste because of all the lollipops he has in his mouth all day long. I step backwards and he pushed me against the wall, exploring my mouth. I wrapped my arms around his neck. Our tongues played in a slow way. He pulls back from the kiss and I looked him in the eyes.

“I don’t know if you felt this...”

“For sure I did.” I laugh quietly.

“Tomorrow will meet yo… ” My bungalow’s front door opened and I felt awful smell of alcohol.

“Holy fuck..”  I said.

“Oh you are here!” Rachel screamed, she was drunk. Completely drunk. Her breath smells of whiskey her hair is messy, so does the make-up. She is half naked. She looks at us with Styles with interest.

“You what…? Why are you with those clothes? oh my gawd… ” She scream girly “You did right? With him? RON! RON, GUESS WHAT”

“Sorry about that”

“Yeah, and this time will come don’t worry.”

“See you tomorrow.” I said and I kiss him on the cheek

“Night” he said and I went inside the bungalow.

 

I go inside and I almost fell on the ground. Everything is upside down. Popcorn and chips were on the ground and beds, our pillows over them, I see awful oil fingers prints on them, the blankets added on the floor too, even in the bathroom. Our clothes are everywhere. Bottles of whiskey, vodka and rom are all around also. Ron is sitting on the floor, between his and Rachel’s bed, he has Rachel’s lipstick on his face and shirt. His hair is messy too. It was quite obvious what they were doing. He’s watching me with dreamy eyes giggling to me. I frown while I was opening the window, I take some clothes and I went in the bathroom locking it. The shower is on with cold water, poor mirror was dirty with Rachel’s lipstick too. “Ugh I hope something happens between them, so they can leave me alone.”

 

When I was ready I put on my black t-shirt and my pajama’s black pants. I unlock the door and checked them up. They are still kissing.

THANK GOD. Now since they are drunk a bit they will leave all alone for at least few hours. I am sick of their crap. Talking and talking, about my birthday. And if it’s not birthday… it’ll be something more useless than the previous one.

I start drying my hair with a towel, and I hear, groans and moaning. Please… don’t tell me… I peak in the room. Rachel was on top of Ron, riding him. Bro, come on!

“Disgusting.” I take bottle of whiskey and go outside. I sit on the stairs. At least the bottle is full.

This was supposed to be my 18th birdy, with a lot of laugh, alcohol and stuff like that. Getting drunk and more stuff. Instead I get this. My best friends are fucking in our room, and I am all alone, no place to sleep, and on top of that… add and I am a wolf. PLEASE Fate… give me one more bullshit on my head, because seems like I don’t have enough right now.

I drink some more, and now... where I’ll sleep? While I am thinking and drinking, some clicked in my mind. “Styles” Of course I’ll go to him, where else? Even with bare feet and small rain drops falling from the sky, I ran to Style’s bungalow. I knock on the door. After few seconds he opened half naked with track suit.

“I thought I told you to go to sleep”

“Right now they are having sex, how can I sleep, and I know you heard them too. I doubt you can sleep on moaning.” I talk without shutting my mouth. He stayed silent for a while and tilting his head a little then he frowned “I have whiskey!” at last I said raising the bottle.

“You are right, come in”

The bungalow is same as ours, but instead of 3 bed he had, one king sized bed, its soft, warm and fluffy. I can see his wardrobe, it was half empty.

“Pretty room.”

“I’m here since 6-7 years.” He laid on bed and patted the place next to him. I take a sip from the bottle and I sit on bed, I giving him the bottle.

“We are not getting old?”

“We’ll stop growing till we reach 30s, after then we don’t get old.”

“I hear a lot of sounds here”

“You have no idea what things I’ve heard” I raised my eyebrows “It’s not, cool… Your mother scream a lot”

“WHAT? I DON’T WANT TO KNOW THIS. That’s gross”

“Well you’ll hear it a lot plus the people who are camping here.”

“Who I will meet with” I say changing the topic. Topic Sex is not my favorite one.

“With my band, we are 4-5 people. We are groups, because of things we like. We more like... The crazy one” I nod and Style drink from the bottle.

I look his lip around the bottle and I remember the kiss. His lips were warm, soft, welcoming also gentle. I want them again. I want them on mine.

“What’s going to happen when I have to go?”

“I come with you”

“Why?”

“Because the mates can’t without each other, depression starts, also they don’t talk much.” I nodded again and laid next to him on bed.

“You have window on the ceiling. I can see the stars.”

“Yeah its cool, it’s almost 5 am, let’s go to sleep.”

“Okay.” I laid one on one of my sides and Styles turned the lights off.

“Come...” I heard him whispering and I felt his arm on my waist. I look behind my shoulder and I saw his eyes watching me, he nods. I move under the blankets next to him. He laid on his back and made myself comfortable against his body. I lay my head on his shoulder and take deep breath, then close my eyes. His arm hugged me tight from my waist. I felt like toy in his arms. “It’s nice” I hear him. I moved my hand out and touched his fingers which lied on his stomach, interlock them with mine.

Is it always going to be like this? To sleep in his strong warm arms, his mint scent, feely safe and never let him go?

Chapter 5

Styles’s P.O.V

 

When I woke up, it was around 4pm. I touch the bed and my hand hit something, actually somebody. Cath is still here. I smile. Her scent is so good and it makes me horny. Her is scent is as sweet as her. Her scent of candies and peaches is everywhere. Pillow, bed, me, air. Makes me happy and wanting her even more. I’m sure my life will be happy... and relaxed, easy going, after I make her mine. Actually my life is her, since I saw her with my new eyes. The eyes of werewolf. I looked out of the window on the ceiling. Sky is clear, with small clouds in it.

What will happen with us, actually? She’s really hardheaded, which I love in her, but if she fight with me… definitely I’ll just agree with her, not wanting her to go across her way

I go to the bathroom to brush my teeth and dress up. Today I’ll meet her with my group, which is crazy. They always the most inappropriate jokes at the wrong way. Most of them, at least 80% are with some pervert things in it. By Rayon’s side.

I lay on bed again taking a book, waiting her to wake up.

UGGGH! I want her lips on me! The lips that will always welcome me and always will be here for me. Soft and sweet… and tongue to play with mine in small dance… Her body right now… sleeping next to me is giving shivers of pleasure. If I could take her, right now, at this moment, would be awesome… but that’s impossible for now and I don’t want to scare her. I feel angry about that. Add some overprotectiveness, and ready to cut heads and arm whoever touches her.

 

After thirty minutes Cath woke up. He gasped against the sun from the windows and looked around confused. When she realized where she is, she gave me a look

“What’s up” I asked.

“Nothing” she said and looking around once agian “Oh it wasn’t a dream?” I raised my eyebrow. “For this” she said waving at the room

“That you are here? No” she nods and sit on bed 

“What time is it?”

“4; 36pm. Let’s meet in the café?” She nodded.

When we left the bungalow, we separated. She went to her bungalow and me to the café.

 

The café is on 2 floors, with a lot tables. It’s like normal camp canteen, we like to call it café. Canteen looks more like for a hospital or some prison building.. Everything white, with awful smell of the cleaners. I notice my friends on the 2 floor and nod at them for greeting. I bought sandwich and green apple juice. I climbed the stairs and with them on one of the largest tables.

“Gosh dude! Come on! What the holy fuck you did to the poor girl! You smell awful of her. I sniff you before you even to come inside the building” Rayan open his mouth. I roll my eyes.

“She slept in my bungalow. Her friends had sex yesterday night. Didn’t want to bother”

“Really?!” Kody hit Rayan

“Calm down, man”

“Now I know from where the sounds came from, man her voice is awesomely cute when she moans” all laughed but Stefan

“I didn’t hear anything” I said “I fell asleep immediately, it was so warm and comfortable.” I started teasing Rayon “And this double bed…” I growled quietly when I remembered it and I bite my lower lip.

“STOP IT” He said almost angry, but he laughed

“You are jealous? I am sure your bed was cold.”

“Leave him, most importantly what you’ll do when she goes home... You know... ” said Stefan

His story is long, but in short… his mate disappeared before few months in battle for territory, and nobody knows where she is. We looked all over the country, asking other packs to let us through their territory.

Since then Stefan is not talking much, just when he’s annoyed, pissed or it is necessary, which most of the times it’s not happening. He seems dead inside.

“I go with her” he nods on my answer.

“Our leader is leaving us, I’ll cry. Anyway. Let me guess, you didn’t had sex with her... but come on, at least a kiss?” I roll my eyes again, I hate people to ask me about my personal life, but oh well, and the camp has ears and eyes to see what’s going on here.

“The kiss is on” Kody said and I look him “Sorry, I saw you. I was going to my bungalow, but you have no idea, how you both looked like. It’s a fucking magic to watch two mates kissing each other. Like they haven’t seen each other for years. Even centuries. ”

“Ay, and where you have been?” Rayon states and I giggle. I love that dude

“Oh my god, you are such a baby and a gossipwhore”

Cath went through the door laughing with her friends, she instantly looked at me and smiles and I smile back and nod for Hi.

“Are you sure you both did nothing last night?” I sighed. “She smell of mint… ”

 

Unknown person’s P.O.V

 

I sat on the tree, and looking at Catherina. How cute she is… she slept in her mate’s house! I wonder what they were doing there all night. Maybe things for not… other people, if you know what I mean, but that was going way too strange if I could hear them.

She goes in her bungalow and Styles in the canteen. I jump off the tree.

Soon… Let’s just the summer break to start, she will be here whole summer, running around… training, going in camping in the woods… that’s going to be our chance to take her.

I go at the square and sit on a bench. You know, I am just a person who come here to fill his break from work. Fresh air! Green colors and everything is ok. I sighed. Well, tsk, we have to wait just few more weeks, which sucks and she will be ours. She’s the strongest in France which is one opportunity for us. She will run fast as she can, she will fight them... the little monsters. Freaks. Killed my whole family for nothing, now I’ll have my revenge on them.

Cath came out of her bungalow with her friends and started walking to the canteen, I stood up and followed her. I buy just bottle of water and sit away from them, but seeing her, her friends and the precious mate.

“Styles you look like stalker, stop watching her!” I look up. The guy was tall and muscular… had dark brown hair, as I can see and dark eyes well I can’t defeat him...

“Whatever”

I returned my attention to my Cath. Ugh I love her. Tall, skinny, with curves innocent face and cute smile. If I have one night with her, I won’t be responsible for my actions.  I don’t even know how her mate resisted on that!

They sit at the table front me.

“How was last night?”

“I don’t remember anything, but I know you came late at night.. Where were you? It was almost 3 days...” said her friend… cute little girl. Bright brown hair and green eyes. Fit, with big curves, I want to lick her body all over.

“I slept in Style’s bungalow”

“Say what? WHY” Awe do I smell jealousy?

“It was hard to fall asleep. You both” she coughed and giggled “Was too busy, to pay any attention to me, so I decided not to bother you” her friends looked at each other confused. Cath shrug and giggle once more and drink from her water “You both were drunk as fuck. I found you both kissing. After my shower, you went to last stage, so I went to sleep in Style’s bungalow.” With my peripheral vision I noticed Style to smile and I frowned  

“Cath, I don’t like him” she wasn’t bothered at all that she had sex with her friend, but she’s bother for Cath? She’s for real? Normal girls just scream around and then the boy gets all the hits. I had this kind of shit. Wasn’t a good picture

“Why, what’s with him”

“He’s scary” Styles snorted and starts coughing caused by his juice. Please keep choking my dear.

“I don’t know, I like him” Cath said and blushed

“God.. Cath! What he did to you? What you both did yesterday night”

“Nothing, but I have some work with him, so today you’ll have to be on your own again, I’ll come later for the luggage.”

“Why?”

“Stop asking questions Ra.” Her male friend said. “We go home anyway, let her have some fun for a day”

“Are you both serious?” Oh. My. God. Now she’s pissed, this will be interesting... “Have some respect, if not to him, at least to me.”

“That’s why we are here, to protect you, annoy you and give our opinion”

“I don’t care Rachel” so her name is Rachel? “Whatever I do, it’s my business. You have no right to mess with my life. You are doing it since we know each other. I’m sick of it.  If I’ll get hurt, let it be.”

“Why you get pissed?”

“Because I have my own problems right now”

“What…”

“God you are unbelievable” Cath stood up with her tray in hands and went upstairs and sat with her mate and his friends, she sat with her back facing her friends... Styles hugged from waist and kissed her neck

“Cathy! How are you” said one of the boys

“As you can see Rayon” she said and laughed

“I’m Kody” said the dark haired guy “That’s Stefan and you know Rayon. Welcome to our little group.”

“Thanks” Cath said and smiled.

 

Rachel’s P.O.V

 

One the next morning woke up fresh as cucumber, but I am pissed over Cath. She yelled over me without a reason, she have never yelled over me before. I know she’s hiding something from me. I just feel it.

I sit in bed and look around, at least she came. She came middle of the night again. How come she decides to hang out with thee strangers and leave us both with Ron alone? Ron… I slept with him didn’t I? I went into the bathroom, shower was on and he’s taking a shower, I looked him while brushing my teeth. This back is so… gentle and… sexy. No, no, no. Don’t think of your best friend like that... I shake head going into the bedroom, my cheeks were already red.  Fuck…

I look at Cath. I frown, since when she’s so huge, and with black hair. What the..? I rubbed my eyes. The figure was still there I made some steps and she was snuggling in somebody’s arms. She looked like a teddy bear. I made few more steps. And I saw Cath in Style’s arms, facing his chest. Now I am shocked!. My toothbrush fell on the ground.

“Styles what the fucking hell you are doing here?”

He sighed and looked me with one eye. He’s not sleeping that deep? Good to know. He laid on his back moving Cath with him. He putted one hand under his head and raised his eyebrow sleepy. Geez even sleepy he looked like god.

“You’ll wake up the whole camp. Easy with screams.”

“What are you doing in her bed?”

“What do you think you can do in a bed?” Silence fell between us and it was my turn to raise my eyebrow. “Ok this sounded… not on place.” He said later

“What’s going on between you two?” Cath groaned as if from irritation in her sleep and buried her head more in his body. PERFECT!

“Catherina. Wake up” I said. I couldn’t handle this. I won’t her be with him, with this asshole

“Mmm…” she just made a noise.

“Stand up. Right now. Our luggage is not ready.”

“In a minute” she murmured

“Now.”

“10 minutes” she said and moved even more in Styles. She started touching his chest “Why this pillow is so hard”

“That’s not a pillow, its Styles”

“Oh okay. Wait what?” she sat in bed and looked him “So I didn’t dream again?”

“Nope”

“But I had awesome dream…”

“For sure” he said and bit his lip

“Hello. I’m here. We have two hours to get our things. You.” I looked Styles “Go in your bungalow and we will never meet again. Bye.”

“Am… I don’t think so” Cath said. I look her again “He’s tied up for me… forever.”

“What the fuck is going on here Catherina. Stop keeping secrets.” I yelled. She looked him and he nodded

“But rule number 1 says…”

“They should know, so they can help if it’s possible.” She rubbed her head

“We are wolves” she said and looked the floor. I laughed. Wolves?

“You? You want to tell me” laugh “That you are...”

“Werewolves?” Ron showed up from bathroom “I KNEW IT. YOU LOOK AT HER LIKE SHE’S THE ONLY PERSON ON THIS WORLD!” Styles’s smile went huge.

What?

 

Cath went out of the bathroom and everything in it was foggy. Ron was keep asking Styles question.

“So you are coming with us?” Ron asked

“Yes?”

Okay if they are wolves, does that mean they turn into one? Or maybe they are just grow some hair on their body… Wolves. How come they exist? They should me mythical creatures, which people talk about… and make their own stories. This is weird as fuck.

And if they are wolves… does that mean…

“Do they have fleas?” I asked myself with laugh fully ignoring them, packing my luggage.

“What? Fleas? Just because we are half animals doesn’t mean we need to have fleas”

“Styles you got your luggage ready?” Cath asked

“What luggage” I asked turning around

“He comes with us”

“Ooo… no?”

“He just said it” Ron said

“What’s this fake relationship? Till where it’s going to end? ”

“How many kids we should have?” Cath asked. KIDS?

“3 minimum”

“3?” we all said together

“Why you watch me, I haven’t made the wolf rules.”

“Yow.. ya’ll serious right now? Werewolves?”

Everybody nodded.

 

 

2 hours later, we were in the bus, going home. The school bus was almost full. Not just our students and some other customers who wanted to escape from their work for a bit. We are sitting at the back of the, bus Cath and Styles are behind us on the last seats, while me and Ron are front them. Cath had her head on Styles shoulder. Both were sleeping

“What are we going to do now? If the B’s piss off Cat… she will kill them.”

“Don’t have anything against it.”

“Neither do I, let’s talk about something else” Silence “Ron what’s going on between us?”

“Honestly I don’t know”

“You think I know?”

“Should I know?”

“You know everything”

“I might know everything, but for this I don’t know”

“You should know!”

“Shut up” he said and kissed me “Now we know.” I blushed. After a while the bus stopped front school.

“Come on guys get up.” Styles opened his eyes and looked me

“Who are the Bs?”

“The blond sluts of our school. Before few years...”

“Rachel” warned me Cath

“Come on Cath you should hear it”

“Hear what? That she almost KILLED me? OR that she almost ruined my life?!”

“She was your friend”

“Was, not anymore”

“Woohoooo ~” female voice yelled, I looked at way and I saw Eliza

“Cath..”

“Stop fighting with me” she yelled in my face “I don’t need her anymore. If you don’t want to be like her right now, better stop. I’m begging you”

She took her sack and walking away to her way home

“Cathy!” Eliza yelled again. “Oh my god, who’s this sexy guy?”

“What happened between them?” Styles asked, putting his hands in his pockets, Ron spoke

“You see the girl who was yelling after Cath? Her name is Eliza. They were together since little, until 9th grade. Eliza threw a party. Both had a fight. Their fight continued in one of her guest rooms. Nobody knows what happened, but Cath and Eliza. As we now Eliza hit her with something hard on the head and went out, leaving her unconscious on the ground. On the next morning, they found Cath there, her skull was fractured. From there came all the faints, and this bitch Eliza doesn’t even care”

 

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

I reached home and I unlocked the door. I shut it loud and I go in my room. What the heck Rachel think she’s doing? She thinks she can talk to everybody my life. For my past and my pain? I know she’s curious and always want me to be safe but this is totally fuked up.

“Honey? You ok?” I heard mom outside my room

“Yes”

“Then why you shut the doors, angrily?”

“Because I’m pissed, move from my door.”

I lock the door and I lay on bed, turning the music on, I put my headphones on.

 

I woke up around 5pm. I yawned and get up, rubbing my eyes open the door. Ugh… somebody give me a break… And I hit something. I look up. Styles was smiling at me like an angel.

“Good morning. It’s time for your training.”

“Right now? Let’s do it tomorrow” he gave me quick kiss and wrapped hands around me. Then picked me up and placed me on his shoulder

“What are you doing? Let me down” I hit him on his back. He went down stairs “STYLES!” he went in the kitchen placing me on the chair.

“Ow, thank you Styles”

“I’ll repeat it anytime” idiots… I go to the fridge opening it then I sit on the countertop.

“Where’s dad?”

“Still working” mom said

“Which work” 

“So funny, normal one”

“He takes both for normal… sooo mom please…”

“Lawyer’s one.” I nodded and I drank from the bottle “So when ill have grandchildren?” I choked with the water

“That’s why Styles made me come here? Actually bring me here? Do I look like dog who mates on every 2 months?”

“You should start trying from now”

“Excuse me?”

“Hun.. You are 18 and you are virgin.”

“So? Better 18 virgin than 13 and pregnant!”

“Don’t be funny”

“I’m not even trying!”

Dad came through the front door and sighed. “Hey guys” he said and kissed my head. Then went to the fridge and took beer.

“Outraged by my own mother”

“Good and you?” asked Styles fully ignoring us with mom

“Good just tired. There’s match soon, want to watch it? ”

“Sure”

Mom yelled after them that the dinner will be ready after few mins, and I started fixing the dinner table. Come on man, I’m just 18 and I don’t have any plans for kids in the future. Well maybe, but not in next 5-6 years. I still want to go to University and a lot of things. I won’t have time for pregnancy plus crying babies!

We sat at the table and we started eating… and my mom started again.

“So when you will try?” I loud placed my fork on the table and looked her pissed.

“Again this topic?”

“It can take years…”

“I don’t care?” I said rude “I’ll do it when I want, not when you do.”

“You’ll never be ready. You always want somebody to push you..”

I hit the table with my hands and stood up. Dad and Styles looked surprised, they gave a look at each other with raised eyebrows. I guess I’m getting pissed a lot last days.

“YOU think when you PUSH me, everything will happen when YOU want? YOU ARE NOT MY PUPPETEER AND I AM NOT YOUR PUPPET. You can go make experiments with your dogs at your work, not with me. Enjoy your dinner. ”

I go in my room and shut the door loud again. WHY everybody mess in my life whenever they want? Do I look so weak to them that I can’t handle anything alone? I DO whatever I want, and nobody has the rights to mess in it and make the things even more complicated.

Telling me when I’ll have sex with him? This reached my limits. Since when people even tell me when I’ll do sex with my man/boyfriend/mate/husband? That’s so ridiculous. This thing, this wolf, this new life, ruin my life. Everybody is trying to control me. Well from now on I won’t let them.

I hit the mirror angrily which stayed on the wall. It broke and fell on million pieces on the ground, I didn’t even the feel pain in my hand. I looked the wall… Oh... ops. The wall has a hole now.

Broken mirror = 7 years bad luck.

Chapter 6

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

On the next morning, I took fast hot shower and I wore black skinny jeans, white t-shirt, my leather black jacket and shoes on platforms. I made my eyeliner and putted red lipstick. I smiled in the mirror. Cute.

So this is the first in day since I am a wolf, this might be interesting. I wish I won’t do anything stupid, but after all I doubt, because Styles will be there, and Ra and Ron would tell him if something goes on its limits.

I took my bag and I went downstairs, leaving the mirror still on ground. I went in the kitchen and got my coffee in termo cup. I went out of the house without even looking my mom in the face.

 

I went into the school and I saw Rachel to her locker.

“Hey Ra.” I said

“How are you?”

“I’m sorry for yesterday. If you know what happened… where’s Ron?” I looked around the hall.

“In the class room. Let’s go. What happened?”

“My mom wants me to try for kids. Can you believe it?” Ra looked at me with opened mouth.

 

“WHAT? BABY?” Ron almost yelled “Is your mom crazy?” I hit his head

“Low it down, you idiot.”

“For what are you talking about?” Eliza asked “Don’t tell me your mother has bastard of other man?” Before I could answer her the class teacher came in.

“We have new student, so please welcome him warm” said Mr.Bengs

“I don’t want to know what nerd he will be” said loud Bridged

I smirked, I knew that’s Styles. He came in and my mouth opened wide. He looked so damn good. I smiled and licked upper lip, looking him. His clothes were same as mine. Black jeans, white t-shirt, black leather jacket and white sneakers. His hair was straightened, he had black liner on his eyes and of course lollipop in his mouth. He looked like rocker, kind of. He smirked at me. I raised my eyebrow and put my hand on my mouth to laugh out front everybody.

“He’s for me.” Eliza said

“You’ll need a smart person Eli… oh wait, you won’t be on his high level. Your IQ is not high... You are whore after all, don’t you think?” everybody laughed “Oh wait.. I forgot even the nerdy people don’t like you... ”

“And you hun? Staying virgin till 40s? ”

“Better than being a whore… with how many people you sleep with every night? 3? 5? 7? I heard you started even the lower classes...”

“Shut up both of you.” Mr. Bengs said “That’s Styles White. He comes from Paris. Sit where you want”

He looked me and smiled at me. Like he was saying “Bravo”, but as usual Eliza thought it’s for her. She was 2 desks away from me. The desk next to me was free so he started walking to it. But Eliza stopped him, with his leg.

“So…” she started

“I have a girlfriend.” He said cutting her

“Break up with her, you’ll be better with me.”

“Mm.. no thank you.” He hit her leg and sat next to me “Hey” he told me and I smiled. 

 

After the lesson I sat on his desk facing him and I placed me legs between his on the chair. “You are dressed like me” He laid on chair and putted hands in his pockets.

“Yeah” he winked at me

“With what we will start tonight’s trainings?”

“I’m thinking about the defense, then attack… ”

“Cathy he’s taken, don’t lose your time” Eliza said behind me

“Busy, with me. Back on topic, why don’t we start with the atta…”

“He’s too cool for you, you know” Eliza interrupted me again

“Also for you”

“Hard… you’ll get rid of me.”

“Even dog can get rid of you” Styles said

“Actually aren’t we?” I said and we laughed together

“Oh about the tattoo, we’ll make it tonight”

“I don’t want to know what it is going to be” Elisa again. I roll my eyes

“It’s going to be like mine, but you’ll have hidden rose in it, just us can see it.”

“Draw it for me.”

“I can’t. Your dad makes them”

Eliza stood up from her desk and came to us. I looked her and raised my eyebrow. “Who’s your girlfriend” she asked Styles “If it is from Paris, oh well.. You can dump her for me.”

“Mmm… no thank you. I am loyal to my girlfriend, no she’s not from Paris.” Eliza was going to say something, but Styles pulled me in his lap, and wrapped his arm around me waist. “My girlfriend is Cath. I came to live here special for her.” He pulled my face and kissed me. Sparks went through my body, and I deepen the kiss. Like my wolf took over me. I take the lead and pushed my tongue in his mouth, wrapping my arm around his neck I made the kiss even deeper.

I heard cheers from the boys, and loud whistling “Wooot!”, I also heard and Eliza’s disgust and her shoes going out of the room. But I couldn’t stop.

He was mine, only mine.

 

After school and our “band” went to my house. My dad was in the backyard reading the newspaper, my mom as I can hear, was in the kitchen cooking. Maybe I didn’t have to tell her all this… but wouldn’t you get mad?

“Hey Alex” Styles said and went to him, I go into the kitchen and take chips, I open it and start walking around while eating. Tattoo, I’ve always wanted one. I like small things like arrows and birds… also some flowers are good.

“Styles! How was the first day of school” I heard Styles cough and I blushed

“Good.”

“Hello Mr.Dan!” Rachel and Ron said.

“Alex. Its 4 pm right now. She’s a wolf since 3 days and she doesn’t have the tattoo. You want other packs to kidnap her?”

“Yeah, yeah… we planned it for today. CATH” he yelled and me. I showed up from kitchen with full mouth.

“Yeah?”

“The tattoo, hun. Come in the garage.”

“Okay I don’t want it anymore.” Everybody looked me unbelievable.

“They can kidnap you, which means they can take you away from Alex, away from me” Styles said looking at me. I dropped the package it and start running upstairs. He follows me and caught me from the waist… I stretch for the handle of my room… Almost… UGH! Asshole!

He took me downstairs and went into the garage. Our garage was big enough for two cars, but we had only one, other part of the garage is full with instruments for repairs the car. My dad was rolling up his sleeves front a chair and I looked confused… Okay it’s a tattoo but where’s the… little machine for… tattoos. Instead of that I saw just different sizes of burners. He was cleaning them. Styles putted me on the tattoo chair.

“Okay Cath, sit with your back facing me and take your shirt off.” I did nothing, just sat like he told me to. Everybody are looking at me

“What you think I’ll get half naked front you all?”

“Don’t be a baby”

“Out. All of you.”  They did nothing. “I said out. Or I am not going this. ILL HAVE TATTOO WITH AN FUCKING BURNER HERE. ” Ron and Rachel went out of the garage, but Styles just stood up with his back facing me. I took my shirt and bra off “Is it going to hurt a lot?” I asked and laid on the chair

“Yes. First we’ll make the whole tattoo picture on you, with this cream. You might feel some heating up on your skin. It makes the skin more… let’s say soft and you can do a lot things on her. Then we’ll get the burner and do the tattoo. You’ll faint so you won’t feel anything. Styles, keep her hands down. ”

“You know what you are doing right?”

“Of course.”

He got the cream and opened it, he took a little brush and started doing the tattoo on my back. It was ticklish feeling. I look Styles front me sitting, who keeping my hands locked. He smiled me. When my dad was ready he lighted up the burner. The fire touched my skin, I tried to keep my mouth shut but it just didn’t happen. I screamed with half growl in it, and I fainted.

Everything was black, but I could still hear what they were talking. I felt nothing. I heard the door opening.

“What are you doing?” I heard mom 

“The tattoo” the doorbell rang

“Good, now the neighbors came, do you know how loud this girl scream? You could do it at the camp, like everybody else. ” and she left, without letting my dad to say something

Well, hello again, my dear friend aka Black Space. Long time no see… about week? What you want to do today? I have plenty of time. Mm laying? Singing? To think how to beat up Eliza… or maybe prank with flour and eggs?

I “laid” in the black space. I looked around. Nothing, no walls, no floor, endless space.

 

After I don’t know… 4-5 hours they finished? My dad turned off the burner and stood up. They both were in silence. Nobody said a word. Styles dressed me up with a shirt and picked me up.

I felt strange… when he touched my skin, I felt… horny, I wanted to attack him with kisses.

He went out of the garage.

“Everything ok?” Sooo cool to pretend that you are still unconscious.

“Yes.” He went upstairs with me, and went into my room. He laid me on the bed, I knew he was looking at my body, because I felt his heartbeat, in my body. I heard small noise then I felt his lips over mine. And this just… felt more awesome than I thought will ever be. I wrapped my hands around his neck and kissed him back, I felt his little shock but kept kissing me. I pushed him a bit to take a breath.

“Enjoyed the view?” I stood up and jump over him, he caught me and keeping me up with his hands on my butt.

“If you ask about your body, I’ve seen it… the view is awesome.” I kiss him again and he returned without hesitation. He stepped back and his back hit against the wall. I bit his lip. I went down to his jaw, then neck. I heard him groan and I felt his erection against my pussy. I smirked. He kept kissing me and moved forward and we fell on the bed. He was moving down my neck and cleavage. I felt his tongue move, slowly and teasingly, leaving wet trail on my body. I groaned, moving towards him. This feeling goes over me like thunder... I want more, more of him

You know when you are doing something, and you are interrupted? Yes… My door opened and my parents stood up there. We looked them.

“What are you two doing?” I blushed and looked Styles then my dad again. We didn’t answer. “Dinner will be ready in 10 minutes” and they left. I blushed even more.

“You are so cute when you blush” I covered my face with my hands and snorted “Let’s go” We got up and I changed clothes. Shorts and a t-shirt. “I can tell you that your hormones will be doubled now. You’ll want some things more than you can imagine.”

 

We sat at the dinner room. Everybody were there even Ron and Rachel.

“Did you see tattoo” Rachel asked

“No”

“What are you waiting then? Sky to fall down?”

“Woman, can I just eat my dinner, take a shower, fuck Styles, and then to see it? Geez you guys are not ok at all” they gave me strange look, I waved my hand “Ok leave this thing about ‘fucking-Styles thing” I saw everybody to giggle but my mom

“Young lady did you just said ‘Fuck?’ ” she said

“Ugh.. No you misheard it. ” everybody laughed out loud.

“Eat your dinner and go in your room.”

“Mom!”

“Don’t mom me, now.”

“Let me ask you a question then” she raised her eyebrow. “Why I don’t have brother or a sister to take care of and leave me alone?” she choked with her food then looked me unbelievably “Why not?” I said I waved my fork in the air “It’s boring to be the only child. Why you watch me like this. You both are ‘40’ well actually dad you are not. Ya’ll still have some life in you, why don’t you make one more kid and stop chasing me?”

“This conversation is not for the dinner table.” She said uncomfortably

“Omo… but you did it last night. Why can’t I ask? You are scared you’ll have one more girl like me? Or even worst? To be a boy like me. My male version.”

“Cath I’m warning you.”

“What do you think dad?” I asked ignoring her “You are 416 years old and you look like 25! Or start getting older, or at least get a new wife for appearance”

“Cath”

“What I said nothing. You talked for this last night too.”

“Go in your room” my mom said again

“With pleasure.”

I went into my room closing the door. Woah… It’s not my fault right? Why I am not supposed to ask same questions to them? And why I am getting pissed so fast too? Like every person ask me something I just explode like bomb, hormones?

I went into the bathroom and took shower. After it I look myself into the mirror, actually the tattoo. From my shoulders started thin and thick black lines gently went down until my waist. It moved all over my waist. The lines looked messed on my back, but then I noticed the rose in it… that’s quite amazing. At first I didn’t see anything, but then I used my wolf’s eyes. And I saw the rose. Like it glowed into grey. Looked quite good.

I wrapped towel around me n I heard a knock on the door. Styles went in. He looked me from my head to my toes. He bit his lip.

“Ron and Rachel left. Sleep tight.”

Fast he went out of the room. Interesting… really… I dressed up and went in bed. Immediately I fell asleep.

Chapter 7

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

It was middle of the night, I got up and went into the kitchen. I got juice. I feel dizzy and my mind is pretty foggy.. I was fully alright before 3 hours… if I sleep a bit I’ll be better.

 

At the morning I was feeling worse than anybody in this world. I could barely move, only thing that wasn’t painful for me was breathing.

“Cath, wake up. School time” mom said and opened the door.

“In a minute.” I groaned and moved I under my blankets.

“Hun, this for yesterday…”

“It’s forgotten already.” Sat in my bed and caught my night stand I tried to stand up but my legs didn’t kept me stand still, I pushed the glass accidently and we fell on the ground together

 

Styles’s P.O.V

 

I heard loud noise, like of falling glass… well probably Kate broke a glass. I take shower and I go downstairs, Kate was holding s tray.

“Where’s Cath?”

“She fainted. She’s sick, but she will be ok, you go”

“Are you sure? I can stay…”

“Yeah go Alex is coming early today. He will help me. ”

I nodded and took my bag, I pulled my headphones and turned on the music. I looked the house. She will be ok.

 

I went into the classroom and I found Eliza on Cath’s desk. Such an attention seeker, really. Just to hit her so she can pin in the ground and never get up. So sad I never hit women, well there’s some expectations… I sighed and sat on my desk 

“Where’s Cathy? Don’t want to show up because of her tattoo?” she asked

“What happened between you two? I heard the normal story, actually the rumors.”

“Well I don’t know what she told you… she started getting apart from me” I heard her heartbeat, so much lies huh? “She had a boyfriend around 24-25? She came to my party just for an hour and decided to leave it because of him, she tried to hit me… she was getting angrier”

“Lies” I said calmly

“No… the truth hurts.”

“Tell this to your heartbeat.” I told her as Ron and Rachel came in the room. Asked where Cath was I told them she’s sick because of the tattoo

“Hormones, she might be sick day or two” I covered my mouth and said without a noise “Sexual desire”

“Was about time” Rachel said and clapped once with hands

“Let’s go out tomorrow” Eliza said

“I have work to do.” The teacher came in and loudly putted his books on the teacher’s desk, started checking who were here.

“Where’s Dan?”

“Making a tattoo” Eliza said fast

“She’s sick, she will be here on Monday” I say

 

After school I went back at home. Cath was still sleeping on the couch, they have moved her downstairs. Her face was all in sweat and her hair was on thick wet locks.

“Cath” I said “Wake up”

“Mhm… ”

“Kate what’s going on, her body temperature is still high.. It’s not the normal 43C”

“I know, I’m trying to make it low, but it’s hard, If not cold shower”

“Where’s Alex?”

“Went to the camp, had some work. Can you get her back in her room?” I nodded and I took her in my arms, she was like feather, I doubt she had any weight at all

“What happened between them Kate?” she knew for what I was talking about

“She almost killed her. You are the only one who can know what happened exactly. She won’t fight, she will know somebody is in her head, but she’s too weak to push you away” I laid Cath on bed “Good luck”

I laid next to her, hugging her and closing my eyes. I tried to focus. At start everything was black but then slowly everything started to show up, all her memories, all her thoughts, all her feelings

 

2 years earlier

2 weeks before the party.

I am in Cath’s room. It was quite different. Bright, with a lot of pictures of her and Eliza, the walls were pink, curtains too but her bed was in blue… like here she was happy than now, in the future. She was sitting on her bed and kept watching her phone, which was placed front her. It was buzzing. When it stopped after few minutes it started again. Eliza’s mom was calling her non-stop. She didn’t reply, so Eliza’s mother was forced to come to her house.

Spiritually I appeared in the kitchen. Cath was literally pushed against the wall in this situation... There was no escaping. Cath felt guilty, frightened, worried. Guilty because she probably she was going to say that, frightened because she can lose her friendship, and worried because Eliza was all alone in other city.

“Please, Cath tell me where she is.”

“I don’t know”

“Catherina” Kate said “Tell Matilda where Eliza is, or you’ll be grounded for whole year.”

“Then ground me! She told me, not to tell you. She will be ok!!”

“So you know where she is?” Cath nodded slowly “I’m begging you Cath tell me where she is...”

“OK, OK. SHE’S IN PARIS. STOP BOTHERING ME NOW, LEAVE ME ALONE!” Cath yelled and ran into her room crying

She started removing all the pictures of them from the walls, she was crying, her sobs became hysterically. She ruined her room, she removed every pink stuff from her room… she just started ruining all the walls curtains pillows…

She knew her friendship is over.

 

Party’s time came. She was watching Eliza with her new friends. She didn’t pick up her or messages.

“Let’s talk Eliza” They went one of the guest rooms “Why are you running away from me?”

“You betrayed me!”

“YOUR MOTHER was about to fall on knees and beg me, to tell her where were you! I did it for your own good.”

“This doesn’t change anything”

“This is a hit below the belt. You can’t…”

“You want a hit?” Eliza asked and took one vase from the fireplace. “You’ll give you a hit”

Eliza threw the vase against Cath’s head, it hit her and Cath fell on the ground. I looked Eliza. Crazy. Psychopath. Fucking useless…

“Bitch” Eliza said and left Cath there on the ground.

On next morning Eliza’s mother found Cath and called an ambulance. Eliza was heartless I didn’t saw any emotion on her face… but her mother as shaking and crying.

 

I opened my eyes. Everything is dark, just small light came out of the window. I stood up and got rid of my clothes. I laid again next to her. Cath’s breathing was normal, and her heartbeats had normal rhythm. She turned facing me and snuggled into me.

“Sorry” she mumbled and I just hugged her tighter.

Chapter 8

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

I woke up first, with Styles next to me sleeping. I look the clock. 1 pm in the afternoon. We are covered just till our waist, but didn’t feel any cold shivers. I look at Styles. The perfect advantage. I wanted to do it so much, I don’t care at all what was going to happen. I want it. I want him.

I sat over him, look what body 6 pack abs, I touched each of them. Just to start kissing him all over.

“Styles” I whispered and kissed him “Wake up, come on” he grabbed my hand and pulled me over him. He smirked. He rolled over me, keeping my hands.

“You know… never wake up man like this. He will think something else.”

“As I can see, you don’t have anything against it…” I said raising my knee between his legs

“Morning to you too” he tighten his fingers around my wrists.

“My parents are not here right now, so… ” he kissed me rolling over me, then he thrusted his tongue against mine. I hit his leg and he fell on me.

“You are so naughty this morning, but we’ll get interrupted.” He said the same time when the front door bell rang.

“No…” I tried to keep him but he sneaked fast.

“Yow neighbor.” I heard familiar voice

“Guys what are you doing here?”

“Moving in. And what you did?”

“He was with Cath. CATH, MOVE YOUR SWEET ASS OVER HERE.” I ran downstairs and showed up behind Styles half hiding.

“Somebody called me? Wait what you are doing here”

“We are going to live here, across the street. We are going to make so many parities, we are going to go to school together... Well most of time we’ll be here but…”

“My house is not a werewolf’s base, come in tho”

The boys came in and went to the kitchen same as my parents went through the back door.

“Hey guys come in” my mom said smiling. “I’m going to make a lunch, want to join?”

“Sure” I saw Styles, opening one lollipop looking me. He laid on the counter top. I stood up front him.

“Give it.” 

“Give what?”

“The lollipop”

“Take another one”

“No I want this one. Come on give it to me” I tried to get it, but he was pulling himself away from me. “Be good wolf and give it to me. Come on. Pleaseeeeeee ”

He pulled it out and raised it high. He thinks I can’t get it, he’s such a naïve person! I jumped on his and he automatically caught me up with one hand.

“What you gonna be a monkey now?” I didn’t answer because I had the perfect plan. I smirked. I caught his shoulder and moved little more up, I raised my hand… almooost there…  His face is buried in my breasts when I moved even more. His raised hand fell down.

“Good job guuurl!” Said Rayon laughing girly

“Smart right? Perfect strategy”

“Got it” I said and putted the lollipop in my mouth. He caught me in bear hug and started walking to the stairs for 2nd floor.

“YOU TWO!” said my dad maybe he’s not happy “You go to train. In the forest. Behind the house.”

“Dad!” frowned

 

So we are staying the in the forest. It’s awfully sunny, hot and I can’t breathe normal, how am I supposed to train in this stupid weather? Styles started talking to me in our minds.

“Why they fuck they are watching each other” I heard Rayon. Yep everybody were sitting on the porch watching us, how we train. Actually just standing and doing nothing.

“They talk in their minds you fucktard” cold said Stefan. He talk for first time, I raised my head looking at him.

“What’s wrong with you mate? Since I’m here you haven’t said a word”

Styles couldn’t attract my attention to him, I couldn’t focus. Stefan’s voice is… nice to be listened to. I can listen to him every day if he reads something. My tail started moving slowly from… happiness?

“None of your business. Cath focus on training, stop watching me” I look the ground. What’s with him? I wonder what happen

“CATHERINA, ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME?“ Yelled Styles in my mind 

“Ye... yes I do” I said for last I looked Stefan

“Did you understand the basics?”

“Speed… defense… attack…”

“Yes. Now try to attack”

I attack him but no even 5 seconds I was on the ground under him

“Stupid”

“Why”

“You don’t let me do anything”

“You think others will? I told you, you need speed, with the speed you dodge the attack, with speed you attack. Everything is in speed. Let’s try again”

I attacked him again.

 

Until 9pm we trained, we didn’t eat or drink anything, and I am craving for sleep. When we stopped I drank 2 bottles of water. Our band was in their house and as I could hear they are unpacking things. My parents are in the living room watching TV. Me and Styles are in the dining room eating. Rice with olives, salad and some meat that I recognized as a chicken.

“Well you know the basics now, and you did it, without any…”

“Have you ever thought about something” he raised his eyebrow “That we look like Ying and Yang? Just my fur is white and yours black?”

“Now when you said it…”

“And I do from long time, I mean until now we never had a fight right? And my character is a lot… angrier… I get distracted easily”

“I think you are right, maybe that’s a balance between us?” I nodded and I leaned on my hand and started searching something in my food but I fell asleep.

 

Around 2 am I woke up, something was telling me to go Eliza’s house. Was it a dream... or maybe just… I don’t know desire to do? I took my lipstick and sneaked out of my house. I started walking just with my pajama, shorts and –shirt. Was rainy, everything was wet, but I was still walking with bare feet.

Am I sleepwalker? No I don’t think so I’m pretty much awake, I am walking and I feel all the little stones trusting in my feet, also the cold weather.

I reached her house and I climbed the tree front her room. Her room was lighted up, and she was sitting on her bed and crying. Her bedroom is not changed at all, everything was pink, walls, curtains, bed all our pictures together were still on walls. My room was like that. Exactly the same. But now is more with dark colors. Blue-gray walls, gray curtains, my bed is blue. Well I’m pretty much the opposite of her. That’s a relief.

It started raining again, and somewhere I heard a thunder.

“Cath…” she cried looking in one of our pictures. “I want you back..” what?

I move front her window, I knew she couldn’t see me there. She hugged the picture, well now I feel disgusted. I hit her window two times and jump on the ground again turning into a wolf.

I went home, and I found one place outside at the forest. I leaned my head on my paws and listened to the rain.

 

Monday’s mornings… is awfully hot… there’s no even 9 am and I feel like I’ll die. I took my black tank top with jaggy back, black skinny jeans again jaggy, and my platforms. I looked from all sides. Heh my tattoo was pretty much huge, and everybody will see it. While walking downstairs I tied my hair and went into the kitchen. Everyone were in black like me. Is that a coincidence? I don’t think so. Styles was with tank top too, jeans and sneakers. Black. Our band too. Just the style of the jeans were different. Their tattoos were showing too. Such a coincidence! And everyone were eating in MY KITCHEN. I roll my eyes

“How much more you’ll eat…?” I asked “You ate whole cow already.”

“Ye. Ye. Let’s go. ” they mumbled with full mouths

We started walking to school. I’m walking behind them, thinking about Eliza’s word last night. She want me back? What for… to make my life even worse than it is now? Or maybe I should just do her life miserable.

Stefan was walking behind me, watching the ground like me, thinking about his own problems. Our trio… Kody Rayon and Styles were laughing and loud and pushing themselves front us. Such kids. Oh well every group have them right?

We entered the school, the halls were full with people, everybody made us path to go through. We were like triangle. I was on front with Styles, Stefan, Kody, Rayon were behind us. Such movies, so awesome, so famous! Ha-ha. We look like the Mafia. We just need slow motion and it’s perfect for a movie!

We went to the Office to take ours guys’ schedule, same class. We went into the classroom. Our class teacher was already there. I winked at Ron and Rachel.

“You can sit down. I suppose you are the new students?”

“Yep! The new people from Paris. We are following our leader everywhere.” Rayon smirked and looked Styles.

“Sit down. Catherina because you are late as usual, get up and solve the task.” I looked the task. Easy. I love Math, maybe I am one of the little people who understand this “Japanese-Chinese-Korean” symbols called Mathematics. I started solving the task and I heard whispers behind my back.

“What’s that on her back?”

“Look others has it too”

“What’s going on, is that a Sect?”

“Shut up” said loud Ra. I solved the task and I started rechecking it. Others I could handle but not Eliza.

“Freak” she said loud “I told you Mr. Bengs. Tattoo. The guys has it too, why do you copy them Cathy? Are you in a Sect, or maybe ya’ll are serial killers?”

“Styles…” I heard Ron warning him.

I broke the marker. Top half fell on the group, I dropped the other half. I turned around and looking her, she had a nasty smile on her face. I putted fake face, and went front her, I caught her throat.

“Cath…”said Styles “I’m warning….”

“Look what little girl.” I interrupted him, and gradually I began to tighten grip “Watch what are you talking, you insult me. You insult my friends.”

“Ms. Dan sit on down on your desk” Eliza’s face went red, like tomato I think I see some purple nuance. She was struggling to take a breath. Her nails pinned on my skin.

“Keep talking like that and next time you’ll be dead.”

“L...l…let go”

“What?” I laughed, she’s so funny. “To let you go? Why should I do it? Do you like it? Can you breathe? How’s the feel that you can die right now, by MY HANDS? Just like you hit me the vase on your precious party”

Whispers again.

“S-sorry about t-that”

“Sorry? You are so funny my little girl. Time for forgiveness… ended”

I felt Styles hands on mine and made me let her, he locked my hands behind my back. Eliza took a breath. I pushed her chair and she fell, hitting her head on the other desk, I tried to make my hands free again. 

“I heard what you said last night Lizzy. You want me back? NOW you want me back? For what? To try to kill me again? Now you care for me? But I don’t care about you. Accept it bitch” She looked me in shock

“The lesson ended. Eliza go to the nurse’s office. Dan I’m calling your parents.”

“You almost kill me” she said

“I can kill you anytime I want. While you sleep, while you take shower. I’ll sneak in your home and kill you. Don’t mess with me ever again.” I tried to attack her again but Styles pushed me onto the desk making the grip even stronger.

“Desks.” He said only. Everybody pushed the desks to the wall. “Everybody move, even you Eliza”

Styles let me go and move back a bit. I growled at him and I felt my eyes glowing. My sight went straight to Eliza, not Styles, not my friends, not my classmates.

“Lizzy...” I said “Please come to me”

I walked to her but Styles stood front me and pushed me back. I am getting sick of this. What he want to tell me this? That he’s on her side? THIS won’t happen. Not today, not tomorrow. I attacked, he dodged my attacks, and I did to his. I hit him in the chest and he steps back. I was breathing heavily. I want blood, her blood.

“Are you ready or we keep going?”

“Don’t protect her. SHE HAS NO RIGHT FOR PROTECTION. YOU have no right to protect her, not today, not tomorrow, not in the near future.”

“Do you have the rights to kill her? DO YOU HAVE REASON FOR THIS? ” he yelled over me “Don’t forget the laws you accepted to keep”

“Fuck the laws. I want her and I’ll get her. With or without you, I don’t even care. When I want her head to be trophy in my house, I’ll make my wish come true. Let it be” I attacked him again “REASONS? Oh, yes, I have reasons” he hit me in the leg “Tried to kill me, she doesn’t stop to provoke me.” I hit his chin

Everybody were watching speechless. Students from other classes came in the room to watch. Like we did performance

“Like in action movie” I heard Rayon

“Where she learnt all that?” Ron said

“She annoys me. I HATE HER” I yelled, my anger is raising way too fast, than needed and expected. “She tried to kill me, I won’t forgive her, I want to hit her like that too, and I want her to feel the same things as I did. To have epilepsy. To faint everywhere when she doesn’t expect it... DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME? Nobody ask me how I am, so don’t stay in my way”

“But I will”

“No you won’t. You WERE THERE! You saw everything. You think I didn’t feel you in my head? Think twice.”

“What’s going on here? What are you doing? Stop it! Catherina Dan!” Another stupid mortal teacher. So pathetic. He tried to touch me

“NO DON’T” Rayon yelled but… too late, he was laying on the floor panting. Kody pulled him to them in safe zone. 2 more went in our battle. Kody and Stefan. Three experienced people against me, the newbie. Not fair, and this made me even angrier.

The fight started again.

 

After 10 minutess, Stefan and Kody succeeded to catch me, and keep my hands behind my back. Styles stood front me

“Cath.” he caught my chin and raised my face to his “Make up your mind. You’re are blinded”

“You or me?” I could hear my dad walking and talking in the hall with one of the teachers.

“Styles? “He asked, but Styles hit me with his fist, maybe he didn’t heard him.

“Get your mind in shape.” I tasted my blood in my mouth.

“He hit her” everybody said “Can’t believe it”

I licked my lower lip and freed my hands by hitting Stefan and Kody with my elbows.

“This power” said Kody rubbing his stomach. I attacked my Styles again. Hitting me? Now I’ll show him who I am

“I am Catherina Dan, Styles.” I said dodging and hitting him “First girl Dan.” I laughed bitterly “You pretty know what his means.”

“CATHERINA!” my dad yelled

I couldn’t hear anybody, I’m ignoring everybody. I am so focus in my attacks and I probably looked professional. But suddenly I felt how I started doing my attack slower and slower… same as everybody in my pack. I was hearing one little and tiny growling by my father’s side. At very end we stopped. We were in a line front him. On one knee, our hand was leaning on our knee with our heads low. I tried to do the opposite, but I couldn’t.

Everything in the room was silent. I saw the Director walking to the hall, and she looked in the room from the window. She smirked and kept walking through the hall.

“What’s going on here?” my dad asked. “THAT’S NOT A BATTLEFIELD. How many times I should say the same thing? Millions time I did”

“Catherina…” Kody started

“The tattoo Kody, you know it makes you uncontrollable”

“Who’s next?” I asked.

“You won’t attack anybody else.” Said Styles

“Tod Greyson” my dad answer, he knew what I meant.

Everybody looked at Tod, even Ron and Ra. He looked us one by one, confused.

Chapter 9

 

Catherina’s P.O.V

3 weeks later

 

We are in our camp again, but the whole class, and another one. From our school we were around 40-50 people. School ended. It was about time! And of course came and the summer break. Making people to go on colder places for a while. Our camp is in the woods so the awful weather is not that… noticeable.

Ron, Ra and Tod are in one bungalow, the three B’s in one and rest of the classes are separated in 3 people in a bungalow. I and Styles are in one, Kody, Rayon in another, and Stefan is alone in other. I couldn’t understand Stefan. What’s wrong with him, what he wanted, why he’s like that? I’m curious about it, a lot.

Just the rangers have around 50 bungalows enclosing the, 60 bungalows for customers. Ranger’s bungalows are around 150-200 meters inside in the forest. Of course we had a huge metal fence enclosing the whole camp. Which is nice, if you go out, its 100% sure you won’t come back.

Right now everybody are in their beds, I’m staying in my bed and reading a magazine that Ra gave me, and Style is in the bathroom. The situation in school… heh… I lost control I admit it… Styles is always apologizing for the hit but, I couldn’t care less for it. He came back from bathroom dressed, sadly maybe he won’t need them soon.

“Is anybody going to help Tod?” I asked

“You can’t help the boys. We are going outside if anything goes wrong with him.”

“But that’s not fair. Girls should help the boys too, just like boys does to girls.”

“They can’t. Their mother instinct comes on further plan, because of the pain they feel. Mate or not, the female wolf feels it.”

“What happened with Stefan?”

“He’s like me. He has… had a mate. Before few months she disappeared. Her name is Maria. ”

“How she disappeared?”

“Battle for territory” He laid on bed and putted his hands under his head. I sat on him “He went through it quite difficult and hard” I raised my eyebrows “He doesn’t talk much as you can see, just when it’s really necessary, or when he’s pissed or annoyed. He just became quiet.” 

“Okay...” Suddenly he raised himself on him elbows

“If there’s a battle you’ll stay here.”

“Don’t even think about it.” 

“Excuse me?” I leaned towards him and smiled him. I pulled his t-shirt and kissed him.

Knocks on the door. I growled and went to open it.

“Shhh Cath.”

Britney was front us “Why you are not in bed?” I asked

“Eliza is not home yet.”

“What? Where were you?”

 

I sent Britney to her bungalow and went to find Eliza. Fucking little whore. Always in trouble. Unless she fuck somebody she will do some mess around. Our past is not one of the best, but it’s not that dark either. She ignores me, and I’ll ignore her too. Simple.

I found her sweet awful scent. I followed it. So stupid people I swear. Well I ran away too, well wasn’t actually running away, I just lost the path... kind of.

I went through the forest then the field. I started running after it.

I found her in the cave I was. I leaned on the entrance. She didn’t saw me

“What you are doing here?”

She jumped and looked at me “I fell down the hill.”

“Get up we have to go.”

“How you found me” I didn’t answer and kept walking after my scent.  “Cath”

“You don’t have any permission to call me like that.”

“Look I’m sorry for everything that happened, I want you back..”

“And I don’t. Time has passed. Now. Walk.”

After 20 minutes walking we were at the camp, I sent her at her bungalow and went into mine. Idiot, crazy, I hate her, I despise her, I want her dead and to get out of my life.

 

At the morning I thought I’ll die from awkwardness.

“Can we have the same dream? Mine to be in yours and the opposite”

“Yes” answered Styles giggling like an idiot, I cried and pulled the blankets over me.

“I won’t go anywhere, you go”

“Why”

“Because I can’t look at you, I’ll get reminded of the dream”

“The erotic we had last night?” he asked “Why you are so shy, if this was in real, before they interrupted us?”

“It was going to be better!” he pulls the blanket smiling at me

“When you say. COME ON. Get up, we have to train newbies”

“I’ll eat breakfast first, and you come with me” I stood up from bed

“I’d like to eat you.” We started chasing each other in the bungalow. And of course he caught me

“Let me go, I need to take shower.”

“Let’s take shower together?” he whispered

“What?” he started walking towards me and I was stepping behind

“Just like in the dream” he raised me and I wrapped my legs around his waist. My back hit the wall. He unbutton my shirt and putted his hand on my belly.

“I think I understood.”

“You always do babe.” He kissed me and his hand went on my back, pulling me against him.

I think my heart just grew up wings…

 

We went into the canteens, everybody were sitting there, laughing. My hand was holding Styles’s, our fingers were interlocked.

“Are they on drugs?” I heard Kody

“No. They were kissing 20 minutes”

“You were watching us?” I asked

“You were too busy to hear me, woman.” I hit Styles in the ribs playfully

“Jealous” I said it as a fact.

“Of course I’m jealous! Now eat, long way is waiting us” I showed him my middle finger and laughed.

After the breakfast our band went outside on the square. All students were there. Everybody with shorts t-shirts, comfortable shoes and prepared backpacks by our staff.

“I said dress up comfortable.” Styles said pointing at Eliza.

“What”

“You can’t walk with this shoes, take another pair”

“I know what I am doing.”

“You refuse to keep our orders. I gladly can tell you, you can leave the group which will camp in the woods tonight, but you know, I am bastard and I’ll let you go. If you get hurt don’t blame us.”

 

Unknown Person’s P.O.V

I looked out of my bungalow. Oh they gotta go. Good. I woke up Oliver and Rawson. They dressed up fast.

“Bring the car. We’ll go after them” I said

Rawson and I started walking behind them all. Actually from a distance. But we still could hear them talking. I invested a perfume that hides the scent. Which is a big opportunity. I know this woods since I was little. Also I knew that The Alpha has a girl. So I started exploring the woods, all the camping they were doing here every day. Everything that could help me to get this little precious creature for us. Now she will be mine forever.

Everybody were talking in excitement, some were talking pervert things other for games, sport, fashion… some were tripping but nobody was galling.

Everything is so calming, everything in green, wet… but you know today will happened something else.

There were some squirrels and bunnies, also and a lot snakes. They had 2 rangers front the group leading, 2 in middle of them, and our… precious Cath was at the back, keeping the people who were late, and waiting them. She was the only one listening around and cautions. She was walking in silence in her own thoughts. While they were walking one girl tripped and fucked up her ankle. One of the rangers caught her. Ow that’s the mate. Cute.

“Thanks”

“No problem. 10 minutes break” he said loud. Cath threw her bag in one of the tree’s root.

“I’ll look around”

“Hurry up or I’ll steal him”

“Maybe somebody will steal me” she said, Oh you are so right here, dear. “Shut up and stay on your ass.”

“Let’s go” I said to Rawson and we sneaked in running front her. We hid behind one big tree, and I loaded the crossbow. I saw Oliver with the car, I made him a sign and he moved on other side of Cath’s side. I counted to 3. And we went behind her, raising our weapons.

“What you want? More ironical stupid thoughts?”

“Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. No.” I said, she turned around

“Who are you?”

“Hunters... I guess?” I said and I shot her in her shoulder. Lilac mixed with silver makes wolves weak. My arrows stays in lilac water for 1 week. She fell on her knees. Instant effect. “Lilac makes you weak. Weaker than 5 years old kid, depending on the amount of the Lilac”

“What do you want?”

“Vampires.” I went to her and picked her one hand and Oliver other one, we stalking walking to the car, she tried to get up but she couldn’t.

“Let me go, do I look like a vampire to you?” she was fighting

“We need you, to hunt them.”

“Let me go” she said “NO”

“Shut up”

“STYLES” she screamed, oh god why “HELP MEEE”

Rawson hit her on her neck with his gun and she fainted. We putted her in the car.

“Fast before they come”

 

Styles’s P.O.V

 

“STYLES!” scream “HELP ME” and silence. Our heads instant raised up. I drop Eliza’s leg and I stood up. That’s Cath. Oh my god what happened.. I pushed everybody and went running towards the scream. I followed Cath’s scent. After 200 meters around her scent became saturated.

“Styles look” I heard Stefan behind me, I look him and then the ground. Blood. He touched her and smelled it.

“Candies and peaches. It hers. There’s prints from tires. They were with a car.”

“Her stupid joke, became true.” I said I growled and went to the group. “We go back. Get your backpacks.”

“What happened, what about my leg?” Eliza said

“Nobody cares for your leg, there’s important things than you.”

I leaded the group.

“Yow mate, what happened?” I heard Kody

“Disappeared, just like Maria. Lilac and her blood. HER BLOOD. They hurt her.”

“We’ll look around with Rayon. We’ll call everybody with a howl.”

When we went through the gate I ran to the hall, before I that I saw Ron’s Tod’s and Ra’s look.

“Where’s Alex?” I asked other wolves.

“Not here yet, I thought you have to go camp with the Students”

“Call him.”

 

All rangers came and we started waiting Alex. Nobody said a word even if they didn’t know what’s going on. They were just looking at each other. We heard steps on the stone floor. Alex came in annoyed

“What’s going on? What’s so important“ he asked 

“I think”  I said rudely “Your daughter is more important than your job, don’t you think? They took her. Just like Maria. There’s big amount of Lilac and siler scent on the stop, probably they poisoned her with it.”

“What? How?”

“She went to look around, she knows the whole territory... you know snakes or anything poisonous that than hurt the students, but after 10 minutes we heard he scream, we went but she wasn’t there.”

“Where were you?”

“With the group?” He sighed and closed his eyes

“Ok, NOBODY will transform, until we don’t find her. Ill contact the other Alphas.”

“I have to contact with her!”

“Hunters Styles. If they are here, they will come for us too. Use your Wolf senses but don’t turn into a wolf. Am I clear?”

Chapter 10

 

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

We are travelling. Where? I’m scared. I want Styles to be here, next to me. I don’t know them, unknown people, bad, killers, evil. We are travelling…

My hands and legs were tied up, just like my eyes.

“What you want from me. I have nothing to give you”

“We are hunters of vampires”

“Do I look like a vampire?”

“We need you to find them if you don’t find… 50 hits with a whip.”

“You’ll run after me?”

“One will ride you” Ride me? What? I’m not a fucking horse people to ride me.

“Where are we going?”

“Russia” said one of them and I heard a hit.

Russia, ha? There’s enough wolves there, why they take me? Because… I’m first girl Dan? Hm... This could be possible. We are travelling hours maybe even days now.

We stop, what a relief. They take off everything from the car, leaving me for the last. My turn came too. They were pushing me to walk. I almost fell on the ground on the porch. We go into the house. Ugh it smells awful, man... They pushed to stairs again, but they led down. They stopped me and removed the cloth off my eyes.

It’s dark basement. 1 lightbulb. It smelled awful here. There were some cages. 2 on 2. In there were staying people. Half naked just with 1 cloth. I looked them confused. 2 girls 1 guy. I saw one of the girls had same tattoo as mine. That’s Maria? They pushed me into one of the cages. My hands are untied now.

“You are the new girl they talked about” said the guy on English “France?” I nodded, Maria looked me confused. 

“You are Maria right?” I asked

“Where you know my name?”

“One pack, I heard about you. Stefan’s mate”

“Alex’s pack?”

“His daughter.”

“Styles?”

“Yea, since when you all here?”

“Year” said the boy

“4 months” Maria said

“6 months” the other girl said

“What they want from us?”

“Jordan” the guy introduced himself “we hunt vampires, I smell that you are new, since when?”

“1 month around”

“Acid scent. It hurt your noise when you smell it.”

“Tell me how’s Stefan!” Maria asked me.  

“He’s ok, has no girlfriend, quiet...”

“Did they beat you with whip? All of you?” I ask looking at the whip and chains around the basement. Everybody shook their head for no. The door open “Ok look, we are in Russia… from my senses we are around in middle of the country” I whisper but I couldn’t say anything more 

“You are lucky cupcake” One of the guy said. “You are free to go home.”

“If you go home… tell to Styles that I’m ok, not to worry, that I love him and if I ever come back… the dream will come true.”

“Sure” she said when they were tying her up. I leaned on the cage, and everybody started talking about themselves.

 

Maria’s P.O.V

 

We travelled few days, maybe even weeks, I have no idea, most of time I was asleep. My nose hurt from the Lilac.  I feel like I’ve lost most of my werewolf abilities which is annoying. My nose hurts and my eyes are sore… fucking Lilac. Why we should have weak spot..

We stop somewhere. They open one of the doors, pushing me off it and I instant smell our forest. Alex’s markers are everywhere

Home. I am home. I missed it so much.

They untied the cloth on my eyes and I looked the green forest. “Catherina I hope you get out of there alive.”

They get into the car and drive away and I make my way through the on the same old path. I looke my skin, pale, lacking vitamin D, just with one white short dress, all in dust and blood. My hair is tied up. My nails are all broken, I have and some bruises, but right now I don’t care.. I am home!

I look around, everything is the same. Bungalows, the square the shops and the big hall in the forest. I went through the gates and I saw all rangers on the table and 3 civilians

“How like that you don’t where is she!” the girl yelled “Mr.Dan you should find her…” she cried

My nose catch up first Stefan’s scent, my body his presence, and my eyes his bored face of all this but in same time really serious about it. Mine filled with tears.

“Stefan” I whispered trembling, I cover my mouth with hands. Everybody looked me, then Stefan with annoyance heard his name. The attraction, I missed this the most. His eyes without life look at me from my head to my toes, and then from nowhere the fire lighted up.

“Maria?” he asked and I nod. He stood up and hugged me, I thought he will break me into 2 pieces.

“Oh my god, you alright” he embraced my face with his hands and looked me again.

“I-I saw Catherina” I said sobbing “They bring her to us… they can kill her.. Alex... Kate... ”

“What you mean you?”

“We were 3 wolves, we were hunting vampires. If you don’t find, they will beat you up with a whip 50-60 times”

“Where is this place?”

“Catherina said Russia. I’m scared, she might get killed.”

“Come on, let’s get you some clothes and shower.” Said Stefan. We walked away but I stopped on the half way. Her words to Styles. He looked dead, lack of sleep, his eyes here darker, like black hole, without ending, like he can’t get out of there. He seemed lost.

“Styles…” he looked me “Cath told me, not to worry and that she loves you…” I saw his reaction, seems like they haven’t said it to each other. “And for some dream? It’s going to become true when she comes back” he smiled a bit.

 

After few days and the Meeting of the Alphas happened in Paris. In total 15 packs came. The Alpha and 2 of theirs.

“I know that this kind of meetings are rare” Alex said “Everybody of you has a life, but I now I need your help. I know also we had a lot of fights and argues, but this threatens and your packs. ”

“What you want from us?” one guy said, I looked him. Tall muscular, around… 300 years old I can say from his speech and tone. Green eyes and blond hair.

“My daughter got kidnapped, we are trying to find her, but all the remains, disappeared after the raid we had 2 days in a row. Maria...?” I stepped further

“I’m Maria” I said behind Alex, everybody looked at me. “They took me also, but before week and a half they let me go. I suppose they exchanged me with Catherina. They are hunters of vampires, every day we went to search, in their woods, if you don’t find, you get punishment. They beat you with a whip” I heard Styles taking deep breath to calm down “They ride us like horses, feed us 1 time per day with lilac in the food. Main scent you smell is lilac”

“In total how much you were all?”

“6… 2 died. 1 got killed, because he didn’t find 2 times in a row. 3 left. Then they took Catherina, the wolves are from everywhere. If you scream you won’t nobody will hear or notice. ”  

“You see the situation” Alex said “those are psychopaths, we should make a decision what to do.”

“The boy behind you. The mate?” I looked Styles again, his eyes were closed, and his hands were in fists. Alex nodded “No life in him as I can see, just anger. Well ladies and gentlemen. I don’t know about you, but I don’t want my son to be in this situation as this poor boy. If I see them. They are dead.”

 

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

I’m sitting here way too long, nobody is in this basement and the people are all free. Sucks to be alone, but I admit it its better one person to be in this situation than 4-5 people. I’m sleeping mainly, hoping to contact with Styles through the dreams, but nothing. He didn’t show up.

No idea what to do. I am all alone here. Everywhere, on the cages walls, are full in lilac, making me weak. Weak but angrier. How long am I going to be around here? Days? Weeks? Month? Maybe even years?

The door opened and the Lilac Guy showed up.

“Wake up, we gotta go.”

I miss my mother’s nice and gentle waking ups. He pulled me out of the cage hard and rude, because I was fighting. He took me outside, behind the house. It’s night. The forest behind the house is all in dark shades, making it looking creepy with ghosts and other mystic creatures. He opened a small bottle, instant the scent of Lilac hit my nose. He grab my jaw and putted the bottle in my mouth to drink it. I got no choice do I? When I drank it, I choke catching my throat. This shit hurts… and with that little bottle with bitter and burning taste… he provoked my transformation.

“So pretty…” he said and moved his hand over my fur, I growled and almost bit him. And consequences came. He trusted his knife on my shoulder, and moved it down to my back. Pain make me lay down on ground and whimper. Like I was some meat that it’s going to get on the grill and get eaten. After few minutes my wound closed.

And he sat over me. He hit my hips like I was a horse making me to run. But I didn’t move.

“Don’t make me use the knife again.” Just do as they say… I start running around, until I find the scent. Acid scent Jordan said. If I smell it, how my body will react? I never met a vampire. Until few weeks I didn’t even knew that werewolves exist too

The scent came across and my instinct for murdering overtook me, but the opposite side of me showed up too. The instinct of survival. I ran to left and I just followed it. My running became faster and faster… and the person on my back almost fell back. I stopped around 40 meters away from the vampire. The Lilac Guy raised his bow, and shot him in the chest.

The poor vampire became just a dust.

 

I walk in into the basement again, this time they gave me food and it wasn’t much, just the things that left from their diner.

 

Every day is the same.

Waking, transforming, riding, searching, finding and killing.

Chapter 11

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

6 months later

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

 

Nobody came. I am all alone here, I have nobody to talk with. I sleep but I can’t contact with Style in my dreams. They punished me with the whip 3 times.

Now they even make me kill the vampires and they are satisfied. Some fights are long other I could take them on place.

They raped me twice. They had to find their satisfaction and sexual desire and here’s one brilliant idea. We have a girl downstairs why don’t we use her, instead of giving money for prostitutes?

Pretty clean work.

I hate them. I want them dead, I am planning different plans in my head, but the only thing that stops me is the lilac. I am not powerful enough to ignore the scent.

 

 

Styles’s P.O.V

 

We are searching all over Russia. Nothing. I don’t sense anything here, neither her presence nor her scent of sweets.

First weeks were hard for me. I’ve never been so depressed neither desperate from my life. I am thinking even of a suicide, imagine my desperation. She’s not here. The girl of my life who makes my day happy and bright is not here… she’s somewhere locked and tortured and is killing me inside.

I can’t sleep, having nightmares. I sleep in her room because of her scent, it calms me down… but for now… I only wish to find her.

 

Catherina’s P.O.V

One year later.

 

24 times punishment with a whip, 2 times per month. They rape me almost every day, I don’t even know what day we are, I doubt even knew the year..

Happy birthday to me, hmm, how old I am now? 18? 19? I have no idea. I still can’t contact Styles in my dreams, I am desperate already. The only thing that is keeping me alive is that he’s alright, if not until now was going to suicide myself.

If he has a girl when I come back… I’m just going to be happy for him. I’ll be sad that he didn’t wait me, but everybody should move don’t you think? Nobody cant years for his girl to come back, even if they know she might be alive somewhere.

I felt their scent before few days, but they didn’t caught mine. Probably my scent changed fully. This makes me even sadder.

What am I going to do now?

 

Styles’s P.O.V

 

“SHE’S NOT HERE EITHER!!”

We can’t find her… we just can’t. I felt her presence but just slightly, I thought we are near. But dead end.

I feel the pain of her wolf. Her wolf is damaged emotionally, and physically. Believe it or not, I can feel her wolf physical pain. Not sharp pain… but... like somebody punch me normally on my hand or legs.

The pain I hate the most is the pain on my back.

 

 

3 years later

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

Everything is the same. Finding, killing.

I haven’t talked French at all, just in my mind, I have the feel I fully forgot how to speak. Lilac Guy is teaching me on new languages. He came when he had free time. He’s talking normal with me, he never touched me with a finger. Oh well just at the first day when we went one experimental searching.

He told me they have made him to do it against his will. To stay here and do this things. He’s son of the Tree Guy? Should I call him like that? I call the guys depending how they smell. Tree Guy probably makes the arrows.

Lilac Guy every time was coming with sad and apologizing face. He asked how I am, we talked on all languages to make them better and better, but just that.

 

2 years and 4 months later

 

I am in the corner of my cage, watching the wall, moving a bit, like psych. The cage is rusty and tiny, I could break it, but really if you think I can, you lie yourself a lot. They literally feed me with lilac, I can’t even stand on my feet. My whole body is in wounds, bruises, and a lot new scars made by the whip and the riding. I even have a muzzle like a dog, which is violent. The new wounds are hurting me by yesterday’s whip. My body don’t want to heal. It’s too weak. I don’t want to do it anymore. I trusted my fingers in my hair, and kept moving with closed eyes. I want to escape. I WANT SOMEBODY TO COME AND RESCUE ME FROM HERE. To be supernatural creature, has its own disadvantages. Like kidnapping you and lock in a cage like me, or to kill you, like all the 2190 vampires I found and killed. Yes. I counted every vampire.

I looked the whip on the wall. Then the chains where I was tied up. Awful. Awful. Awful. I want to go home, I want to go home. I started to cry

My nose is hurt me too, the scent of the rusty iron is making it worse. The miserable smell of damp, mold and stagnant lilac too. Add and my blood on the floor front my cage.

I lost weight. Around 30? Maybe even more. My healthy temperature is not 43C, its 36C like normal person. I don’t want to be normal, I want to be free. Free wolf. Nothing more. Not being in a cage forever. My hair is long almost to my feet maybe even more. I could use it for scarf. For normal people this length is not normal, early impossible.

The most important question is… Shall I suicide with my own hair?

Chapter 12

Catherina's P.O.V

 

I stood up holding the cage. I looked the bars over my head. Yes the only option is to suicide. I don’t want to live here anymore. Not in this life.

I wrapped my hair around my neck two times, rest of it putted it on the bars, tying it good enough. I took deep breath. Yes. That’s the only wait out. I pulled few times the hair. It should handle 30kgs girl.

The basement door opened, and I look this way. Not today. I won’t do it anymore.

I relaxed my body, and it fell down. I couldn’t breathe, it hurts, but that’s what I want.

“If this wolf is here. I’ll kill him.” I heard male voice before the blackness to capture me.

 

 

Vampire’s P.O.V

 

“If the wolf is here, I’ll kill him” I said “I live here for so many years, but this is wrong, how like that human creatures can be so powerful. Oh wait, they use our enemies the WOLVES! Ugh what’s that smell here?” 

I lighted up the lights. First thing I saw was a girl. With relaxed body in a cage. Her hair was wrapped around her neck and the bars, I could still hear slow beating heart. Is she... suiciding?

“Oh my god. CHRIS!” I yelled and went to the cage and broke the door with one pull. I lifted the girl. Chris went downstairs

“Ugh what thing died here Oyen?” he said “Here smells disgusting.”

“Human life Chris. Actually wolf life.” He looked me. “Untie her hair” he came to me and untied her hair off the bars. “Chris this is not normal, I expected the wolf to be part of them not like this, in a cage.”

“We have to kill her”

“Are you crazy?” I putted her on ground. I teared her small white dress. “Some wounds are infected. Some are not properly healed. ” I looked around. Disgusting little basement. Smell of stagnant lilac damp and mold. There was no windows or any air conditionals for the smell. I looked the ceiling. It was about to fall down over her. Chains? They tied her up with a chains? I stood up and smelled them. Her blood, dry blood of hers. Ground had it too. I noticed the bloody whip on the wall “From what I can judge… Bars are rusty anytime they can fall over her, or go in her wounds which will be even worse for her. She can lose leg or an arm. From the smell of her wounds they are not more than 5-6 hours. ”

“We should kill her” repeated Chris “She decided on her own too.”

“No we won’t. She need to live. She has the rights, she’s here against her will. The men are dead anyway”

I stood to the girl again. And teared up her dress completely. Her still had heartbeat but her breathing is low and weak. I removed my winter jacked and wore it on her.

“Let’s go to a hotel and wait her to wake up. She needs her powers to return.”

 

Catherina’s P.O.V

Two days later

 

I woke up. I looked around room and it’s not a basement. Heaven? No that’s not heaven I hear too much noises around. Ugh what’s with the noise? I sat up and looked around. It’s a bedroom. The lights came in from the window, I rubbed my eyes. Fuck. I looked the mirror front me. I wasn’t dirty with blood, with another clothes, but I was too skinny.

Knock on the door scared me.

“Y-ye?” I asked, a guy went in. He’s… handsome. A lot. Sand blond hair, green eyes, but not muscular like my pack, but he had some. It doesn’t seem to this to bother him. His shape is perfect.

“Hey” he sat on my bed. “How you feel?” He talked on Russian...

“Weak, where am I? Heaven? “He smirked

“No silly, you are still in Russia, we are in a hotel. I’m Chris. What’s your name?”

“Catherina… Dan” I wasn’t sure if I had to say Dan but… oh well let it be, it can’t get any worse.

“Dan? Oh so sweet. Come in the living room when you feel alright.” I nodded “Bathroom is over there”

He left the room and I stood up from bed. I went to the bathroom. Everything was white. I looked myself closer to the mirror over the sink. So pale. Like the bathroom walls.

He heard my name and he was surprised. This means he wants me too? No, I won’t go through this again. I went through way too much to handle some more of it. What they will use me for this time? Killing wolves? How much lilac they will use on me? I looked in my eyes. I want to die, I don’t care. I can’t live anymore, who would want to live like this? Kidnap after a kidnap? Nobody.

I refuse to live on this world anymore.

I opened the mirror and I looked around. Took the small package of razor blades. I’ll cut my veins. Nothing left for me here right? Probably Styles went through everything and has another girl. Yeh… why should I even try to escape here and try to go to a man who has another girl. What if they are married? What if they have kids? I can’t just ruin his life. Everything that he had built for himself and his family.

I started to cry and opened the small package. And took one blade.

I cut deep my veins on my both hands on different places.

 

Style’s P.O.V

 

“Come on Styles” Stefan said and pulled me out of the house and by force he putted me to sit in the car. I sighed and just let him do whatever he wants to. He sat on other side, Rayon and Kody sat on back seats.

I know Stefan felt this 4 months… But I had been through this 6 years. 6 years goddammit. I closed my eyes and took deep breath. Why?

Why this had to happen. Do we even deserve this? I doubt anybody can understand me but Stefan he was through this for a while, but my pain is bigger than anybody could imagine. I literally have a hole in my heart. Nobody can fill it up.

A lot girls are walking around me. Pushing their luck in my face, but only thing I could see is Cath. Her eyes, lips, hair, her soft body, her sweetest breath and her intoxicant scent of candies and peaches. She’s like ghost next to me. Staying and holding my hand and don’t let me go.

6 years I couldn’t contact with her in my dreams, probably this proves that the distance is way too big to contact with your mate. What happened with her all these years? Did they hurt her? I am sure they did, I heard everything that happened there from Maria’s words, and she even showed me the scenes where she met Cath.

In a basement. A fucking dark and full of viruses and full of bacteria. Miserable little pricks. They really should die. Only if I could find them…

 

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

I woke up again. I had pain in my hands and wrist. I started to cry again. Cant… just die? I am watching the ceiling and sobbing. My life couldn’t get any worse.

“Stop crying little one” I said the same voice next to me. I blinked few times and looked him. “You won’t change anything with crying.” He talked on French now. Probably when he said my family name he instant connected it with France.

“Why don’t you let me die?”

“Because, you should live. You went through this 6 years as far as I know, why you should die now.”

“You are going to be use me for anything else. P-people are so ungrateful. You are vampire I know, b-but it doesn’t matter. Everybody are the same.” I answered on Russian, why? I have no idea.

“Oh no, little one” he sat on the bed and pulled me into his lap and laid my head on his shoulder, he wiped my tears “Tell us where you come from, I know you are from France, tell me town.”

“Toulon.” He nodded and picked me up in bridal style.

“Let’s give you something to eat”

 

 

 

One week later

 

We stopped in so many towns, and a lot of hotels too. They always left me take a shower and eat. They were waiting patiently. He gave me everything that I need. But I am still weak and skinny, I am like alive skeleton. I couldn’t eat at all. I didn’t eat more than a half bowl of soup or rice or any other food. Didn’t sleep either. I learnt to surface sleeping, every sound is waking me up. Even a sigh. But I am sleeping better. I remember when I couldn’t find a vampire, in the winter, they left to sleep outside in the snow. I still remember the day. I was beaten up with the whip and left outside bleeding. It was about -20C, 60 centimeters snow. They tied me with a muzzle and strap.

I am glad that the psychopaths are dead.

 

We went into Toulon

“Which part of Toulon?” on all way to France we talked on different languages. Did I said I know now German, Chinese, Russian and Spanish? For 6 years I learnt all the languages. My memory is good enough to remember everything.

“I want to go in camp. I suppose my parents are there” I answered on Spanish.

“Oh the Alphas?”

“He’s my dad”

“Even better!” laughed Oyen

“You have a mate right?”

“Yes, I have, actually I had. Probably he has another girl by now.”

“Which date are we?” I asked

“1st May”

“Oh… the dreamy 24 years.”

“Happy birthday” both said

“Thanks I guess”

We ran few more, actually they ran, they didn’t let me even touch the ground with my feet. Cute enough.

 

The camp. I love it and I hate it in same time. It’s the same as I left it. Shops, fountain, benches, playgrounds. Everything. I told them from where to sneak into the big hall. They stopped on front door, I wanted them to get in again. I wanted to see Styles, if he had a girl or no.

“Just Alphas, god my nose” said Oyen and frowned. He opened the door “Knock, knock, anybody home? Sorry for the bothering you but we have something for you all. Actually for the Alpha of this camp and pack”

“Wait, wait who are you?” I heard a growling.

“Wait Chris. Vampire as you can see” even more growling came out

“GET OUT OF THESE LANDS.”

“Since you don’t want your present, let’s go home Chris, the girl will stay with us?”

“What girl” I heard

“Oyen, don’t give up so easy. She want to be home she will bring her home” he manipulates his so easily, I giggled. He stepped inside the hall and the first person I wanted to see was Styles. “Can you accept us now?”

Styles was so different. His body was even huger, probably the character too, his hair was even longer, almost to shoulders. He slowly looked me. His eyes. No life in them. Stefan number two. He stayed for a while in silence, I smiled a bit with a nod

“Cath?” he said, his voice. Deep and rough.

“You didn’t feel the attraction, you idiot.”

“French Cath…” reminded Oyen, I blushed a bit and looked away “I’ll translate the. ‘You didn’t feel the attraction, you idiot.’”

“Oh my god Cath.” Styles stood up and took me from Chris, like I was a doll. Actually I felt like a doll, he hugged me tight.

“Easy my boy, she’s weak and fragile like a glass.” My dad told them to sit and asked me them what happened.

Styles sat on the couch near the fireplace. I couldn’t move. Something wet dropped on my cheek. I looked up, he was crying. I wrapped my arms around him and laid my head on his shoulder. He wrapped his hands around my waist tight.

“We heard from venue of vampires, that some crazy people are killing vampires. They lost 4 of theirs. So we went to explore the situation. It took a lot. Just before 2 months we noticed the scent of apple.”

“Candies and peaches” I corrected him

“Candies and peaches” he corrected himself “Her scent was everywhere.”

“We looked all over Russia and we didn’t caught anything”

“Because you are wolves, the lilac make your own scent not noticeable for other wolves. Anyway she was running in circles, we came across her scents so many times to keep it alive, every tree in the woods had her scent, so we followed it. We found a house on 2 floors. Inside had loud music, one window were open so we smelled all the disgusting smell inside. They were playing cards, drinking alcohol, and smoked cigarettes while she were under them, in the basement…”

“May I?” Oyen asked and Chris nodded “We killed them. Good. I decided to go in the basement, Chris went upstairs. The thing I found was… amazing. The smell of alcohol were in the basement too, she was in a cage, suiciding herself on her own hair” I felt a lot looks on my back “Come on, you’ll do the same. The basement was miserable. I really thought the wolf will be part of them, sleeping upstairs in a bed, but what I saw instead of that? Girl suiciding herself in cage. When I took her off, I teared up her clothes. Her whole body was in bruises, wounds, half body was in wounds, if the rust had fell into her wounds she could lose leg or arm also she could die. She had been raped… frequently.”

“Frequently?” my mom yelled “What are you talking. Frequently? How many times.” Chris came front me

“Cath, can you tells us how many they did this to you?” he asked in Spanish

“Almost every day”

“Almost every day. The thing I don’t get it why they ridded her like a horse, chasing the vampires like that and you are free creatures. She was beaten up with a whip, deep and rough, my only suggestion is to see doctor immediately” said Oyen

I felt a small tiny cracked sound in my chest. Sharp pain went into my lungs and my heart.

“Oyen” I said “ it hurts” my body relaxed in Style’s arms

 

 

Styles P.O.V

 

30 minutes later

 

Cath is in critical condition. On the x-ray they saw that 2 of her ribs are broken and they hurt her lungs and heart. She will be okay… No she has to be alright. She need to heal herself as fast as she can because… I can’t… handle it anymore. I can’t even wait her. If she die, I’ll just suicide.

She said she loves me, and I couldn’t even tell her that.

Everybody were there, outside, sitting in the snow. All the Rangers and Alphas were sitting there, lighted up candles. I was surprised that the Alphas from other packs did it. Alex and Kate were walking around the hall, and I am sitting in the little couch, shaking my legs with closed eyes. The both vampires were sitting on my both sides.

“Kate, sit…” Alex said “The baby” she sat next to Oyen

“How is she?”

“Her heartbeat is slow. Who is in the operation with her?” he asked the nurse

“Doctor… Rob” she said checking up

“No… call Jackson!”

“He’s in another operation.”

“I said Jackson.” I stood up, I can’t watch this.

I went outside and sat between Kody and Stefan, Ron and Ra came in running and sat with us

“What’s happening” they asked

“Her heart is… slow” I said my eyes filled with tears again

“She’s strong! She went through all this raping and beating, what’s one operation?” Maria said who was sitting in Stefan

“She’s right” said Rayon, and pulled Ra in his lap.

I raised my head to the building. Nothing. I don’t hear her. Just the piercing noise of the machine. There’s no pulse, because Cath didn’t have any.

“No…” I said with my tears falling on my cheeks.

Chapter 13

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

 

I am in the black space again. Why? What’s happening? I turned around. Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Where am I?

“Load on 150. Beware.” What? I looked around. I suddenly showed in the Operation room. I am placed on the table connected with many machines. I am watching myself. Dying in a hospital? Who am I kidding… who will want to die like this?

Bright light came of the door. A woman stepped out of it.

“Come on Cath. You are ready to come with me. You wanted his right?” she said.

All the 6 years came through my eyes. All the ills, the rivers of tears. Every fight, every punch, every hit. The whole searching in the woods all alone. I was scared a lot when they raped me for first time. When the door was opening again and again, and the small hope when I heard a different voice. When I saw Styles for the first time after all this years. I was happy. Happy to see my family and friends again, I was dead on the dirty streets, or buried in the backyard.

“Come on Cath” the angel said again and raise her hand. I shook my head and went outside of the hospital

Everybody were sitting on the cold, snowy ground. Holding candles. Some were crying like Ron, Ra and Styles. Others were staying silent looking the building and listening what’s happening inside. I heard Maria, yeah what one operation is, front 6 years of pain?

I have to survive, for my pack, for my parents, for my friends. For Styles. I have dreams, to have my own family, job that ill like, to visit so many places. To make Styles happy.

“Load on 200. Beware” I showed next to my body again and looked the angel

“No. Not today. Not tomorrow. Not any time soon in the future.”

“As you want. Kiss your body Hun. Take care of yourself Catherina, and don’t live reckless” I nodded and stepped near my body and kissed my own lips. I didn’t wait so much time to die on a table.

Thump.

My heartbeat started…

Thump, thump.

I will survive and I won’t anybody to kill me, because this time I’ll fight until I die.

Thump, thump, thump.

 

Few days later

 

I next few days, I was hearing sounds around me. Quiet crying, and calming words. I have heard every conversation in this room. Every doubt I’d live, and every worried cry and move. Every caress of my hair and cheeks. Numerous of times I heard small fights, between who, I don’t either. I am alive after all, why you guys should make dramas? Typical family, if you ask me.

 

When I woke up, Styles was sleeping next to me on the bed. His face is calm, but he has black circles under his eyes. Oh my poor man, are you that tired?

I cover my eyes, ugh so bright… I look around. The room is in warm colors. The walls and floor are in brown. Not in the usual white rooms, which is way better. There are so many flowers, the scent is mixed. There are balloons with helium. Some are tied on my bed, rest on the ceiling.

I remove my hand from my eyes and look my nails. My nails are in sky blue color and I am dressed in my sky blue pajama. I groaned, so uncomfortable bed. I stood up from bed and stayed a bit stand still to feel my legs again, now I know what the meaning of cheese hands or legs is. I go into bathroom. I haven’t looked my reflection in them mirrors for a while.

My face is not that pale, I am still skinny, like I had a disease of anorexia. I used my wolf eyes, and they glowed in the mirror. I look myself again. My skin is recovering, my hair too which right now got my hair cut… they didn’t have courage to cut it short. Right now my hair just to my knees. I unbuttoned my shirt and looked myself again. I have a bandage around my breasts. I remove it. Oh look… another scar, starting from my cleavage, and went under my boobs, I sighed and felt sharp pain. Fuck. I remove the shirt completely and looked my back. It shocked me. Scars are all over my back, long, thin, thick, short… all the scars you could think of. Depends from the whips they were taking. My tattoo… seemed cut.

I dressed up and went outside of the room, I don’t want to watch myself anymore in the mirror. I am ugly. How can they love somebody like this?

I know the hospital, very well. I’ve been here so many times. When I was child… I was… oh well, clumsy. I always had wounds or broken bones. I knew almost all nurses and doctors in here. I am walking in the hall and most of them are smiling me and greeting. I liked this hospital because it had, play room. On every 2-3 floors you have special room. The patients can’t always stay in their room’s right? I went into the big room.

I sit in an armchair which was one of back lines, and look around. They made it better than last time I was here. The floor is with red carpet, the armchairs were in wine red. The walls were brighter, creamy colors. I looked the big screen front me. They were showing a movie, which I recognized as “Men in Black”

“For first time here?” I heard a male voice, I look beside me, there’s was a literally a kid. He was cute. Around 19-20 years old, as I can see. Short hair, military hairstyle, brown eyes and hair

“No” I answered “They made it different.”

“Why are you here? Broken leg or arm? Since when you are here”

“Broken ribs. I don’t know actually since when I’m here” I stay silent and look the movie. So since I was kidnap in a basement, every generation was getting worse and worse ha?

“Let’s go on a date?”

“You are annoying”

“Yea, I’m always annoying when I want something” he sat on the chair next to me and moved his hands around my shoulders, and moved closer, in the same I moved back. The door opened and my handsome man with white armor came. 

“Look I said” and put my hand on his face and pushed him back, he almost fell. “I am not interested in boys. So please, move before you get hurt.”

“By who?” he snorted

“By me” I heard Styles and he sat next to me and pulled me to him, and looked the boy mockingly “What are we watching?” he asked

“Men in Black”

“You had to wake me up”

“I wanted you to sleep a bit, I can judge by your face you haven’t slept from long time.”

“Thanks”

“And you are…?”  The boy asked

“Too old for you” I laughed loud, and I saw few people turning back “Tomorrow you can go home, thank god we heal fast, so we can rid of annoying little people”

“Yea I know. Well I feel little strange probably from the medicines” he touched my forehead

“You ok?”

“I need some sleep and I’ll be alright”

 

At the next morning, Styles prepare my luggage, so we can go home.

“From now on I won’t lose you from my sight”

“Too… how the word was, I messed up… hard if you ask me”

“Well, your mother prepare Family dinner tonight.”

“Why she didn’t tell me? You’ll be there too?”

“Of course” he said and handed me the jacket, but in same time my father’s friend came in.

“Cath I want to make last check of your scars, and I’m letting you go”

He started checking my head, throat, eyes and knees, back and then the ribs. His hands were moving everywhere on my body. He was asking me stupid questions like ‘Does it hurts?’ and ‘what you feel here’

After ten minutes I stepped back

“Ok enough” I said 

“I’m checking your ribs if they are healed properly”

“You just touch my breast and nothing more.”

 

I dressed up and took my things. We went outside to Styles’s car. The while time I didn’t stop watching him. He’s changed a lot. How come? I looked his hair, his profile face, hands, body and he says he’s virgin? He moved awkwardly

“You drive me crazy, what’s up?”

“Are you virgin?”

“Yea…”

“Your physical shape, handsome, charming… and how like that are virgin? Why didn’t you lose it until now?” he stopped in the car front the traffic lights “25 and virgin and my mom was arguing with me”

“Is it that bad to do it with my mate?”

“I didn’t said that, but it won’t be the same, I am not anymore. My first time went into the hell.”

“For me you are still virgin, unless you sleep with me.”

“Really?”

“Mhm” 

“Another question, why you always try to control me?”

“You are hardheaded” he said slow “talk too much, and you don’t listen to people” What?

“This means..?”

“You are uncontrollable.”

“What? Me?”

“Why are you surprised?”

“Do I look surprised to you?”

“Actually little annoyed”

“The…”

“Ok look Cath” Oh god the long speech again, I roll my eyes. I take my phone and put the headphones in my ears. I turned on the music “Nobody told you that because they love you” Soo you don’t love me?

“You don’t listen to people, talking too much, you get angry without a reason. Cath are you listening to me? Cath?” he looked at me “ For that I was talking about.”

We stopped front the house. Without saying a word I went into my room.They haven’t touched anything, just mint scent. He slept here

But what the fuck? I heard everything even with a music. Ok maybe I am hardheaded, but… everybody is a bit right?

“Nobody told you that because they love you”

So he tells me this because he doesn’t love me.  Cute enough.

Chapter 14

Style’s P.O.V

 

3 hours later everybody were here. We were around 30-35 people, sitting inside the house. The living room and the kitchen are connected so we just putted few more tables, to make one big. Everybody is enjoying the warm house with a lot of laugh and whiskey or wine in hand.  

The babies, baby boys actually, were in their mother’s laps, some kids were running around the house, screaming and laughing loud. There are also teenagers, between 15 and 19 years old, talking about music and games, some were listening music in their ears and reading magazines. Elder people were talking about Cath, some about their hobbies. I am helping Kate with Maria around the house.

After 10 minutes we served the dinner, now everyone are sitting on their places at the table, nobody was reading magazines or listening music. I see respect into their eyes to everyone.

“So Alex, brother, where is your daughter” said Cath’s uncle, brother of Alex. Name Kristofer 

“I think she’s sleeping.”

“You think? Why she’s not with the others? You haven’t taught her well”

“Kristofer! Shut up!” his mom and wife said together. But his mother kept going. “I won’t listen you how you talk about her like that! My only granddaughter!” all voices on table went silent.  “She came back before a week, after such nightmare, if she was your daughter, would you like to be on the table?”

“No mother”

“I thought the same.” Her grandma is really young, I admit it. Long dirty blond hair and yellow eyes. Tall, her character is… strange to be honest but she’s proud to call herself a wolf. Name, Kathryn. I smirked on the other side of the table. I am sitting with the teens because I find more topics to talk about. Few mins everyone were eating in silence, just our group here was giggling. Even one boy choked with his food from laugh. I hit my gently on the back

“Well Styles.” Kathryn. “How are things with Catherina?”

“Good, really good” I answered

“I suppose, you haven’t tried for kids” It was my turn to choke with my food. Everybody looked me.

“Hmm no, as far as I know. We were together 4 weeks and you all want kids? What?” I pointed Kathryn with my fork. “Kathryn first comes the trust. You know that”

Are they serious? We don’t have full trust in each other, people kidnapped her, she wasn’t here for 6 years, and they talk about kids? I don’t think they are normal. And I laughed when Kate was talking about that with Cath. It’s not the best topic while you eat, mostly when they talk with you about it.

“And when are you going to start?”

“I don’t know? When she’s ready? I am not pushing her, and there’s a lot time to think about this. ”

“I’ll talk abou….”

“NO! LET. ME. GO.” I heard Cath screaming from her room. “NO” all wolves looked the ceiling at same time.

As fast as I could I stood up and the soup slopped on the table. And went into her room. She were sweaty, still screaming. God on this I call screaming. I sat on bed.

“Cath, Cath wake up.” I told her, but she refused to do it... “Nightmare you can go” I told the teens, over my shoulder “Cath!” I slapped her gently on the cheek, she opened her eyes. Heavy breathing with tears in her eyes. Cath sat in bed

“Where am I” she asked

“Home. Safe. Move a bit.” I leaned myself on the bed’s table and pulled Cath in my lap and hugged her. She was still sobbing quietly and I caressed her back. “I love you” I whispered in her ear

“What?”

“You said that before 6 years, and I couldn’t had the chance to do it.” She smiled and gave me quick kiss. “Come on change your clothes and let’s eat.”

She opened her wardrobe “You going to stay here?”

“I want to see your body” I look her from her head to her feet. “I think you are taller now, you hair is more beautiful and stronger.” I hugged her from her waist and inhaled her scent from her neck “You are skinny, but we’ll fix this soon… I need your old sexy curves” her heart started to beat fast. “Did you picked up your shirt?”

“Yes” she said fast and took the first shirt she saw. Black shirt with pink flower. I grabbed her old t-shirt and pulled it away from her. I stepped back, siting on bed. She moved her hair on front showing her back to me.

What the fuck?

Her whole body had lines in different directions, like every millimeter of her body was covered with scars... one scar started from her shoulder… until the middle of her back. Her tattoo is just ruined. Chopped in long and short lines, thick and thin… the tattoo is just undone. Maybe just one amateur made it.

I pulled her from her jeans, and she stepped back. I followed the big scar with my thumb. Suddenly she turned around, and I bit my lips, that’s… I don’t know what is it? Her body on front was same, her hands too. I smiled bitterly. I don’t know what to say.

“Don’t watch me like that.” I hugged her again around her waist, but I was looking the floor.

“Did you saw it Cath?” I look her in the eyes. She wore the shirt and started to button it.

“I did, come on let’s go.” I stood up and kissed her.

 

We went downstairs and everybody started to greet her, and hug her. Some of her small cousins were hugging her legs. I sat on my place and got lollipop, she act like nothing happened. No nightmares, no kidnap, absolutely nothing.

“I’ll get you a chair” Alex said

“Oh, no thank you dad. I have one already” she answered and sat on my right leg, instantly I moved my hand around her. “Here is more comfortable, plus he will never let me fall.” I laughed, yes, she won’t fall.

“Well, after a day is… our anniversary with your mom, and we’ll go to Paris.”

“What should I do? To drive you there as personal driver? ”

“We are going to be there 2 weeks, and when I get home I don’t want the house to be destroyed. Marla is going to look after you.”

“Dad I’m 24, I don’t need babysitter mostly the neighbor. I was alone 6 years what are 2 weeks?” everybody looked her. “Why are you watching me. I have a nanny. Right now I am sitting on it.”

What? Now I’m nanny? I know I’m always around her, but to call me a nanny…

“Buts she will still look time to time”

“Whyy?!”

“Because I say so Catherina.” She snorted and leaned her head on mine. She pulled the lollipop from my mouth and putted it in her. It was my turn to pull it.

“Eat first”

“I’m not hungry, now give me the lollipop” and pulled it again

“Cath you are so skinny, you are going to eat first.”

“You want to argue now?”

“We’ll argue, fight, bite each other after you eat. Kate. ” Her mother went into the kitchen and after few minutes she came with full plate of different dishes. I looked her body, her… belly is being noticeable. And Cath has no idea..  I took the lollipop from Cath. “You will eat this or I won’t let you go until you do it.”

“Why you keep arguing?”

“Because I can. Because I am not a monster who won’t feed you like human being. Because I haven’t beaten you up. Because I haven’t done anything on your body for my own pleasure. Because I take care for you. Start. Eating. ” she looked me with her ‘scary look’ but she kissed me and returned on the kiss. Approval applause by teens.

“I missed that” she said. I took the plate and kept it front her and she started eating. 

“God you both are just… amazing” Kathryn said with laugh

“Yea she is hardheaded, she took after me. Remember? I was the same” said Alex

 

 

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

“What? We have a house?”  it is already 1 am, and most of the people left. Just my uncle’s family stayed. The house it clean and right now… I feel like time is just flying.

“Yes, end of the road. The biggest in the middle.”

“The one which stays towards the street? Do you know how big it is? Why don’t we move there?” then I asked

“It’s too big” he moved his face closer to mine “for two of us. Let’s make our family bigger before that??”

“You, what, you think to… excuse me?” I laughed

“Heritage. I have 3 companies, so I bought the house.”

“Actually where are your parents?”

“My father was a wolf, my mother is not. Well from what I heard around the camp, my father played with her and she got pregnant. She gave birth to me and gave the baby to my dad. He was millionaire, almost billionaire. His heritage left for me, and to nobody else. Before he die, he left me into the camp, when I was 13. Actually he left me and never came back. Your father told me, that he’s dead and what I am.”

“Drama”

“Yeah kind of. Alex wanted to bring me here, but when I got to know he had a daughter, I refused.” I raised on my elbow

“Why?”

“I was boy Cath. Hormones, everything could happen, plus I couldn’t afford to fall in love with you, because when you become a wolf, your partner might not be me.” he kissed me and pulled me almost over him “Go to sleep, tomorrow will be a big and long day…” and hugged him on my place and closed my eyes.

 

At next morning I woke up around 12 pm. Styles was awake and I had headache from the alcohol last night. Ok lesson learnt, I won’t drink alcohol anymore. Never ever again for rest of my life. It’s not like I’ll keep the promise anyway. I took one of his shirts and yawned opening the door of my bed room. I went to the wardrobe.

“Oh my god! Cath!” woman voice screamed  

“W-what?” I said and turned around. I blinked few times and I looked the bed. “Hey auntie… what are you doing?” I blinked few more times “OH MY FUCKING GOD, WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY BED” I covered my eyes and I went out of the room. I won’t sleep in this room. Nope. I refuse. I went into the kitchen. I sat on the countertop “Why exactly in my bed **** **** ******** ****!!!!”

“Cath! Your language!”

“MOM”

“Yes hun”

“I want new bed, and room.”

“What? What for?” grandma came into the kitchen looking at me. Then went to the coffee machine to get some

“You asked why? YOU ASK WHY? Why uncle Kristofer decided to fuck his wife in MY BED? MY BED WOMAN! I won’t sleep there, until I repaint every millimeter of this room, plus furniture”

“Excuse me? They do what?” my mom asked me

“Have you heard the word sex? You got a child. I won’t sleep there. No on this bed. Where’s dad and Styles anyway”

“They went for a walk.”

“Where”

“Shop? For a walk? I don’t know. They just went out”

“You know where they are”

“They went out ok?”

“Now we will go out for new bed”

“Cath.” My grandma said and rolled her eyes

“Then the guest room is mine” I said

“They have done it there too.”

“Is there a room where they haven’t done it?”  I covered my ears “Why she has to moan so loud.”

“That’s why I love to be a human” my mom said “I don’t hear everything, I’m not jealous of you at all.”

“But you are getting old.”

“Jealous for what?” I heard dad who walked into the kitchen and kissed me on the head, then went to mom and hugged her tight

“Dad, goddammit. These two” I pointed the ceiling because my room was over the kitchen “Are fucking my room, you hear it. My room. My bed. Mom promised me new furniture.”

“Really?” he asked laughing and I nodded serious. Styles came to me hugging me from back and kissed my cheek

“Did you slept well?”

“Yeah, now how am I supposed to change my clothes?”

“Come” Styles said and I noticed the look that my parents did. I followed Styles

“Ok what’s going on?”

“Nothing why?” he closed the door. “I know what’s you are going to ask, we just went for a walk.”

“When they are leaving?”

“Around 9am” He opened his wardrobe and took one of his long sleeved blouses. “Wear it”

 

 

Style’s P.O.V

 

Few hours earlier

 

I woke up because the sun was falling on my face. Ugh. I hate the stupid sun early in the morning. I stood up leaving Cath to sleep and went into the bathroom. Took fast hot shower and dressed up. I went downstairs. Kate was awake and making toasts, Alex was moving around her like he’s her shadow.

“Morning” I said and opened the fridge for juice.

“Morning.” Hey said smiling

“Alex may I talk with you, on a walk?” I asked drinking from the juice. He looked me then Kate

“Yeah sure.” We took our jackets and went outside, walking down the street “So what’s up, son?”

“Maybe it’s too early but... I’m thinking to ask Cath to marry me”

“Oh… and why I need you for?” he asked laughing.

“I need to choose ring, plus maybe I’ll need some advises, you have more experience in living with a wife.” He laughed even more.

 

I made this decision. I just don’t want her to disappear again. Plus, if she does our bond won’t be that strong. Just like this one. And we do it, our bond would be stronger. This is what I want the most. To connect her all over the world.

We went into the jewelry store. A young lady came to us, bowing a bit.

“Good morning Misters. How can I help you today?” she asked

“We look for an engagement ring.” I said.

“This way please. May I ask for the girl? Character, weight, height…”

“Well” I said “Cute adorable…” I smiled like an idiot.

“Let me answer me this.” Alex said “She’s literally my twin. My hair and eyes. Sometimes she’s recklessly happy, smart, and she gets pissed fast…”

“I see. I think I got the ring for you.” She opened the glass window and took the whole small tray with rings, and placed it front us. Every ring was staying in a small ‘pillow’, she took one of the rings. “Its white gold, 10k karats.” she handed it to me. “It has two bands with diamonds and one big in the middle. That’s a black diamond. It’s 1 carat. All side stones in total are 18. Round cut, 1/5 carats. From the description I don’t think it’ll fit her, but this ring would.” She took another one. “Yellow gold, with a diamond. Gold Karat is 14k. The total diamond weight is 1.5 to 2 carats. Stone is white, the cut is Marquise Princess. Center stone is one, marquise cut, 1 carat. There’s side stones, in total 18, weight 1 carat…”

“It’ll be this one.” I said interrupting her and looked Alex who nodded.

“I think the same.”

Chapter 15

Catherina's P.O.V

 

All day was around the house, I didn’t know what to do really. I watched TV, I talked with Ra and Maria on the phone, reading…. And I’m dying from boredom. When I said reading… what happened with the high school? What excuse they made for me.

When my uncle’s family left I was able to go into my room.

“At least they opened the window.”

 

We are alone! My parents left before 3 hours, and nobody is having sex in my room. There’s was no disgusting smells, nobody is laughing hysterically. I looked Styles next to me. He was sleeping. His right hand was hanging on the floor other was over me. Sad part is… he’s back is amazing. Clean, with no scars, trained, with one beautiful tattoo. And mine is just… all in scars, looking disgusting.

I stood up and wore his blouse. And I went into the kitchen. Awesome! Just for shopping! I took the bottle of juice and drank from it. Knock on door. I go to the front door and open it. Maria and Stefan.

“Hey Cath” Maria said and looked me, I waved to them to come in “You get up now?”

“Yea Styles is still sleeping.”

“Perfect. Go dress up, I’ll get you out for a walk. Stefan stays here.”

“But Alex said … ”

“I don’t care what he said. He’s not here. He’s gone. Go dress up” she told me again.

I went to dress up. Here one person who don’t care what happen in these 6 years, and not scared to let me go out of the house. Without guards. I took white skinny jeans, black t-shirt and long woolen vest. I tied my hair on pony tail and putted some make-up.

“Oh my, you are doll!” Maria said when I came downstairs.

“Maria let me at least walk behind you two, I won’t listen what you both talk.”

“I said no.”

I wear my shoes and take my purse, and the keys.

“See ya tonight” I said getting my winter jacket. We sat in her BMW car and went into the city.

“Well how are you?” she said “Are you alright?” She watched the front window.

“Yes, in perfect health.”

“I didn’t asked about the health. Do you have nightmares or something?” she stopped her car into the City Center’s underground parking lot.

“Yes and no” we took the elevator. We walked a bit and we sat at one café.

“Good morning ladies, I am Moly and I’ll service you today” Russian accent.

“Two ice frappes” she nodded and went to give the order “It’s same nightmare, always. Or how they rape me or how they beat me with the whip. But…”

“Oh I get it” she waitress gave us the order. “I don’t think that’s just a nightmares Cath.”

“To be honest I don’t even think about it. I tell you the truth. I don’t want to think about it, but everybody is using it against me.”

“Oh sweetie…”

“How are things with Stefan?”

“We are ok” she raised her hand and I saw engagement ring.

“Engaged? Since when?”

“6 years”

“6 years?”

“Yes we wanted you to be there too so… we waited up.”

“I could be dead you know? I saw few new people.”

“Oh yes, the newbies are Ana, Samantha. Partners are Ana and Sam, Samantha and Kody”

“Oh poor Rayon”

“Yes” she said with laughing, “but he has a human girl. Rachel. Yes, your Rachel. Well Ana… tried with Styles before she transform.”

“Flirting?”

“Yea, then she didn’t find Sam, because he was at school, actually summer academy. He was coming just for the full moons and some weekends. But leave this, I have the feel I can’t recognize you. You are so tall and braver. You character is different… even if I saw you just for a 10 minutes. ”

“What about the high school?”

“They said they sent you to an academy, because of the fight in school.”

“Where I attacked Eliza?”

“Ye Stefan told me. To learn on discipline. She was after Styles too. Whole summer. But he was rude enough to hurt her bad. ”

 

After an hour talking and laughing we decided to go to shopping. We went in Bershka. We went in and who to see! Eliza.

“When we talk about the wolf.” Maria said

“Eliza, what coincidence! Like what you work here, cleaner?” her hair was dyed in bright brown, and she was fatter

“Consultant”

“You look fat you know? No…” I looked her better “Oh you are just pregnant. No doubt in it. ”

“You act like a child Catherina. It’s my first kid. I don’t have time to deal with your bullshit.”

“Maria want to bet the condom broke?” I said ignoring and I started walking around and throwing the clothes to her

“Probably”

“I’m married”

“For the child father? What he is? Drug dealer? Alcoholic? Bandit?”

“Lawyer”

“That’s something new.” My phone rang it was Styles. “Yes, Styles?” I said and putted it on loudspeaker, I looked Eliza, her face was frowned

“Where the fuck are you?” he screamed

“I thought Stefan told you”

“He did, and he lost conscious, because I hit him little more powerful. He let you go. You were kidnapped for 6 years! ”

“See for what I was talking about. I’m with Maria”

“When Stefan wake up we are coming.”

“You know how to find us.” And I closed and rolled my eyes. 

“Kidnapped? I heard something like this from Rayon and Kody” Eliza said.

“Girl” Maria said “They pay you to work, not to chit-chat with the clients. ”

 

When we finished with the shopping we just started walking around the city center waiting for the boys.

“If one more whistle after us and I’ll hit him, I promise you”

“Yea, me too” she was joking but I wasn’t. Same whistle

“Yow, the little blond doll. You look tired. If you feel hurt come to the Doctor, I’ll fix you.”

“Ok that’s it” I said and handed my bags to Maria

“Cath…” she sighed and leaned on the railing, looking after me.

I turn around and look at him. I walked to him.

“Hey Maria what’s going on.” Styles said

“Problem” she said and pointed at me I stopped front the guy.

“Mr. Doctor how old are you?” I said sweet and smiled

“I told you it’ll work.” And he gave high five to his friends. “25”

“Cath!” Maria called me.

“May I ask something?”

“Sure”

“How can I hide scars?”

“Which scar. Point it to me.” I hit his face with my fist. He fell back with the armchair. His friends started to laugh hysterically.

“That scar…”

“You broke my nose”

“Next time I suggest you, not to whistle after girls like they are your dogs.”

“Does your hand hurts?”

“No, want to try again?”

Thank god Styles came to pull me back, because I knew, I’ll just broke this little prick’s face.

 

Maria and Stefan decided not to come for the night and I don’t know why. When we came home, we bought some comedy movies, popcorn, candies, and some juices. We changed clothes, while Styles was preparing the things I took shower.

We sat front the sofa, and turned on the movie. We were eating and laughing, I was placed in his lap and the popcorn bowl was on my legs.

“Yea, always this happens” I said and rolled my eyes

“How?”

“At end. And that lived happy ever after” he laughed and kissed my cheek. I turned to him and kissed his lips, he kissed me back without refusing. None of us moved. Today is the day? The thing I wanted so much?

He grabbed my knee and moved me in his lap facing him, without stopping the kiss. I wrapped my hands around his neck and bit his lip. He was still holding my knees pulling me to him. The kiss is slow, engaging and gentle I doubt anybody could refuse to it. He licked my lip asking to let him through and I gave the access. His tongue trusted into my mouth, our tongues played in a small dance. His lips had the taste of the candies he was eating, making him even sweeter.

The grabbed the shirt and pulled it up, and got rid of it. “A lot people interrupted us, but not now.” He unbutton my bra and removed it too. He started kissing my neck and went down to my cleavage, his tongue left wet traces after every kiss. He sucked on my right boob, while rubbing the other’s nipple. Trusted my fingers in his hair on his neck and groaned.

His hands moved down on my waist then to my panties, he pulled them and ripping them, throwing them away. Now I was fully naked front him. And he’s fully dressed. I teared up his t-shirt and unbuttoned his belt. This game can be played by two.

“Easy tigress” he whispered near my ear. I kissed him, moving towards him, he leaned his head back on the sofa. His hands moved down on my body until they reached my pussy. I was wet already when he moved his middle finger on my clit, he started rubbing it.

“Ah…” I gasped in his lips, he stopped and licked my jaw, going deeper, until he found my entrance. He penetrated me with his finger, while he rubbed my clit with his thumb. I moved on him, unbuttoning his jeans. Then he added 2nd finger inside me. I was literally melting in his hands, every touch he did to me, was like a fire on my body, wanting him more and more.

He lifted me and placed me on the floor, removing his jeans. He came over me, looking me my eyes. Pulled him for a kiss, and he raised my knees, spreading them.

“I want you to tell me if I hurt you.” I nodded and sucked on his neck, making a hickey. Marked. He moved at my entrance and pushed in. I didn’t felt any pain. Then he started moving slowly making each thrust faster and faster.

Yah, that’s the man, who I like, love and being in love with. The guy who filled the hole in my heart.

 

I am lying on Styles half sleep, his fingers are playing on my back, giving me shivers for more… adventurous time. Styles heartbeat was still fast under my ear. It had one rhythm, and didn’t lose it.

The TV was on blue screen over our heads, outside everything was quiet. Almost, one family had a fight.

“Want to go to the camp?” Styles asked.

“Sure I haven’t been there since years.” yeah like literally…

“Go take a shower, I’ll take one after you.” I nodded and went into his bathroom to take a hot one. When I got out of the shower I took the towel and wrapped it around me. Styles was walking in the room. He had his jeans on.

“What are you doing?”

“Thinking”

“For what?” he pulled my hands made me sit on the bed.

“I want to ask you something”

“What is it?” He stopped front me, took deep breath and then he stood on one knee. “Wait what you are doing?”

“Catherina Dan” he said and took out little box of satin, he opened it. There’s was ring lying with big diamond “You went through a lot things… we didn’t spend time together either. Just few weeks, but I know and I feel that you were mine since I know myself. We faced the worst thing that could ever happen to us and I didn’t stop loving you... Cath… will you marry me?”

Is he proposing me? Me? The person who gets pissed for little things, the hardheaded and the uncontrollable girl? What should I say now, I frowned. Wait he’s really proposing me.

So I’ll be able to have him for rest of my life? And this life is… way too long. I can build my own family with him…

“Yes… yes with pleasure” I said “This will be an honor for me” he smiled and putted the ring on my finger. I hugged him and kissed him. “So they were hiding this?”

“Yes and no”

“Then?” he sat front bed again and I sat in his lap again.

“You’ll have a brother”

“What? Mom is pregnant?”

“4th month.”

“Wait, wait. How? When? Where?”

“Before 4 months, they for drunk because we couldn’t find you again and you know, the magic happened. And…” I started kissing him on his neck. Making another hickey.

“Cath… we did it before 20minutes.”

“So?” I kissed him again “This mint…” I licked my upper lip “is… intoxicating, and we are alone for 2 weeks…”

He laughed “You are little devil.”

Chapter 16

Catherina's P.O.V

 

Styles had a shower too, we dressed up and we took the car. The whole way was kind of quiet. My left hand was holding Style’s one and I was watching them and… the ring around my finger. It’s cute… really cute... I smirked. Mine. Officially mine.

After we arrived at the camped we went straight to the field. Spring is coming, actually the weather is getting warmer. That’s why they decided to do a campfire. We showed up from the little path. Some rangers were there few civilians. Rayon, Tod, Kody and a girl.

“Hey guys” I yelled “and girl…”

“CATH!” Rayon scream and like a little puppy he came to me and gave me a bear hug “They are still the same soft, as usual” he said rubbing his cheek on my boobs. I hugged him back.

“Don’t touch me there” I said and hit him between legs.

“Oh my god I’m dying” he cried hold his balls “Your girl hits strong” he said and fell on knees.

“I know” Styles said already laughing and helped him to stand up. The girl looked me with a strange look.

“Kody! Tod!” I hugged them too. Tod hugged me tight and made a spin in a circle. He took my hand and made me turn around, looking me at all sides. He rolled my sleeve up, and then pulled my blouse too. He growled “Easy, Tod, I’m okay.”

“Are you sure? This one here is…”

“Yes I am, everything is in the past.”

“Where have you been? And where are you hiding little princess!” Kody said and hugged me even tighter and placed loud kiss me on my cheek.

“Kody” I heard his mate to murmur

“6 years Sam. Do you know how long it is?”

“You are his mate? I’m Catherina. Styles mate” I introduced myself to her.

“Samantha” she said only. Styles sat on the huge log and pulled me into his lap.

“Well Rayon? No luck with mate yet?” I looked her Samantha, she was Asian, with black hair and bright eyes, tall and it’s noticeable that she’s quiet. Styles leaned his head on my shoulder. “And where’s the other girl?”

“With Sam, they haven’t go out of their bungalow all day”

“You stalk them too?” I smiled, I love Rayon and he takes everything on joke, even in the worst situations

“Of course!”

“Who’s this girl” one civilian girl said.

“She was a ranger too, Cath was” I looked him carefully “MY LOVE! But Style’s took her away from me. I loved her…” and took one little flower and made it on a ring and putted in on my finger. Stood front me on one knee “Oh Cath! Ow, will you marry me!?” I felt Styles hands letting me go.

“You…” I said “Little bastard.” I stood up and started chasing him “I want to hit somebody, it might be you!” After few seconds I pulled him on his shirt and jumped on his back

“She’s fast” Kody said

“Yeah I know.” Styles said

“AAAAAAH. STYLES, get your girlfriend off me!”

“Deal with it alone” he answered

“Cath you smell on mint more than usual”

“I don’t know” I winked at Styles who looked at us.

“Tell me?”

“From where I can know?”

“Get off my back”

“Go to Style’s and I will”

So good to be home again! I sat again on Styles and Maria, Stefan, Sam and seems like Ana came.

“Hey, you are here!” Maria said

“Yeah, how’s our lovely couple. Oh, yes Sam, oh yeaaa! ” Rayon laughed I couldn’t resist and I did the same

“Hey, I was talking to Cath” Maria said then she screamed. “Oh my god! Cath, Cath, Cath, let me see it! Nobody saw it? Oh god you all are blind. So shiny… Good job Styles.”

“Maria, are you ok?” Ana said

“Of course I am” Stefan patted Styles on his should and smirked.

“We are slaves now.” He sat next to us and pulled Maria in his lap.

“Happy slaves”

“Absolutely” Maria pulled my hand.

“It’s adorable. And you all blind idiots didn’t saw the ring. We will make big double wedding!!!”

 

After an hour the civilians, left. So just wolves left.

“So Sam?” I said “When was your transformation?”

“I just did… few days before you come.”

“Tattoo?”

“We are waiting Alex to come back” I felt Ana’s look over me, I raised my eyebrow, I don’t like this sight. Hate and distrustful.

“Ana… welcome to our group”

“3 years after you disappeared. Ow I think I should tell you, welcome to our group”

“Actually, no” I said “I don’t think so”

“But it is. I’ve been here more than you.”

“Cut the bullshit please” I said and smiled

“Don’t talk like that to me ‘miss daughter of the Alpha ’” Oh wow. Now that’s a field with mines.

“Am excuse me? ‘ Miss daughter of the Alpha’? I might be his daughter but I am not something more than you all”

“You are stronger than him right. Even from Styles and everybody together”

“It’s true, so?”

“Why don’t you kill your father and take his place?”

“Ana!” few people said. She stepped on mine number 1. I growled quietly.

“You don’t like me, so what?  I’m stronger than you, so what? My father is the Alpha, so what? I don’t care about this at all. But if you threaten my family and my friends, you will be dead. I’ve killed more people than you ever will in your miserable life. ” Is this little bitch kidding with me right now? “Let me ask you, why don’t you kill your father?”

“Easy with your words, prick” she exploded

“Prick, oh my! You are not careful with them, not me. Do not challenge me.”

“I do challenge you.”

“Sure, pick up, cutie. Wolf or human”

“Wolf” perfect, she fell into the trap alone.

Ana stood up and went into the bushes to transform. I snorted and went few meters away from the group. “You are hiding?” I laughed. “You are so late, cutie. Till now you could be dead.”

“Why she’s not transforming?” Samantha asked.

“She don’t need it.” Styles said, yeah I really don’t need it. From the woods one ginger colored wolf came running to me.

“Cath! She will kill you.” In the exact moment I hit Ana with my foot. She made few steps back shaking her head and attacked me again. I was dodging her attacks pretty fast, but at end I transformed into my wolf.

“Oh god.” I heard Styles, she knew in wolf form it’s going to be even worse. Our battle didn’t continue more than 3 minutes. At end I overthrew her and she fell, I hit her one last time and she fell unconscious.

I told her to be careful, didn’t I? As tradition after a fight you have to make be loud howl.

I picked my ring with teeth and went to Styles. I dropped it in his hand. I went back to Ana I pulled her next to Sam. I hit him gentle with my nose as a ‘Sorry’, well it’s not like I was thinking it. I sat next to Styles I putted my head in his lap.

“Woah Cath. What happened with you?” Kody said “Is that even her? She changed a lot.”

Yes I changed. I am tall almost as Styles, stronger and tougher. My mind is not as before you know. My view for every situation is different. Almost everything changed in me. Not just as an appearance. I am sure most of people will change too. How fast... nobody knows.

Ana woke up and looked around, her look stopped on me, growled to me. All rangers in their wolf shapes, saw everything through our eyes.

“Not enough Ana? Want some more?”

“Maybe I do” I laughed in my mind. Styles was caressing my shoulder.

“To fall once again? If I lose control I might kill you, but you don’t even try to understand that”

“Girls! Stop it!” Scot, my father’s right hand aka Beta said 

“Why should I stop? She threaten my family. To kill my father, so I can be the Alpha! If she want blood she can kill her father.”  Ana growled at me once again and attacked me, jumping over the fire. We fought, really rude and rough

“You didn’t had to come!” she said “It was really good without you. Why don’t they kidnap you again?” Stepped on mine number 2.

To kidnap me again? Again? She overthrew me and scratched my shoulder. I stood up fast and I lost control. Every bit I did to her body was painful and deep, I could feel everything through her eyes. I scratched her hip and I bit her throat.

“ANA! DO YO KNOW WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?! ” Scot showed up with two more wolves, pinning me down to the ground. I started the fight with them too, after I made few more attacks I calmed down. I looked Maria, she had tears in her eyes, I growled I stood front Ana, I was way taller than her.

“You want me to go home? Sure. To kidnap me? You know, I wish this to happen to you, dear Ana. To rape you and beat you.” Some pictures came into my mind, the pack growled. “I wish this to happen to you. Then I’ll talk with you like a nasty little bitch. I’ll challenge you, and this time you’ll die. My eye won’t blink. I am not the quiet little pup, like you.”

“Cath… I  ...” she started

“I don’t want your apologizes. First place yourself in other people’s shoes, before you open your mouth. Let them kidnap you, I can even stay aside and watch them how they do it. Then I won’t move my finger to find you.”

 

I went back home without Styles. Why did had to get insulted and being hurt by one child? Child but she knows my weak sides, she talks like that everything goes personal, it doesn’t matter what others think about it. I am so close to go back and just kill her and send her in hell.

I walked inside the house. Marla was on the couch sleeping. I dressed up in more comfortable clothes, I woke her up and sent her home. She left the house, and now I am all alone in the house, my phone ringed. Message from Styles. “I’ll sleep in the camp tonight, I know you want to be alone. Be safe xx”. I turned off all lights. I wanted everything to be dark. Like I wanted to be in this basement again. Dark. Quiet. No sun inside. I sat behind the couch and I shrank and leaned my forehead on my knees. Just the light of the street lights came in.

The first memories came into my mind. The first months. The first rape.

 

Before 5 years

 

The columns keeping the 1st floor are all with lilac. When the flower dies, they putt new. The columns are getting rotten, I have the feel in any second the first floor will fall over me, and I’ll die on place. Maybe it’ll be better if it happens.

Upstairs… was loud. They are having a party while I am staying down here, hearing and feeling the bass of the music. I am starving and being thirsty. The door opened, first thing I smell is alcohol, then sweat and vomit.

The Metal Guy. I didn’t know their names… and I am calling them ‘Something’ Guy. He is drunk… and then he raped me.

He opened the door of the cage and I move in the edge of the cage. I wish I could be invisible, but I wasn’t. He tighten the chains raising my hands in the air. I knew what was going to happen. I haven’t been so frightened in my life.

“What are you doing?”

“I’ll get the pleasure I need”

“No...” he pulled me from my legs, making me to lay on my back, my hands were over my head. “No! DON’T!”

I am screaming, begging him, he didn’t stop. I am crying, trying to push him away with my legs, to hit… I am not lucky at all.

Then it happened. I am screaming and he covers my mouth, then I feel the pain between my legs. Pain is getting bigger and bigger.

The Lilac Guy showed up from the first floor, I thought double pain will come, but he didn’t do anything. He hit the Metal Guy who was raping me, started yelling over him on unknown language for me. He won the fight. He untied the chains.

“Are you okay?” he asked

“Do I look okay?” I answered “You, guys, raped me.”

“I’m sorry”

“But he doesn’t.”

“I’ll try to be around you, but… I am not promising.”

Yes, he was around me, like Guardian angel, most of the times he was saving me from them. I missed some beating with the whip because of him. I was really grateful, but I hated him same as others two men.

 

Style’s P.O.V

 

I am watching the fire, well she doesn’t feel like she’s wanted here. Seems like Ana really hurt her. Everybody were staying around the fire quietly. I know she wants to be alone for a while, so I won’t push her. I am playing with the ring in my hand. Maria is watching Ana with hate.

“What did you tell her?” she exploded with a scream “Again you don’t think with your head! She could kill you. What did you tell her?” she repeated

“I told her that, it’s better without her” I look at her. What? “And to get kidnapped again. She came and everything went upside down”

“What did you say?” I asked quietly, she looked me “To get kidnapped again? Do you have brain in your head?” my turn to explode with a yell.

“Ana you are terrible.” Scot said from the bushes and came to us “You saw everything in the past 6 years and you even said it.”

“It’s true”

“What she did to you?! You don’t even know her. With what she changed everything here?!” Maria asked her.

“Like you do Maria? Nobody know her. You proposed her? How long you two are dating? 2 weeks?”

“And who knows you Ana? Since when you are such selfish bitch and an idiot?” I asked “Do you know Sam, as a person outside of the bed? Do you know what he likes, and loves to do? I know everything about Catherina. I know when she’s hurt and she doesn’t showing it, when she’s pissed and she doesn’t show it. I can bet right now she’s fixing the wound on her shoulder and want to kill everybody here. I won’t be surprised if she made the house a mess” Everybody nodded even Sam. “Sam I don’t know how you can be with her. I will just leave her, and let her do whatever she wants. She doesn’t deserve you. She not watching at you, and you know mates does that, she watches after somebody else. Sam, you watch her back and she doesn’t turn around. Accept it Ana, he’s your man for life. You should watch him, like he does. Show a fucking respect.”

Sam was speechless, he even agreed. He didn’t said a word, accepting the rude words of mine. He was from other’s group in her pack, but Ana felt like to be in ours, so he followed her. Yes our pack is on groups, but we everybody was welcome in any group.

“Ana.” Scot said “You won’t come here, in the camp until Alex come home.”

“What?”

“That’s your punishment. You’ll wait to weeks. Think for what just happened, you’ll apologize to Caterina, if she doesn’t accept it, you’ll take the responsibility”

“That’s not fair”

“Go home. Styles you too.”

“I’ll stay here tonight, you can guard her.” I took my phone out and wrote to Cath.

“I’ll sleep in the camp tonight, I know you want to be alone. Be safe xx”

“Okay, thanks. Xoxo”

Chapter 17

Catherina’s P.O.V

2 weeks later.

 

 

When Styles came back from the camp, I was still sitting behind the couch. I think he saw me crying, well who wouldn’t, this words hurt. A lot. I feel like my heart is bleeding again. Like she opened an old wound.

He calmed me, and everything became from itself. I didn’t let him go even for a minute. We had sex way too much for normal people could handle, I suppose. I never felt so happy in my life, even if I know maybe somewhere my parents are doing the same thing as me. Styles gave me my ring again, I made it as a necklace around my neck, so when I decide to shift, I won’t need to remove it every time

My parents came back around 12-1pm. They went through front door, and I smelled intoxicant scent of a pine, from my mom’s side. Ugh they did it this morning. I stood from the couch and I hugged my mom.

“Brother ha?” I said “I know from where the 5th heartbeat comes from!” she blushed like tomato

“Yeah, I know”

“24years difference. Shame on you both!”

“And what you both did?”

“Nothing much, we were around” my dad raised his eyebrow, and pointed his nose. I waved him to shh “City center, camp...” I said

“I have to sit help me. I feel fat already.” Mom said “Wait what was that with the camp? You sure you did just this?”

“Almost to kill Ana so… and one in the city center.”

“What you mean.”

“She doesn’t like me, threatened me. I am not the only one wounded.”

“Is she that good in fights?”

“No she just shocked me with her words”

“What she said? Wait I’ll deal with it later. Are you sure you haven’t done anything else?” he giggled “Some things are not staying on their places, and your eyes shine like stars in the dark sky.”

I showed my mom the ring, she was so excited. I don’t want to know what she’ll do this time, with me. If she hears Maria’s plans… maybe I should hide now?

“Where’s Styles?”

“Taking shower”

“We should prepare the wedding.”

“Don’t pull me into this. Talk with Maria, she wants double wedding. YOU” I pointed dad with my finger. “You are dead. Marla?! On every 2 hours she was here.”

Marla is strange person. When I was little my parents left me to her for the night. I broke a glass and cut my finger. I had to cry, but instead she did. Fuck logic.

“I’ll call Maria” mom said and I followed Styles who went into the kitchen, he pulled me and kissed me slow.

“Where are the stupid chairs” he said and lifted me to sit on the countertop.

“I don’t know, and I don’t want to.” I pull him and kiss him again.

“We should find them.”

“I have no idea where are they, I don’t remember anything. I was way too drunk.” I told you, ‘the promise’ is broken. I closed my eyes and into his memories. I went 2 hours back.

Table was served, bottles of wine and whiskey were empty. I remember how we were drinking, drinking. We did it on the dinner table, countertop, and the tall and chairs. I went little further. I opened my eyes and laughed

“So?” he asked

“We’ll need new. We threw two into the river, and the third was burnt.”

“You did what?” my laugh stopped “You threw the chairs?” dad. He took deep breath. “Thank god you did it. I hate them.” Me and Styles laughed like an idiots with dad. “Come with me in the camp”

“I’m not coming, sorry” I said

“I am telling you”

“Like an Alpha or a father?”

“Both.”

 

Alex’s P.O.V

 

We are already in the camp, I helped Kate to get out of the car, and led her into the main hall. Catherina was walking behind us annoyed, all the wolves who saw me went into the hall. I heard a howl.

I sat on my place on the table and turned to Scott

“What happened?”

“I told Ana not to come until you come. I’ll call her to come.”

I putted 2 chairs front the fireplaces and made Cath to sit on the one, but before she do she moved it far from the other one.

“So I am punished, because I was going to kill one idiot?”

“Cath!”

“Ana will come in next 10 minutes.”

“Good. Everybody who were at the campfire to stand up. And go behind Cath.” Styles, Stefan, Maria, Rayon, Kody, Samantha, Tod, Sam, went behind her. “The one who were in wolf form, stand up and stay still.” Ana came through the door and I asked to her to sit next on the other chair “Ok let’s see what’s going on here. I am away for 2 days and you all start fights. Samantha?”

“Me, Kody, Tod and Rayon were sitting at the campfire with few civilians” she started “Cath greeted me, like everybody else. Some jokes started by Rayon’s side as usual, and Cath was answering the same. Maria, Stefan, Sam and Ana came. ”

“I’m always joking” said Rayon defending himself “group Maria screamed and hugged Cath and bla, bla, for the ring. Cath greeted Ana for coming in our group. Then she answered she had to say it… because she was in the pack more than her. ”  I look Ana and she nodded

“Keep going”

“Cath said to cut it off”

“And I regret for not killing her!” Cath said

“Silence Catherina!” I yelled.

 

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

“Silence Catherina!” my dad yelled. Woah he yells because I say the truth? So it’s my fault again?

“Ana said that Cath is acting like she’s something more than us because she’s your child. Cath refused. She said she is equal with all of us. Then Ana said ‘You are stronger than you dad why don’t you kill him and take the place’ or something like this” Kody said “Cath got pissed and told her not challenge her, but Ana did. They fought in wolf form.”

“So Ana you told Cath to kill me”

“I asked her””

“WHAT?” I said “IT SOUNDED LIKE A THREATEN!” I yelled 

“You came and everything went upside down.”

“And how exactly smart head?”

“Silence. Jack?”

“ They fought, Cath won the battle, and she pulled to Sam, then she sat to Styles like a puppy. Ana woke up and growled and attacked her again. Cath tried to stop her, but Ana kept going. Scot tried to stop them, but nothing, they kept arguing. At end Ana said it’s going to be better if they take her again. Cath was shocked, the fight went even rougher than before. We ran into the field and pinned Cath on the ground. They talked a bit more and Cath went home.  ”

“That is? That’s a drama!” my dad said “You fight for stupid things”

“STUPID THINGS?” I yelled “Stupid things? Is that it? Just a bullshit for you? For me this is serious.”

“You threatened me too” Ana said

“You deserve it.” I stood up

“Sit down” my dad said

“No”

“Sit down.” He repeated

“No.” I walked to the door but the boys pulled me back to him and turned me around. “What? You want to fight? Want to beat me? Want me to buy you a whip for better pleasure? Come on, I am used to it.”

“Cathy don’t talk like this”

“Talk how, to beat me with a whip? You know maybe I miss it, I don’t feel the pain anyway”

“Do you know what you are talking?”

“I know perfectly. I won’t stay here anymore” I pulled my hands off the men

“I can’t believe you talk like this.”

“I changed, mother. They taught me not to obey, to think about the consequences, to defend, is that a problem? ” I asked my mother “They taught me on 4 languages, maybe I am grateful they changed me like that. Accept it. I am not the old Cathy, mother. I am sick of you all to control me and remind me of these years.”

“Cath… I”

“I, I, I. What is this I? Every word you all say, is about to these 6 years. You are just trying to control me, but I am not a child anymore.  Don’t need your defense anymore.”

“Cath!” Maria said

“You are all acting nice, not to hurt me? Just say it in my face. Let me ask you something. You all are just asking about the 6 years, but where was the defense I needed back then? Where the fuck were you all? You didn’t showed up. Now I don’t need your help or protection”

“Low your tone.” My father warned me

“Or what? You’ll throw me out of the house? You always wanted son right? To heritage you. Here he is. Staying in your wife. But Styles is here too. WHY don’t he take the post of yours? He’s just not your blood. I know you don’t like him, I KNOW you blame him for my kidnap. As you blame Stefan for Maria’s. I’m not blind.”

He stood up and everybody made few steps back. Are they afraid of him? That’s ridiculous.

“What did you said? Son?”

“Yes you do, you blame me first because you don’t have a son. I see everything, I see it in your eyes. ” Silence, only sound was the heartbeats of everybody and their breath.

“You are right, I wanted son”

“See. You just hate me because I am not the first born son who you wanted.”

“I want son, first born, but I want a daughter too.”

“I am first born daughter, and not a son. You pity me like everybody here. Don’t control me. Never again.” And he slapped me.

“Everything is true isn’t it? I don’t want to be part of this. I don’t want anything else from you. You just hit me, I won’t forgive you”

My cheek was burning, I looked him. Hardness, determination... But I do not know... Sympathy, regret for having hit me? I hit him too, and he stepped back leaning on the table.

“Do. Not. Hit. Me.” I said only and left the hall. I took deep breath. Ok where should I go now?

“Cath” I heard Styles behind me “Wait.. Why…”

“Nobody take me serious, I’ll just disappear again.”

“Where you’ll go?”

“Somewhere far. I have to think” I remove the ring from my neck and handed it to him

“You break up with me?”

“Nobody said it.”

“The ring shows it.”

“Give me some time, I’ll find you, I don’t want to lose him.”

I kissed him and disappeared into the wood

 

One month later

 

I am all alone in the woods, at least for a while. But then I went to my Grandma. She listened to me, didn’t judge me, didn’t yell on me. She lived in Lion, alone. My grandpa died long before was I born.

I liked to live here, it’s quiet and the view of her apartment was amazing. I asked her not to call my dad, or tell him where I’m. She agreed.

My grandma lives in another’s Pack territory. She met with them and had a talk. They let me go through. We had a lot of fun, I even met her boyfriend… who was a musician. Cool guy.

Now it’s time to go home. She warned me to take care because I go through a lot of territories. There might be guards chasing me, and attacking me, but I couldn’t care much, I just want to go home!

 

After an hour I was in Toulon, 1 am middle of the night, it’s kind of dangerous to be alone in the woods, but I am sure I looked like forest spirit because of my fur and I didn’t have any problems.

I went into the backyard. 4 calm heartbeats. I went inside and I wore some clothes. I went into Style’s room and sat on the armchair. He looks so calm, all the problems of his face weren’t there. I wish I could make him happy, but seems like I make more problems even from my pack together.

Morning came fast, my father went to work earlier, and left my mom to sleep. He didn’t even listened around the house, didn’t even notice the 5th heartbeat.

10am came. My mother was awake, and made the breakfast and she’s watching some movie on the TV.

Styles was still in bed, he haven’t move a centimeter from the pose I found him at night. He was laying on his belly, with both hands under his pillow. The sun is falling on his back.I could see he’s getting warmer, because his skin is getting redder and small sweat drops appeared.

“Who left the window open ugh” he murmured and pinned his head in the pillow

“I did” I said. He froze and then looked behind.

“Cath?”

“Styles?”

“Do I sleep?”

“No” 

“So you are at home?” I nodded and smiled. He sat in bed. I went to bed and kiss him. “Your mother is here” he said giving me the ring

“Like she will hear something.”

“Maybe you are right”

 

It was time to go the camp again. Everybody were on their places. Rayon smiled at me

“You are such bad girl!”

“We are alike Rayon”

“You are late” my dad said and I rolled my eyes “Don’t start again. You are home now, so let me tell you the punishment. You’ll guard the territory on shifts with Ana, also you’ll clean the canteen with her.”

“I had to stay at my grandma.” I laugh bitterly.

“You were with your grandma?”

“Where else I’ll go? I won’t clean either.”

“You have to”

“That’s why I came? To control me again? I came to fix the things, not to attack me.”

“You do. That’s an order”

“I am the first who doesn’t obey you right? Nobody else says a word. I heard a lot of things there, passing the packs, grandma knows everything dad. She’s 3rd by age in France.”

“Cath I punish you, to learn a lesson and not to do my mistakes.”

“I almost kill 4 people. Ana. Eliza. The guy the city center, and you could stay paralyzed. Dad I followed your mistakes long ago. I killed 2190 innocent people, who didn’t do anything to me. I won’t clean and that’s it. If you need me for anything I’ll go sleep in Styles bungalow. ”

Chapter 18

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

On next day, Maria and my mom forced me to go with them around the town. They even hired a wedding planner, and now we are in one of the biggest shops for wedding dresses. The consultant came and led us to a room, and we sat at the white couch, I looked around.

On front is staying big mirror with small platform. This is… white. Floor, walls, columns. One color, only thing that was different was the flowers. The bouquets were in different colors. Maria’s mother was here, Lilly, she’s human too. Maria is the same as her mother, black hair and blue eyes and very tall, with big breasts and curves.

“I am Mariana, your consultant for today. Who is the lucky girl?”

“Both.”

“Yow bitch!” I heard Rayon in the room. “You invited me here I am”

“You act like gay Rayon.”

“Big deal” he said normally now. He sat next me.

“Who will be first?”

“Me?” Maria asked me and I nodded

 

After 3 hours I was completely exhausted, but I had to keep going. I am sick of dressing up and then undress. Rayon wanted to come with me in the changing room. Maria found the dress easy, she had it on first 30 minutes, but me… I blocked. I was on same opinion as Rayon in 99.9% of time. He was sitting in the chair and watching how they dress me up.

“Styles will kill you, you know?”

“I don’t care much” he said laughing “I am here to help, not to watch your breasts. I can find them anywhere.” Mariana laughed

“That’s true”

“I found it!”

“You found it!” We both said and we laughed. Then Ray continued “Is it comfortable? Nowhere is too tighten or so”

“Nope, nowhere”

“I ask you serious”

“And I’m answering you, let me show it to them.”

I went out of the changing room and followed Rayon. “We found it!” he said

“Hun are you sure he’s not homosexual?” Maria’s mom asked.

“No mom, he has girlfriend and he just loves fashion”

I stepped on the platform and looked myself into the mirror.  The upper part of the dress has a heart neckline corset. The corset is to the pelvis and rest of the fabrics freely falls down. Corset dress is clean, without any lace…back of the corset, had small fabric buttons. The fabric down from corset clean too made of silk…

“Well mom, I found the dress.” My mother had tears in her eyes and nodded.

 

4 hours later

 

Rayon left after we tried the dresses. The wedding planner, was with us all day. Asking us questions about place, flowers, tables and covers of the tables... decoration. Actually they were answering the question, I am more like sport type. I don’t like wear dresses or being way too girly. It’s not in my style. On every question I was just nodding, and saying “Whatever”.

Right now we are sitting in a café which is near in our home. They didn’t stop talking. I am staying there looking at the café because I was going to fall asleep. Everything was in brown

“Cath, tell her purple will look better than red”

“Ye purple is ok” I said automatically and looked outside the window.

“See mom. Purple”

“She’s not even listening to you”

Barely some cars were passing through, the street. There were just people walking around.

“Red Cath?”

“Red is good too” I said automatically again.

“See, red is good too.”

I always loved the cafés, they always smell on fresh coffee, cakes and fruits. The staff are in black uniforms.

“I want lilies, white and red roses on the tables. Each dish to have a rose or lily” Maria spoke.

I am dying from boredom. Weddings. What’s the good into the weddings? You live with a man, and you make kids. Nothing complicated. I don’t like girl things. I rather run with the boys in the pack than making a wedding.

“I’ll go home, I’m tired” I said and left the café without turning around to them

 

I walked in the house, I could hear the TV and complains by Dad’s, Styles’s and Kody’s side. I closed my eyes and rubbed them. You know when you are so tired, and sometimes you just wobble around. I hit the small table and the vase fell. There’s one stupid advantages of wolves. When you are tired enough, your body and mind just push the button for sleeping. Also you fall asleep everywhere.

I sat on the floor and leaned my head on the wall.

“Cath?” I heard Kody’s voice. “Sup with you?”

“I’m tired” I said and raised my hands. He took me as a kid, and when I felt his warmth I fall asleep immediately.

 

Styles’s P.O.V

 

I took Cath to our bed room, and took off her shirt and jeans. I pulled the covers over her and turned the lights off. I went downstairs and I saw Kate sobbing quietly. I went to her.

“Kate? What is it?”

“Cath… just…”

“Kate we’ll be just on 5 houses away.”

“Still long distance! Take care of her okay?”

“Always” I wiped her tears and hugged her.

 

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

When I woke up, it was still dark, I heard 7 heartbeats. Breathing people and the cars in the distance, and the quiet wind. I stood from bed and I wore one blouse and went into the kitchen. I didn’t turned on the lights, and I just opened the fridge, I took some food and sat on the dinner table and started eating.

Few months left until the wedding. I am excited and the same time I wanted to escape. I am sure these months will just pass too fast for my taste for this kind of events. I looked the ring on my hand.

I am getting married.

 

6 months later

 

The wedding day came… 24th of September. I couldn’t sleep at all, because my little brother didn’t stopped crying all night, he is crying in the room next to mine. I am tired and I had black circles under my eyes. Alright I admit it, my brother wasn’t the only reason, I am way too nervous.

Maria came to sleep in our house and made all the guys to leave the house before two days, but my little brother.

The ceremony is going to be at 6pm, and until then… we have 4 hours. Hairdressers, beauticians, massagers, came for us. They came before 2 hours and the whole panic chaos started.

My mother went into the other house with my brother, Erik. Well what I can say about him? He has my mother’s black hair and pale skin, but yellow eyes which means he’s a wolf. Well we smell it too.

While the hairdressers and beauticians worked on me, I decided I can steal few minutes of sleep. I want just to go out and go to Styles, but noo… Maria had stupid traditions. Few days before the wedding you can’t see your future husband. What’s the point of this?

 

The big hour came. I and Maria stood up from the mirror. Maria’s hair was fully tied high. Her dress was princess one. She had corset too with lace and fabric down was… literally huge. My hair wasn’t like Maria’s. Mine was actually half tied high. When the hairdresser came and saw my hair, her eyes shined. She tried 3 types of hairstyles. Our makeup is gentle and unobtrusive to others.

“20 minutes girls!” the wedding planner said. I took Maria’s hand.

“Let’s escape. I can’t do it”

“I know.”

“No, no, no girls. We didn’t made all this to give up right now!”

Maria hugged me tight. I was little taller than Maria on these shoes. I laughed.

“I thought we’ll run away, not hugging each other.” The guests were arriving already.

“No. Stefan! Styles!” I heard Rayon downstairs “God I can’t push them down, I’ll hit you, and you’ll fall down on the stairs!”

“Let me through!” Stefan said “They want to escape”

“You are an idiot, why would they? ALEX, HELP ME.”

After a minute my parents came in. They gave me a small box. Inside were two hairpin. Sky blue flower made of turquoise stones.

“Thanks” I smiled.

 

It’s time to go down. My dad was waiting front the door. I took his hand. All the fights we had, and argues, I still love him. He’s my father anyway.

“Hold me tight” I said.

“You girl will never fell, because we are here. Right Rick? ”

“Yeap, like it was yesterday when they played in the backyard.”

Bridesmaid stared to walk. Rachel, Samantha and Ana. Yes with Ana… we made it somehow, after a long story and 2 more fights, I won the argument.

Our turn to move came. We went in the backyard, and the first guy who I saw was Styles. My breath stopped. His hair was shorter, but still had some length. His eyes had a pencil again.. I had forgotten how it looks with a pencil. With white tux, and sky blue shirt and tie. His smile was… amazing. I think I never saw him so happy in my whole life.

My dad raised my hand, and Styles took it. The priest started talking.

“Today, we are all gathered ... “I never listened to this old man because I was somewhere else. In Styles’s eyes.

“Yes” he said

“You, Catherina Dan, do you take Styles White for…”

“Yes” I didn’t even let him finish.

“Then happily I pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride.”

Styles kissed me slow and gentle, everybody exploded in applause.

 

After the first dance and speeches… the bouquet left. Maria threw her bouquet and Samantha caught it. I did the same and Rachel caught it. And looked the flowers then me.

“Your turn girl!”

“Do you believe in this?”

“You did believed in wolves too, but look what happened.”

“Cut it off!”

 

Few hours later, half of the people were drunk enough to go home. I heard some vomiting in the bathrooms. Disgusting, but that’s why we make weddings right?

Styles unlocked our big house and took be in bridal style. Everything was beautiful. All the curtains were pulled. Only lights were by the candles on floor. They made a path to the stairs and living room. Everything smelled on green apples and flowers.

We opened champagne, for first time I didn’t know what to say… can you believe this? With the rude tongue of mine.

“For this I am dreaming.” Styles said “My own home, in which my beautiful wife to wait me.” I hugged him around his waist.

“I love you” I said

“I love you too.”

 

 

- The end -

Characters.

Catherina - Main character. Style's wife and mate. First girl of Dan's family. Daughter of Alex and Kate. Part of the Alex's pack.

Styles - Main character. Catherina's husband and mate. Part of the Alex's pack.

Alex - Catherina's father. Alpha of the pack.

Kate - Catherina's mother. Alex's wife. Knows about the supernatural creatures.

Erik - Catherina's little brother. Son of Alex and Kate. Future Alpha. 

Kristofer - Alex's brother. Catherina's uncle.

Kathryn - Mother of Alex and Kristofer. Catherina's grandma. 

Ron - Catherina's best friend. Rachel's ex. Knows about the supernatural creatures.

Rachel - Catherina's best friend. Ron's ex. Girlfriend of Rayon. Knows about the supernatural creatures.

Maria - Catherina's best friend in pack. Stefan's mate and wife. Part of the Alex's pack.

Stefan - Style's best friend. Maria's mate and husband. Part of the Alex's pack.

Kody - Style's best friend. Samantha's mate. Part of the Alex's pack.

Rayon - Style's and Catherina's best friend. Boyfriend of Rachel. Part of the Alex's pack.

Tod - Catherina's school friend. Part of the Alex's pack.

Sam - Ana's mate. Part of the Alex's pack.

Samantha - Kody's mate. Friend of Styles and Catherina. Part of the Alex's pack.

Ana - Sam's mate. Friend of Style and Catherina. Part of the Alex's pack.

Scot - Alex's right hand. Part of the Alex's pack.

Aidan - Part of the Alex's pack.

Isaac - Part of the Alex's pack.

Jack - Part of the Alex's pack.

Jonathan - Part of the Alex's pack.

Rick - Maria's father. Lilly's Husband.Part of Alex's pack. 

Lilly - Maria's mother. Rick's wife. Knows about the supernatural creatures.

Chris - Vampire. Rescues Catherina from the basement. Catherina's friend.

Oyen - Vampire. Rescues Catherina from the basement. Catherina's friend.

Noname[Lilac Guy] - Human. Kidnaps Catherina from the camp. Knows about the supernatural creatures.

Oliver[Metal Guy]- Human. Kidnaps Catherina from the camp. Knows about the supernatural creatures.

Rawson[Tree Guy] - Human. Kidnaps Catherina from the camp. Knows about the supernatural creatures.

Eliza[Beliza] - Catherina's ex best friend. Enemy of Catherina. Part of the B's.

Bridget - Eliza's best friend. Enemy of Catherina. Part of the B's. 

Britney - Eliza's best friend. Enemy of Catherina. Part of the B's

Mr.Bengs - Catherina's ex class teacher.

Moly - Waitress in the City Center

Garianna - Wedding consultant of Maria and Catherina. 

Marla - Catherina's neighbour. Friend of Alex and Kate

Noname[Wedding planner] - Prepares Maria's and Catherina's the wedding.

Noname[Director] - Catherina's school Director. Knows about the supernatural creatures.

Author's Note

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Hihi guys K.Green here! 

 

That's everything from me for now. I hope you like the book.

Soon i might start Book 2 ''Life - Generation''. /spoilers/

This time we'll look into Style's and Catherina's kids. Alec and Jessica.

 

Sorry for all mistakes i've done, soon the editing will start.

If you like it, don't forget to add it Favorite it <3

 

xx K.Green <3

 

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