February
The pain inside drives me to find what is right
But the hurt derives from the side of me I can’t seem to hide
And I cant seem to ride the righteous path without falling off
Every once in a while, think about calling it off
And say fuck it, I don’t wanna help these people anymore
All they do is kick me around and im starting to get bored
This redundant shit, im done with it, my mind is exploding
And the love I once had for mankind is silently eroding
But growing inside is a wrath, a beast contained within the confines
Of my soul, sometimes I wonder if the wrong lines
Could drive me off the deep end, reach the point of no return
Askin myself if I’ll make it back home, or will I burn
Will I ever learn, fuck that question im sick of asking
What I’ve done wrong with my life and what I seem to be lacking
Packin a nine will get me nothing but nightmares and prison time
And that’s counterproductive cant fuck with it, when my life’s on the line
Is life really mine, or am I just following a script?
Walking single file into a massive bottomless pit
Spit every song like its my last, so my words become immortal
Prayin that someone will understand, and fuckin open the portal
To a new age of our own, fuck the elitist agenda
When you lay back on your ass, it leaves the demons chances to render
a nefarious plot, to enslave those too afraid to speak up
Your immortal soul, not the body you sit back with your feet up
My conscious speaks to me, and they call me insanity’s epitome
Cuz the voices in my head are just instructions from God that HE’s giving me
There’s no such thing as failure in my mission, even if I do it alone
At the end of the day, all I wanna do is go home
But I fuckin cant and it pains me with every breath that I take
Flashbacks of the fiery lake, for God’s sake
Wont you fuckin idiots open your eyes to see we’re killing ourselves
Blind to see sooner or later we’ll be feeling our hell
Imagine your family in front of you smiles on their face
The love you feel inside your heart, creating an unexplainable grace
Then watch as their smiles turn into screams of agony and pain
They’re dying in front of your eyes, blood falling like rain
It seems far-fetched, but that’s what the future holds if we remain atrophic
Sit on our ass and ignore the words of a modern prophet
Im so outspoken in my songs, but in person you’d be surprised
To find the man with such a big voice, can seem to be shy
But the truth is, when I look at people I hold it all in
What goes on in my mind, to some considered a sin
I see people’s pain, past and future, what’s really within
Only when we stand up, will the revolution really begin
The end of the world, the one that satan really created
Revelation of truth, the words Mary Magdalene stated
Faded into the background, ignored cuz she has one less appendage
The beloved disciple was really Yeshua’s one true apprentice
Something women could be proud of, instead they focus on looks
Baby you’re sexier when you have that pretty face in a book
Ladies stop throwing your ass around, shaking it for attention
You just attractin all the men with nothing but evil intentions
Then you end up getting hurt, and youre the only one to blame
You want a playa but get mad when he’s winning the game
Came from such a dark past with a chance to repair
But all you wanna have is manicured nails, and fake hair
And all the dudes wanna do is get up inside a girl
The apple fell from the tree, and it controls your whole world
Existence is distanced, when you become just like the rest
Til you find the one, and karma rips your heart right out ya chest
Payback for every woman whose emotions you ripped to sheds
Now that innocent girl you once knew, is gone and dead
Yes I’m calling everyone out, so that you can get the picture
That life is worth more than money, bitches and pulled triggers
“Look at that, Arkus is teaching the world, go figure”
Hear these words, go home and let your soul shiver
ARKUS
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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 04.02.2015
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