Million Star Motel: A Love Story

We all have things in life, that we cherish, that we hold on to, and we also have people in our lives that make a difference, that we keep in our heart forever. In dedication to our one month anniversary, I've decided to type a book to my wonderful girlfriend, who has made a positive impact in my life. The name of this wonderful girl is, Kayla.

All this started with a poke by her. That poke she gave me, began into a conversation. That conversation, turned into a friendship, then into a crush, and finally into what we have, a beautiful relationship. I forget what we had talked about that same day, but in a few days we had became real good friends. I adore this girl with all my heart, not because of the way she looks, but because of her amazing personality. Don't get me wrong, she is real beautiful, but don't you think there are more than looks? I do; I believe that a girl with a wonderful personality, is beautiful. The way she makes me smile at random times, is just incredible.

I've had a couple of relationships before I met Kayla, but none of those matter anymore. I want her to be my future. I've been hurt in the past, because of other people. To the point where I had become confused on who I was as a person. I found out, however, that I was always the same person, but the people around me had been bringing me down with them. Emotionally, I had become a wreck. I would cry over my ex, and we had an on/off relationship. I finally decided to move on with my life, and one random day while visting rallies, I had found Kayla.

So yes, I had a crush on Kayla after we had became friends. Why? Because the things she did to make me smile, the things she did to keep me happy, were too incredible. Her humour, her knowledge, her kindness, everything about this girl was to incredible. Who wouldn't develop a crush on this type of girl? Anyways, after developing feelings for this girl, I decided to move on with my life, and leave back all the miserable feelings behind. I soon found out that Kayla also had a crush on me, and I never became more happy when I heard that. People said I moved on too quick, they also said that I didn't know Kayla for a long time. Call it whatever you prefer, I call it love at first sight.

Kayla was dating a boy at the time. I had been single, and I was still dealing with ex problems. Once I moved on though, I had became a happier person. I was always making sure if my bestfriend was doing great, and I always helped her with anything. After she broke up with her boyfriend, I guess I needed to come by and ask her out. And I know it was quick and all, but I really did like her a lot, and I couldn't let her go. So as I nervously asked her to be mine, she said yes, and the mood that she gave me was so intense, I don't even think I could explain it. And this feeling, I never want to experience it with anybody else, because I loved how she was the first person to give me sign of hope and sign of a new fresh start.

My God, the time I asked her out. I was so nervous. I had butterflies in my stomach, and I was shaking. It took guts to ask her out, but she gave me a yes, and that was the greatest feeling I ever felt. I knew what was to come next. I now have responsibility. To make my girlfriend the happiest person in the world. Things were a little awkward at first, but in a good way. Like we both were shy, and afraid, but we got over it, and we grew closer. I remember our first phone call. We talked for about ten minutes, but it was great. I got to hear her voice. It was so adorable! If I could explain her voice, it sounded real sweet, so soft, so beautiful. I never heard a more lovely voice in my entire life. I remember her sounding so shy, that she sounded like she was about to cry. You have no idea how cute that sounded like. Whenever I hear her voice, all my pain, all my sadness, washes away, and I never feel sad, nor bored. I have the greatest time of my life whenever I speak with my Kayla on the phone.

All couples have ups and downs, but it's the downs that make all couples stronger. Sure, it may hurt, but when you work them out, and you both talk things out, you find that your love increases. I'm not perfect, but no one is. I may make mistakes here and there, but know that I'm only human, and we all make mistakes. I'm not a liar, but I have lied before. But I don't lie about it. In a relationship, trust is a key thing. I trust my beautiful girlfriend with all my heart, and I want her to trust me too. I believe that if you tell your girlfriend/boyfriend the truth, even if it's bad. You'll be more respected. If you end up lying, not only are you lying to your lover, but to yourself too. I never want to lie about anything to my girlfriend. She deserves the truth, like everyone else. And all I know, is whatever comes our way, I'll deal with it maturally and I'll always hold her hand, and we will fix it together, like any couple would.
We have been through a lot, as in moments. We have great ones, and sure some sad ones, but once we look back at them, we'll always smile about them. The earliest I called Kayla was around 6:30, because I had to fix a problem. And I felt so nervous, because it was the first time I ever opened up to anybody before. Besides the bad, we have good times. We share laughs, and smiles. Some good moments we've had was when I was introduced to a special banana. This banana, is incredible I tell you. It's the thing that closens me to Kayla. We've had many laughs with this banana, Bobby. Being thrown in the air by kids, getting kisses from Kayla, being hugged plenty of times, and slept with of course. We also tiny chat a lot, which is great because I love getting to see her adorable face. We stay up everynight passed midnight, and that feels good, because it's great spending time with the girl of your dreams late at night. It's just the two of you, and you just get to talk, and express your true feelings. I feel a lot closer talking to her late at night; Call me cheesy, but I feel like everything seems more romantic.

I personally want to say that I want to make this relationship last, for a long time, forever. I don't need anything/anyone else. I love the position I'm in right now, with such a gorgeous girlfriend. My life's great, everything's swell, and Kayla makes me the happiest guy in the world. I love her so much, that I'd do anything to bring her back to feet whenever she's down. I'd do anything to see her smile once more. Relationships are supposed to bring a couple close together, and share the love that they have for one another. That's what I'm doing, I'm giving my girlfriend whatever she wants. She deserves the best. And from me only.



I have given tears for this girl, I have given my happiness for this girl. She's worth the time, she's worth crying for, she's worth dying for. I don't need to complain anymore, I don't need to go and search for anybody else. Because I have the girl of my dreams right here. She's in my arms, and I promised to never let go. Not after all I've been through. I could never do anything to hurt my love in any way. And I never want to deal with the same problems I've had in the past. Things are different now, I'm different. You want to know why? Because I've been inspired by Kayla Allen. She's my inspiration, she's my hero, she's my everything. I think about this girl every single morning, and every single night before I go to bed. She's all I ever think about, actually. And I love it, I don't know why I can't take her out of my head, but I just love it so much, I never want to stop thinking of her.

We love music alot. We love to share our favorite tracks on meebo, or tinychat. And Kayla loves to dance, I tell you.. She's a fabulous dancer, even if she just dances for fun, she's amazing. I love listening to music that reminds me of us. I listen to music whenever I talk to her, because I love relating to the lyrics. Sometimes the lyrics are so close that it's like something I would say or do. I love writing which is why maybe I'll attempt to write a song for Kayla one day. But for now, a book is appropriate.
We've only been dating for a month, and we have more months to cover. This book is sort of like a preview onto what's to come in the future. I view our future as a beautiful relationship. I plan to make it a beautiful relationship. Where there will be some minor arguments, here and there. But we'll keep everything under control. I have a lot of loving to do this summer, and Kayla and I have a lot more moments that we will share in the future. I can't quite call this a book, because it's not long enough, but understand that this is just one month in the working. Once this relationship get's going, I'll promise to keep writing about it.

I hope you readers out there enjoyed this, and to everyone out there, never let anybody tell you, that you aren't beautiful. There's always going to be at least one person who thinks you are the best thing that they have seen. Trust me. Love's such a beautiful thing, and we all do go through it eventually. Once you start experincing it, you never want it to stop, because you don't feel the same way after it's gone.
Shout out to my wonderful girlfriend, who may be tired after reading this, but I love you so much Kayla. So much, that you make my world revolve around me. So much, that nothing else matters whenever I'm with you. I will do anything it takes to keep you satisfied, and happy. Because never shall I want a sad girlfriend. You deserve the best, and that's all you'll be getting from me.

And so I end this story, with a 'much love to ya'. Until next time, I know it'll be better. When I come back, I'll have more stories to tell. Consider this as a preview onto what's to come. I love to write, so I know I'll have bigger stories. And remember, that Love Always Shines Everytime Remember 2 Smile. As so I was told, and that's what I've been looking at. I never gave up, I gave love another chance, and I finally met someone who I can love with all my heart. And that girl is, Kayla Mae Allen.

The End.

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Tag der Veröffentlichung: 12.07.2011

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To my wonderful girlfriend, Kayla Mae Allen.